Catch the wind

Tao Huizhi had never been seduced before, and she thought she was knowledgeable and intelligent, so she would never be seduced, so she was soon seduced by Ye Xueshan.

Ye Xueshan plays with everyone. To him, there is no difference between Miss Tao and other young ladies in essence. They are both young and beautiful women. They are just different in temperament and thinking, and he does not have the same temperament and thinking about women care.

Wu Bicheng managed to find Tao Huizhi and told her that Ye Xueshan had always been a playboy.Tao Huizhi suddenly despised him for some reason.Compared with the enthusiastic carnival and extravagance created by Ye Xueshan, his literary talent and gentleness seem miserable and out of place.I don’t even bother to listen to Tagore’s poems, there is music and dance, who wants to listen to his mumbling poems?

Wu Bicheng sensed Tao Huizhi's indifference, so he had no choice but to leave in embarrassment.He didn't blame Tao Huizhi, nor Ye Xueshan.After thinking about it, it seemed that he was the only one who was wrong; but he never had a bad intention, and he was wrong if he was confused.

After much trouble, he found Ye Xueshan again in the restaurant.Ye Xueshan sat on a sofa chair, crossed his legs and smoked.I haven't seen him for half a month, Wu Bicheng feels that he seems to be a little fairer.

"Don't provoke Tao Huizhi, okay?" He stood one meter away, pleading with difficulty: "I know you don't love her."

Ye Xueshan sneered, and turned to look at him, with a hypocritical kindness in his tone, as if he was teasing the child maliciously: "Oh, I don't love her, I love you, don't I? You don't love me anymore, I still I have to love you, if I don’t love you, I can’t live, right?”

There was a small round table by Wu Bicheng's hand, he lowered his head and drew lightly on the table with his fingers, he was embarrassed, ashamed and sad, his voice became a mosquito humming: "Then...then what do you want me to do? "

Ye Xueshan waved his hand: "You can do whatever you like, it has nothing to do with me."

Wu Bicheng bowed his head silently, his heart was overwhelmed, he remembered all the past, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that Ye Xueshan had been so kind to him.The good is beyond doubt, but the good is far away and bleak, it is really all "the past".

When Ye Xueshan finished smoking a cigarette slowly, Wu Bicheng murmured, "Zi Ling, please forgive me."

Ye Xueshan threw the cigarette butt on the ground, stretched out his foot and stomped it hard, and said at the same time: "If someone else did this, I wouldn't even be angry. Anyway, everyone is just playing. If we get together, we will get together and if we don't, we will disperse. What's the point?" Angry? It’s not necessary, it’s not worth it. But Bicheng, do you think I’m just having fun when I’m with you?”

He pressed his hands on the armrests of the chair, and turned slightly sideways to face Wu Bicheng: "What am I to others, and what am I to you?"

Wu Bicheng took a step back as if he couldn't help it, and subconsciously shook his head again and again, showing that he was not ungrateful.And Ye Xueshan couldn't help but clenched the armrest of the chair, and suddenly wanted to rush up and beat him up.After half a year of narrow escapes at sea, he had already seen the power of violence.For all reasons, it is better to hit the head with a knife.

Of course, just think about it, you can't really fight Wu Bicheng.Wu Bicheng was not unreasonable, even if he hit him himself, he would not fight back.Beating one another is meaningless.

Wu Bicheng is not good at coaxing people with sweet words, especially now that he is in a state of desperation, and he is even more despondent and speechless.Standing silently in the room for a long time, seeing Ye Xueshan no longer paying attention to him, he turned sadly and walked out the door.

He thought that Ye Xueshan already hated him very much, and if he was dying, it would only change from hating him to becoming more hating.He went to the street like a ghost, and he walked a long way under the sun before returning to the apartment.The house was shady, he sat on the chair and bent over to hold his head, and suddenly let out a long and deep sigh. He felt that he had no way out, but he didn't want to seek death.Sniffing with tears in his eyes, he decided to restrain his thoughts, and from now on, he would still think about translating a few more manuscripts to supplement his family. The romantic life no longer suits him.

