Catch the wind

Gu Xiongfei has not been home for a long time, and the family is all taken care of by a manager.If the person in charge said it was good, it wasn't much better, because he was neither shrewd nor hardworking; but because he was too lazy to move his mind, he was definitely not bad either.After receiving a telegram in advance and knowing that Gu Xiong was coming back soon, the manager ordered the servants to clean up the place according to the old rules, and called the wandering chefs back to the kitchen, so that the Gu mansion started to run again carelessly like a machine .

Gu Xiongfei, Ye Xueshan, Anan, and a clumsy adjutant were picked up from the train station by the family car.Anan helped Ye Xueshan step into the gate, his eyes were not enough anymore.Looking around while walking, he thought to himself: "Master is really too rich. Well, this house is about the same as the palace!"

When he walked into the ocean building facing him, Anan opened his eyes again.Originally, he thought that the brand-new furniture in Lin Zisen's small building was considered luxurious, but he didn't expect that compared with this place, those furniture appeared to be cheap.Looking down at the Persian carpet under his feet, Anan was about to see the patterns on it, but Ye Xueshan beside him suddenly stopped moving.

He turned his head and urged softly: "Go, why, it hurts again?"

Ye Xueshan stared at the ground thoughtfully, his eyes straightened, and at the same time his body trembled slightly.Gu Xiongfei also turned to him, not knowing what happened again.A warm scent rose slowly, Anan suddenly yelled, bent down and lifted Ye Xueshan's robe.

Gu Xiongfei could see clearly, and saw that Ye Xueshan's trousers were wet from top to bottom, and he reached out his hand to touch it inexplicably. He turned his head and asked Anan: "What's going on?"

Anan's face turned pale, he hurriedly pushed Gu Xiongfei's hand away, and he replied, "Master... peed."

Immediately he put down his robe, and explained incoherently: "Master, don't be angry, young master, he didn't do it on purpose. He usually doesn't pee his pants at home. Today is——today he was frightened. Also, he has urinated many times in the morning. , His urine doesn't stink. I...I'll go and wipe him clean right away."

Gu Xiongfei looked at his hand, and felt incredible - he actually touched the urine!

He hesitated and wondered whether he should vomit or not, as usual, he should vomit, but looking up at the distraught Ye Xueshan, he no longer had the desire to vomit, his heart was only chilled to the bone.Ye Xueshan was not good at all before, but it is true that he is lively and clever; Gu Xiongfei did not expect that Ye Xueshan would be tortured until his soul died and his body was spared in just one year.

Gu Xiongfei took Anan and Ye Xueshan to the guest room upstairs.Standing at the door after washing his hands, he saw Anan quickly undressing Ye Xueshan.Anan obviously didn't dislike Ye Xueshan at all, and seemed to be used to doing similar tasks, scrubbing as soon as he said it, and washing it as soon as he said it.Soaked his clothes and trousers in the big bathtub, Anan rubbed them twice, then turned around and came out with two wet hands hanging down, and smiled flatteringly at Gu Xiongfei: "Master, are your clothes dirty? If they are dirty, I will give You wash."

Gu Xiongfei shook his head and asked, "Didn't you be fine yesterday? Why didn't you recognize anyone today?"

Anan thought about it and replied: "He...he is not always like this, maybe he was frightened when he was on a long journey and got burned on the road. I can also buy things to eat, and I have never lost my way.”

Speaking of this, Anan smiled pitifully: "Master, you wait for two days, within two days, he will definitely recover. He can talk, play cards, and be funny Woolen cloth."

Anan always laughed, laughing so hard that he was about to cry.So Gu Xiongfei also laughed, and waved his hand while laughing: "Go to your business."

Anan agreed, then turned and went back to the bathroom to wash clothes.And Gu Xiongfei walked to the bedside, condescendingly looking down at Ye Xueshan on the bed.

Ye Xueshan was leaning against the head of the bed, half lying and half sitting naked, his body was so thin that his bones were gone.Gu Xiongfei remembered that during the Spring Festival of the previous year, he brought Ye Xueshan back from Tianjin to celebrate the New Year.Ye Xueshan lay on this big bed from morning till night, without changing his pajamas or combing his hair, eating snacks and reading magazines with his legs crossed, humming a little song while reading.In fact, he is not such a stable and quiet person, maybe because there are always guests coming downstairs to pay New Year's greetings, so he hides in the guest room and refuses to go downstairs.

Gu Xiongfei sat down and found that the past cannot be looked back, once looking back, everything changed.He thought that Ye Xueshan had always been quite sensible.They are both his father's flesh and blood, but Ye Xueshan didn't get a title or a share of the family property in the end.

Gu Xiongfei raised his hand and pulled Ye Xueshan into his arms. Unexpectedly, Ye Xueshan was limp, so he nestled his head into his chest, so he replaced the head of the bed, and Ye Xueshan was still half lying and half sitting.

Ye Xueshan slept in Gu Xiongfei's arms and didn't wake up until it was getting dark.

At this time, Gu Xiongfei had already gone downstairs, the room was brightly lit, only Anan was sitting at the end of the bed to accompany him.Hearing movement on the bed suddenly, Anan quickly turned his head and saw Ye Xueshan who was sitting up.After staring at each other for a moment, Ye Xueshan said softly, "A'nan."

Anan didn't give him a good look, and asked directly, "Is your mind clear?"

