My roommate is finally back to normal

Tong Mo got a letter of recommendation from the school in his senior year, and entered a hospital to start an internship.

This hospital is famous for its treatment of tumors, and the department where Tong Mo entered the internship is the tumor surgery clinic.

In the beginning, Tong Mo did not meet the qualifications to enter the operating room. He was more likely to follow the attending physician on rounds or sit in the outpatient building to learn about the conditions of patients who came to the cancer hospital in various regions, and carefully recorded them.

During his time as a medical student, Tong Mo has learned many kinds of cases, perfected his medical knowledge from real cases and pathological anatomy, and achieved good results in many evaluations.

But dealing with patients head-on is completely different from dealing with cold specimens in a laboratory in school.

It was only at this time that Tong Mo discovered that he is actually a person with strong empathy.

"A doctor's strong empathy ability is a double-edged sword. You can get closer to the patient because of excellent empathy, and the patient will also increase their trust in you, but you will also be too immersed in empathy, making it difficult Adjusting your state and emotions will not benefit your work." Dr. Qi, the attending physician who taught Tong Mo, told him so.

Tong Mo is actually very clear, but he is sure that he can control the negative impact of this kind of empathy on himself.

And because of his empathy ability, he can do something for the patient when he can do it. For him, it should be within the scope of his work, so it will not cause a burden.

Dr. Qi is good at treating lymphoma. Patients with lymphoma usually do not have a fixed group of people, and their ages vary.

Patients who choose to be hospitalized in a tumor hospital for surgical treatment usually have found obvious symptoms, and surgery is imminent.

Dr. Qi's rounds are fast-paced on weekdays, and Tong Mo failed to match a patient's face with the case during the week of practice in the consulting room.

But then he remembered every patient.

Tong Mo was most impressed by a boy who had just turned ten years old among the patients.

The little boy named Liu Zhouzhou was always accompanied by his father in bed. He had undergone an operation before coming to this hospital, but the operation was not enough to stop the further extension of the lymphoma.

Liu Zhouzhou's mother never showed up, and his father looked like a worker in his attire. When he came, he couldn't change his overalls, and his clothes were even stained with sand.

Liu Zhouzhou's lymphoma has obvious symptoms in the neck and armpits, and his body is thin. After being admitted to the hospital, when he is rarely conscious, his father usually communicates with the doctor.

Tong Mo saw Liu's father breaking down and crying in the corridor more than once, and pretending to be fine when he entered the ward.

Dr. Qi decided to operate on Liu Zhouzhou a week later. Before that, Liu Zhouzhou had to pay for expensive hospitalization and medical expenses every day.

While Liu Zhouzhou's father was anxious about his condition, he had also been seeking help from various parties for the cost of hospitalization.

Once when Tong Mo passed by the door of the ward, he heard him calling someone to ask for salary, but after half an hour on the phone, he probably didn't get a penny, so he buried his head and squatted on the ground in frustration.

Tong Mo could never forget that scene, and later told Gao Boxin about it after returning home from get off work.

Gao Boxin asked him then: "Momo, do you want to help him?"

Tong Mo hesitated, he didn't expect Gao Boxin to see the unsure idea in his heart.

"I don't know much about the profession of doctors, but human nature is not divided into professions, there are probably all kinds of people. Are you sure that patient is the kind of person who will accept your kindness? Or, he discovered your kindness, What do you do when you get ahead? Do you want to help him over and over again?" Gao Baixin persuaded Tong Mo patiently, "Momo, although you are not short of money, the cost of surgery is a bottomless pit, even if you want to help him If he fills it in, he may not be able to fill it in."

Gao Boxin's views coincided with Dr. Qi's.

When Tong Mo expressed his thoughts to Dr. Qi in the hospital, he was also opposed by Dr. Qi.

"As an intern doctor, spending such a large amount of money to help patients is easy to attract criticism. Have you ever thought about it?" Dr. Qi said sternly at the time.

"If he can't pay for his medical expenses and surgery fees, then his surgery will also be suspended because of this. Will that child not be able to have surgery?" Tong Mo asked.

"We will consider it as appropriate and give him a certain amount of grace time," Dr. Qi said. "After all, a hospital is a place to save patients and treat patients. It is impossible for us to just watch patients suffer and ignore them."

Then Tong Mo understood.

Tong Mo finally made an advance for Liu Zhouzhou, but he did not let the hospital disclose his advance to the patient.

The hospital told Liu’s father: “This is an advance fund made by a doctor in the hospital to allow Liu Zhouzhou to receive timely treatment. If you raise money in the future, you can also return it to him. .”

In fact, Tong Mo didn't mention the matter of repaying the money, but saying this would make Father Liu feel better.

Liu Zhouzhou quickly underwent surgery and got good results.

His extranodal lymphoma was successfully resected, but lymphoma is a malignant tumor, and chemotherapy still needs to be used in stages to suppress the disease.

Liu Zhouzhou's mental condition has greatly improved after the operation, but chemotherapy still made him suffer a lot.

Tong Mo thought of many ways to divert his attention, gave him some toys, bought him a CD player and let him listen to some brisk anime music.

Liu Zhouzhou also likes Tong Mo very much. He is very happy every time Tong Mo visits the room, and he pulls Tong Mo and talks non-stop.

Liu Zhouzhou's father chatted with Dr. Qi for a long time after Liu Zhouzhou's chemotherapy ended. He wiped away his tears when he walked out of the doctor's office, and went to the ward to tell Liu Zhouzhou that he was fine and could be discharged.

Liu Zhouzhou rushed out of the ward happily, found Tong Mo in another ward, and took his hand, saying that he would take Tong Mo back to his home.

