Stockholm syndrome

Just in time for the 10th, the coming-of-age ceremony was postponed for a week.After October, the weather turns cooler, and you won't feel so hot in a suit.

I think it's because I'm used to low self-esteem, and I feel embarrassed wearing new clothes.And still such a gorgeous dress.I stood at the door of our class with my head down, lingered for a long time, and then I gritted my teeth and pushed the door open.

The moment he stepped in, there was a scream.A few bolder girls in the class jumped up from their seats and came to touch me.In this era, there are more girls than boys who are hooligans. They are obviously not very familiar with them, so they will get started right now.Fortunately, I was already mentally prepared and restrained my urge to turn around and run out.Otherwise, it would be a shame.

I raised my hand to block the girls' hands from reaching my face, my arm just raised.The girls left on their own.Fast and agile, all in one go.A hand was on my shoulder, wrapping me around from behind.Sure enough, Young Master Li refreshed.No one else would have that effect but him.

He seems to like hugging me from behind like this, but I still can't get rid of my blushing problem.Reluctantly, I pushed his arm away and turned around. This guy was actually wearing a black suit of the same style as me.Fortunately, there are not a few boys in black suits in the class, and the material of the suits cannot be seen clearly from a distance.Otherwise, if I blatantly wear the same style of clothes as Li Weiran, if it is rumored that we are wearing couple outfits, I will really be ashamed to be a human being.

Because of the coming-of-age ceremony, there are no classes in the morning.Everyone was very happy, especially Wang Tianyi and Li Weiran, seeing them standing there shoulder to shoulder, looking like they were not doing right.Maybe Li Weiran doesn't mean anything to me, it's the same with people who are close to him.This is probably just a way for him to express his intimacy, I must be thinking too much.

After the coming-of-age ceremony, everyone began to take photos together.Li Weiran specially brought a camera from home.With such a long lens, it looks like a mortar.I've only seen such a camera on TV, and this is the first time I've seen it for real.Li Weiran stuffed the camera into my hand, and I looked it over carefully.After pondering for a long time, I don't know which button to press to take a picture. This kind of complicated high-end machine is not suitable for ordinary people like me.I was never much of a photography buff, nor did I like taking pictures, never have.People will become flat in photos, and my face will become very flat.In fact, I really don't have a square face.On the other hand, Li Weiran has sharp edges and corners, so he is very photogenic.

I was dragged by Li Weiran to take several photos together.Finally, there is a photo, I took a good-looking photo, but he deleted it, because the angle of the photo of Young Master Li was not adjusted properly, and it was a bit big-eyed.He kept all the good-looking photos he took of himself, this guy is very narcissistic.He later gave me a photo of us leaning close together, his arm around my shoulder.We were all laughing, he had a handsome smile, and I was very happy because my mouth was crooked.I have always put this photo in a photo frame next to the bed. In the photo frame is a group photo of our family, and this photo is hidden behind the group photo of our family.

Li Weiran finally took a satisfactory photo, and I was pardoned.The girls in the class came over to take a photo with me, which made me a little flattered. You must know that the most they have said to me in the past two years is, "Ye Chen copied my homework for me."

Zhong Han also came to take a photo with me. Ever since I found out about his relationship with Yang Yating, I have been deliberately avoiding him.The homework in the third year of senior high school was heavier, and he had less time to paint. He didn't come to me to discuss painting issues like before when he had nothing to do.It's just that this intentional alienation didn't let me let go completely.You can see him every day.Zhong Han doesn't have as much influence on me as before.But I still can't manage to treat him as an ordinary person.My heart still races when he walks towards me with the camera.

"Ye Chen, come on, let's take a photo together. You look so handsome in such a dress!" Zhong Han handed the camera to a classmate next to him, and held my arm up and down to measure me.

"I've always been handsome, but you didn't realize it." Zhong Han and I were joking.Stand next to him and look at the camera with his shoulders.Li Weiran happened to be standing not far behind the camera. He saw me taking a photo with Zhong Han. He put down the camera in his hand and stood there looking at me.I suddenly found myself unable to laugh.

After the photo was finished, Zhong Han took the camera and watched it with me.This photo is much more handsome than those just now.Sure enough, I look better when I'm not smiling than when I'm smiling.

