May I ask who's calling?
Chapter 87
Seeing Li Sufeng's current state, Wen Qing felt sad and helpless.
The two of them were originally Qingyun Twin Stars, geniuses who attracted much attention.Unexpectedly, not long after, one fell.Later, by chance, Wen Qing was resurrected because of Xiaoyu, and he recovered, but Li Sufeng had a big problem here.
Now Li Sufeng is in the fifth realm, but he can no longer make half progress in this life. If this kind of thing is placed on others, perhaps most people will feel very honored and worth it.
But Wen Qing felt that it was not worth it.Li v. Feng Mingming can go further.
As close friends for many years, the two of them understood what he cared about now after thinking about it for a while.
Wen Qing breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a good-tempered manner: "Forget it, let's go back to the flowers. If there is no blue here, what are you going to do? Xiaoyu probably made it clear that he wanted to make things difficult for you."
"Whether it's making things difficult or not, I just want to do what he got rid of for me. Can you please help me. I want to grow flowers."
Wen Qing looked at him unexpectedly: "Growing flowers? Could it be that you plan... to grow a blue flower here?"
Li Sufeng nodded and said: "I heard from Qu Shibai that the appearance of plants can be cultivated through selection. As long as you find the flowers that are closest to blue, keep cultivating and selecting them enough times, theoretically you can Cultivate flowers of the color you want."
Wen Qing is also very interested in those things: "I also heard from some time travelers that I have always wanted to find a chance to try, but I was too busy in the mortal world. It just so happens that now you need it, and I want it too." Try it, then let's plant flowers together."
Li Sufeng felt touched in his heart, and solemnly faced his direction. Just as he was about to say something, Wen Qing raised his hand to stop him and said, "There is no need to say thank you between you and me. If you want to say thank you, I should thank you , you have helped my ancestors so much. But speaking of it, I also have something to ask for your help."
The two talked while looking for the darkest flower.
Li Sufeng asked: "What's the matter?"
"I found it, that's it." Wen Qing squatted down in front of a dark pink flower, and gestured to Li Fufeng, who then raised his hand to the flower, speeding up the flower's time, allowing the flower to condense Fruit came out.
As soon as Wen Qing raised his hand, all the fruits fell into his hands. After counting, he waved his hand and opened up a rectangular field here. With a shake of his hand, the seeds fell into the field one by one according to the order. .
Li Sufeng cooperatively raised his hand and began to speed up the timing of the seeds. The seeds in the field drilled out of the soil at a speed visible to the naked eye, opened their green leaves, and grew tremblingly until they bloomed.
"Actually, what I want to ask is about my ancestor Qingyun. Is my ancestor very irritable and difficult to get along with?"
Li Fufeng said: "Master is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, why do you think so?"
Wen Qing looked at the blooming flowers, walked up to look at the color of the flowers, and said: "Just last time, I encountered some problems in the way of swordsmanship, and other ancestors also said that there is no way, I think about our Qingyun sect. Qingyun's swordsmanship was created by the ancestor Qingyun, so I wanted to ask him for advice, but I was kicked out before anyone saw it. I really don't know where I offended the ancestor. "
Wen Qing's words were rarely sad, but Li Sufeng showed a faint smile when he saw it: "I didn't expect that you, whom everyone likes, would hit a wall one day."
"You talk sarcasticly, this flower." Wen Qing pointed to a flower, and Li Sufeng continued the process of speeding up the flower just now.
"Where do you think there is a problem, why don't you come to me?"
Wen Qing smiled lightly and said: "I think you really want to stay with Xiaoyu for half an hour, and I see that you have been in a bad mood, so I didn't bother you. But now you look much better, how about it, Do you want to discuss it later, don't say I bully you, your cultivation base is much higher than mine now."
Li Xufeng said yes, and he didn't mean to belittle at all.
Wen Qing also got along very calmly with him.
The two kept planting and selecting flowers on the grass. After repeating it for an unknown number of times, they finally got rid of the flowers whose color was close to blue.
By the time the two of them planted a blue flower with satisfaction, half a day had passed.
Li Sufeng took the flowers and was about to leave, but was stopped by Wen Qing: "Did you forget what you promised me just now?"
Only then did Li Sufeng remember that he had promised to compete with him just now, so he put down the flower, raised his hand and summoned his natal flying sword, Wen Qing did the same.
The two stood facing each other far away, and their respective flying swords flew out from behind them.
"How about we only compare moves without using mana?"
"Okay." As soon as Li Fufeng's words fell, the swords of the two had touched together and made a crisp sound.
Even without the use of mana, the speed of the two is still so fast that it is dazzling.
