"Protect everything you have with your life." Hearing this sentence, Su Muge felt a big stone in his heart. He didn't know why Ning Yi said such words, and what made him make such a decision.

"Ning Yi..."

"Mu Ge, don't you want to know why I can play Go? I'll tell you, tell you everything about me." Ning Yi raised his head, his eyes were serious, he wanted to say, tell everything about him, he was afraid that he wouldn't say it again, It will hurt the pastoral in the future. "Tell you about my other side."

"Okay." Su Muge nodded, "However, let's go home first, shall we talk about it after we get home?"

"Home? Home...Okay, let's go home." Ning Yi smiled slightly, pulled Su Muge into the car, and returned to their home.

Until returning home, Ning Yi did not let go of Mu Ge's hand, but held it tightly.

This single apartment is not too big, but Ning Yi likes it very much because of the existence of pastoral.Su Muge took Ning Yi to wash up, then lay on the bed, Ning Yi hugged him tightly, and slowly talked about his past and present in his ear...

"Muge, I also have a name called Feng Liuyun, a name that should exist in history. I was born in the Song Dynasty, which was an arty dynasty, when qin, chess, calligraphy and painting were popular at that time. As a branch of the royal family, the Feng family occupied the The world of chess in calligraphy and painting..."

Su Muge listened carefully, suddenly he couldn't react, was born in the Song Dynasty?The Song Dynasty thousands of years ago?

"Ning Yi, what are you talking about?" Su Muge interrupted Ning Yi's narration.

"Huh? Oh, I forgot, you don't know about Feng Liuyun. I checked the history, and Feng Liuyun didn't stay in the history. Muge, my name is Ning Yi, and I'm also called Feng Liuyun. I carry the memory of my previous life. I was born, I think, probably because I was too obsessed and paranoid about freedom in my previous life, so I couldn't erase the memory, so I was born with the memory of the previous life."

"I was a chess master in my last life. Because of the title of chess master, I lost a lot. I don't live as a person, but a tool. The woman who gave birth to me, my mother, in order to complete my father's mission. My last wish forced me to learn Go. Since I was two years old, I have been playing Go besides Go in my daily life. I remember when I was ten years old, I wanted to go out of the room and the compound to have a look. That woman called her servants and threw me into the room, since then, I have never been short of people around me, at least three people are watching."

"At the request of that woman, I studied Go desperately. When I was 12 years old, I finally achieved something and showed my talents. The woman was very happy, and asked me to be a chess master, and also asked me to be a polite person. Gentle and noble son, he didn't know that I was already paranoid at that time, since I was ten years old, I desperately longed for freedom, how could I become a gentle and noble son?"

"People in the Feng family are naturally cold and affectionate. That woman loves my father deeply. Except for my father, everyone is an ant in his eyes, including me. Oh, by the way, you still remember my biological mother in this life, right? That woman looks exactly like my biological mother in this life, that's why I lost control when I saw her."

"I also have the blood of the Feng family, so I am also like that woman, cold-hearted. I hated her while responding to her request. When I was 16 years old, I was finally able to walk out of the gate to contact the outside world, which made me I am more paranoid about freedom, thinking about how to get out of that woman's control every day. However, that woman is a descendant of the royal family, and I have no way to do it with my ability at the time. I became a polite noble son, gentle and kind, and treat everyone Everything is good, nothing to say, chess skills are also outstanding, that year, I was awarded the title of 'Children of Chess', and I did everything she asked, except for the title of chess master."

"However, she didn't know that the day I won the title of Chess Master would be her death day. How could I have been at her mercy in those years? The only time I could go out was to play against other chess players. I used that little Time to avoid people who look at me, make friends with those chess gloves, use tricks, and get what I want. I spent seven years carefully planning since I was 12 years old. I thought I could escape her control, but failed. It turns out that she always knew that I wanted to escape."

"After that, I became crazy and knew how to endure. I became more and more gentle and polite in the eyes of outsiders. I also played chess diligently. I didn't have the slightest resistance to that woman. I lived like this for three years. I finally defeated the powerful chess player who beat my father to become a chess grandmaster. I remember that the day I got the title of chess grandmaster was my birthday, the woman was so happy that the whole house celebrated my title of chess grandmaster... ..."

