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An Sheng buries himself in his work all day long, not letting his mind have time to think about it.

The progress of the reactor was under his non-stop hard work. The new framework that should have been rebuilt in three days had already taken shape in one afternoon.

Lieutenant Colonel Kant was very satisfied with the progress in front of him, but seeing that the sky was dark and the bloodshot man had no intention of leaving get off work, he frowned.

"Okay, come here today, let's get off work." Lieutenant Colonel Kant just finished handling other things and wanted to see the progress. He thought that the guy who asked to get off work on time yesterday must not be in the laboratory at this moment.I didn't expect that when I came in, I saw not only a general-looking reactor, but also a guy with messy hair and bloodshot eyes staring at the tiny connection points of the reactor, busy with meticulous inspection.

Lieutenant Colonel Kant, who had always been desperate for work, had a good impression of this attitude of devoting himself to work, but Lieutenant Colonel Kant naturally noticed something strange about the person in front of him with such a big contrast between the two days before and after.

When he paused to complete a node in his hand, Kant interrupted him to get off work.

An Sheng raised his head, his eyes were sore from overuse, he rubbed them, and then looked at Lieutenant Colonel Kant and realized that it was already past the usual off-duty time.Sighing, An Sheng began to pack his things.

Lieutenant Colonel Kant watched An Sheng's movements, checked his expression, and then said. "Since you have caught up with the progress of the next two days, why don't you take a break tomorrow." To be honest, Lieutenant Colonel Kant hoped that An Sheng would keep up with the progress and solve R's neuron problem as soon as possible.But looking at the guy who made himself look like a ghost in just half a day, he can only choose wisely to let people rest for a day.

Unexpectedly, it was An Sheng who shook his head instead, "It's okay, the progress is going well, I want to hurry up." With a wry smile, it would be uncomfortable for him if he really wanted to rest, he might as well bury his head in work like this, and he can keep his attention from getting tired Hang on to that.

When they got home, An Sheng didn't think that the room was still pitch black.

What hesitated to move forward, what he couldn't face for a while, and what excuses he had for delaying his return home all flew to the sky at this moment.

An Sheng stood at the entrance, a sensory entrance light was on, with various thoughts in his mind.

work overtime?meeting?Medication was discovered?In short, no sadness or sadness can offset the worry at this time.It was almost eight o'clock, even if Zuo An worked overtime since getting married, he would never stay home so late.

He took out the communicator on his wrist and wanted to call Zuo An to inquire about the situation, but was surprised to find that his communicator was shutting down.When was it closed?It seems that it was turned off in order to reduce signal interference when the pulse test was started for the reactor.

Open the communication, just about to dial the frequency.

Suddenly the headlights came on in the living room, and the bright light startled An Sheng.

And it wasn't Zuo An who was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Zoran was dressed in a neat military uniform, as if he had not been back soon.

But An Sheng saw sharply that the cup of health tea on the coffee table that he insisted Zuo An to drink every day had no smoke—Zuo An never drank cold tea.I think it's been a while since I came back.

An Sheng's originally raised heart suddenly relaxed.After adjusting his expression, An Sheng put on his hat and slippers, and said while taking off his military uniform, "Sorry, I'm late because I'm busy today. Why don't you change your clothes first?"

An Sheng clearly saw that Zuo An's face darkened, and the dark aura around him became even darker.

"I haven't eaten yet. Why did you turn off the communication." Zuo An didn't know why he was unhappy. Working overtime is a common thing for him. Although An Sheng is a civilian, the current situation is very busy for all military branches. Being late is no big deal.

Just thinking of returning to the office from the upper tenth floor after get off work, he hesitated to ask Diss, but got all kinds of communication records, but he didn't have them.After he confirmed that An Sheng had not connected to the frequency, he hesitated and dialed the frequency listed separately in the communicator, but what he heard was a shutdown reminder.From then to now, it seems that his mood has not been elevated.

Especially when he was used to hot food, he unexpectedly saw the deserted place when he returned home, which made him even more unhappy.So he didn't even bother to take a shower and change clothes, so he just sat and waited all night.

Finally, when the person came back, the person stood in the porch for a long time without moving.