Wen Qing's sword is a gentleman's sword, and every time he swings the sword, he carries a vigorous force, which makes people feel the awe-inspiring righteousness rushing towards his face.And Li Sufeng's sword is a sharp killing sword, giving people the feeling that it is light and sharp, and invincible.
After these few rounds, Wen Qing lost to Li Sufeng with a half-stroke disadvantage.
"You think too much when making moves." Li Sufeng discovered his problem and said directly.
Wen Qing stood where he was, seemingly realizing something.
Yes, it seems that he pretended too much in his heart and thought too much, which hindered his kendo. In this way, like Li Sufeng, a fool who only knows how to think about Xiaoyu all day long, he practiced his sword better than himself. alright.
Li Sufeng knew that he was feeling enlightened, so he didn't bother him, put away his sword, went to the place where the flowers were placed, and picked up the bouquet of blue flowers. The shape of the flowers is very beautiful, and the color must be beautiful too.
I don't know if Xiaoyu will be happy to see it?
Zhao Xiaoyu was meditating at first, but for some reason, he couldn't calm down today. He was sitting well indoors, but he couldn't help but look out.
Finally annoyed by himself, he simply went outside to the eaves, but still couldn't calm down.
He began to wonder why.
Since when did it go wrong?
Yes, he remembered, since he felt that he had some feelings again, his emotions have been affected a little bit.
He began to delve into his own emotions, and began to ask himself, what kind of feelings does he have for Li Sufeng?
Say love?no.After all, the ruthless way is not fake.
Don't care about this person at all.It seems not.He still remembered the first time he met the Nirvana Grass and almost lost control of his emotions, he could no longer feel the mood at that time, as long as he could remember what was going on in his mind at that time.
He hoped that Li Sufeng would leave him and stop loving him, and he also hoped that Li Sufeng would not be used by him, as if he still loved Li Sufeng in his heart.
It's all like this, is it still in love?Or is it just because the grass made me bewitched?
What exactly is love, and why can it make me, who is still a mortal, so out of control.
Maybe it was because he was thinking about love all the time, Zhao Xiaoyu saw a figure flying towards him in his sight, holding a bunch of flowers in his hand, his heart throbbed for a moment inexplicably.
But after a while, he returned to calm again, and there was no expression on his face from the beginning to the end.
Li Fufeng let himself "watch" Xiaoyu, walked in front of him, handed the words in his hand to him, faced the evening wind with a gentle smile, a strand of silver hair that was not tied up Flying with the wind.
"Little fish, the blue flowers you want."
Zhao Xiaoyu was a little surprised. Looking at him, he didn't refuse. He stretched out his hand to take it, and casually held it in his hand and looked at it: "I remember that this kind of flower is not blue at all. Where did you find it?"
"I planted it." Li Sufeng didn't dare to keep looking at Xiaoyu, for fear that if he watched too much, Xiaoyu would discover the fact that he couldn't see it at all.
At that moment, he naturally sat down next to Xiaoyu, and "looked" forward with Xiaoyu, but in fact most of his spiritual consciousness was concentrated on Xiaoyu.
"Planted?" Zhao Xiaoyu was very surprised, "How did you plant it?"
"My ability can change time, so I used it when planting flowers. By the way, Wen Qing said that he was curious if pink flowers could be used to grow blue, so we planted it together."
"Are you together?" Zhao Xiaoyu put the flowers aside, and said in a calm tone, "You two have such a good relationship."
Li Sufeng turned his head to Xiaoyu, stretched out his hand and removed the dandelion that had been stained on his hair at some point: "Don't get me wrong, Wenqing and I are just friends. Only you are the most important person in my heart."
Zhao Xiaoyu was a little speechless: "Why are you explaining this to me? You know I don't care at all."
Li Sufeng was not sad, but said softly: "I know, but I still want you to know. If one day, you care about it, you won't be sad because of such trivial things."
Zhao Xiaoyu thought he would get goosebumps again like before.But he didn't expect that his body didn't respond this time, but his heart seemed to lose control for a moment.
He was originally looking at Li Sufeng, but after hearing this sentence, he suddenly turned his head and pointed the back of his head at Li Sufeng.
The feeling came and went quickly.He thought back to what Li Sufeng said just now, "If one day I care about it", he was already concerned about the fact that he suddenly had a little feeling, but when he heard it now, he felt like a cat whose tail was stepped on He stood up and said, "I don't care about you. You are so annoying, return your flowers."
As he said that, he threw the flowers that Li Fufeng gave him back into Li Fufeng's arms, got up and went into the room, closing the door with a bang.
Li Sufeng was at a loss for a moment.