Wu Bicheng's self-confidence accumulated through self-reliance was instantly destroyed and collapsed.He had no face to see Ye Xueshan again, and he didn't dare to look for Tao Huizhi again.Tao Huizhi obviously doesn't like him anymore, what about Ye Xueshan?He couldn't tell.

Since the Wu family fell, his eldest sister and his wife stayed in Europe and never came back.Now without Ye Xueshan and Tao Huizhi, his emotional life has become a desert, cutting off the last ray of life.

A group of students from other provinces in the apartment had left, and he didn't know the newcomers, so he didn't even have to play basketball.He ran around to find some private work. Apart from eating, sleeping and going to the newspaper office every day, he just sat in the room and translated manuscripts.

After more than a month like this, he was sitting in the room studying hard this afternoon, but someone knocked on the door.He promised to put down the pen, got up and went to open the door, but unexpectedly saw Tao Huizhi.

Tao Huizhi was so thin that his chin was pointed, and his face had no blood at all.Wu Bicheng hurriedly asked her to sit in, but she stood at the door without moving, and only asked, "Has Ye Ziling come back?"

Wu Bicheng shook his head: "I have never been in touch with him."

Tao Huizhi asked again: "Do you know how to find him?"

Of course Wu Bicheng knew, but he couldn't figure it out, so he didn't dare to answer rashly, he just asked: "Huizhi, you look bad, what happened?"

Tao Huizhi stood still, his eyes straightened, and he didn't speak.It took three to five minutes before she spoke again: "Bicheng, please lend me a pen and paper, I want to write a letter to him."

Wu Bicheng cleaned up a table and asked Tao Huizhi to sit down and write a letter.Tao Huizhi wrote very quickly, just a little bit of writing.Wu Bicheng saw that she seemed to be writing the signature, so he asked: "I also have an envelope... Do you want an envelope?"

Tao Huizhi nodded, took the envelope, sealed it with letter paper, and glued the seal with glue.Standing up, she handed the letter to Wu Bicheng with both hands, and she said quietly: "Please, give the letter to Ye Ziling. I can't say anything, it's all on top."

Having said that, she turned around and left without stopping.And Wu Bicheng was chasing and trying to see her off, bouncing along the way, with countless things to say in his heart, but when the words came to his lips, they were all hesitant to speak.

Wu Bicheng really didn't want to go back to Tianjin, but he was afraid that Ye Xueshan would not be at home, so even if he mailed the letter, it would be useless if no one opened it.After hesitating for a long time, he gathered his energy and worked hard all night, translated a stack of news, used it as a manuscript for the next two days, and discussed with the editor-in-chief in a low voice for a long time, and finally asked for a two-day leave.

Then he didn't dare to delay, and hurried on the train that afternoon.It was evening when we arrived in Tianjin.Uneasy, he got into the rickshaw and arrived at Ye Mansion amidst the sunset glow.

The Ye mansion was still as he remembered it, clean and spacious, but there was a fat yellow dog at the door, sticking out its black nose and barking at him.A servant ran out when he heard the sound, and when he saw him outside the door, he still recognized him: "Hey, aren't you Young Master Wu?"

As if seeing a savior, Wu Bicheng quickly replied, "I'm here to find your young master."

The servant opened the courtyard door, then pinched the big yellow dog's neck with his legs, and asked Wu Bicheng to come in quickly.Wu Bicheng almost trotted all the way, but as soon as he entered the building, he saw a butcher-like man walking down the stairs head-on.The two looked at each other, and Cheng Wu asked him, "Who are you looking for?"

Seeing his hulking back and a scar on his face, Wu Bicheng flinched in fright: "My surname is Wu, I'm here to look for your young master."

Cheng Wu nodded: "Oh, my surname is Wu, wait a minute, I'll go upstairs and ask!"

After saying this, he turned around and ran up.Within 3 minutes, he came down again: "Go, go, the young master is idle! Take the first room on the left above, don't go wrong."

