Royal business

I'll make a comparison?The country belongs to you, not to the Fan family!

"I want to leave the palace tomorrow."

"What are you doing?" Zhao Xie looked at him while undressing.

Fan Youye just turned his face away and turned away, "I'm still a little worried. I want to go out and see the Fan family's business. I can't justify not seeing it for a long time, right?"

"You have said these words more than once, and I have answered them more than once." He took off his boots while talking, and sat on the bed and looked at Fan Youye.

Fan Youye moved his butt to one side, originally thought that you would let me go if you said it too many times, but now it seems that it obviously won't work. "You know, this is not where I should be."

"I knew you wouldn't like it." Zhao Xie lay down and looked at the back of Fan Youye's head.

"Then why are you forcing?"

"I just want you to stay with me."

"Use your identity as emperor?"

Zhao Xie's chest stagnates, "I just hope you are willing."

Fan Youye remained silent, and now both of them have communication problems.

"I want to know what kind of relationship we have. Is it the emperor and the peasants? Friends? Relatives? Or...the rest?" Fan Youye gritted his teeth, the atmosphere between the two of them was always weird.He likes to use ambiguity to evade responsibility, but now that he is obviously on the passive side, it is better to make it clear, and everyone will be liberated if he makes it clear...

Zhao Xie was stunned. He never thought that Fan Youye would ask such a straightforward question. He stood side by side with Fan Youye and looked sideways at him, "What do you think our relationship is now?"

Fan Youye remained silent.

"When we first met, you brought me back to the Fan family compound. At that time, our relationship was pure master and servant. When I thought I followed a good master and decided to follow you, I realized that was not what I wanted at all. need."

Fan Youye tightened his grip on the clothes, and he felt a little regretful.

"I want more, but I know I can't, because I have always known what kind of person you are, and I can only stand behind you like that. I clearly know that is not what I want. During your trial, you met a bandit, and thought you were lost, all thoughts were lost."

"The reason why I chose to be a soldier is to forget you on the one hand, and to miss you with my own identity on the other hand. Do you know how I feel when I know you are still alive?"

Zhao Xie's tone was still very calm, as if he was talking about a distant dream, "We met again later in the Yaohuo Palace. At that time, I was the commander-in-chief. I was already independent and had a certain status, but you The Yaohuo Palace was taken under the flag almost without any effort."

"Demon Fire Palace... Hehe, maybe you don't know how powerful the Demon Fire is until now, and I don't want you to know, it will make me feel farther away from you. Hurt, but you don't know how dazzling you are, you and I are still one step behind, what Zhao Xie saw was Fan Youye's back."

"See you again, I became the deputy general, but at that time you had persuaded Mu Tiezhen to hand over [-] sergeants to you. I kept walking forward, but the distance between us was not as short as I was advancing. .”

"Later, you gave me the leadership of 3 people. I was happy because you believed in me, and you always believed in me the most."

"I am happy, but on the other hand I am deeply sad. The distance between us has been increasing from the beginning to the end. The closest moment is actually the winter when we first met."

"Later, you kept entangled among the three forces. All I can do is to take the soldiers you gave me and try my best to do the things you entrusted to me, and try not to drag you down."

"Later I became a general, but at that time you didn't know where to go, and I felt that what I, Zhao Xie, was going forward and chasing was just an illusion, because the people in front were gone and disappeared..."

Zhao Xie looked at Fan Youye, as if he finally woke up from a distant dream, "Youye, do you know how I felt back then?"

Fan Youye was shocked. He never knew what kind of role he was playing in Zhao Xie's heart. From the age of 15 to the present, did he only give him endless pressure?Or, from the very beginning, it was a mistake for him to come here or buy the child back from Ren Yazi...

Zhao Xie don't open his eyes, he doesn't want to look at Fan Youye's eyes, no one can predict the outcome of the matter, Zhao Xie doesn't even know how he feels, he can't imagine how he will survive without Fan Youye, he can't even imagine What kind of sorrow is it for Zhao Xie to not have Fan Youye in his life.

"Afterwards I found out who I was, Huo De's son, isn't it ridiculous? I worked so hard in Fengjiawan for so many years to support myself, and I ran with him in Yuzhou. He only used one sentence , 'Actually you are my son.' It changed my whole life."

"I don't want to accept it, but I don't want to refuse it either. You know why, don't you?"