After the coming-of-age ceremony, Li Weiran seemed to have something on his mind.After being quiet for several days, it's a little unaccustomed for him to be so obedient when he likes noisy people so much.In order to show my friendship as a tablemate, I kindly asked what happened to him.As a result, the grandson said four words to me, and one of them was a modal particle. "What do you think?"

My conscience, I really don't feel anything.I am a good citizen, respect my teacher, unite my classmates, and finish my homework seriously.I really don't know where I am blocking the young master's eyes.But think about it carefully, he just said what do you think, it doesn't mean it's because of me.I still do my homework for him obediently, and bring him food obediently, but when I bring the rice, I will be extra careful not to let him pin the rice on my head.People will do all kinds of outrageous things when they are emotionally unstable, and the poor people they vent their emotions on are often random, but I think that as a deskmate, I have a fairly high chance of being selected.

Facts have proved that Li Weiran was indeed emotionally unstable, and he did find someone to vent his anger on, but he was not looking for me.The person he was looking for was Zhong Han.

I don't know how they got together, the school held evening self-study in the third year of high school.During the break between the second class, I was the only one who went to the toilet, and the two started pinching each other.Because it was Li Weiran, everyone avoided him obediently.A few brave ones were still lying on the windows and looking in.Seeing so many people gathered at the gate of our class, I knew that this grandson must be causing trouble again.I've always been afraid of things, but this time I rushed in without hesitation.I always think that I am a calm person, I don't know why I have such an impulsive move, when I think about all this, I am already standing in the classroom.It's just that they didn't expect the other party to be Zhong Han.

The two had already started fighting, to be exact, Li Weiran did it unilaterally.Zhong Han's collar was lifted by him, and two buttons fell off.Zhong Han is a little shorter than me, even if he resists, he will only get beaten.

"Li Weiran, what are you doing?! Let go quickly." I went up to fight, and was thrown away by him as soon as I touched Li Weiran's arm.The back hit the desk, if it wasn't for wearing too much, I'm afraid it would be broken.

"Ye Chen, don't worry about it. This kind of person is simply unreasonable. Don't let him hurt you." Zhong Han looked at Li Weiran stubbornly, without flinching at all.His words angered Li Weiran, and Li Weiran raised his fist.Throw it at Zhong Han.It's just that I was one step ahead of him.

In a panic, I hugged the thick stack of homework on the podium and threw it at Li Weiran.The homework spilled from his body, Li Weiran turned around and looked at me in disbelief.After seeing the look in his eyes, I really regretted it.He stared at me in disbelief, his eyes turning red.I don't know if such a move counts as betrayal. When I cried because of Zhong Han, he was by my side.But now I fight him because of Zhong Han.I didn't even ask the reason for their conflict, just because Zhong Han was weak, I shot Li Weiran.My mind is numb, don't ask me why I do this.

"Ye Chen." Zhong Han called me again, and I just came back to my senses.He was still under Li Weiran's fist, I walked over to pull Zhong Han up, and pushed him out the door.Looking back at Li Weiran, he was staring at me, panting heavily.Suddenly, he stretched out his hand and pinched me by the neck, pushing me against the door.There was a loud bang when his back hit the door, but it didn't hurt.

Li Weiran seemed to want to say something, but just as he opened his mouth, his voice was blocked.I've never seen Li Weiran like this before. His hand on my neck was very cold and still trembling slightly.

"I'm sorry...I..." I didn't know what to say, the apology sounded more like sarcasm at this time.As soon as the words fell, Li Weiran raised his fist, and I ordered him to close his eyes.I am the kind of person who is very afraid of pain, but at that time, I didn't think of resisting at all.The strong sense of guilt even made me look forward to Li Weiran's punch.It seems that as long as this punch comes down, the two of us will be cleared.

The fist fell, and there was a heavy muffled sound.It hit the door next to my left face, and the shock from the violent impact made my scalp and the left side of my face numb.Li Weiran let go of his hand, turned his head and looked to the side, blinked his eyes, took a few deep breaths, pushed me away and rushed out.

Many years later, Li Weiran told me that he was a mess when he was young, and he did many wrong things. The only thing that was right was that the punch was not really delivered.I also often wondered what would happen if he really punched.Will we really never see each other again.Will I marry a wife and have children like an ordinary person, live an ordinary and stable life, and then grow old slowly.One day when I saw him appear on TV, I told my son, look, this is my classmate, and my father fought with him when he was young.