love zombie

It was the first time I saw him look so crazy, he kept yelling, his face was about to be distorted with anger.

Then, he changed.

Without Grandpa, I can no longer see his gentle appearance, I can only see his naked hatred.When my mother woke up in the middle of the night, she suddenly fell down the stairs; grandma had trouble falling asleep because of nightmares every day, and she almost got gas poisoning a few times...

I knew it was him, and I started to be afraid of him.

I told my parents several times that we had to move, but they didn't believe me.

I started to accompany my grandma, and if she wanted to take a walk, I also took a walk with her...

I saw him laughing wildly beside us, and the river beside us turned into a lawn. Grandma kept saying, "Xiao Chang, let's go for a walk on the lawn together!" I just pulled my grandma in another direction, Then walking back quickly, I could clearly hear his piercing laughter...

Of course, how could he let me go?

The talisman his mother asked for in the monastery was of no use to him at all.

It is only a matter of time for him to put our family to death.

That day, I was taking a bath in the bathtub.

I love bubble baths.

I like to bury my whole body, including half of my cheek, in the fragrant bubbles.

The warm heat is rising, and all the troubles seem to be thrown out of the sky. I can still smile brightly like other friends, and have a considerate girlfriend like them...

Suddenly, I felt a chill.

Then, I opened my mouth, I was so scared that I wanted to howl, but all I could get out was a hoarse sound.

Because a cold hand has already grabbed my neck fiercely.

His body slowly emerged from the bathtub, his dark red hair was already wet and stuck to his neck, he was laughing wildly, looking hideous.The splashing water flowed down from his body...

His other hand also pinched over!

I started struggling like crazy!

"why!"

He was still smiling, and his voice was clear and nice: "I hate you."

But I felt a sadness I had never felt before.

His pale blue eyes are almost transparent, looking at me now...

He finally saw me...

However, he was going to kill me.

Then, when I was about to give up.

He suddenly stopped what he was doing.

He suddenly and frantically pulled my wet black hair upwards!

I keep coughing!

He suddenly called softly: "Deng Jun?"

Then, I felt my cold lips sticking to me suddenly!

My eyes widened in disbelief, I forgot to struggle, to cough, to breathe.

...I never expected him to kiss me.

He held my head and kissed me desperately.

even pried out my teeth...

His movements are so crazy...

Between lips and lips, he kept saying: "Deng Jun!"

That was a sound I had never heard before.

Just like him in the past, just like him standing under the cherry blossom tree, so melancholy, yet so gentle that it hurts.

I didn't say a word of what I wanted to defend, but unexpectedly stretched out my hand and hugged his back.

Close your eyes, indulge the heat of your body, indulge yourself at this moment, just this time, forget who you are, forget all reality, and steal a happiness that does not belong to you.

The author has something to say: This story is a bit cruel, but it is from HE!

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23. chapter21 (inverted chapter V)...

I lay limp on the bed, completely naked.

Between the legs is the mark left by him, and the lower body is in pain.

And he is no longer there.

I'm used to this kind of thing.

This month, at first I went home every day, and then I didn't go to school.I don't know what method he used, even the people at home can't hear my voice... can't see me.

Every day and night, we keep repeating the same thing.

I never thought that I would be so decadent, except for sleeping, eating, and going to the bathroom every day, I just had sex.

I'm used to him looking through me with those beautiful eyes looking at someone else; used to him hugging me while climaxing by calling someone's name; Gone as quickly as the plague.

I never thought that I would live such a sad life.

I sighed, then got out of bed, threw a long shirt on casually, and planned to wash myself as before.

There is a crack in the bedroom door.

I suddenly opened the door and looked towards Grandpa's study...

really!

He was here...he was here again!

He obviously doesn't want to stay with me for a second...

He was standing in a large area of ​​sunlight with his back to me.

Fluttering red hair.

His body was almost transparent, and the lavender curtains danced. At that moment, I suddenly felt that the sun was so dazzling... I felt that he would disappear from my sight immediately.

