Stockholm syndrome

After lying in the hospital for a day, I returned to the disaster area.After sleeping for a full 20 hours, when I woke up again, what I saw was Li Weiran's peaceful sleeping face lying beside my hand.His face was buried in his arms and he was wearing camouflage uniform.Even without glasses, I could still see his hair in a mess. I thought I would never see him in a mess in this life. Li Weiran has always been an impeccable person in my heart.With his scruffy appearance now, he could not tell that he was that handsome young master at all.

I stretched out my hand and gently touched his cheek and hair. Li Weiran's hair was very hard. I always said that his hair would damage the barber's scissors.He gradually woke up, he looked at me and laughed.This is my guess. I don't have glasses. Ben and I can't see his expression clearly at this distance.

"Ah Shen." Li Weiran called my name, he sat up and rubbed his somewhat numb arms. "Is it still uncomfortable?"

"Not uncomfortable, just hungry."

"Take it easy, let's go eat now." Li Weiran stood up and groped at the end of the bed. There came out a big black bag, which looked very similar to my luggage. He groped in the bag.I took out a purple box, which was indeed my luggage, because I knew this box, and it was my glasses case.Li Weiran opened the box, took out the glasses and put them on for me.

Finally able to see clearly, Li Weiran's face was a bit haggard, his eyes were bloodshot, and a layer of white skin had formed on his lips due to thirst.I feel bad.

"Let's go." Li Weiran patted my shoulder.I jumped out of it only to find that there were no shoes.Li Weiran did not know where to find a pair of military boots.The size looks a little big, but that's okay.I put my feet in and put them on quickly.Grabbing Li Weiran's arm, he stood up and followed him to the lounge to get a boxed lunch.It was a bit cold, but I still ate voraciously and happily.As soon as I put down my chopsticks, Li Weiran handed me a paper cup of warm water, and I gulped it down.The paralyzed internal organs revived bit by bit.

Li Weiran is now dressed like a special soldier, so he doesn't need makeup when he goes to the set of a military film. "Let's go back." Li Weiran watched me finish eating, and gently stroked my hair.

"I'm here for disaster relief. As a result, I went to the advanced hospital, which has already caused a lot of trouble for the organization." Li Weiran has a bad temper, and he wants to persuade him to go along with the hair first.I racked my brains to find a suitable reason to progress step by step. "If this time..."

"Then let's go." Li Weiran said and pulled my arm to stand up.

"Where?"

"The camp ahead needs doctors and volunteers." Li Weiran looked at me and put his arm on my shoulder. "I knew you would definitely not go back with me. Then I can only stay here with you." Li Weiran pulled me out, and the warmth in my heart spread.Such a stubborn person like him would choose to submit for me.

We followed the car that picked up the seriously injured and entered the disaster area again.I asked Li Weiran to sleep on my shoulder for a while.

"Ah Shen, I was really scared this time." After a long time, Li Weiran spoke.Besides us, there were other doctors and volunteers in the carriage, but Li Weiran didn't shy away from it at all. "I said hello to the army and took care of you, but you just left for a day when there was news of a mudslide. I was so scared. I didn't care about anything. I went directly to the airport and took the earliest flight to Qinghai. Come on I didn’t know until I got here. It was raining again, and I couldn’t get through that section of the road. I was so scared that I wanted to clear the roadblocks with the troops, but the road was too narrow to accommodate so many people. It was hard to get to the accident site. Almost all the cars were buried In the mud and sand, just a little bit of the front of the car was exposed. I was almost desperate at the time, and I wanted to go to the rescue, but I couldn’t move anyway. I didn’t have the strength to rush over until I heard them shouting that the person was still alive. I was afraid Died, just like the time of SARS. I heard in the UK that you were going to die, and I was so scared. I really don’t know what will happen to me if you have any accident. I’m really scared. Don’t do this again in the future. Like this situation, if it happened a third time, I might really go crazy.”

I held Li Weiran's hand tightly, trying to appease his agitated emotions.He rested his cheek on my shoulder.Lie quietly for a while.This seemingly omnipotent man is actually far less strong than imagined.He also gets scared and cries, and I give him so much trouble.There has never been such a moment, I want to become a strong person, no longer let him worry and fear, his fragile expression is like a sharp barb, piercing straight to my chest, it hurts so much.

A small section of red string protruded from Li Weiran's neck. Li Weiran didn't like to wear jewelry, and his only accessory was a watch.What is this? Because I was afraid to ask for an amulet, I pulled the rope out. It was a small kit with red patterns, and the word "Ping An" was embroidered in small seal script.

"What is this?" I reached out to pinch the kit, touched a hard object, and pinched it again, the vague shape seemed to be a key. "key?"

"Yes." Li Weiran nodded, took the kit from my hand and opened it carefully, and what came into view was a white iron key, the corners of which had been flattened, giving off a slightly yellowish color.this key!This is the key to my house, a small house of about 50 square meters, our family is here, and we live a stable and ordinary life.That home has disappeared and is now an office building, not a single tile remains.The key that Li Weiran is holding used to be mine. On the handle of the key, there are leaf characters carved with a knife when I was in elementary school handicraft class. The crooked characters are already blurred and have been rubbed countless times.

