Stockholm syndrome

I searched the entertainment front page of Sina Sohu for a long time but couldn't find Li Weiran.In the end, Wu Qingfeng reminded me to go directly to Baidu.I typed the three words Li Weiran in Baidu, and just pressed Enter, and a long list of news came out.They are basically the entertainment pages of major entertainment websites.

I am really out of touch with the times. This grandson has become the target of all the beauties in the entertainment industry since he returned to China. From young models as young as 18 years old to big-name celebrities as young as 30 years old, they all rushed to join him.I remembered that when I was in X Middle School, the little girls from the first year to the third year of high school came to hang around the gate of our class just like that.Looking forward to having a loving encounter with Li Weiran.I was joking with Li Weiran at the time, saying that those girls saw him like a fly sees poop, and they were beaten by him for it.

Click on the news one by one to read, there are many celebrities who have scandals with him.I should feel angry or jealous when I read it, but the deepest feeling in my heart is really distressed.He turned out to be Shaodong from Company Y, I really didn't expect it. Company Y is one of the top companies in China, involving real estate and entertainment.I know that Li Weiran's family has a great background and the water is deep, but I never thought it would be like this.In this way, he is really low-key.When he was in X, everyone knew him as a kid from a rich family.But he never thought that he would have money to such an extent.

My heart is very blocked.When he gave up everything to take me away, he gave up so much.I think of the allusions written in the novel, I don't love the country and love the beauty.Li Weiran is really no worse than those emperors who would rather bear the burden of the world but only want to be alone.Distressed, for so many years, the days are calm and there are no waves, my feelings have already become numb, and I still feel heartache unexpectedly.How can I be worthy of him doing this for me.

I watched a TV show before, many couples came, the host asked a few questions, are you willing to give up your girlfriend for 10 yuan?Then it increases successively, and when it reaches 1000 million, there is only one boy who still raises his hand.The host interviewed the girl and asked her if she was moved.The girl said she was very moved, but she was even more moved by the person who was willing to give up 1000 million for her.When Li Weiran held out his hand to me at the gate of the train station with a hiking bag on his back, he gave up more than 1000 million for me.I took out the picture frame placed by the bed, turned it over and pulled out the bezel.Li Weiran's 18-year-old face was revealed, and I stretched out my fingers to grope carefully through the glass.I miss you so much, I can't let you go, Li Weiran.

Half a month later, he was assigned to T-Medical Affiliated Hospital for an internship, following Professor Qian.Although I have obtained my doctor's qualification certificate, I can't enter the operating room yet, that is, I can sew scalps on people.After staying in the hospital for a month, my skills are really getting better and better.The college entrance examination has just ended, and there are obviously more people who have had their scalps sewed these two days, most of them are 18 or 9-year-old children.I'm finally free. I was locked up in high school for so many years. Now that I'm free, I can do something that I haven't done before.One accidentally got too big, and came here to be scalped by Doctor Ye.My tolerance to blood is getting stronger and stronger, and I can still eat ribs in the cafeteria without changing my face at noon.Hu Yidao was not so lucky. He had been eating fish and chicken for a week, but he had never touched anything bloodshot.We are not in the same department, and we can only meet each other at noon. I deeply feel that this hulking man is losing weight a little bit.For the sake of senior sister, he has been gritting his teeth and persisting.Although the senior sister stayed in school, she did not teach graduate students, but went directly to the freshman to teach pathophysiology.However, Hu Yidao has a new idea, and strives to stay in school after graduation and compete with his senior sister.I really think he is very much like my dad, and it's no wonder my dad likes him so much, so I ask him to come to my house for dinner if he has nothing to do.

The canteen is with the inpatient department, and Hu Yidao and I like to go to the rooftop on the top floor to smoke a cigarette when we are full.I know that smoking is harmful to health, and Hu Yidao is a thoracic surgeon, he knows better than me.But after so many years, we still maintain the good tradition of smoking a cigarette after a meal.I smoked Zhongnanhai, and he smoked Changbaishan.Hu Yidao said that the Changbai Mountain in Beijing is one yuan more expensive than the one in Jilin. I have not verified it. Anyway, every time he starts school, he takes two Changbai Mountains from home, which is enough for him to smoke for half a year.

We took the elevator to the rooftop and pushed open the door of the rooftop. It had just rained and the sky was still cloudy with a little wind, which was very comfortable.There is a dress code in the courtyard, even in summer, you can't wear shorts, it's so hot.Imagine that the male doctors in the hospital have two hairy legs exposed under their white coats, which is really scary.

I've already lit a cigarette and smoked a couple of puffs, and Hu Yidao is still scratching in his pocket. "What's the matter? I didn't bring it with me."

"Probably in an office drawer."

"You smoke mine." I opened the cigarette case and handed it to him.

"Pull it. I'm not used to smoking mixed cigarettes." Hu Yidao waved his hand. He doesn't like Zhongnanhai, not even the cigarette case. He thinks the cigarettes of Zhongnanhai look too girly. In fact, the box of Changbai Mountain is also white. Yes, I don't know how he saw the Changbai Mountain men. "You're smoking here, I'll go back first. I don't know where I put the cigarettes, it's going to be a big deal for Mr. Zhang to see."

"Okay, you go back." The professor Hu Yidao was following was named Zhang, a very funny old man, and he had the most authentic Beijing accent among the people I knew.Because he is a professor of thoracic surgery, he is particularly sensitive to smoking.

