Stockholm syndrome

"Chen'er, open the door!" My dad yelled at me while banging on the door.I used to be very afraid of him yelling at me, usually as long as he has a loud voice, I will be honest.But now suddenly I am no longer afraid.

"Dad, I'm sorry." I thought I was strong enough, but I overestimated myself.When you are young, people will always be a little bit self-righteous.

"Chen'er, it's okay, don't be afraid." My dad pressed against the door, he didn't know what to say to comfort me, he just called my name one after another.

"Dad, tell someone to take me away. I have a fever." I gritted my teeth and shouted.

My dad was silent for a while, as if thinking about something. "Ye Chen, do you know what's going on outside?" He suddenly called me by my name. My dad would only call me that on serious issues.

"Dad?" My tears stopped again and again.

"The current sanitation and early warning measures are not enough. The early stage of SARS is no different from ordinary pneumonia. It cannot be detected. There are too many suspected cases, and there is no way to isolate them separately." My dad's voice was low, and he said after a pause. "That is to say, maybe you just have a fever, but because you are quarantined with other SARS patients, you may actually contract SARS."

"But what if I really do, don't let me infect you."

"Ye Chen, are you scared?" My dad asked suddenly, I was very scared, but I couldn't say it anyway. "Don't be afraid." I let go of the disinfectant and pinched my arm tightly.

"Ye Chen, I'm a doctor." My dad took a deep breath, and suddenly began to recite the doctor's oath.

"Health depends on life. When I step into the sacred medical school, I solemnly swear: I will devote myself to medicine, love the motherland, be loyal to the people, abide by medical ethics, respect teachers and discipline, study hard, work tirelessly, strive for excellence, and comprehensively develop.

I am determined to do my best to eliminate the suffering of human beings, to help the perfection of health, and to maintain the sanctity and honor of medical skills.

To save the dying and heal the wounded, he spares no effort to pursue persistently, and strives for the development of the medical and health cause of the motherland and the physical and mental health of human beings all his life. "

"Chen'er, I want to hide you at home. You have been at home for the past few days. The chance of SARS is very low. But I am a doctor, and I will keep my oath." My dad patted on the door lightly. . "If I conceal your illness for my own selfishness, it will be irresponsible to society and a desecration of the doctor's duty."

"Dad, I understand. You go and tell them to come and take me away. You wait for me, and I will bring my mother back with me."

"Chen'er, do you blame me? Do you think that dad is so useless that he can't protect your mother, and he can't even protect you." My dad's voice trembled violently.

"I never blamed you. Dad, you are a good doctor. You have always been my role model. I always think it is a special thing that you are my dad."

"Ye Chen, listen. I will tell the truth about your situation to the people outside. They will pick you up soon. But it doesn't mean that Dad has given up on you. If there is any accident, I will definitely go to accompany you. Ye Chen, Ye Jianguo, Shu Mei. Our family will never be separated."

"Dad." I opened my mouth with salty tears rolling down my mouth.

"Do you understand?!" My dad yelled, "If you understand, just answer me like a man."

"Understood!" I stood up on my knees, raised my sleeves and dabbed on my face.

The medical staff guarding outside the community soon came. Hearing the commotion outside the door, I opened the door and walked out with my head down.My dad was stopped outside.He stared at me with bloodshot eyes.

"Dad, you must wait for me to come back." Through the mask, I yelled at my dad and stepped out of the house.Surrounded by medical staff in chemical protective suits, my head still hurts and my throat hurts.He was pushed away in a daze.Hearing the sound of my door being closed, the nerves that had been tense all of a sudden broke.

When I woke up again, I found myself in a large ward, and the setting should be Hospital M.I moved my arm and found that my left hand was hanging water. I don't know what time it is, the light of the fluorescent lamp is a bit dazzling.I had a hard time getting used to it.