An Sheng stopped undressing in surprise, this was the first time Zuo An asked him what he wanted to eat, although he spoke in a cold tone.But... An Sheng's own mood really couldn't arouse the desire to cook and eat, but he still turned to the kitchen and ordered a bowl of noodles for Zuo An.

"Let's eat noodles, I'll take a shower first." I don't want to face Zuo'an, because I will always think of the naphthylamine bottle in my heart.

In the bathroom, An Sheng stood under the shower, and he turned on the cold water to the maximum, feeling the coolness rushing in from the scalp without feeling the cold.

Outside the bathroom, Zuo An was stunned for a moment because of An Sheng's casual words. If An Sheng turned around, he would find that Major General Zuo An, who had always been indifferent, was obviously at a loss because of his words.

Is An Sheng angry?

Zuo An glanced at the steaming noodles on the dining table outside the kitchen. He hadn't eaten yet, and he already felt that it didn't taste good.

This is the first time Zuo'an has felt An Sheng's neglect. Although it has not been a long time since they got married, An Sheng, who has always been gentle and considerate to him and only occasionally messed up on the bed, has never been as negligent as today over him.

An Sheng took a shower of cold water for more than half an hour, and his whole body was cool. After an afternoon of calmness, he finally made up his mind and turned off the shower.Turning around to get dressed and go out, he realized that he didn't bring in a change of clothes or anything. He wiped his body hastily, thinking whether going out naked would make Zuo'an unhappy.

Still thinking about how to get out, there was a light knock on the bathroom door.

The door was opened a crack, and a clean change of clothes was handed in.

An Sheng was taken aback, this was the second time that Zuo An brought clothes for him, the first time he was happy, but the second time was sour and bitter.

Taking it in silence, An Sheng quickly changed his clothes.When he opened the door, he saw Zuo An standing at the door, with apprehension and worry in his eyes.

An Sheng took a deep breath, stretched out his hand to pull Zuo An, and led him to the sofa in the living room.Passing by the dining table on the way, the untouched bowl of noodles naturally came into An Sheng's eyes.It's just that he didn't say anything.

Pushing Zuo An on the sofa, An Sheng went into the kitchen again, and simply made two bacon and cream curd rice, without serving it on the table, and directly served it on the coffee table in the living room.

"Eat first, I have something to tell you after eating."

An Sheng also picked up the spoon and started to eat by himself.

Zuoan pursed his lips, picked up a spoon to take a bite, and said softly, "I didn't mean to say that, you haven't turned on the communication all afternoon." Zuoan can stand on the podium for a battle meeting calmly, and He can speak freely to thousands of sergeants, but in his life he will always be the cold and inarticulate Zoan.Therefore, regarding An Sheng's sudden indifference, all he could think of was his unpolite tough attitude with orders just now.

An Sheng was taken aback, shook his head, and smiled because of this sentence.

"Eat, I'm not angry." An Sheng glanced at Zuo An's way of eating with his head down, and a little peace of mind flowed in his heart.At least, this person is not indifferent to himself.

After the two of them finished eating, An Sheng stopped Zuo An from cleaning up.

He got up and went to the study, and came back with something in a moment.

An Sheng who sat down again sat on another single sofa, and simply put a bottle on the coffee table, moving quickly as if afraid of regretting himself.

The bottle is very ordinary, the drug naphthalene amine bottle that can be seen at any drug sales point, the only thing that is special is that it is completely white, without any drug name label, just a simple label indicating the dosage.

But such an ordinary medicine bottle made Zuo An's face turn pale.

An Sheng lowered his head, didn't look at Zuo An's expression, but said lightly.

"Zoan, let's talk."

An Sheng didn't wait for Zuo An's answer, but slowly began to talk about how he found this medicine bottle, how he knew what it was in, and how he felt after knowing it.

An Sheng didn't describe those frustrations and sadness, he just said a few words about his worries.After all, in a country where reproduction is the bottom line, what kind of punishment will a female who illegally takes banned drugs be punished? Even if she doesn't know the law at all, An Sheng knows the serious consequences.

In the end, An Sheng just lowered his head and asked softly, "May I know the reason?"

For a moment, the two people in the room fell silent.

