Tyrant Reborn

Before entering the temple, Yuan Bao told me what had happened during the days when I was unconscious.

In the harem, Ruolan committed suicide, Xue Ruyu fell ill, and the queen mother also fell ill. The harem was thrown into chaos almost in an instant, and there were rumors in the court. In the end, Zhuo Wenjing came forward and executed several eunuchs who chewed their tongues. He and the court ladies scolded them for being without wind and waves, and then angrily reprimanded the prime minister, grand master, and the six ministries in the court, and asked them to settle down to their respective duties, so that the harem and court could be peaceful.

Zhuo Wenjing didn't pay attention to the rumors that spread among the people, saying that it is better to guard against the people's mouth than Fangchuan. It weakened.

After listening to Yuan Bao's words, I fell silent. There was nothing wrong with Zhuo Wenjing's doing this. The way of killing a few people was to save my face. A concubine caused such a big storm in the harem. After all, it was the emperor's fault. Zhuo Wenjing was naturally for me.

Thinking of this, I slightly raised the corners of my mouth and smiled, feeling once again that the queen my father chose for me was rare.

It's just that after entering the temple, the pride in Namo's heart became depressed by the way.

In the temple, I looked up at the portraits on the wall. Those portraits belonged to my ancestors. They supported the dynasty from generation to generation. Now it’s me. .

Because I was born again, I know that I was too stupid and tyrannical in my previous life, so I hope that I am a wise king in this life. I hope that everything I do is famous. I don’t want my name in history to be tyrannical forever. Things always feel out of reach.

Slowly, I knelt on the ground, facing my ancestors, speechless. I don't know how they would feel when they saw what I did in heaven, and whether they would be disappointed.

Thinking of this, I closed my eyes, and the uncontrollable pain suddenly surged up in my heart. In fact, I knew that the Queen Mother and Xue Ruyu would not think that I would get angry and even ask Yuan Bao to seek evidence on the spot, so I gave it to them. I was caught off guard, I intended to use this incident to pinch Xue Ruyu to accuse her of deceiving the emperor, but at the last moment, my already uncomfortable body and the entanglement in my heart didn't make it to the end, and I suddenly fainted In the past, now that Ruolan is dead, all the crimes are on her body, and other evidences have probably disappeared.

Yuan Bao said, during the past few days when I was sick, everyone in the court thought that I was bereaved because of the loss of my beloved son, but only I knew in my heart that the reason why I was sick was because the child was killed by my own hands.

At the beginning when I summoned Zhang Tingyu, I naturally did not believe that Xue Ruyu's child was my own, but after listening to Zhang Tingyu's words, the child at that time was obviously my own, but even if I knew it was mine, whenever I thought of Xue Ruyu's betrayal in the previous life, I would not If I try to recognize the existence of that child, I will always doubt his blood relationship and have constant doubts. I am afraid that even if he is born, he will still not be able to escape the fate of being killed by me in the end.That's why I asked Zhang Tingyu those words. Zhang Tingyu is an old imperial doctor in the palace. He can't understand the Xue family, so he talked about the hawthorn. I ordered to find the sweet and sour things for Xue Ruyu. Hawthorn is naturally the most... As expected, common sense was not noticed, and the child was shed as expected.

But all these reasons can't change the fact that I killed my own flesh and blood.

How stupid I was in my previous life, I never thought that one day I would personally kill my son.

Even though my son was very dissatisfied with me at that time and repeatedly clashed, I just reprimanded him, but never thought of killing them until they were beheaded by the rebel army led by Chen Jianguang. At that time, as the soul, I is hated.

Now that I am alive again, I have killed my own child with my own hands.

Being an emperor may be a matter of blood, and there is nothing wrong with it. It is understandable, but as a father, it is a sin. I am an emperor, but I am also a father. I should bear these sins. This is the weakness of a father, not an emperor. wrong.

Kneeling on this temple, I looked at my ancestors. I didn’t speak for a long time. I was silent, looking at their portraits quietly. I thought maybe one day when my own portrait was hung here, I don’t know what will happen. No one would kneel down and plead guilty. At that time, I didn't know how to look at the people below?Is it hate or disappointment?I have no way of knowing these things.

The atonement cannot be stopped. I knelt in this temple for three days. During these three days, I thought a lot. I thought about the court, the harem, Zhuo Wenjing and Xue Ruyu, but I thought about myself the most.

Three days later, I got up and left here, and my mood calmed down a little. When I left the temple, the sky cleared up, and Yuan Bao supported me. The Tai Palace has prepared meals."

I listened for a slight pause, then hummed lightly and said: "Then let's drive to Jiaotai Palace."

Yuan Bao hurriedly responded, and then helped me leave the temple.

When we arrived at Jiaotai Hall, Zhuo Wenjing was standing at the entrance of the hall and walking up and down. When he saw me, he stopped suddenly, and then went forward to say hello.

I stepped forward to help him up, Zhuo Wenjing looked at me for a long time and said softly: "Your Majesty, do you want to pass on the meal now?"

Probably because there are too many things pretending in my heart, I don't feel hungry yet, but seeing his full of expectations, I nodded and said: "Let's pass it on."

