Stockholm syndrome

I don't want to doubt Zhong Han, but there are indications that he really has no way to make me trust him.I secretly searched for Li Weiran's recent scandals, and it turned out that they were all leaked by Zhong Han's newspaper.There are also some interesting stories about Li Weiran when he was in middle school. The eldest son of a rich family, no matter whether he is in the circle or not, everyone likes to watch his gossip and gossip.The final signature was reporter Xiao Z of our newspaper. No matter how I concealed it, I could still guess it was Zhong Han from the information revealed between the lines.

This kind of Zhong Han makes me angry, there must be something pitiful about a hateful person, who doesn't want to be a good person, an upright gentleman, respected by others.But reality forces us to bow our heads.

I will pay extra attention when I go in and out, and I will also be careful to cover up when I go out with Li Weiran.But this time, maybe I was really worrying too much.The past few months have been peaceful, and I deliberately paid attention to the entertainment section of Zhong Han's newspaper, and there were no reports related to Li Weiran at all.Little Z also reported some innocuous news, which only took up a small space on the entertainment page of Nuoda.Compared with the large-scale revelations in the past, less and less news shows that Zhong Han's situation is not good. It has to be admitted that his status in the entertainment section has always been obtained by Li Weiran.A young and wealthy young master like Li Weiran has always been the target of female stars, and Zhong Han has the advantage of being a classmate with him. As long as he catches Li Weiran, he can casually release some scandals about female stars.For some reason, after the class reunion, he never reported any information related to Li Weiran.Without performance, maybe he will stay in the entertainment section forever, and his ideal may never be realized.

I think it's a pity for him, but I don't want to do anything. I'm not the Holy Mother, and I definitely won't beg Li Weiran for him. Everyone is asking for a living, and unsatisfactory things will go through, so I can only bear it silently.

Chinese New Year is coming soon, year after year reincarnation, time is gone without knowing it.I will be 26 in a blink of an eye.Time is really unforgiving.My dad and I were picking leeks together in front of the TV. His hands were clumsy, and I had picked more than half of them, but he was still struggling with those few.

"Chen'er, why do you have gray hair?" My dad suddenly exclaimed, he was sitting on the sofa, and I was sitting on a Maza, a bit shorter than him, just enough to see the top of my head.

"I'm tired, I'm starting to do minor surgery myself now, and I think about the work of my unit every day." My subordinates paused, and soon returned to normal.When my dad said that I had gray hair, my heart went numb. I was very afraid of old age. One of the sufferings in the world is old age.I always say that other people like to dig into dead ends and can't think about it.In fact, the person who misses me the most is me.

"Hey, you have gray hair. In a blink of an eye, you are so old." My dad sighed, put down the leeks, and patted the dirt on his hands. "Come on, I'll pull it out for you."

"Hey, what are you pulling out? Hey, it hurts." I blocked it, but my dad still grabbed it. There was only one white hair, but I accidentally injured two black hairs.The pure white hair caught in the black hair is really dazzling.

"Chen'er."

"Come on." I replied, and continued to concentrate on fighting with leeks, and there was only a little left.Although it’s Chinese New Year, the house is still deserted, and all the New Year’s greetings were completed on the first day of the new year. We spent a day at home on the second day of the second year. Today is the third day. My dad wanted to eat leek dumplings, so I went to the store to buy some leeks. During the Chinese New Year, the price of everything will increase, and a catty of leeks costs 6 yuan, so why not grab them.

"When will you bring a daughter-in-law back and show Dad."

"I don't have that kind of thought. I have dedicated my life to the medical cause of the motherland."

"You haven't forgotten that girl?"

"Which girl?" I was dumbfounded by his question. I have lived for so many years, but I have never been in love with any girl.

"What are you pretending for? When you graduated from high school, you told me that you wanted to live your own life. You admitted it at the time. What's going on now? You'll be shy when you get older."

"How many years have passed, how do you still remember?"

"Can you forget, it's related to my son's lifelong event." My dad sighed, and picked out a few channels that were reruns of the Spring Festival Gala, and he simply put down the remote control. "I know you follow me, you're infatuated. But, Chen'er, what people fear most in this life is that they have no one to accompany them. With such a person by your side and with you, no matter how hard it is, they will feel that there is hope in this day. I am old, and I have been very old in recent years. After passing 50, my body is not as good as before. You can see that my blood pressure is getting higher day by day. I am really afraid, what will you do if I disappear one day .”

"What nonsense are you talking about? I think you're fine. You'll live 8 to 90 years, no problem." After choosing the leeks, I patted the ashes on my hands in the trash, and looked up at my dad. The wrinkles on his face It was getting heavier and heavier, and the hair was dyed black because of the Chinese New Year, which seemed a bit out of harmony.

"I don't want to force you. If you don't let me watch you settle down for the rest of your life, I will have no face to see Xiaomei when I go underground. Even if you don't want children, at least you have a companion."

"What are you talking about in Chinese New Year?" I stood up with a pot of leeks and walked to the kitchen. "I'm fine like this. Don't worry about it. Take time to raise your blood pressure. You are so anxious to drive me out."

"You make up your own mind and I can't do anything. But a father always wants his child to be good. Chen'er, Dad has always felt sorry for you. There is no way to give you a complete family. Dad loves you."

I turned up the water in the sink and pretended not to hear his voice.Because I don't know how to answer.Humans are social animals, what they need most is companionship, be it a man, a woman, a dog or a cat.Without that one, life will always be incomplete.My current life is filled, but I don't know what that part of my heart suddenly disappeared.My dad wants me to live a good life, I know, he is old too, I don't want him to worry.But I really can't just find someone to fool him, and I'm not responsible for myself or others. Sometimes I really feel that the saying Ning Que Wu Lan is absolutely right.

