Stockholm syndrome

On Valentine's Day in 2002, the magnificent Li Weiran and the wretched me just strolled on the road.The flower sellers around turned their eyes around us several times, but they still didn't dare to come over to sell roses.

If he dares to come, without Li Weiran taking action, I will definitely give him a kick and kick him to the ground.Of course, I also dared to be so arrogant because I saw Li Weiran here.

Li Weiran reached out to stop a taxi and put me in it.Sitting in the co-pilot's seat.The co-pilot is a paid seat, and I would definitely not sit there, with only 20 yuan in change and a bus card in my pocket.If he asks me to pay, I really can't afford it.

"Where?"

"There's a party, it happens to be your birthday today, I'll take you there with me." Li Weiran turned his face sideways.

"Valentine's Day party?" My first reaction was that this guy took me to a social gathering.My mother may not say anything, but if my father knew, he would stab me to death.It stands to reason that I am already 18, so I cannot be considered a puppy love.But my dad firmly believes that puppy love will affect my academic performance, which in turn will affect my admission to a prestigious school, and drag me down from the position of Ye Zhushou.

"You think so beautifully." Li Weiran snorted.Suddenly laughed.He probably thought of the fact that I like Zhong Han.This grandson is quite conscientious, he didn't openly make fun of me for liking Zhong Han in front of the taxi driver.

We finally arrived when the meter hit 64, a number that made me break out in a cold sweat.That's almost as much as my lunch money for a month.I got out of the car first, and stood outside the car door waiting for Li Weiran.It started to snow, and large flakes of snowflakes drifted down. I looked up at the gray sky.Although it is dark and cool, it makes me feel inexplicably peaceful.My heart suddenly calmed down, and I felt like I was on the set. If some background music played at this time, it would be perfect.

"Let's go." Li Weiran put his hand on my forehead and pushed it lightly.I staggered a few steps and stood firm.

There is a private club in front of me. There are not a few clubs like this in Beijing, but I have only seen the face of the door.Common people like us may never have the chance to see these things that Li Weiran is accustomed to.I suddenly remembered the chapter on sets in the mathematics textbook, which talked about mutual incompatibility.A square with two separate circles is like me and Li Weiran.

Li Weiran led me in, the room was very warm.He took off his jacket and handed it to the waiter, revealing the shirt inside, the cuffs and the oil he accidentally rubbed on while eating dumplings at my house. I was hesitating whether to tell him or not.

"Sir, please give me the coat." The waiter looked at me and held out his right hand.

"Oh. Good." I was probably the only one here wearing a down jacket. The waiter was very polite, but I could still clearly feel his expression froze when he took my down jacket.

The layout here is very stylish, the details are handled very well, and the lighting is picked in a dim yellow color.This ambiguous color makes me very uncomfortable.I followed behind Li Weiran, watching him greet people with ease.I think my return rate must be very high, there are about 20 people here.They are all around 20 years old, and it is a young people's party, but most of the boys wear shirts and trousers, while the girls wear long skirts.I was probably the only one in jeans and a torn sweater.I also saw Wang Tianyi, who was holding a girl in his arms and talking happily. He was also surprised when I appeared, but he soon got involved in the conversation that made him happy.He raised his hand towards me and Li Weiran as a greeting.

It's really bad to feel like a chicken standing on the ground.Even with my head down, I can feel those gazes on myself, mocking and probing.I really don't understand why Li Weiran brought me here.I have never been to a private club, so I don't know how to play or talk.If it's Doudizhu, I'm really good at playing mahjong.I looked around and saw no mahjong tables, not even poker.I squeezed my left arm with my right hand and looked at these people in bewilderment.It felt like a movie where Cinderella came to the prince's palace, provided I was a woman of course.But it was just a beginning, nothing more.

"What do you want to drink?" Li Weiran asked suddenly.

"what?"

"What kind of drink?"

"Is there any mango juice?" I like to drink mango juice. At that time, the hospital would give benefits. One summer, the hospital distributed a box of mango juice to the staff, which was very delicious.Since then, I have been particularly keen on mango juice.

Not long after, Li Weiran came back.There really are.He handed me a goblet.Do I need this kind of cup to drink mango juice?I really don't know, I've only ever drank it from a can.

I dare not drink too much. If I drink too much, I will inevitably go to the toilet.I only know Li Weiran here, and he will definitely not accompany me to the bathroom.It's embarrassing.I don't know if this is obsessive-compulsive disorder, I don't like going to the bathroom in strange places, I would rather hold it in.My dad said a lot about me because of this matter, holding back urine is easy to get prostatitis. It is very embarrassing for a 1 or 17-year-old boy to go to the hospital to see the andrology department.But even so, I still can't change this problem.