He carefully picked up the words that had been thrown off a few petals, took out the bad ones, and kept the good ones, then got up and stood in front of the door, looking at the obviously unhappy little fish inside, bent down and took the good ones away. Put the flowers in front of Xiaoyu's door: "I'm sorry."
After speaking, he took the broken flower and turned around to leave here.
He knew that Xiaoyu wanted to distract him, and he knew that Xiaoyu didn't want to see him.He kept saying to himself, Xiaoyu has cultivated the path of ruthlessness now, so it's only normal for him to be like this.
Not only is he like this now, he will always be like this in the future, and he will never change.
As early as in another universe, he had already figured it out.
He wants to repay the debt he owed Xiaoyu with his unrequited love that has never been reciprocated in his life.
I have figured it out a long time ago and decided to do this, but... I still feel sad.
He stayed far away, so far away that the little fish could not observe, found the tallest book, and sat down on the branch.
Although he no longer needs to use his eyes, he subconsciously chose such a convenient place for observation, as if by doing so, he would be able to get closer to the little fish.Putting his consciousness on Xiaoyu's body to "look" for a while, he suddenly remembered that Xiaoyu should hate him so much, so he withdrew his consciousness and only observed the movement around Xiaoyu's residence.
He stared at the dark sky in Xiaoyu's direction with empty eyes, and touched the broken flowers in his palm with his fingertips.
He felt that those flowers seemed to be himself at the moment.
These are all his own choices, willingly, even if he is sad, so what.
Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't calm down when he was practicing, and he couldn't sleep even when he wanted to sleep. It was so quiet outside that he was the only one in the whole world.
This room is too empty.
Distraught, he sat up straight, quickly put on his clothes, opened his door, and saw the blue flowers placed in front of his door.
He stared at the flowers for a while, then walked forward with bare feet, picked up the flowers on the ground, looked around, and found that there was no one at all.
But he doesn't believe that Li Sufeng is not here now.
"Li Sufeng, I know you are here, come out."
Li Sufeng noticed him when he opened the door.Hearing him calling himself, he hesitated for a moment, and holding the broken flower in his hand, he appeared in front of Xiaoyu under the moonlight.
Zhao Xiaoyu was not surprised at all, he really was there.
He originally wanted to say a few words to Ji Li, but after seeing the dew on his hair, all the words were stuck in his throat.
He didn't ask Li Sufeng why he stayed here like a pervert at such a late hour.After all, now, in his eyes, this person is completely a creature with only love and love in his mind, which he can't understand.
Usually such a creature is very good to use, but when there is nothing to do, it will make people feel very upset if he stalks like this.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Li Fufeng took the initiative to say: "Xiaoyu, did you call me for something? I just...was far away and heard your voice calling me. It's definitely not..."
Zhao Xiaoyu waved his hand: "Forget it, I don't care about this, and you don't need to explain."
Li Sufeng closed his mouth, and seeing Zhao Xiaoyu walk in with the bouquet of flowers he gave him, the corners of his mouth curved slightly.But when he saw that Xiao Yu was not wearing anything on his feet, the joy in his eyes faded away.He wanted to speak, but was worried that he would only annoy Xiaoyu even more.
Yeah, what was he worrying about.The current Xiaoyu already possesses the strength after crossing the catastrophe and ascending, so it is basically impossible for him to catch a cold or something.
Zhao Xiaoyu walked a few steps in, put the flowers in his hands into a vase, suddenly felt that there was no movement behind him, and turned around to find Li Sufeng standing at his door with his hands behind his back, motionless, and then He frowned displeasedly and said, "What are you doing in a daze, come in. Otherwise, why have you stayed outside for so long?"
Li Sufeng felt a little cramped, he wanted to explain that he hadn't been guarding the door all the time, but thinking of how he had been watching this side all the time, and couldn't tell a lie, he walked in silently.
After walking a few steps, Zhao Xiaoyu said to him, "Why don't you close the door?"
So Li Sufeng had no choice but to turn around and close the door.
Zhao Xiaoyu kept looking at him with his arms folded, and when Li Fufeng turned around, he finally saw clearly what Li Fufeng was holding in his hand.
The magical instrument in charge of lighting the room gave off a light orange warm light, Zhao Xiaoyu went to the wide bed and lay down, and when Li Fufeng closed the door, he waved to Li Fufeng.
Li Sufeng walked over calmly, not feeling anything at all.
After all, Xiaoyu has cultivated the way of ruthlessness, even if he has some thoughts in his heart, he also knows that Xiaoyu has absolutely no thoughts about him.
He went to the bed and sat down.
Zhao Xiaoyu asked: "Why are you holding that in your hand?"
Li Sufeng pretended to look down at the residual flower in his hand: "I just couldn't bear to throw him away like this."