I chopped the leeks and mixed them with the minced meat. When the oil reached a point, the aroma overflowed.Now I'm basically immune to leeks, because the things I saw in the hospital were much more disgusting than this.

"It's delicious."

"Hmm. Ah!" I turned my head with a cry of surprise, and Li Weiran appeared behind me at some point.Cold sweat broke out on the back.Unconsciously, I leaned back and almost bumped into the dumpling stuffing I had just stirred. Li Weiran put his arms around my back and pulled me towards him. I hurried to look at the door. The door was closed, so I felt relieved.

"Why are you here!? You didn't call me." I pushed him, took out the dough from the porcelain basin, put it on a board sprinkled with dry flour, and started rolling out the dough.

"Today is the third day of junior high school. It's your birthday. Can I not come? I called you, but no one answered."

"I chopped it up just now, I didn't hear it."

"Then I came directly to your house. Making dumplings, I haven't eaten for a long time."

"You didn't even tell me when you came here. My dad was at home, and he made me mess up." Once he got angry, his motivation was sufficient, and the speed of rolling the skin was immediately increased.

"No. I said that I came to pay New Year's greetings to your family. Your father is very happy." Li Weiran moved closer to me, and I stretched out his flour-stained paws, and he immediately became honest. 8 years ago, also in the third year of junior high school, Li Weiran just appeared at my house and ate dumplings at that time. What a coincidence, it was like a reincarnation.Turned around a lot and came back again.

"Xiaowei, leave him alone, let him do his own thing and watch TV with my uncle." My dad's loud voice came from the living room, and I kicked Li Weiran's calf to make him hurry over.

"Hey." Li Weiran responded, hugged my face, kissed me hard, and rubbed the drool on my face. "Hurry up, don't stand here and cause trouble for me. Go and serve your father-in-law."

"Father-in-law, I'm here." Li Weiran hummed softly and walked to the living room.Both of them had quite loud voices, and they talked back and forth, with me in the center, but none of them praised me.I really want to put this small bowl of flour on the two of them, but just thinking about it, I really have only one grandson in front of these two people, and I have no ability to resist at all. Who made one of them a father and the other my man.

Making dumplings is much more tiring than doing surgery. The first batch of dumplings came out of the pan, and I was already a little lumbar muscle strained.I tidied up the kitchen and took off the apron and hung it aside.Go to the living room and call the two uncles for dinner. They are sitting on the sofa, one on the left and one on the right, with a large pile of pistachio shells in hand, which have been pushed into a hill.Seeing me appear, Li Weiran ran over immediately, and spread out his right hand like a treasure, full of pistachio kernels.Many years ago, when he first came to my house, I picked so many pistachios for him that he almost split his nails, which is really a feng shui turn.

"It's time to eat." I stuffed the pistachios in my mouth and said vaguely.

Now a table is full of three people, I sit in the middle, Li Weiran and my dad sit twice, and there is still one seat vacant.Compared with the small table a few years ago, it is much more spacious.I put the dumplings out of the big noodle bowl and gave Li Weiran a spoon, I knew he couldn't hold it.I ordered a big bowl of dried noodles for myself. It’s too troublesome to make noodle soup. In fact, hung rice is also quite delicious. I scrambled two poached eggs and threw in the leftover sauced beef from yesterday’s meal. good.

"Chen'er, go and bring me the hot sauce."

"Yeah." I stood up and was about to take action, but Li Weiran held my shoulders.

"Let me go. Don't touch it, you'll be allergic again." Li Weiran walked to the refrigerator, opened the door, and quickly found a bottle of hot sauce.He put the hot sauce on the corner of the table, took out two small saucers from the cupboard, poured some sauce out, screwed the lid on and put them back.

"Uncle, here you are." Li Weiran sat down, pushed the hot sauce to the side away from me, and handed another small plate to my dad.

"You also know that my boy is allergic to chili?"

"Well, for so many years, I know all his habits."

"Chen'er has a lot of minor problems, and it's rare that you don't dislike him. Look, he's already 25, and he doesn't even have a partner. There are a lot of children in our unit who are married at this age."

"Ah Shen is low-key." Li Weiran laughed twice, "He is 26, not 25, isn't today his 26th birthday?"

"Oh, I forgot if you didn't tell me. Today is the third day of junior high school."

"What kind of birthday are you guys celebrating? Is it interesting?" I rolled my eyes at the two of them. They are not women, so who cares about birthdays.Those who like to celebrate birthdays do it for birthday presents or something.My dad and Li Weiran are by my side, I don't need anything, birthdays really don't matter.

"What's the matter, son, don't you want to celebrate your birthday, dad will buy you a cake." My dad put his arm on my shoulder, obviously just teasing, with no sincerity on his face.My dad smiled, as if thinking of something, he stopped suddenly, he turned his head to look at Li Weiran, "What did you call Chen'er just now?"

"Ah Shen." Li Weiran replied honestly.

"You also call him Ah Shen, that's what his mother used to call him." My dad put another dumpling in his mouth, his eyes flickering.

I was so guilty that I lowered my head and didn't dare to speak. I ate noodles with big mouthfuls. Li Weiran was much calmer. He just changed the subject and said something else.The atmosphere also became lively, I looked at my dad carefully, his expression didn't change much, and the boulder hanging in his heart slowly fell down.