"Why are you standing there stupidly?" Li Weiran bumped me with his shoulder.I raised my head. The people in the club would look at us from time to time, probably because of Li Weiran's influence.

"Then I'll sit there." I pointed to the sofa in the corner.

"It's rare for me to bring you here. What's your reaction?" Li Weiran put his arms on my shoulders, and put his face very close. When he was talking, I could smell the faint smell of red wine in his mouth.I just found out that he was drinking wine.Can minors drink alcohol?This problem does not seem to be something that Young Master Li needs to worry about.He knows nothing.Fortunately, he didn't force me to drink. My dad once pointed to the thickest blade in his set of scalpels and told me that if I dared to drink, I would stab this knife in my stomach.Drinking alcohol paralyzes the nerve endings.This is a taboo for surgeons.Most of the current surgeries are minimally invasive, and require a lot of hands-on skills. A careless operation is a medical malpractice.

I didn't know how I should react. I walked over with a goblet to discuss a jewelry launch event or a designer's new fashion.The only thing I'm proud of is my grades, but I don't think anyone here wants to discuss anatomy or calculus with me.

In school, Li Weiran was flocked to by girls, as long as he was beautiful enough, this grandson would never refuse anyone. X Central is such a big place, the gossip spreads quickly, and the girls who hook up with Li Weiran often show off that he took me to a certain party.Probably in Li Weiran's cognition, bringing someone to the party is a great gift.I helped him with his homework for half a year, so the young master wants to reward me.

It's a pity that I failed to live up to Young Master Li's kindness. I really don't think going to a private club to attend a party would make me happy, on the contrary it would make me more uneasy.I thought I didn't have the ability to be spotted by a rich lady, but it turns out that I really don't have the ability.

"Ye Chen." A familiar voice came, and Li Weiran and I were stunned for a moment.I looked at him stupidly, with my mouth half open, and there was still some mango juice in the corner of my mouth.The direction of the sound came from behind me. Li Weiran and I stood facing each other. He opened his eyes wide and stretched out his right index finger holding the wine glass.I often see this kind of expression in movies. Looking back at this time, what I see is either a surprise or a nightmare, and I am obviously the latter.

I took a deep breath, wiped all the cold sweat from my palms onto my pants, and turned my head with gritted teeth. "Zhong Han, what a coincidence."

"What a coincidence." It was Yang Yating who answered, she was standing beside Zhong Han in a long wool skirt, and she was holding his arm affectionately.Now I finally understand what Li Weiran's inexplicable expression meant, it was probably sympathy.Zhong Han was wearing a light blue shirt, which was buttoned all the way to the top.I have to admit that Zhong Han is really handsome dressed up like this, especially standing with Yang Yating.What a fucking couple.

"When will you two be okay?" As soon as the words came out, I wanted to slap myself.What's wrong with my brain.

"Christmas." Yang Yating took the words, she was wearing very delicate light makeup.I never knew this girl had such a strong background.She is very beautifully dressed today, even more beautiful than those girls who came to our class to find Li Weiran's art class.For a moment, I suddenly wanted to pour the mango juice in my hand over her head.

"Yo~ You two are hiding well." I am glad that I still have enough sense.The muscles on my face were so stiff, I think my half-smile expression must look particularly distorted.

Zhong Han was a little embarrassed, he kept his eyes away intentionally or unintentionally.We exchanged a few more pleasantries, and he and Yang Yating walked away.Noisy conversations and cheerful light music penetrated into the ears.I think my heart is really not as strong as usual, and my tinnitus started again, which is fine, if I let those messy sounds enter my ears again, maybe I will smash the goblet in my hand on the table , and then picked up the sharp end to retaliate against society.

I walked towards the door with my head buried, and accidentally bumped into someone on the way.I saw all kinds of beautiful shoes, in stark contrast to my dirty sneakers.When I walked to the door, the waiter had already handed me my down jacket. I put it on indiscriminately and walked out.It's cold outside, just separated by a wall, but there is a world of difference.

The man I love, Zhong Han, and his little lover attended the party in bright clothes and happily.And I look like an idiot wherever I go.

He had just taken two steps when someone grabbed his arm suddenly.I turn around.It was Li Weiran, his jacket was put on casually, the zipper was not closed yet. "Ye Shen, why are you crazy?"

"roll!"