My head still hurts, and it hurts even when I move it.There are 4 people in this ward, I am in the seat by the window, and the remaining three people don't know who they are.Lying next to me was a little boy who looked about 12 or 3 years old.He looked better than me, looked around with his eyes open, and saw me wake up.He turned his face to the side and smiled at me.Shouted brother.Such a small child, here alone.He may not have realized the severity of the matter, and he is as carefree as a child his age.When I see a boy like myself, I can't help but strike up a conversation.His eyebrows are faint, as if to say that a person with such a face has a weak relationship.I don't know how his parents are now, maybe they have been infected.The feeling of pity for each other made me feel very sorry for this child.

"Brother?" Seeing that I was in a daze, he called me again.

"Hey." I replied, my throat hurting badly.I turned my head and found a plastic cup full of water on the head of the bed.

"Is this cup mine?" I pointed to the cup.

"Well. When you just brought it here, an auntie nurse put it here for you. Let's each have a cup." After speaking, he pointed to the water dispenser at the door. "Auntie is too busy. If you are thirsty, let's pour water yourself. Brother, if you can't walk, call me, and I will pour it for you."

"How long have you been here?" I picked up the cup and drank it down, feeling a lot more comfortable in my throat.

"I came half a day earlier than you." The little boy looked at me, his eyes were foggy and lifeless, and his face was frighteningly pale.Without a mirror, I don't know what I am, and I shouldn't be much better off.

I looked at him carefully, and it always seemed very familiar. "Are your parents from the M hospital?"

"Yes." He nodded and started coughing. "My dad is Wu Feng from the Department of Cardiothoracic Surgery."

"You are Uncle Wu's son?!" When I thought about it, it was no wonder that he looked so familiar, he and his father were carved out of the same mold.His dad and my dad are in the same department, and my dad took his dad when he was an intern.Before his father got married, he often took me out to play, but after he went to school, there were fewer chances to meet him.I just know that Uncle Wu's family has a son, and this is the first time we meet, but it's such an occasion.

"You know my dad?" Hearing my mention of his dad, the kid suddenly became energetic.

"Well, my dad and your dad are in the same department. My dad's name is Ye Jianguo."

"Cough cough..." Maybe it was because of excitement, he started to cough again, and the cough became more and more severe. I instinctively went to the hospital bed to grope, but there was no bell after groping for a long time, only then did I realize that this is not an intensive care unit. "Brother...it's okay..." He coughed for a while before calming down. "You are Ye Chen?"

"Yes." My eyes widened in surprise, and my brain throbbed with pain.When did I become so famous.

"My dad said that among the children in their department, you are the most competitive, and you are the top 10 in the school." I always thought my dad was a very reserved person, but I didn't expect that he also likes to put gold on his face.I was still talking about the top 10 in the whole school in the exam.My mother also said that I should be in the top 5 in the exam. As long as she can do well, I will take the exam even if she is the first.

The door was pushed open, and a nurse in full armor came in, only her eyes were exposed.My mother is the head nurse, and I often pick her up from the evening shift.I know all the nurses in their departments.But it's wrapped like this, I really can't recognize it.She changed the bottles for us in turn.When she got to me, she looked down at the name tag on my bed.Then I asked a question. "You are Ye Chen?"

"Correct."

"Shu Mei is your mother?"

"Yes!" I was excited when I heard my mother's name.

"You wait, I'll get you something." The nurse quickly changed my medicine and walked out of the ward quickly.

After a while, she came back again.hand me something.I leaned closer and saw that it was my dad's cell phone.Always gave my mother to use to contact us.After her condition worsened and she went into shock, she never used it again.Now the nurse gave me this, what does it mean? !Is my mother never going to use it anymore? !

"Your dad has called the hospital several times. You should use this to contact him." At the end, she unconsciously turned her eyes away.Take a few deep breaths to adjust your emotions.

"Auntie, you are Aunt Liu, right?" When the nurse was about to leave, I suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.The needle sticks up, and there is blood back in the needle tube.

"Hey, what are you doing. Butt! Don't move!"

"Auntie, is my mother gone?"