Bliss

Oney, shouldn't my brain be burnt out? "Shen Xuanyu stretched out his hand to touch Chu Yi's forehead, "It doesn't seem so hot anymore, why are you so stunned and unresponsive?" "

"It's your brain that burns out..." Chu Yi retorted in a low voice, "I'm tired and hungry..." In fact, my throat hurts too, so I don't want to say too much.

"It's right to scold me. I made you mushroom porridge with minced chicken. I don't have any ingredients at home. I can't buy fresh ones at this spot. The takeaway is not healthy enough. Let it cool down and I'll feed it to you." Shen Xuanyu lightly lightened it with a spoon. Gently flick the porridge in the bowl to cool it down faster.

"Mushroom and chicken porridge?" Chu Yi tried his best to inhale his stuffed nose. It was indeed the familiar scent, which he had loved since he was a child.

"Don't you like it?" Shen Xuanyu was worried.

"No, I like it very much..." Chu Yi's voice was a little hoarse.

Shen Xuanyu felt relieved, helped Chu Yi up a bit, scooped up a spoonful of porridge, put it near his mouth to cool it down, and delivered it to his mouth.

The taste of the porridge is very bland. It is like this when you have a cold. Whatever you eat tastes bland, but he can still feel the mellow deliciousness.

"How is it, is it delicious?" Shen Xuanyu asked eagerly.

Chu Yi nodded slightly: "It's delicious."

At times like this, eating food that this person cooks for himself is delicious anyway.

"It's so rare to hear you praise me, then I'll eat all of these." Although the words were still commanding, Shen Xuanyu's tone was very gentle.

Chu Yi opened his mouth obediently, mouthful after mouthful, the warmth spread from the inside of his body until his whole body became hot, but it was not the kind of irritating heat, but warm to the heart.

"It tastes like my mother's..." Chu Yi murmured softly.

Shen Xuanyu cast him a questioning look.

"When I was young, if I was sick, my mother would make me porridge with mushrooms and minced chicken." Chu Yi leaned back against the pillow, as if talking to himself, "The ones she made are even more delicious than those bought in the store. Later, seeing that I liked it very much, she often made it for me, and being able to eat her porridge was the happiest thing at that time."

Shen Xuanyu listened quietly, and put the last spoonful into Chu Yi's mouth: "Honey, as long as you like, I can make it for you often in the future."

"Later my mother and my father divorced, and she made porridge for me the night before she left." Chu Yi's voice was soft and hoarse, "But I didn't eat a bite that night."

"..." Shen Xuanyu's hand holding the tissue stopped in mid-air.

"Now as long as I eat mushroom and chicken porridge, I will think of my mother, but when I think of her, I feel unhappy." Chu Yi slightly curved his lips, but his smile was a bit bitter.

"Why did your parents divorce?" Shen Xuanyu gently wiped the corner of Chu Yi's mouth with a tissue.

"My father was too useless, so my mother found someone else... No, maybe it was because my mother found someone else that she used my father's uselessness as an excuse for divorce, who knows." Chu Yi smiled bleakly.

"It turned out to be you who suffered the most." Shen Xuanyu held Chu Yi's hand.

"Tell me, does my mom love my dad?" Mingming felt his throat hurt, but he couldn't stop chattering, as if he was asking the person in front of him, and more like asking himself.

"Even if you used to love, you don't love anymore. Love is actually such a fragile thing." Without waiting for Shen Xuanyu to answer, Chu Yi continued talking on his own.

"Honey..." Shen Xuanyu tightened his grip on Chu Yi's hand.

"The so-called love is probably not as reliable as rock and roll." Lowering his eyes, Chu Yi's expression dimmed, cold sweat leaked from the palm of Shen Xuanyu's hand, "At least rock and roll will never change."

"What are you talking about?" Shen Xuanyu stroked Chu Yi's cheek.

"So it's better not to love, or when there is no more love, even a small habit can hurt people terribly." Wuzi continued, his expression became sad.

"Aren't you enough? You have not experienced it yet, and you slandered it as worthless? Just because of the individual phenomena you saw?" Shen Xuanyu frowned unhappily, and suddenly pinched Chu Yi's chin, forcing He faces himself.

"These phenomena are no longer isolated, so I think that as long as my feelings for you remain at the stage of liking, then... um..." The voice stopped abruptly, and all the remaining words were sealed in his mouth.

Shen Xuanyu couldn't listen to Chu Yi's words for a long time, so he simply lifted his chin, kissed him hard, wantonly invaded every inch of his mouth, mercilessly, and never concealed his desire.

Push back his unbearably negative words and ask for more responses in that warm, wet place.