This made all the other patients in that ward laugh out loud, and they all said to Liu Zhouzhou: "Little friend, if you want to take Dr. Tong home, then ask us if we are willing, we all want to take him back , They are all lined up at the entrance of the hospital."

Tong Mo squatted down and whispered to Liu Zhouzhou, "Xiaozhou still has a lot of things to do after returning home. Don't you always want to help Dad? You haven't been home for so long, so you can help Dad clean up. house, and then go back to school to attend classes with other students, so that Xiao Zhou can catch up with other students very quickly, and they are all waiting for Xiao Zhou to go back."

"Yeah! I'm going to class. My academic performance was very good before, with full marks!" After Liu Zhouzhou finished speaking, he leaned into Tong Mo's ear and said, "Doctor Tong, I want to be a doctor in the future, and I will Come to this hospital, you have to wait for me."

Tong Mo nodded and made an agreement with him.

After Liu Zhouzhou was discharged from the hospital, Dr. Qi told Tong Mo that Liu Zhouzhou's lymphoma cannot be cured, and it is very likely that it will recur in a few years, and it will be difficult to successfully suppress it like this time.

"If his condition is stable, he may still have ten years to live." Dr. Qi said in a deep voice.

Tong Mo didn't say a word for a long time.

Ten years later, Liu Zhouzhou will only be 20 years old. Even if he aspires to be a doctor, he may have left this world before graduating from medical school.

Even though Liu Zhouzhou is full of expectations for the future and has many dreams, the world does not necessarily give him a chance to realize it, or even give him a chance to work hard.

Tong Mo couldn't let go of this matter, and cried silently for a long time after returning home.

At this time, Gao Boxin had entered a sports school as a coach, and he would drive home from the sports school every day.

Even though Tong Mo put ice cubes on his eyes before he went home, he still found out.

"Don't think too much about it. A person's life will end one day. The only difference is that his life may have already been set for a time limit." Mo Ting, "I have always felt that the meaning of life is not how long you live, but whether you are doing what you like and being with the person you like when you are alive."

"We are very lucky to be able to find someone we like so early like us, and to be with each other successfully. Even if it takes a few years off my life, I will be satisfied." Gao Boxin accepted lamely. a tail.

Tong Mo's sadness was swept away, and he glared at him: "Take it back, how could anyone curse themselves like that?"

Not long after, Tong Mo heard from the hospital that Liu Zhouzhou's father had come to the hospital again and brought him 1 yuan.

"It was he who paid back the money. He said that he had already asked for part of the wages from the previous company, so he quickly paid back part of the money." Dr. Qi handed over the money to Tong Mo.

"But I didn't ask him to pay back the money." Tong Mo frowned.

"Accept it. If he can take it out, it means that the money will not affect his normal life, and it doesn't feel good to owe money. You can make him feel better if you accept it," Dr. Qi said.

Tong Mo could only accept it.

Later, Tong Mo was notified by Dr. Qi, added Liu's father's WeChat account, and sometimes talked with Liu Zhouzhou through Liu's father's WeChat account.

On the next vacation, he bought gifts and visited Liu's house.

Liu Zhouzhou was very excited. He showed him around his room and showed him the certificates he had pasted all over the wall.

It is said to be Liu Zhouzhou's room, but it is actually the only room in this house.

Father Liu built a sofa bed in the living room, just to give his son a little privacy.

It was only at this time that Tong Mo was sure that Liu Zhouzhou's mother had already left the family behind, and Liu Zhouzhou was only dependent on his father.

When Tong Mo was at home, he would often chat with Liu Zhouzhou by voice, sometimes from after dinner to before Liu Zhouzhou went to bed.

Gao Boxin liked it very much.

But he couldn't be blatantly jealous of a little boy.

Liu Zhouzhou was the patient Tong Mo had the most contact with during his internship, so it is reasonable to remember him deeply.

It's just that Tong Mo spent too much time on Liu Zhouzhou.

He even felt that he didn't know Tong Mo enough. It was only after they fell in love for six years that he discovered that Tong Mo liked children.

Then Gao Boxin thought of an idea.

This was also an idea that came to him on a whim.

"Momo, let's adopt a child." He said to Tong Mo.

Tong Mo was very surprised by his proposal: "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

Tong Mo even had some doubts: "Do you want a child?"

Gao Boxin said with a blank expression, "I think so, but it must be born by you."

Tong Mo: "..."

Gao Boxin put his arms around his shoulders: "I've thought about it, instead of letting you spend all your time on other people's children, why don't we adopt one, so that even if you treat the child well, it's also our child, and I can Take it a little bit."

Later, Tong Mo met many difficult families and optimistic and innocent children in the hospital. He went to the orphanage several times with Gao Boxin on his back, and learned about the current situation of some children in need there.

After serious consideration, Tong Mo said to Gao Boxin: "Let's ask what are the requirements for adopting a child? If we meet it, we can adopt a little boy. Do you think it's okay?"

Seeing that Tong Mo really accepted his opinion, Gao Boxin became more and more concerned about this matter day by day, and even wanted to put it on the agenda as soon as possible, he regretted it a bit.

"I won't be jealous of my children in the future." Gao Boxin murmured.

Tong Mo didn't hear clearly: "Huh?"

"Forget it, we'll talk about it later, he might not be able to compete with me," Gao Boxin murmured, then turned his head and kissed Tong Mo's ear, "That's the decision, we want a child of our own. "

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The author has something to say: The extra episode is also posted.

For a moment, the lottery was opened in advance...

I want to ask for a rating, but there seems to be a problem with the rating system recently, and the five-star rating can no longer be achieved, so let's just let it go. QAQ little angels have a chance to see ducks.