Zhao Xiaoyu bent one leg, put his elbow on his knee, propped his chin, and looked at Li Sufeng curiously at this time: "It turns out that you, without the heart of a child, don't seem to be much different from before. The difference."
Li Sufeng said: "In fact, there are still many differences. It's just because this flower is for you, so I care so much."
Zhao Xiaoyu was silent for a moment, Li Sufeng felt his expressionless expression with his spiritual sense, and felt uneasy for a while, wondering if he said something wrong.
After a while, Zhao Xiaoyu asked, "Why did you say sorry to me before?"
Li Sufeng explained honestly: "Because I made you angry. It must be my fault."
Li Sufeng put his posture too low, so that Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't find any reason to scold him.
Looking at the person in front of him who obviously has an excellent appearance but looks very stupid at this moment, he said: "I really can't sleep, come and talk to me."
"Okay, little fish, what do you want to say?"
Zhao Xiaoyu thought for a while, and then said: "Let's talk about our past. Although we have known each other for a long time, it seems that we have never had the opportunity to talk so calmly."
He felt that he who was affected by the Nirvana Grass actually cared about Li Sufeng.
From the time Li Sufeng said to him thank you for liking me, as long as there is even the slightest emotion in his heart, he will feel the complicated emotions in his heart.
After thinking about it seriously, he probably understood what he was obsessed with.
He intends to untie Li Sufeng's knot today, and by the way, also untie the knot in his own heart.
He said: "Li Sufeng, in fact, you don't need to say thank you to me. The one who should say thank you has always been me."
Li Sufeng looked at him with some puzzlement.
Zhao Xiaoyu reminded: "You said during the day, thank you for liking you, in fact, you shouldn't say such things. Of course, I have cultivated the way of ruthlessness now, and these love affairs have nothing to do with me, but watching you say If I disagree with you, I still have to stand up and correct you. Otherwise, I will always feel uncomfortable."
Li Sufeng looked at him quietly, waiting for his next words.
Zhao Xiaoyu said: "You say that you are worthless, that's just too funny. If you are all worthless, then there are probably no useful people in this world. In comparison, I was really a waste in the past."
"Don't say that about yourself."
Zhao Xiaoyu looked at the slender and strong fingers touching his knee, and his eyes stayed on it for a while, Li Sufeng then stretched out his hand and then lowered his head with a calm expression: "Don't say that about yourself, you are fine .”
Zhao Xiaoyu gritted her teeth lightly, feeling a little irritable in her heart.
Why is this person always able to shift his focus to unimportant places?
"In short, what I want to say to you is that you are very important to me. Do you know why I fell in love with you before? Because, if you don't show up, I may never see you again in this life There is no light."
Li Sufeng looked up at him unexpectedly.
Zhao Xiaoyu continued: "Do you still remember when we first met?"
"Remember, you were bullied at that time, covered with scars, and came to me trembling and crying. Seeing your helpless appearance, I helped you."
Zhao Xiaoyu nodded: "That's almost the case, but you're wrong about one thing. At that time, I didn't cry. I was trembling. It was only because of hatred and the thought that I was about to kill someone that I was scared and excited."
"What?" Li Sufeng had a surprised look on his face.
"No one helped me, and no one was willing to show me kindness. Even though I had a noble status, everyone stepped on me in the mud and was treated as a waste by everyone. Even at that time, I was only half a child. My child, but it was already strong enough to make me want to kill someone. At that time, I was going to go to the abyss regardless, but later, fortunately, you showed up, thank you."
Li Sufeng stared at him, touched in his heart: "Little fish..."
"I later thought, if you hadn't appeared at that time, I would have become a villain full of killing in my heart, and I would have become a demon that everyone in this world hates. At that time, you were my light, my only yearning, After having you, my time in Qingyunmen has color, and Qingyunmen has given me something to like."
As he said that, Zhao Xiaoyu laughed himself:
"However, I have to apologize for one thing. In fact, we have come to this point in the end. Although you have made mistakes, more mistakes are still on me. Because I am a person who came out of a dark place. Like Wen Qing, who lived in the sun since he was a child, there is no haze in his heart, and my heart is full of haze. That's why I long for the light of you so much, and that's why I want to get you by all means and desperately. All along , It’s you who said I’m sorry, but I should actually say sorry to you. Sorry, I have done so many wrong things. I don’t ask you to forgive me, because I will do it again. But, I’m sorry.”
Although it was a very touching word, Zhao Xiaoyu said it very coldly, it was not at all touching the scene, but something that had been placed in his heart for a long time.
But the more this happened, the more unbearable the pain in Li Sufeng's heart.
He smiled, stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and some liquid flowed out between his fingers.