Bearing the weight passed by Shen Xuanyu on his upper body, Chu Yi gradually couldn't hold on and fell down. The man took advantage of the situation and pressed up, while licking and kissing the tip of his tongue, he reached into the quilt and pulled his clothes away.

"Hmm... wait..." Chu Yi tugged at Shen Xuanyu's hand in a panic.

"No more." Shen Xuanyu grabbed Chu Yi's wrists in displeasure, and clasped those arms on the bed from left to right. "My patience is at its limit. If you want to resist, you might as well enjoy it."

His voice was as cold as his eyes: "Who told you to say those inexplicable words, I used up all my patience, and I am responsible for the troubles I caused."

After Shen Xuanyu finished speaking, he leaned over and kissed Chu Yi's naked and exposed neck. The slightly flushed delicate skin and beating pulse made him even more excited.

The breathing that had finally recovered its rhythm was easily disrupted again, his head was still groggy, and his body became hot again, but even if his health was not good, the throbbing from inside his body could not be concealed.

"I...I have a cold and it will be contagious..." Chu Yi gasped for breath while issuing such dissuasion.

"It doesn't matter, it's good to catch a cold together with you." Shen Xuanyu concentrated on letting the hot kiss spread all over Chu Yi's chest, clasping the thin wrists with one hand, freeing his hand to pull the clothes on his chest, and lowering his head to hold the The little protrusion licked and sucked repeatedly, feeling it swell and harden in his mouth.

"Ahh..." I don't know if it's because of the weakness of the body or the more intense pleasure, but he is trying to break free and resist, but it doesn't work at all, instead he groans uncontrollably.

"The other side has hardened without licking, Honey." Shen Xuanyu gently rubbed the protruding part of the other side with his fingertips, and looked up at Chu Yi's eyes in a leisurely manner, "Showing this expression means you really want it? "

Chu Yi's eyes were full of unwillingness and sullenness, and they were slightly watery because of illness, but Shen Xuanyu interpreted it like this... couldn't help but glared at him fiercely.

"..." In this way, Shen Xuanyu felt a little uncertain in his heart. Did the tough attitude just now go too far? I once promised him that he would not use force.

"I'm sorry, but what you said just now really made me angry." Shen Xuanyu let go of Chu Yi's wrist, "If you can't accept me wholeheartedly because of these completely unnecessary thoughts, then I'm sorry, I won't be willing. Why are you not even willing to try, just like when I first asked you to reorganize Elysium, your first choice is to escape."

That sentence made Chu Yi tremble like a sharp knife pointing at his heart.

Evasion, cowardice, lack of self-confidence... There are too many things that I want to do but dare not do, and I subconsciously deny it before I execute it. I don't know when I have become such an annoying look.

I don't know where the dream I kept talking about was lost... It wasn't until this man appeared that he finally faced his dream again. If he hadn't met him, the current self would probably still be laughing and paying off debts in HostClub, slowly becoming People who are strangers to themselves.

"I know you still don't want to, I won't force it." The man under him had empty eyes and ignored his words, Shen Xuanyu sighed, and finally got up.

Just when he was about to leave the bed, the hem of his clothes was suddenly grabbed by someone, Shen Xuanyu was stunned, and turned his head.

"Don't go..." A soft and hoarse voice came from Chu Yi's throat, and it was almost impossible to make out what he said, "Don't go." After a pause, he repeated it clearly.

Those light brown eyes sparkled with water, with the meaning of praying, the slightly opened lips were flushed from the passionate kiss just now, but they were sickly white, the naked, exposed neck and chest were extremely lewd and profligate, He has an indescribable allure like that.

Shen Xuanyu's control disappeared in an instant, and he roughly undid the last few buttons on Chu Yi's shirt, leaned on his body, licked and kissed him from top to bottom, enjoying his uncontrollable moan.

I am already powerless and no longer want to resist, and my thinking gradually stops. Perhaps it is best to develop naturally in this way.

Once you let go of the burden of thought, the tingling pleasure will hit you like waves.

Every inch of the skin touched by Shen Xuanyu burned hotly, a certain part of the center of the body gradually swelled, his breathing became short of breath, and he moaned uncontrollably.

"Honey, don't suppress it, no one will hear it." Shen Xuanyu kissed Chu Yi's lips tenderly, moved his right hand down, and seemed to touch his most sensitive part, feeling that there was enough hardness there, and then The last bit of restraint was also torn off.

"Ah, um..." Chu Yi couldn't hold back his voice after the sensitive parts were directly held and fondled, even though it made him ashamed.

"Very comfortable? But it's not enough just to enjoy it." Shen Xuanyu whispered in Chu Yi's ear, untied his clothes with the other hand, grabbed Chu Yi's hand and guided him to touch his body, this instinctive Behavior, once started, can continue smoothly.