Fan Youye shook his head violently in his heart, I don't know, I don't know!

"When you ran away and came back to me for the second time, I was excited and scared, because I felt that it was the countdown to the next time you disappeared. We have such a close relationship. When I was chasing you, I became a stranger again, because you disappeared again..."

Zhao Xie looked at Fan Youye in a daze, "Every time I have a new feeling about our relationship, you always have the ability to change him immediately. Now I want to say that I don't know, You Ye, you Tell me, what is the relationship between us?"

Fan Youye looked at Zhao Xie's painful expression and was in a trance for a moment. Is that cruel person really him?Why can this person easily describe the past ten years as a kind of cruelty of chasing and being chased?How embarrassing is this for him!

The author has something to say: The author will have the exam tomorrow, so I can only have these words, sorry.

Please help me pray silently for 3 minutes_

79

79. Seventy-eighth is perfect, it's over...

Fan Youye is still reflecting on what he did that gave Zhao Xie a goal to pursue or surpass. He is a person who has dreams but lives very easily. He has unintentionally become a role model for others. ?

Li Fu carefully watched the movement inside, seeing that no one was talking inside and asked in a low voice, "Your Majesty, do you want to eat now?"

Zhao Xie looked at Fan Youye, "Let's pass on the meal."

"Hurry up! Hurry up..." Li Fu hurriedly started. After the meal was served, the maids filed out. There were only two people left in the room again, and the originally depressing atmosphere eased at this moment.Zhao Xie looked at Fan Youye, "Let's eat first, and I will accompany you to whatever you want after dinner."

Fan Youye took the bowl that Zhao Xie handed him dumbly. He hadn't recovered from Zhao Xie's shocking remarks before, and he couldn't hear clearly the helplessness in Zhao Xie's tone.

Zhao Xie asked Li Fu to distribute the memorials piled up in the imperial study room to several auxiliary ministers, and took Fan Youye out of the palace by himself.Now that the regime in Liguo has basically stabilized, what to do with the rest of the country is their own business.

The two were walking on the street, followed by a carriage not far behind.Looking at Zhao Xie now, Fan Youye felt indescribably awkward. He always felt that there was something more between the two of them, and something was missing. What he was not good at originally was dealing with emotional matters, especially his own. Now He felt like he was stuck in a swamp, he didn't dare to struggle, and he struggled unconsciously because he was afraid of getting stuck in the mud.

Zhao Xie has been watching Zefan Youye's every move, and adopts "don't ask, don't interfere" with his behavior.He would listen to what Fan Youye wanted to say, and he would follow Fan Youye wherever he went.The two people wandered around all over the street. Finally, when they arrived at the door of Chen's Timber Store, Fan Youye continued to walk forward with his head down as if he hadn't seen it. Zhao Xie looked strange and pulled his sleeve, "Youye, Didn't you want to come to the timber business, why don't you go in?"

Fan Youye was startled for a moment, turned around and saw that it was Zhao Xie who breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at the scene on the street as if waking up from a dream, "Are we leaving the palace?!

"Yeah, we're leaving the palace..."

Fan Youye slapped him on the shoulder fiercely, "Then why didn't you remind me!" Then he quickly ran into the timber store.

Zhao Xie smiled wryly and shook his head. Could it be that he was completely ignored along the way?Did he always think he was talking into the air?Zhao Xie was frustrated for a while.

As soon as Fan Youye went in, he was rushed out by a servant, "I'm sorry, we don't do business today."

Fan Youye was surprised, "Why?"

The young man has a good conduct, and even after everyone has been kicked out, he still has a smile on his face, "Our boss has something important to do today, and he doesn't want to do it, so the shop is closed today, and this guest will come back tomorrow."

Zhao Xie looked behind Fan Youye, also puzzled, Fan Youye quit, "It's not a natural or man-made disaster, not to mention the sun is so good today, why don't you open the door! Find your shop owner!"

The clerk sized up Fan Youye from top to bottom, and then looked at Zhao Xie behind him, probably guessing that the identities of the two were extraordinary, and there was still the most sincere smile on their faces, "I'm really sorry. It really doesn't open the door."

Zhao Xie walked over Fan Youye and stepped forward, "Just tell your boss that Fan Youye wants to see him and tell him to get out!" Then he turned back and smiled at Fan Youye, it was too ruoluo flattering, Fan Youye