Catch the wind

Anan stood alone by the bed like a thin shadow.Ye Xueshan was still unconscious on the hospital bed, his right wrist was wrapped with layers of gauze, the gauze was white, with blood oozing faintly.Anan has learned a lot this time. It turns out that cutting one’s wrists can’t kill a person, the blood will automatically coagulate and paste the wound; also, blood is very different from water, too much blood thickens into a solid, soft and trembling puddles The beach is neither scattered nor chaotic.

His gaze circled Ye Xueshan's face for a moment, then Anan went to take a peek at Gu Xiongfei again.Gu Xiongfei was sitting on the sofa beside the bed, staring at Ye Xueshan without blinking, holding Ye Xueshan's left hand with both hands, and he rubbed it slowly unconsciously.Seeing his behavior, Anan felt a little comforted in his heart - if he really had no feelings, the other party would not make such an intimate move.But having said that, Anan also decided that Gu Xiongfei is not Ye Xueshan's elder brother, because the two people are so different, Gu Xiongfei is a tall and big air, and I don't know how to expose his face. Not out of joy, anger, sorrow and joy.Anan is inexplicably afraid of him, and thinks that if Ye Xueshan wakes up, he will also be afraid of such a big brother.

Because Ye Xueshan never woke up, and his life was no longer in danger, so after a while, Gu Xiongfei looked up at Anan: "What's your name?"

Anan involuntarily stood at attention: "Sir, my surname is Ruan, and my name is Anan."

Gu Xiongfei nodded, and asked again: "How old is it?"

Anan hung down his hands anxiously and grasped the corners of his clothes, and said in a low-pitched voice, "Sixteen."

Gu Xiongfei continued to ask: "What is your relationship with Ziling?"

Anan was taken aback by his question, and after thinking about it, he hesitated and replied: "He... When he was at the boss's place, I have been serving him. We are..."

Anan wanted to talk about the relationship between master and servant, but Ye Xueshan never gave him a penny of wages, instead he wanted to pay for his share of the property; after thinking about it, he looked at Gu Xiongfei in a very embarrassed way: " Let's be friends."

Gu Xiongfei still clasped Ye Xueshan's left hand with both hands, and used his strength cautiously, as if holding his heart: "Who is the boss?"

Anan muttered, "Lin Zisen."

Since Gu Xiongfei returned to Tianjin, he has found a lot of bits and pieces of news, but it is all just hearsay.Thinking that the half-grown child in front of him was a witness, his heart moved immediately: "Let's talk about it!"

Anan's speech was very difficult. Although he was telling the truth, he still couldn't tell the whole story because of his own thinking.Having said all that, he was afraid that Gu Xiongfei would despise Ye Xueshan from now on, and refused to give money to help.He condensed the long story by trimming the beginning and the end, and it sounded weird and thoughtless; at the end, Anan's stomach rumbled to the accompaniment, and Gu Xiongfei realized that it was getting late, and outside the window It's all a dark scene.

Now is not the time to ask Anan carefully, Gu Xiongfei stood up and took out a few banknotes from his trouser pocket, and handed them to Anan across the hospital bed: "You go to eat."

Anan saw the denomination of the banknote clearly, and took the money in one go.Only when he got the money did he shake his head in the mood: "I can't leave, the young master hasn't had an injection tonight."

Gu Xiongfei was startled: "What kind of injection?"

Anan replied, "A morphine injection."

Gu Xiongfei was silent for a while, and finally waved to him: "I will let the nurse do it, you go out."

Anan was relieved, and then walked out lightly.

After Anan left, Gu Xiongfei asked Ye Xueshan to be injected with morphine.After the nurse left, he closed the door and turned on the light, returned to the bed and sat down again.He is a big frame, regardless of fat or thin, he is heavy, and he sat down with his buttocks, making the sofa chair "creak" under the pressure.Ye Xueshan on the bed was startled, and suddenly trembled.Gu Xiongfei suddenly raised his head, and saw Ye Xueshan slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were black and white, the black bottomless, and the white was bluish.

Gu Xiongfei breathed a sigh of relief immediately, leaned forward and leaned in front of Ye Xueshan, his voice almost trembling: "Zi Ling, I'm back."

Ye Xueshan turned away expressionlessly, raised his right hand to his mouth, and bit his index finger lightly.

Gu Xiongfei quickly pushed down his right hand and put it back to its original position, then held his face and turned to himself.This time Ye Xueshan looked directly at Gu Xiongfei, his eyes were still black and white, dull.The two sides looked at each other for a long time, and he gradually became conscious, and called softly: "Brother."

Gu Xiongfei let out a long sigh, and then hugged him tightly into his arms.Rubbing his cheek fiercely against his short hair, Gu Xiongfei closed his eyes and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Ye Xueshan caressed the gauze on his right wrist with his left hand indifferently, remembering the cause and effect flickeringly.Anan didn't have the money to send him to the hospital, it seems that Gu Xiongfei saved him.Suddenly he smiled wryly, he thought that if he had known this earlier, he should have taken the knife in advance.The chest in front of him was still broad and solid, and the collar of the shirt smelled of sweat. Everything was what he loved once, and the "once" things didn't matter.

Gu Xiongfei hugged and hugged, and faintly felt Ye Xueshan's indifference.Putting the person back on the bed, he leaned over to look into Ye Xueshan's eyes, Ye Xueshan smiled when he saw him: "When did the elder brother come back?"

Gu Xiongfei was already dark, but after hearing this, his face became even darker: "I got off the train three days ago."