"It's okay, little fish."
He said.
The author has something to say: I added more, yeah!
The two of them were originally Qingyun Twin Stars, geniuses who attracted much attention.Unexpectedly, not long after, one fell.Later, by chance, Wen Qing was resurrected because of Xiaoyu, and he recovered, but Li Sufeng had a big problem here.
Now Li Sufeng is in the fifth realm, but he can no longer make half progress in this life. If this kind of thing is placed on others, perhaps most people will feel very honored and worth it.
But Wen Qing felt that it was not worth it.Li v. Feng Mingming can go further.
As close friends for many years, the two of them understood what he cared about now after thinking about it for a while.
Wen Qing breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a good-tempered manner: "Forget it, let's go back to the flowers. If there is no blue here, what are you going to do? Xiaoyu probably made it clear that he wanted to make things difficult for you."
"Whether it's making things difficult or not, I just want to do what he got rid of for me. Can you please help me. I want to grow flowers."
Wen Qing looked at him unexpectedly: "Growing flowers? Could it be that you plan... to grow a blue flower here?"
Li Sufeng nodded and said: "I heard from Qu Shibai that the appearance of plants can be cultivated through selection. As long as you find the flowers that are closest to blue, keep cultivating and selecting them enough times, theoretically you can Cultivate flowers of the color you want."
Wen Qing is also very interested in those things: "I also heard from some time travelers that I have always wanted to find a chance to try, but I was too busy in the mortal world. It just so happens that now you need it, and I want it too." Try it, then let's plant flowers together."
Li Sufeng felt touched in his heart, and solemnly faced his direction. Just as he was about to say something, Wen Qing raised his hand to stop him and said, "There is no need to say thank you between you and me. If you want to say thank you, I should thank you , you have helped my ancestors so much. But speaking of it, I also have something to ask for your help."
The two talked while looking for the darkest flower.
Li Sufeng asked: "What's the matter?"
"I found it, that's it." Wen Qing squatted down in front of a dark pink flower, and gestured to Li Fufeng, who then raised his hand to the flower, speeding up the flower's time, allowing the flower to condense Fruit came out.
As soon as Wen Qing raised his hand, all the fruits fell into his hands. After counting, he waved his hand and opened up a rectangular field here. With a shake of his hand, the seeds fell into the field one by one according to the order. .
Li Sufeng cooperatively raised his hand and began to speed up the timing of the seeds. The seeds in the field drilled out of the soil at a speed visible to the naked eye, opened their green leaves, and grew tremblingly until they bloomed.
"Actually, what I want to ask is about my ancestor Qingyun. Is my ancestor very irritable and difficult to get along with?"
Li Fufeng said: "Master is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, why do you think so?"
Wen Qing looked at the blooming flowers, walked up to look at the color of the flowers, and said: "Just last time, I encountered some problems in the way of swordsmanship, and other ancestors also said that there is no way, I think about our Qingyun sect. Qingyun's swordsmanship was created by the ancestor Qingyun, so I wanted to ask him for advice, but I was kicked out before anyone saw it. I really don't know where I offended the ancestor. "
Wen Qing's words were rarely sad, but Li Sufeng showed a faint smile when he saw it: "I didn't expect that you, whom everyone likes, would hit a wall one day."
"You talk sarcasticly, this flower." Wen Qing pointed to a flower, and Li Sufeng continued the process of speeding up the flower just now.
"Where do you think there is a problem, why don't you come to me?"
Wen Qing smiled lightly and said: "I think you really want to stay with Xiaoyu for half an hour, and I see that you have been in a bad mood, so I didn't bother you. But now you look much better, how about it, Do you want to discuss it later, don't say I bully you, your cultivation base is much higher than mine now."
Li Xufeng said yes, and he didn't mean to belittle at all.
Wen Qing also got along very calmly with him.
The two kept planting and selecting flowers on the grass. After repeating it for an unknown number of times, they finally got rid of the flowers whose color was close to blue.
By the time the two of them planted a blue flower with satisfaction, half a day had passed.
Li Sufeng took the flowers and was about to leave, but was stopped by Wen Qing: "Did you forget what you promised me just now?"
Only then did Li Sufeng remember that he had promised to compete with him just now, so he put down the flower, raised his hand and summoned his natal flying sword, Wen Qing did the same.
The two stood facing each other far away, and their respective flying swords flew out from behind them.
"How about we only compare moves without using mana?"
"Okay." As soon as Li Fufeng's words fell, the swords of the two had touched together and made a crisp sound.
Even without the use of mana, the speed of the two is still so fast that it is dazzling.