"I know that day is the day when the whole government's security is the most relaxed, so how could I miss this opportunity? She won't give me freedom, so let's all die together. This is the idea I formed in the past three years. Instead of living like that , It would be better to die. That day, I killed all the people in the mansion and set fire to the Feng mansion, that woman, she didn't see my other side, the vicious and gloomy side until I stood in front of her."

"But she was still smiling when she looked at me like that. I asked her why she treated me like this in the fire, and she replied with a smile. People in the Feng family are not emotional, but they will do their best to be emotional. Alone, I only live for Qingchuan in my life, and for him I can do all the unscrupulous things in the world, including imprisoning you and destroying you."

"You know, she knew she was going to die, and she was going to die, and I still remember her saying to me in my madness, 'Qing Chuan's wish has been fulfilled, so it's time for me to go with him, I've been waiting for you to kill I, you are already here, do it.'”

"Ning Yi..." Su Muge hugged Ning Yi tightly, he didn't want to hear it anymore, how did Ning Yi survive in the previous life, he really didn't want to hear it anymore...

"Are you afraid? Are you afraid of such a vicious me?" Ning Yi gently stroked Mu Ge's soft hair and asked gently.Then he raised his hands and looked, "These hands were stained with the blood of many people, including the mother who gave birth to me. I killed that woman that day, with my own hands, and watched her fall at my feet with a smile. It wasn't until that moment that I felt that I was free, true freedom, without Feng's family, without that woman, I was the only one in the world, I could do whatever I wanted, I wouldn't play chess if I didn't want to, and there would be no one else He beat me hard with a whip..."

"Enough! Enough! Ning Yi, enough! Don't say any more..." Choking, Su Muge wanted to interrupt Ning Yi's narration, but Ning Yi continued.

"Muge, I got freedom in this life and got what I wanted most in the last life. But I was greedy, and I still want you. Now that I think about it, I suddenly don't hate that woman, because I will be like her, if For you, I will do the same thing. Mu Ge, in this life, I will only live for you, for you, I can do everything."

"Muge, would you like me like this?"

"Since I said I like it, it won't change. Ning Yi, I like you, I already like you, maybe not as deeply as you love me, but I will like you well." Su Muge is not an emotional person, But I know that if I don't say these words, Ning Yi will not be at ease and at ease.

"Idyll...thank you." Thank you for not being afraid of me like this...

"Fool." Mu Ge touched Ning Yi's deep and three-dimensional face, and smiled lightly, "Ning Yi, you are no longer Feng Liuyun, you are just Ning Yi, the Ning Yi I knew, forget all the things in the previous life Things, forget about that woman, I like your naughty look, and I also like your naughty look, although I would find it annoying at that time, but I still like it. When I wake up tomorrow, what I want to see is the naughty Ning Yi .”

"En." Ning Yi nodded, as long as Su Muge asked him to do it.

"Go to sleep."

"Yeah." Holding Su Muge's slender and fair hand, Ning Yi smiled contentedly, and told him everything about his previous life, which made him feel a lot easier. Yes, he is no longer Feng Liuyun, he is Ning Yi Ning Yi, who only lives for Su Muge, should no longer be affected by the events of his previous life, but should think about his and Su Muge's affairs in this life.

In this life, no one can push him into desperation. Although Suzuki's words stimulated him, they also reminded him that he is still too weak, too weak in all aspects, not enough to protect Muge and protect what Muge cares about.

Therefore, he has to become stronger!

The author has something to say: I don't know if this setting is the best, but that's how I set it up at first.

Someone once said that Zuo Wei insisted on playing chess after suffering so much grievance, but Ning Yi kept emphasizing that he would not play chess, it was pretentious to die.I just want to say that Zuo Wei is different from Ning Yi. I am not writing about Zuo Wei in "Soul of Chess". Everyone has their own attachments.I also know that there are too few Go things involved in the article. Regarding Go and feelings, I am more inclined to feelings...

Well, I'm talking nonsense... everyone, please bear with me.

By the way, please leave a footprint for the children's shoes~ Xiyang is not very grateful~

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