After a while, Zoan stood up.

An Sheng's eyes fell to the ground, but from the corner of his eyes, he kept paying attention to Zuo'an.He saw him stand up and walk up to him, and a silver communicator was handed over.

An Sheng raised his head, glanced at the communicator strangely, and realized that he wanted to connect.

He took out his own communicator, touched the interface with Zuo'an's communicator, and there was an extra document in the communicator in Zuo'an's hand.

An Sheng scanned the document, and it was an official spouse consent form.

After looking up, Zuo An in front of him made a sound.

"The war has begun, and I want to fight."

An Sheng was startled, then raised his head suddenly.What did Zoan just say?That's right, I've been hearing all kinds of rumors recently, and conflicts broke out constantly in places. Didn't I already vaguely guess that the war is imminent, so it's natural for Zoran, the major general of the empire, to fight.

An Sheng lowered his head and continued to look at the document in a daze. He read it very carefully. It was a standard document without any special description. It just mechanically explained the reason for the document to be issued and the results after signing.It's nothing more than an official saying that defending the country as a soldier is a vocation, but what An Sheng noticed was the regulation on the suspension of marriage.

Feeling stuffy and uncomfortable, An Sheng has actually thought about all kinds of possibilities. Zuo An doesn't like him, doesn't love him, or he needs a space to think about not wanting to have a child so soon. Sheng still thought about all possible and impossible reasons, and then said to himself in his heart, there must be a reason for Zuo'an.

Now, the reason is known.But An Sheng was not happy.He suddenly felt a little sad, to defend his family and country, or to honor fame and wealth?An Sheng understood intellectually that Zuo An was definitely not that kind of person, but emotionally he couldn't restrain his gloomy and dark guesses.

After all, An Sheng is not a native of Sonita, and his sense of belonging to this planet is far less strong than the original owner of this body. Strong personal feelings and a sense of belonging to the country are as unreal as if separated by a layer of veil. Therefore, An Sheng may accept Zuo An as a prerequisite for contraception because of various personal feelings and other reasons. Family members need to be taken into account, but the sentence "I want to go to the battlefield." For An Sheng who grew up in a peaceful age, it was unacceptable and unbelievable.He chose to give up the chance to have a child because of the expedition. For An Sheng, an orphan who longed for a complete family, he was willing to understand intellectually, but emotionally he couldn't restrain the feeling of emptiness in his heart.

An Sheng looked at the document, and what lingered in his ears was the sentence, "The war has begun, and I'm going to fight."Not "I will", but "I want", how firm and decisive.

An Sheng gritted his teeth, and pressed his fingerprint in the confirmation box behind the file.

The word "good" in the mouth was spit out lightly after a thousand times.

That night, after An Sheng pressed his fingerprints, he also submitted an application for the suspension of his marriage.After that, the two had no communication.One is unwilling to speak, and the other does not understand the situation and does not know how to say it.

Zuo An naturally noticed something strange, but he was inexplicably at a loss.In the lives of the two of them, An Sheng has always taken the initiative. For the first time, Zuo An found that when An Sheng stopped walking, he didn't even know how to get close to that person.

And after going to bed at night, the first time since marriage that there was no skin-to-skin contact, Zuo An suffered from insomnia.

Beside him, An Sheng, who was an arm's length away, lay quietly, not knowing whether he was asleep or awake.

Curled up, Zuo An felt cold for the first time in the thermostat-controlled room.

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From that day on, An Sheng put all his energy into his work, and the progress of the R line was very fast. Lieutenant Colonel Kant was both happy and worried, because he clearly noticed that An Sheng's state had become abnormal.

An Sheng arrived earlier and earlier in the morning, and left later at night. The appearance of rushing home the day before seemed to be a flash in the pan, and even Lieutenant Colonel Batty, who was always smiling and not serious, was unwilling to make fun of that day. An Sheng's face darkened.

To use Lieutenant Colonel Batty's words to describe An Sheng, "This kid seems to be a different person. His attributes have changed from sunny to dark, and it's meaningless to flirt with him."

However, Lieutenant Colonel Kant's worries and Lieutenant Colonel Batty's complaints did not arouse An Sheng's emotions at all.