Wen Qing's sword is a gentleman's sword, and every time he swings the sword, he carries a vigorous force, which makes people feel the awe-inspiring righteousness rushing towards his face.And Li Sufeng's sword is a sharp killing sword, giving people the feeling that it is light and sharp, and invincible.
After these few rounds, Wen Qing lost to Li Sufeng with a half-stroke disadvantage.
"You think too much when making moves." Li Sufeng discovered his problem and said directly.
Wen Qing stood where he was, seemingly realizing something.
Yes, it seems that he pretended too much in his heart and thought too much, which hindered his kendo. In this way, like Li Sufeng, a fool who only knows how to think about Xiaoyu all day long, he practiced his sword better than himself. alright.
Li Sufeng knew that he was feeling enlightened, so he didn't bother him, put away his sword, went to the place where the flowers were placed, and picked up the bouquet of blue flowers. The shape of the flowers is very beautiful, and the color must be beautiful too.
I don't know if Xiaoyu will be happy to see it?
Zhao Xiaoyu was meditating at first, but for some reason, he couldn't calm down today. He was sitting well indoors, but he couldn't help but look out.
Finally annoyed by himself, he simply went outside to the eaves, but still couldn't calm down.
He began to wonder why.
Since when did it go wrong?
Yes, he remembered, since he felt that he had some feelings again, his emotions have been affected a little bit.
He began to delve into his own emotions, and began to ask himself, what kind of feelings does he have for Li Sufeng?
Say love?no.After all, the ruthless way is not fake.
Don't care about this person at all.It seems not.He still remembered the first time he met the Nirvana Grass and almost lost control of his emotions, he could no longer feel the mood at that time, as long as he could remember what was going on in his mind at that time.
He hoped that Li Sufeng would leave him and stop loving him, and he also hoped that Li Sufeng would not be used by him, as if he still loved Li Sufeng in his heart.
It's all like this, is it still in love?Or is it just because the grass made me bewitched?
What exactly is love, and why can it make me, who is still a mortal, so out of control.
Maybe it was because he was thinking about love all the time, Zhao Xiaoyu saw a figure flying towards him in his sight, holding a bunch of flowers in his hand, his heart throbbed for a moment inexplicably.
But after a while, he returned to calm again, and there was no expression on his face from the beginning to the end.
Li Fufeng let himself "watch" Xiaoyu, walked in front of him, handed the words in his hand to him, faced the evening wind with a gentle smile, a strand of silver hair that was not tied up Flying with the wind.
"Little fish, the blue flowers you want."
Zhao Xiaoyu was a little surprised. Looking at him, he didn't refuse. He stretched out his hand to take it, and casually held it in his hand and looked at it: "I remember that this kind of flower is not blue at all. Where did you find it?"
"I planted it." Li Sufeng didn't dare to keep looking at Xiaoyu, for fear that if he watched too much, Xiaoyu would discover the fact that he couldn't see it at all.
At that moment, he naturally sat down next to Xiaoyu, and "looked" forward with Xiaoyu, but in fact most of his spiritual consciousness was concentrated on Xiaoyu.
"Planted?" Zhao Xiaoyu was very surprised, "How did you plant it?"
"My ability can change time, so I used it when planting flowers. By the way, Wen Qing said that he was curious if pink flowers could be used to grow blue, so we planted it together."
"Are you together?" Zhao Xiaoyu put the flowers aside, and said in a calm tone, "You two have such a good relationship."
Li Sufeng turned his head to Xiaoyu, stretched out his hand and removed the dandelion that had been stained on his hair at some point: "Don't get me wrong, Wenqing and I are just friends. Only you are the most important person in my heart."
Zhao Xiaoyu was a little speechless: "Why are you explaining this to me? You know I don't care at all."
Li Sufeng was not sad, but said softly: "I know, but I still want you to know. If one day, you care about it, you won't be sad because of such trivial things."
Zhao Xiaoyu thought he would get goosebumps again like before.But he didn't expect that his body didn't respond this time, but his heart seemed to lose control for a moment.
He was originally looking at Li Sufeng, but after hearing this sentence, he suddenly turned his head and pointed the back of his head at Li Sufeng.
The feeling came and went quickly.He thought back to what Li Sufeng said just now, "If one day I care about it", he was already concerned about the fact that he suddenly had a little feeling, but when he heard it now, he felt like a cat whose tail was stepped on He stood up and said, "I don't care about you. You are so annoying, return your flowers."
As he said that, he threw the flowers that Li Fufeng gave him back into Li Fufeng's arms, got up and went into the room, closing the door with a bang.
Li Sufeng was at a loss for a moment.
He carefully picked up the words that had been thrown off a few petals, took out the bad ones, and kept the good ones, then got up and stood in front of the door, looking at the obviously unhappy little fish inside, bent down and took the good ones away. Put the flowers in front of Xiaoyu's door: "I'm sorry."