Wu Bicheng didn't expect that there would be such a thing in Ye Xueshan's family, so he couldn't help leaving in shock.When he really went up to the second floor, he turned to the left, and saw the door was ajar, and there was a strange smell emanating faintly.He remembered that this room was originally empty, with boxes and cages piled up in it, but he didn't expect to pack it up and live in it now.Raising his hand and gently pushing open the door, he walked in and called timidly, "Zi Ling..."

Then he froze at the scene in front of him.

The house is spacious and empty.In the middle is an extremely large arhat bed, with several colorful embroidered pillows thrown on the bed.Ye Xueshan was wearing a satin jacket and was lying sideways on the bed smoking opium.And a pale-faced middle-aged man leaned aside, examining himself with menacing eyes.

Wu Bicheng's breathing stopped, and he felt that this place was like a magic cave.He wanted to turn around and leave, but he still had Tao Huizhi's letter on his body, and he couldn't leave until the mission was completed.

Just at this time, Ye Xueshan suddenly groaned and turned on his back, and smoke that seemed to be there was blown out of his mouth and nose.And Lin Zisen immediately reached out to put out the cigarette lamp and took away the smoking set.Another pillow was placed under Ye Xueshan's head.

Lin Zisen turned to the front with his legs crossed after a long time, and said, "Master Wu, wait a moment, let our young master rest for a while."

Wu Bicheng promised obediently, not daring to look at him.Although Lin Zisen was much better-looking than the butcher on the stairs, but the butcher was fierce on the surface, and Lin Zisen was dark in his eyes.

A few minutes later, Ye Xueshan closed his eyes and said "um..." before lazily saying, "What's the matter?"

Wu Bicheng was stunned for a moment, and then realized that he was asking himself a question.Reaching out his hand to take out the envelope from his pocket, he stepped forward and put it beside the bed: "Hui Zhi asked me to bring you a letter... She seems to be in pain, did you break up?"

Ye Xueshan opened his eyes, and stretched out his hand to touch it.Lin Zisen leaned forward and took the envelope, tore off the seal, took out the letterhead and handed it to Ye Xueshan.And Ye Xueshan unfolded the letter, and asked while reading: "We broke up, will you go find her again?"

Wu Bicheng shook his head, and replied in a low voice: "No, I don't think so."

Ye Xueshan continued to read the letter, and at the end he laughed, crumpled the letter into a ball, and threw it on the ground.Seeing this, Wu Bicheng couldn't help but squat down and pick up the ball of paper, unfold it and browse it quickly.

Then he understood the meaning of Ye Xueshan's laugh.Tao Huizhi was still naively threatening, saying that if Ye Xueshan didn't show up again, their love would come to an end.

Seeing that Ye Xueshan took Tao Huizhi's sincerity as a joke, Wu Bicheng felt that both of them were actually pitiful.Tao Huizhi is pitiful for being broken in love; Ye Xueshan is also pitiful for having no love to lose.Throwing the letter back to the ground, he turned and walked out.It felt like Ye Xueshan in the room was no longer the person he loved before.

Ye Xueshan didn't move, just pulled Lin Zisen's palm over his eyes.For a moment, he suddenly wanted to get up and chase Wu Bicheng back, and the two reconciled, just like before.He loves Wu Bicheng almost out of habit, if Wu Bicheng is not in his life, then who else would he love?

Of course, there is no need to go to Peiping every now and then as if rushing to a market.

He still had the diamond ring Wu Bicheng gave him on his finger, which he never took off.Slowly turning the ring in the dark, he suddenly sat up without warning, and then lay down again.

Lin Zisen already knew everything, so he approached him with a low laugh and said, "Is the young master still reluctant to part with him?"

Ye Xueshan replied softly: "It's his heart, not his people, that I'm looking for. If my heart has changed, it's useless for me to ask for someone."

Lin Zisen began to caress him through a thin layer of silk: "That's right, I think the young master is a sensible person, and he wouldn't do anything stupid."