Ye Xueshan looked around, full of confusion: "Where is this?"

Anan replied: "This is Peiping. You have been acting stupid since the morning, and you didn't even know it when you got on the train!"

Ye Xueshan frowned suspiciously, hesitant to speak.And Anan hated iron and steel, and said again: "You are really good at making trouble! First you burned yourself on the train, and dried your buttocks all the way; finally arrived at the uncle's house, and you pissed again just after entering the door, all the urine It's on someone's carpet!"

Ye Xueshan lowered his head, and sure enough, he saw that his legs and lower body were in a mess, and he didn't know what medicine he had applied, and it was sticky.Liu Shen Wuzhu hugged his shoulders, his face faded, and his voice turned into a puff of smoke: "I said I won't come, you won't listen to me... Where are my clothes? There is still a train at night, let's go back Tianjin."

Anan immediately shook his head: "Fuck you! As long as people don't kick me out, I won't leave!"

Enduring the pain from the burn, Ye Xueshan stretched his legs to get out of bed, and said again: "If you don't go, I'll go."

Anan stood up and blocked him.Bending down and grabbing his ankles, Anan reprimanded in a low voice: "Stop messing around! We'll starve to death when we go back. Even if you don't want to get well, you should plan for me, right? To save money, I'll buy you morphine , look at me, I'm starving and skinny!"

After saying this, he raised his hand and pushed forward, pushing Ye Xueshan back on the bed.Ye Xueshan turned over and sat up, and was about to continue talking, but when the door opened, it was Gu Xiongfei who walked in.

Under Gu Xiongfei's gaze, Ye Xueshan immediately hugged his knees and curled up into a ball.He stretched out his hand to touch the front and back of his body, but he couldn't find anything that could cover his body, but Gu Xiongfei had already walked to the bed at this time, and leaned over to him, "Are you awake?"

Ye Xueshan was ashamed and bitter in his heart, almost ashamed.The pain on his body suddenly became nothing, he lowered his head unavoidably, refusing to meet Gu Xiongfei's gaze.It is superfluous to meet at all, he thought, especially Gu Xiongfei put on a tender look towards him, which made him feel that life would be worse than death.

A good feeling, it is better to let it slowly fade away, it is still a thought when I recall it.But no one would listen to him, Gu Xiongfei wouldn't listen, Anan wouldn't listen, they insisted on making him miserable day by day.Ye Xueshan thinks that he understands Gu Xiongfei, and sooner or later Gu Xiongfei will be too much for him; and Anan is still a silly child now, and he will grow up and understand one day in the future.They are all human, they are not confused, they all understand good and bad, who can spend their whole life with a lunatic?

He couldn't help it, and he didn't want to.He was hot, he peed, he didn't know it.

At this moment, Gu Xiongfei said, "Anan, go out."

Anan let out an "oh", and walked out without looking back at every step.

As soon as the door was closed, Gu Xiongfei sighed, and then raised his hand to touch Ye Xueshan's head: "When the injury is healed, go to the hospital to quit morphine."

Ye Xueshan said in a low voice, "The problem is not with the morphine."

Then he raised his head and smiled weakly: "Brother, thank you. But I have become a useless person, not worth saving."

Gu Xiongfei looked at him quietly for a while, and finally said: "Don't hide from me, come here and let me give you a hug. You can speak well yesterday, so ignore me today."

Immediately, he forcibly pulled Ye Xueshan over and hugged him by the waist to his lap.He lowered his head and stared into Ye Xueshan's eyes, but he didn't find the slightest affection in them.Ye Xueshan's pupils were very clear, with a bit of sadness and numbness.

Gu Xiongfei also knows that the problem is not morphine, but morphine is at least one of the problems.He is a rational person, and problems must be solved one by one. "Crazy" is not easy to solve, so let's quit morphine first.

Lifting Ye Xueshan up, he said, "I didn't save you to make you improve and do great things. I just want you to live well and live where I can see you."

Ye Xueshan admits that what Gu Xiongfei said is the truth, but his heart will change, and it doesn't take long, as long as he urinates a few more times.

But he didn't refute, just said: "Brother, thank you."

Gu Xiongfei said again: "I don't like to say these vows and vows, you just need to understand it in your heart, don't think about it."

Gu Xiongfei lowered his head to kiss Ye Xueshan.Ye Xueshan leaned her head back into his arms, her lips were cold and soft, and kissed him, but there was no response.

Gu Xiongfei looked at him with a smile: "What? Why don't you get along with me?"

Ye Xueshan shook his head, then covered his mouth with his left hand.Gu Xiongfei didn't know why, so he vaguely asked in his palm: "What are you doing?"

Ye Xueshan replied seriously: "Don't ask, if you ask, I will think about it; if I think too much, I won't know you anymore."

Sure enough, Gu Xiongfei didn't ask any more questions, he covered his face with the other's thin palm, closed his eyes and remained motionless.There was a sudden warmth in his chest, he knew that Ye Xueshan turned his head and buried his face in his chest.

Ye Xueshan also closed his eyes.Gu Xiongfei's chest is still like a wall, so solid and wide that it won't fall down.He pressed his forehead against the wall, and everything behind him could be ignored for the time being.

He didn't dare to think about the rest.When I think about it, my mind becomes chaotic; in a chaotic state, I don't know when I will wake up.