After speaking, he took the broken flower and turned around to leave here.
He knew that Xiaoyu wanted to distract him, and he knew that Xiaoyu didn't want to see him.He kept saying to himself, Xiaoyu has cultivated the path of ruthlessness now, so it's only normal for him to be like this.
Not only is he like this now, he will always be like this in the future, and he will never change.
As early as in another universe, he had already figured it out.
He wants to repay the debt he owed Xiaoyu with his unrequited love that has never been reciprocated in his life.
I have figured it out a long time ago and decided to do this, but... I still feel sad.
He stayed far away, so far away that the little fish could not observe, found the tallest book, and sat down on the branch.
Although he no longer needs to use his eyes, he subconsciously chose such a convenient place for observation, as if by doing so, he would be able to get closer to the little fish.Putting his consciousness on Xiaoyu's body to "look" for a while, he suddenly remembered that Xiaoyu should hate him so much, so he withdrew his consciousness and only observed the movement around Xiaoyu's residence.
He stared at the dark sky in Xiaoyu's direction with empty eyes, and touched the broken flowers in his palm with his fingertips.
He felt that those flowers seemed to be himself at the moment.
These are all his own choices, willingly, even if he is sad, so what.
Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't calm down when he was practicing, and he couldn't sleep even when he wanted to sleep. It was so quiet outside that he was the only one in the whole world.
This room is too empty.
Distraught, he sat up straight, quickly put on his clothes, opened his door, and saw the blue flowers placed in front of his door.
He stared at the flowers for a while, then walked forward with bare feet, picked up the flowers on the ground, looked around, and found that there was no one at all.
But he doesn't believe that Li Sufeng is not here now.
"Li Sufeng, I know you are here, come out."
Li Sufeng noticed him when he opened the door.Hearing him calling himself, he hesitated for a moment, and holding the broken flower in his hand, he appeared in front of Xiaoyu under the moonlight.
Zhao Xiaoyu was not surprised at all, he really was there.
He originally wanted to say a few words to Ji Li, but after seeing the dew on his hair, all the words were stuck in his throat.
He didn't ask Li Sufeng why he stayed here like a pervert at such a late hour.After all, now, in his eyes, this person is completely a creature with only love and love in his mind, which he can't understand.
Usually such a creature is very good to use, but when there is nothing to do, it will make people feel very upset if he stalks like this.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Li Fufeng took the initiative to say: "Xiaoyu, did you call me for something? I just...was far away and heard your voice calling me. It's definitely not..."
Zhao Xiaoyu waved his hand: "Forget it, I don't care about this, and you don't need to explain."
Li Sufeng closed his mouth, and seeing Zhao Xiaoyu walk in with the bouquet of flowers he gave him, the corners of his mouth curved slightly.But when he saw that Xiao Yu was not wearing anything on his feet, the joy in his eyes faded away.He wanted to speak, but was worried that he would only annoy Xiaoyu even more.
Yeah, what was he worrying about.The current Xiaoyu already possesses the strength after crossing the catastrophe and ascending, so it is basically impossible for him to catch a cold or something.
Zhao Xiaoyu walked a few steps in, put the flowers in his hands into a vase, suddenly felt that there was no movement behind him, and turned around to find Li Sufeng standing at his door with his hands behind his back, motionless, and then He frowned displeasedly and said, "What are you doing in a daze, come in. Otherwise, why have you stayed outside for so long?"
Li Sufeng felt a little cramped, he wanted to explain that he hadn't been guarding the door all the time, but thinking of how he had been watching this side all the time, and couldn't tell a lie, he walked in silently.
After walking a few steps, Zhao Xiaoyu said to him, "Why don't you close the door?"
So Li Sufeng had no choice but to turn around and close the door.
Zhao Xiaoyu kept looking at him with his arms folded, and when Li Fufeng turned around, he finally saw clearly what Li Fufeng was holding in his hand.
The magical instrument in charge of lighting the room gave off a light orange warm light, Zhao Xiaoyu went to the wide bed and lay down, and when Li Fufeng closed the door, he waved to Li Fufeng.
Li Sufeng walked over calmly, not feeling anything at all.
After all, Xiaoyu has cultivated the way of ruthlessness, even if he has some thoughts in his heart, he also knows that Xiaoyu has absolutely no thoughts about him.
He went to the bed and sat down.
Zhao Xiaoyu asked: "Why are you holding that in your hand?"
Li Sufeng pretended to look down at the residual flower in his hand: "I just couldn't bear to throw him away like this."
