Stockholm syndrome

I didn't study by myself in the evening, and stayed alone in the dormitory in a daze.I don't know what Wang Tianyi told Lao Zhang, but he didn't come to me.I took out the family portrait of our family from the drawer. This photo was taken in a photo studio when I was [-] days old. The background is the sea that will be very popular.There are also seagulls and ships in the corner.I was held by my mother, and my father held us both in his arms.This is one of my mom's favorite family portraits, she was really pretty when she was young.

Looking at it, tears fell on the photo frame. The seriousness of the epidemic has become clear. Even at school, everyone wears masks.If my mother can pass this test, I am willing to reduce my life by 10 years, 20 years, any number of years is fine, I am still young and have a lot of time, but my mother is already old and she can't bear it.

I ran to the phone booth on the first floor of the dormitory. It was evening study time, and there were very few people, so there was no need to line up.I dialed the number at home, and after the busy tone, my dad's voice came from the phone.He called my name, his voice choking.

"Dad, have you eaten yet?" I took a few deep breaths to calm myself down.

"No, dad is not hungry." When I heard my dad's voice, I felt a sharp pain in my heart.My dad paused, and when he spoke again, his voice was already crying. "Your mother, she is infected. Chen'er. I want to go to the hospital to see her. Our community also has a case, and it has been blocked. I can't go out. I want to see Xiaomei. Who will take care of her when she is alone there?" ..." My dad started crying while talking, this is the first time I saw him cry, I always thought my dad was a man, he was unsmiling, serious, serious.But emotionally, he is as fragile as a child. My mother is right, and my father is far less strong than imagined.

After hooking up the phone, I went back to the dormitory and stuffed all the papers and tutorial books into my schoolbag.I want to go home.I can't leave my dad home alone.The community is blocked, he can't cook, and he has to live like this alone.

The school has strict restrictions on going out, and I can only climb over the fence near the back door.That height is a bit difficult for me. It should be okay to climb up, but you may fall when you jump down.As long as it allows me to go out and return to my family, I will not hesitate to jump off the wall no matter how high it is.

I carefully avoided the patrolling security guards and school leaders.I just ran to the back door and was about to throw my schoolbag there.Suddenly he was dragged back by someone's arm.I turned around and saw Wang Tianyi's anxious expression.

"Ye Chen, what are you doing!?"

"I want to go home."

"Are you crazy? The epidemic is so serious now. The school is the safest place, and you want to go home."

"I can't leave my dad at home alone. Who cooks for him, who does his laundry."

"You don't need to worry about these, your father is not a child! Take care of yourself first!" Wang Tianyi grabbed my wrist tightly, his hand was so strong that I couldn't break free.

"Our home is the family building of Hospital M, and it has been blocked because of cases." I tried my best to control my emotions, and the remaining rationality told me that I could not confront Wang Tianyi head-on.

"Then you go back!"

"That's why I'm going back. There's my family there, even if..." I took a deep breath. "Even if it is the worst outcome, we will be together."

"Stupid!" Wang Tianyi yelled at me, took out the phone, and dialed a number with his left hand.After connecting, put the phone on my ear.

"What are you doing, let go quickly." I didn't dare to shout loudly for fear of attracting the teacher.Just as I was about to reach out and turn on the phone he held next to my ear, a familiar voice suddenly came from the phone.

"Ah Shen." There are only two people in this world who can call me that, one is my mother, and the other is Li Weiran.Hearing Li Weiran's voice, I froze for a moment.In the past 3 months, I lived a good life by myself, doing my homework and eating in the cafeteria by myself.I can still live without him, but when I hear his voice, my heart softens.Suddenly lost my temper, for a moment, I even forgot that we had broken up.It's like a long-lost relative who suddenly wants to hug the phone and call out his name loudly.I trembled for a long time without saying a word, Wang Tian took the phone over. "That idiot Ye Chen insists on going home."

"Ah Shen, you are obedient and stay at school honestly." The phone was handed over to me again, and Li Weiran's voice came again.His voice was urgent. I didn't know the time difference between Britain and China, and whether it was day or night in his place. "Don't worry about things at home. I have already asked my father where your father and your mother are. He will send someone there right away to use the best medicine and the best protective measures. You just stay honest and don't allow it anywhere. Go!" At the end Li Weiran also started to yell, he has a bad temper, I used to be most afraid of him yelling at me, but now I don't feel any fear at all, only despair and desolation remain in my heart.