The meal this time was very simple, it was some Tanghe porridge. After I was seated, Zhuo Wenjing served me a bowl of porridge and said in a low voice: "Your Majesty, your body is still weak, it would be better to eat some porridge."

I laughed and said, "It's not bad to change the taste by chance." After that, I picked up the spoon and took a few mouthfuls of porridge.

I didn't have much appetite at first, but at Zhuo Wenjing's insistence, I still drank more bowls of ginseng soup. After the meal, Yuanbao asked someone to come in to clean up. Zhuo Wenjing and I left and walked slowly in the apse of Jiaotai Hall.

"Long Live Lord, you have something to say in your heart, or you will be ill if you get angry." After walking for a while, Zhuo Wenjing looked at me and said in a low voice.

I looked up at him and said, "What do you want to say?"

Zhuo Wenjing moved her throat, looked at me and said calmly: "Your Majesty, just like what you said, there are some things that I should not say, and I can't say them, but I know how well the Emperor treats me. Since I know this, I will naturally understand the pain in your heart."

After hearing Zhuo Wenjing's words, I smiled, clasped my hands tightly together and said, "You already know."

Zhuo Wenjing looked at me and frowned slightly, then hummed lightly.

"I'm not afraid that I will kill you." I snorted coldly, and Zhuo Wenjing smiled lightly after hearing my words: "If the emperor really wants to kill this humble minister, then he won't let people protect this humble minister from the beginning. Wei Chen still said the same thing, the emperor can talk to Wei Chen if he has something to say, even if it is not about these, even if it is about life and death, Wei Chen will listen to it."

After hearing Zhuo Wenjing's words, I couldn't tell what it was like, so I spit out and asked: "Zhuo Wenjing, you know that I'm not a good person, why do you keep waiting for me to turn around? You said I saved you Your life, but I myself don't know, if I hadn't saved your life, would you be so stubborn about others?"

Zhuo Wenjing looked at me with raised eyebrows, and after a long time smiled and said: "Your Majesty, I always feel that you are not that kind of person. As for the grace of saving my life, it was just you at the time. If it wasn't you at the time, it will be you in the future, Weichen." There is only one heart."

Hearing his almost confessional words, I was relieved, the depression and guilt of these days seemed to dissipate a lot, finally I smiled, walked to him and whispered: "Zhuo Wenjing, I like your confession. "

The frankness made people feel distressed, Zhuo Wenjing smiled and did not speak.

I looked into the distance with a smile and said, "This harem is finally a bit fresher."

Zhuo Wenjing paused and said, "Your Majesty, the queen mother is ill, do you want to go and see?"

"What do you think?" I looked at the clear sky and asked back.

Zhuo Wenjing was silent for a while and said: "No matter what the emperor decides, I will be with the emperor."

After hearing what he said, I smiled and said: "Your words are very good, let's go together." The meaning in these words is the so-called promise of life and death, follow to the end?It feels really good.

When I went to Fengyi Palace, Zhuo Wenjing stood outside the hall and did not go in. I understood what he meant, so I went to the hall alone. When I went, the queen mother just woke up and was drinking medicine.

The queen mother's face is very haggard, her cheeks are a little thin, she doesn't look like the graceful and noble queen mother at the beginning, I feel a little distressed in my eyes.

The queen mother was stunned for a moment when she saw me, then took my hand tremblingly and said: "Emperor, you have lost weight, and your heart is bitter, everyone in the family knows."

After hearing what my mother said, my heart was numb, and I sat on the bedside and said, "My queen, my son..."

The queen mother waved her hand and said: "Don't talk about it, the Ai family knows that this child of Yu'er is also the heart of the Ai family, so it will be gone, don't say you love it, even the Ai family's heart is very uncomfortable. "The queen mother said, tears streaming down.

I was shocked when I heard this, why did the Queen Mother still favor Xue Ruyu?But I didn't say much, I was silent there, the queen mother watched me move her mouth, and finally said: "The queen is outside?"

I was a little on guard, but I still hummed. At this time, Zhuo Wenjing came in to greet him. The queen mother looked at him, a trace of disgust and hatred flashed in her eyes, and then she said lightly: "During the emperor's illness, what did you, the queen, do?" Yes, the emperor just lost his beloved son, so please be more considerate."

"My minister obeys the order." Zhuo Wenjing said softly.The queen mother hummed, looked at me and said, "Emperor, you are in good health, go back and rest."

To be honest, I didn't want to stay here either, so I followed the words, stood up and saluted: "The minister and the queen will come to see the queen some other day."

After I finished speaking, I got up, and Zhuo Wenjing also saluted. The queen mother was slightly taken aback, and I turned to leave. Zhuo Wenjing naturally followed me.

After leaving Fengyi Palace, I sighed, and then glanced at Zhuo Wenjing, Zhuo Wenjing smiled at me with a handsome and elegant face.

In the next few days, I asked Zhang Tingyu to take care of my body, took medicine, and my body gradually became stronger. On the night when I felt strong, I rested in Jiaotai Hall. In the Furong tent, I hugged Zhuo Wenjing and said in a low voice: "I lost one of my children, so you have to compensate me with one more."

Zhuo Wenjing looked at me, blushing, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

After hearing what he said, I laughed softly, then kissed his pretty lips, and put my hand into his shirt.