Then he sat back on the sofa chair, subconsciously grabbed Ye Xueshan's left hand again: "I found Jinheting through Xiaowen. Jinheting said that he saw you not long ago."

I will stop talking here.Jin Heting's description of Ye Xueshan is something he would rather forget forever.

Ye Xueshan didn't remember seeing the Golden Crane Pavilion, but he didn't want to ask more questions.His left hand was warm as if wrapped in a ball of fire, he closed his eyes, the smell of Gu Xiongfei was everywhere in the air.Remembering all the past and the past, he turned his head and looked at Gu Xiongfei next to the bed, and said to himself: "In the next life."

I haven't lived a good life in this life. Apart from having nothing, I am also addicted to drugs, and my mind is not clear. I am almost a half-lunatic.He thought that he was hopeless, so he simply gave up and tried again in the next life.

"Brother." He opened his mouth weakly: "I know you went to the Lin family to look for me. Did you go upstairs to open the cigarette box? I was also in one of the boxes at the time, and they gave me a drug. Lin Zisen Later, he told me that you were at the door and I was in the room."

Gu Xiongfei was puzzled: "Why did Lin Zisen kidnap you?"

Ye Xueshan looked up at the ceiling, but smiled: "Speaking of which, I am very wronged."

Ye Xueshan had no scruples, he said everything he should say, intermittently, but he didn't mention Anan.Gu Xiongfei propped his elbows on the bed, bent over and rested his forehead on his clasped hands, in a praying posture.Ye Xueshan spoke slowly, and he listened quietly; when Ye Xueshan finished speaking, he remained motionless, and only raised his head after a long time.Without saying a word, he got up and went to turn off the light. He went back to the bed and sat down, and hugged Ye Xueshan with his quilt.

His lips brushed against Ye Xueshan's messy short hair, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "Tomorrow... I will return to Beiping tomorrow."

Ye Xueshan heard that his breathing was sluggish and heavy, as if he was about to cry.And Gu Xiongfei sniffed, raised his hand and patted him on the back forcefully: "Brother is here, I'll be fine from now on."

Ye Xueshan raised his left hand and touched Gu Xiongfei's face in the dark.He wiped away the other party's tears with his palm, but he was not moved, but full of desolation.

Spring is here, everything is growing, it's a very good season, very good scenery, but it has nothing to do with him.Based on his condition, even if he quit morphine, he would be a useless person.A half-lunatic will not have a future in life, so let Gu Xiongfei raise him for the rest of his life?

Withdrawing his left hand, he quietly licked the tears in his palm.His life was so different that he couldn't come back.

When Anan came back from buying food, it was pitch black after entering the door, so he found the switch and turned on the light.In the sudden light, he saw Gu Xiongfei and Ye Xueshan who looked like wood and clay sculptures.

Gu Xiongfei seemed to be taken aback by him, and put Ye Xueshan back on the bed, he got up and walked out with his head down, clearing his throat as he walked, obviously he didn't want to see people face to face.And Anan put the food on the bedside table, looked down at Ye Xueshan: "Are you awake?"

Ye Xueshan turned the corner of his mouth to him: "Wake up."

Anan stretched his hand into the quilt, and pinched him hard: "You are so inhuman, you will die if you say you will die?"

Ye Xueshan smiled and said, "If I die, you will be relieved."

Anan stared: "Then you die!"

Without waiting for Ye Xueshan to answer, he lowered his voice in a ghostly voice: "Hey, it seems that your elder brother is really rich and cares about you. He didn't say that he would take care of you? The house at home is about to expire .”

Ye Xueshan replied: "He said he would take me to Beiping—"

As soon as the words came to this point, Anan spoke again impatiently: "Go! Of course! Let's settle the board and lodging first!"

However, Ye Xueshan shook his head, and said in a soft voice: "It's easy to go, but it's not easy to stay here for a long time, to be annoying, and to be kicked out with sneering words."

He held Anan's hand: "Don't worry... I'll go ask him for some money, you and I will deal with it for a while."

He took a quick breath, obviously out of breath: "Anan, don't be stupid, you and I will be separated sooner or later. I want to die, and it doesn't matter if you save me."

Hearing this, Anan felt sour in his heart, and the hot food and dishes in his stomach immediately turned cold.He is not a foolish child, he understands the truth of what Ye Xueshan said.Why didn't he know that the two of them would be separated sooner or later?But every moment of getting along counted as a moment, he was willing to be with Ye Xueshan.

At this time the door opened, Gu Xiongfei came back dripping with water, he just went out to wash his face.Ye Xueshan stopped talking immediately, and Anan also turned to face Gu Xiongfei, and said timidly: "Sir, isn't there a bathroom and a bathroom connected to the ward? You don't need to go outside to find the faucet to wash your face."

Gu Xiongfei hadn't cried since he was in elementary school, but now that he was crying, he felt very embarrassed.He bowed his head and agreed vaguely, and he walked into the bathroom and closed the door.

As soon as he left, Anan immediately felt at ease again. While serving food and vegetables in a small bowl, he whispered, "This ward is really high-end. I'm afraid it costs 20 yuan a night just to live in it."

As soon as the bathroom door opened, Gu Xiongfei wiped his face with a towel and walked out tall.Anan shut his mouth instantly as if someone had strangled his neck.He tried his best to support Ye Xueshan, and he began to feed Ye Xueshan silently.

Gu Xiongfei stood alone in front of the window and looked out, his vision was somewhat blurred.I never cry, and when I cry, I can't stop the brakes, and I feel quite ashamed.He thinks that Ye Xueshan is not as unbearable as Jin Heting described.Even if it's really unbearable, he still wants it.