"I keep this with me all the time, and I will wear it when I travel far or discuss big business. It is my talisman and is very effective."

"When did you take it away?" I hugged Li Weiran's hand and stared at the key.

"When the train station parted, I took the tie box and put the key in it. Later, I remembered that I forgot a lot of things and didn't take it, but it was too late and I regretted it. I am in the UK and want to You think hard, but you can't call you, so you just hold the key in your hand in a daze. It seems that you can walk to your house with this key, and you wear that oily apron and do it for me in the kitchen Stir-fried kidney beans. Later, I came back and wanted to see how you were doing. I deliberately found a time to go to work. When I was driving, my heart was pounding because of nervousness, but when I finally passed, your home had changed. There is nothing in the community, the office building built at some time. Nothing. This key has finally become meaningless. But I am reluctant to throw it away, so I keep it by my side."

I put the key into the kit bag and helped Li Weiran put it on. "When the time comes, you will be with the volunteers and follow the large force. Be sure to pay attention to safety. I will handle the emergency in the camp, so you don't have to worry."

"I know, don't worry." Li Weiran patted me on the back.Facts have proved that my worries were unnecessary. Li Weiran is 26 this year, and he will be 2 in two months. He is not 27. He will not run back from Beijing foolishly alone.Also with a team of personal bodyguards.

The 72 hours of Golden Rescue have passed, and fewer and fewer people have been rescued, but the doctors are still a little nervous.After arriving at the camp, I got busy. Li Weiran and other volunteers moved sand and gravel and carried the wounded.Together with other doctors, I did preliminary treatment for them, and the serious ones were sent to the hospital by military vehicles.There is a shortage of surgeons. I have been busy these days with scalp stitches and decongestion. Injuries that need surgery are sent directly to the nearest hospital. The conditions in the camp are poor, and neurosurgery and orthopedic operations cannot be easily performed.General surgery is barely okay.The doctor who came with me in the hospital was a doctor of general surgery. He had just started working, and he was exhausted these days.During the rest yesterday, if I hadn't supported him, I would probably have fainted at that time.

In the face of disaster, the army and the people are united as one.There are firm faces and strong arms everywhere.There is devastation everywhere, but hope can be seen. Hidden behind all the mess, it is booming.I don't know how many times in this life, I can stand on the front line, serve the country and my family, and really do my part.I will always remember this experience.

On the second day when I came to the camp, I saw Zhong Han.There was nothing wrong with his arm, the sleeves were half rolled up, the gauze was not tied, and a small purple-red bruise could be seen.He's holding a camera, and he's wearing a military vest stuffed full of mess.The dirt on his face was streaked with sweat stains, and he was extremely embarrassed.When he saw me, he was really excited, rushed over and punched me in the chest.I had just treated the wound of a wounded man, and the tray in my hand almost fell to the ground.

Li Weiran would sometimes send the wounded over, he was dirtier than Zhong Han, and I became the most respectable of the three at once.Zhong Han took a lot of photos for us, and he promised me that he would send them to me when I returned to Beijing. This is the second time I took a photo with Li Weiran. From 18 to 26 years old, it took 8 years. 8 years can change a lot matter.The cells in the human body can be iterated once, but the bond between me and Li Weiran has never changed.

I stayed in the disaster area for half a month.It was nearly May when I went back, and the weather in Beijing was warm and early. When I got off the plane, I couldn't help but take off my coat.But the director said that there would be reporters interviewing us after we got off the plane, and we insisted on wearing white coats. I brought two coats, but they were too dirty to be washed out. This one was bought at the wholesale market in Qinghai.Some yellowish colors look a bit nondescript.Li Weiran and I were not on the same plane, just as the director said, just as we walked out of the exit, a row of beautiful girls holding flowers appeared and gave us flowers one by one. It dazzled my eyes.It can be regarded as experiencing the feeling of being a star.When Zhong Han took a picture of me, I boasted that I would choose a handsome one and put it up, so that I could see the face clearly. As a result, a large number of reporters came to take pictures of me now.I dare not look up.The cardiothoracic surgery teacher next to me kept pinching my arm, "Xiao Ye, look up. You can watch the camera and go on TV." Hearing what he said, I lowered my head even more.

When I got off the hospital bus, I heard my dad's voice just two steps away.With so many people wearing almost the same clothes, he still recognized me at a glance.I told him not to say anything about my visit to the disaster area, as long as he and the people in the courtyard knew about it.Hu Yidao and senior sister also came, my dad rushed over first, picked me up, and spun me around.Just like when I was very young, he picked me up from kindergarten.He picked me up and turned me around like this. It has been more than 20 years. My dad is old and can no longer lift me up as effortlessly as before. He can only barely lift my heels off the ground.Hu Yidao also hugged me, wrapping me in the middle like a meat clip.Although the line of sight was blocked, I could clearly feel that my senior was also hugging me, and her chest was pressed against my arm.I hesitated, or not to remind her.

The author has something to say: the thing in the box that everyone guessed was actually the key.Didn't guess it, ah ha ha ha ~ ~ ~