He held a photo in his hand, and he kept touching the red lettering behind the photo.

I said softly: "I have clay figurines and clay guns that my grandfather gave me, you..."

Before the words were spoken, he turned around all of a sudden: "Where is it?! Give it to me!"

...what a fool I am.

I cleared my throat: "I can give it to you...but you have to exchange it with something in your hand."

"No." He answered emphatically.

"Forget it, anyway, I don't intend to give you his things."

After speaking, I turned around and left.

"and many more!!"

My arm was pulled at once.

"I promised to exchange, but... if you break it, I will definitely kill you!"

I turned my head, smiled slightly, and bit by bit opened his fingers: "Deng Jun's face, are you willing?"

His eyes widened, and I pulled out the photo on his other hand, and walked away saying:

"It's in the third drawer on the left side of my room. The key is on the table above. Find it yourself."

I quickly returned to my bedroom, walked into the bathroom, and turned on the shower... Soon, the curling heat rose.

Holding a black and white photo in your hands...and looking at it over and over is like self-mutilation.

I wiped the heat on the mirror, and the mirror surface became clear.

I look at my face.

Then I began to tremble nervously, and I covered my face and eyes with my fingers...

For the first time I hated this face of mine.

I don't understand.

...I just want him to see me...

...I just want to be myself, not to replace anyone.

...I just want to be loved by him as myself...

But why is even this requirement so difficult?

Maybe it was because my body hurt so much, when I stepped into the bathtub, I slipped and fell in the bathroom.

However, I don't feel much pain.

Maybe I've been numb to pain for a long time.

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Deng Chang has been soaking in the bathtub. During this period of time, his diet has been very irregular and his health is not good. In addition, he has been soaking in an oxygen-deficient environment for more than an hour, and he passed out.

A man's figure walked in directly through the bathroom door, reached out to turn on the exhaust fan, and hugged the unconscious man horizontally, wrapping him tightly in a big bath towel.

Then, he carried him onto the bed and covered him with a quilt.

Deng Chang's eyelashes trembled from time to time, which was a symbol of dreaming.

His eyebrows are always furrowed, it must be a nightmare!

You originally planned to regard this boy as Deng Jun at that time... Originally, after so many years, You had already dedicated his love for this world to one person. Originally, he should not have feelings after that person died I should continue to hate this family as a matter of course, and continue to make this boy's life worse than death...

……

However, although this child rarely speaks.

But when he was hugged by himself, he obviously showed a happy expression, but he was always crying; he always obeyed himself like a sheep, and he never resisted, but he would suddenly become stubborn, suddenly Showing a desperate expression... It seems that the next moment, he will burst into tears.

……

For the first time in so many years, You saw someone other than Deng Jun.

At this moment, he gently wiped the corners of the boy's eyes with his fingertips.

Said softly: "...Deng...Chang."

He suddenly felt incredible!

It's hard to imagine that other people's names can come out of his mouth... He has long been willing to make his world narrow and unbearable!

He had sworn long ago that this soul would not fall in love with anyone except Deng Jun!

You immediately stood up, walked to the desk, then quickly opened the drawer, and found several small clay figurines and a clay gun...

His thoughts returned to the past in an instant.

At that time, he was just an idle young master. He was usually lazy, didn't study and didn't respect his teachers, and besides picking up girls, he made various sculptures to pass the time.

He really didn't understand why World War II suddenly broke out when he was living a good life... Could it be that people in this world are as boring as him?

In the summer of 1941, when you were recruiting outside private companies, you happened to see pilots who were urgently recruited to the Eastern countries for $600 a month... Many people were excited because of the high salary, but You was obviously not like that , he knew through various investigations that the place he was going to was Southeast Asia, and he had never been there... He also knew that a fierce war was being waged on the opposite side of the Pacific Ocean!He is not a fool, and this so-called private recruitment is recruiting