"Li Weiran, do you think you can solve everything if you have money and power? I know better than you what is going on outside. You are not my relatives, and you don't need to care about our family's affairs." I turned my wrist hard, trying to break free from Wang Tianyi's grasp After coming out, his right hand quietly reached into the side pocket of the schoolbag.I hit the phone hard and it slipped from Wang Tian's hand, taking advantage of his distraction.I escaped from his restraint and ran towards the guardrail. As soon as I grabbed the guardrail with my left hand, Wang Tianyi dragged me off from behind.

"You fucking..." Before Wang Tianyi finished speaking, the lancet in my right hand had already been raised.It probably didn't occur to him that I would carry such a thing with me.The school uniform on his chest was cut by me, and he backed up a few steps with a pale face.Under the dim street lights, the lancet in my hand had a metallic luster, which made people shudder. "Ye Chen, you are a fucking lunatic."

"You go back. Don't embarrass me. I want to go home. Our family will not be separated, regardless of life or death." I pointed the tip of the knife at Wang Tianyi.

"You just want to scare me with a broken knife." Wang Tianyi bowed his waist and took a step towards me. "I'm a fucking man too. I will definitely do what I promised my brother."

"Don't force me." I tightened the schoolbag on my back.Suddenly the tip of the knife turned to face him.I don't know if that counts as quick wit.It doesn't matter why Wang Tian treats me as a friend, whether it's for Li Weiran, or he really thinks I'm a good person.He is really good to me.I keep it in my heart.I will not hurt him. "I just go home and be with my dad, not to die. Don't make things difficult for me."

Wang Tianyi didn't expect me to react like this, he froze in place, at a loss.Watch me push the knife towards myself bit by bit.I am afraid of pain and death.But at this time, my mind was so messed up that I didn't care about anything.

"Fuck!" Wang Tianyi yelled, punched the poplar tree next to the railing, then turned and walked away. "What the hell do you want to do?"

"Wang Tianyi, I'm sorry, thank you." I looked at his back and shouted loudly.Wang Tianyi and I have no relatives or reasons, he can do this for me, I am grateful to him from the bottom of my heart.But I'm a master who doesn't know what's good or bad, and I can't afford his distraction.

I put the lancet back into my schoolbag, the tip of the knife was already stained with blood.I was too emotional just now, my hands were shaking a little, and I accidentally scratched the skin on my chest.I held tightly to the railing at the top of the fence, stepped on the stone steps below and jumped up.Fortunately, my characters are not short, otherwise it would be really difficult to translate.I stepped over the railing carefully, avoiding the school uniform being caught by the sharp top of the railing.Finally turned it out.I let go and jumped to the ground.The ground outside the campus is lower than that inside the campus, nearly three meters, but it is just land.Maybe it was because I carried too many things on my back, I didn't stand firmly, and I fell on the ground with my knees burning.I propped myself up on the ground and ran towards the bus stop regardless of patting off the dirt on my body.

The weather in April is already very warm, and I was panting heavily while running. The T-shirt inside the school uniform was already soaked in sweat, and I hardly ate much at night.Sudden severe exercise dizziness.As soon as I ran to the station, my eyes began to blur.The zipper of the school uniform has been unzipped by me. I pulled up the T-shirt I was wearing inside and wiped it hard on my face to wipe off the sweat.He squinted his eyes and looked in the direction of the car.

When I finally arrived at my community, I found that the entire community was strictly blocked, with yellow warning tapes pulled up.There are a total of 4 buildings in our community, all of which are M's family buildings.There was only a gap in the doorway for one person to pass through.Standing there was a young man wearing a mask and uniform. It was very dark, and the dim light made it hard for me to see whether he was a soldier or a security guard.I zipped up my school uniform, tightened my schoolbag on my back and walked towards the small door.

"Classmate." The young man stretched out his hand to block my way. "This place is quarantined, you are not allowed to enter."

"My house is inside. If you let me in, it's okay if I don't come out." I pushed his arm, and stared at the window of our house tightly. The light was still on.

"No. This is a policy, and no one is allowed to enter." He locked the door tightly and refused to let me in.

"Hey! Then why did someone jump off the building! Someone jumped off the building!" I suddenly shouted at a building, the young man was startled by me, and turned around to look.In fact, no one jumped off the building at all. Taking advantage of his distracted emptiness, I pushed hard and rushed in.

"Student, come back! There is an epidemic inside, come back!" The young man shouted behind me, but he did not chase after me.I ran desperately, my dad was alone at home, no one cooked for him, no one accompanied him, we are a family, how could I leave him alone.