Walking to the end of the rooftop, it was finally cool after so many hot days.I leaned my arms on the guardrail at the end of the roof, smoking with my back on my back, and the height of the 15th floor looked quite intrusive.Just as I put the cigarette to my mouth, the door of the roof opened again. I thought it was Hu Yidao who came back, and he was still leaning so lazily, without standing up.

"It's so boring in the hospital!" A girl's voice came.

"Stay on the rooftop and go back. Grandpa is waiting." Next came a male voice, this voice!Before I could move, they came in from the door. Li Weiran was wearing a half-sleeved business casual attire.Next to him was a girl in a light green dress, a very beautiful girl, no worse than the big and small stars I saw on the Internet.But this girl is not the same as those little stars at first glance, she is not humble at all in front of Li Weiran, she holds her head proudly, she should be everyone's daughter.

I really didn't expect to see Li Weiran again under such circumstances. After 6 years, I have become a terrible adult. I am afraid that he will be disappointed if I show him so straightforwardly without any pretense.The half-lit cigarette that was held between my fingers fell off and poked at my white coat and fell straight down. I had never discovered that cigarettes had such a lethal effect before.I just wore a cotton T-shirt under it, and it was pierced right away, and I shivered because of the heat.The arm slipped over the railing, and the body fell backward involuntarily.The feeling of weightlessness made my scalp numb, and my mind was empty for a moment.Movies always say that when people encounter danger, they will think of their closest relatives, the most memorable things, etc., it is all nonsense.For a moment just now, I thought I was going to fall from the roof. I really had nothing in my mind, except fear, and I couldn't even scream.

The fear was momentary, because the next moment my head was on the railing.People can't fall through such high and dense railings.But the moment of weightlessness just now was really frightening.I fell to my knees and a dull pain in the back of my head woke me up.Why am I so ashamed every time I see Li Weiran? Even if I can't be a lover, I still want to make a good impression on him.

Hearing the suppressed laughter of that girl just now, I must be looking ridiculous now.It's hard for her to hold back her laughter.If this girl is Li Weiran's new girlfriend, then his vision is really much better this time, if it were the girls who followed him before, they would have laughed out loud.No, he should have laughed out loud for a while, and then realized that Li Weiran was here, immediately covered his mouth and changed into a toothless smile.

I stubbed out the cigarette butt that had fallen by my feet and put it in my pocket.He propped his knees and wanted to stand up, but Li Weiran took a quick step. He grabbed my arm and lifted me up forcefully.His hands are very cold, and the palms are still covered with sweat. Did that frighten him just now?I raised my head to see his expression, still as calm as ever.In my impression, Li Weiran has always been a person who loves to make jokes and laugh, why did he become like this.It seems that the boy in my memory has really disappeared in time.Li Weiran, who is so mature and stable now, makes me feel strange, but I always want to get close to him, maybe because of my unwillingness.

"Doctor, are you okay?" The girl also came over. "I'm sorry, we didn't expect that there were people on the roof. We just scared you."

"It's okay, it's okay." I patted my body, "I don't blame you. I have to leave first." I lowered my head and wanted to walk away quickly, but Li Weiran's hand holding my arm did not relax. Struggling, he froze for a moment, then let go of his hand.I ran out immediately.When I came out of the balcony, I didn't take the elevator, I just ran down, my heart was beating so hard.

After returning to the department, I had two more scalp stitches before I calmed down slowly.I can't be like this when I see Li Weiran in the future.He can face me calmly, why should I panic.this is not good.

Today, Professor Qian was in the intensive care unit of the inpatient department, and the examination report of a patient he received came out.Because I was his student, the director sent me there.Suddenly remembered, the last time I came to the hospital, I heard Wang Tianyi say that Li Weiran was visiting his grandfather, and seeing him again today, probably it was his grandfather's business.This time I went to the inpatient department, I don't know if I can still meet it.If so, I must calm down.Along the way, I thought about what I would say in case we met, but because I thought too much, I got off before the elevator arrived.After wandering around the building, I realized that the intensive care unit was upstairs. There was no need to take the elevator on the first floor, so I climbed up the stairs directly.Just after turning a corner, I saw the girl I saw on the rooftop pushing a wheelchair and standing at the stairs. A white-haired old man was sitting on the wheelchair. I don’t know if this is Li Weiran’s grandfather. Just kidding, it looks like it is in good condition. Most of the patients in the intensive care unit on this floor are neurosurgery patients. To put it bluntly, they are mentally ill.Looking at him like this, he should have almost recovered.

The girl suddenly called Weiran, and I looked up.Sure enough, Li Weiran came over from there.Seeing his sweetheart is naturally more exciting than being with the old man.She was about to greet her with a smile.I'm brewing emotions, and I'm going to wait to see Li Weiran's greeting.Unexpectedly, when she turned the wheelchair, she accidentally bumped into the stairs, and the wheel took the old man down the stairs like this.

"Ah!!!!!!!" The girl's scream resounded throughout the floor. What if she startles the patient with such a loud voice? Fortunately, it is the neurosurgery ward. Surgery, where a group of heart patients live, her voice can pass several times.

"Stop shouting." My voice trembled, and the only feeling in my body was pain.If I don't become a doctor, I can train to be a sports student or something.The reflexes and explosiveness are absolutely incredible.Just as the wheelchair fell off, I flicked the materials in my hand and held them abruptly.The old man and the wheelchair weighed at least two hundred catties, and they all weighed on my shoulders. I was able to withstand such a strong momentum without even shaking my legs.