Zhao Xiaoyu bent one leg, put his elbow on his knee, propped his chin, and looked at Li Sufeng curiously at this time: "It turns out that you, without the heart of a child, don't seem to be much different from before. The difference."
Li Sufeng said: "In fact, there are still many differences. It's just because this flower is for you, so I care so much."
Zhao Xiaoyu was silent for a moment, Li Sufeng felt his expressionless expression with his spiritual sense, and felt uneasy for a while, wondering if he said something wrong.
After a while, Zhao Xiaoyu asked, "Why did you say sorry to me before?"
Li Sufeng explained honestly: "Because I made you angry. It must be my fault."
Li Sufeng put his posture too low, so that Zhao Xiaoyu couldn't find any reason to scold him.
Looking at the person in front of him who obviously has an excellent appearance but looks very stupid at this moment, he said: "I really can't sleep, come and talk to me."
"Okay, little fish, what do you want to say?"
Zhao Xiaoyu thought for a while, and then said: "Let's talk about our past. Although we have known each other for a long time, it seems that we have never had the opportunity to talk so calmly."
He felt that he who was affected by the Nirvana Grass actually cared about Li Sufeng.
From the time Li Sufeng said to him thank you for liking me, as long as there is even the slightest emotion in his heart, he will feel the complicated emotions in his heart.
After thinking about it seriously, he probably understood what he was obsessed with.
He intends to untie Li Sufeng's knot today, and by the way, also untie the knot in his own heart.
He said: "Li Sufeng, in fact, you don't need to say thank you to me. The one who should say thank you has always been me."
Li Sufeng looked at him with some puzzlement.
Zhao Xiaoyu reminded: "You said during the day, thank you for liking you, in fact, you shouldn't say such things. Of course, I have cultivated the way of ruthlessness now, and these love affairs have nothing to do with me, but watching you say If I disagree with you, I still have to stand up and correct you. Otherwise, I will always feel uncomfortable."
Li Sufeng looked at him quietly, waiting for his next words.
Zhao Xiaoyu said: "You say that you are worthless, that's just too funny. If you are all worthless, then there are probably no useful people in this world. In comparison, I was really a waste in the past."
"Don't say that about yourself."
Zhao Xiaoyu looked at the slender and strong fingers touching his knee, and his eyes stayed on it for a while, Li Sufeng then stretched out his hand and then lowered his head with a calm expression: "Don't say that about yourself, you are fine .”
Zhao Xiaoyu gritted her teeth lightly, feeling a little irritable in her heart.
Why is this person always able to shift his focus to unimportant places?
"In short, what I want to say to you is that you are very important to me. Do you know why I fell in love with you before? Because, if you don't show up, I may never see you again in this life There is no light."
Li Sufeng looked up at him unexpectedly.
Zhao Xiaoyu continued: "Do you still remember when we first met?"
"Remember, you were bullied at that time, covered with scars, and came to me trembling and crying. Seeing your helpless appearance, I helped you."
Zhao Xiaoyu nodded: "That's almost the case, but you're wrong about one thing. At that time, I didn't cry. I was trembling. It was only because of hatred and the thought that I was about to kill someone that I was scared and excited."
"What?" Li Sufeng had a surprised look on his face.
"No one helped me, and no one was willing to show me kindness. Even though I had a noble status, everyone stepped on me in the mud and was treated as a waste by everyone. Even at that time, I was only half a child. My child, but it was already strong enough to make me want to kill someone. At that time, I was going to go to the abyss regardless, but later, fortunately, you showed up, thank you."
Li Sufeng stared at him, touched in his heart: "Little fish..."
"I later thought, if you hadn't appeared at that time, I would have become a villain full of killing in my heart, and I would have become a demon that everyone in this world hates. At that time, you were my light, my only yearning, After having you, my time in Qingyunmen has color, and Qingyunmen has given me something to like."
As he said that, Zhao Xiaoyu laughed himself:
"However, I have to apologize for one thing. In fact, we have come to this point in the end. Although you have made mistakes, more mistakes are still on me. Because I am a person who came out of a dark place. Like Wen Qing, who lived in the sun since he was a child, there is no haze in his heart, and my heart is full of haze. That's why I long for the light of you so much, and that's why I want to get you by all means and desperately. All along , It’s you who said I’m sorry, but I should actually say sorry to you. Sorry, I have done so many wrong things. I don’t ask you to forgive me, because I will do it again. But, I’m sorry.”
Although it was a very touching word, Zhao Xiaoyu said it very coldly, it was not at all touching the scene, but something that had been placed in his heart for a long time.
But the more this happened, the more unbearable the pain in Li Sufeng's heart.
He smiled, stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and some liquid flowed out between his fingers.
"It's okay, little fish."
He said.
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