death to survive

The clouds in the sky are getting thicker and thicker, and it is gray. The air is full of oppressive and stuffy feeling. I don't know when the rain will fall.

Staying in N, the surrounding hot and humid weather makes people uncomfortable, but now the high temperature and pressure before it will rain, the pressure is even more unbearable.

Raising his hand to wipe the sweat streaming down from both sides of his forehead, Wang Yang's mood became quite unhappy and irritable at the moment. The climate is too tossing, is it going to rain or not?Anyway, give it a good time!The sweltering feeling before the rainstorm is even more uncomfortable than usual.

Looking forward, Xiao Yi, who had already walked in front of him, looked refreshed and calm.So, people with low body temperature are good, no, it should be said that people who are not ordinary people are good, they are quite resistant to heat, and I haven't seen him sweating much.

Just as he was thinking about these things and trying to distract himself from his hot emotions, someone patted him on the shoulder suddenly, and Wang Yang looked back suspiciously.

"Little Joe, what's the matter?"

"Hey, Xiao Yangyang, you are not good. Who told you to call me that?"

Qiao Feiyu originally had a face full of gossip and excitement, but after hearing Wang Yang address him, he frowned helplessly, feeling troubled by this 'pet name'.

"X! Then you call me by my name casually. Can't I call you Xiao Qiao? Little—Joe—"

Curling the corners of his mouth, Wang Yang replied.Qiao Feiyu's name for him was intrusive enough, couldn't he fight back?He deliberately lengthened the ending, and continued to call Qiao Feiyu by the nickname that Lin Jie took the lead in calling Qiao Feiyu.

"...Okay, okay, I'm not here to tell you this..."

I felt that after staying with a few of them for a long time, my IQ began to become as childish as them.Qiao Feiyu still decided to try his best to turn the topic back on the right track.He just wanted to ask about these few days, in his heart, it was like a cat's paw scratching his heart, making him quite curious.

"What do you want to say?" Wang Yang tore off a large heart-shaped leaf from the grass, and fanned it like a fan in his hand to reduce the heat on his body, and asked Qiao Feiyu back.

"I'm just curious, hehe." The smile suddenly became obscene, and Qiao Feiyu moved closer to Wang Yang's side, smiling straight.

"..."

"Don't laugh like this anymore, otherwise, I won't be able to restrain my fist and the urge to flatten your face..." Wang Yang clenched his hands and reminded Qiao Feiyu kindly.

"Uh……"

He looked up and looked forward, and found that Xiao Yi didn't notice the two of them behind him, Qiao Feiyu lowered his voice, and asked beside Wang Yang's head in a low voice: "You and Xiao Yi, how are you two doing now? "

"..."

"what?"

"Hey, come on, what's the matter? I see that you two are still using that method to detoxify... Why didn't you suggest another method to him? Could it be..." Qiao Feiyu's interest in gossip now reached peak.

"Are you a woman? Why are you so gossip."

The leaf in Wang Yang's hand was torn apart by him, and he raised his head to face Qiao Feiyu. Wang Yang despised Qiao Feiyu with your boring and gossip eyes.

"Don't change the subject, anyway, I can be your bosom brother~"

Narcissistically flicking his own bangs, Qiao Feiyu was moved by his noble personality.

"...Don't force me to spit out everything I ate yesterday."

Still bosom brother?Is it too bad?Wang Yang threw the leaf that was crushed into mud in the palm of his hand, and threw it back to the ground, letting it return to ashes.

"Say it and you won't die. You have nothing to say, why do you need to be so shy?"

"You are shy! Your whole family is shy!!"

The veins on Wang Yang's head were throbbing, which of Qiao Feiyu's eyes could tell that he was shy? ?Also, is the word shy used to describe a man?

After scolding Qiao Feiyu back, Wang Yang thought about it seriously, and explained to Qiao Feiyu: "What, it's not that it's too late to say it every time, and then... it's been like this..."

"You're not such an unhappy person, why don't you have time to say it?" Sure enough, there was adultery/love, there was adultery/love, and Qiao Feiyu's curiosity about gossip was even higher.

"Uh……"

Wang Yang cast aside his gaze, did not meet Qiao Feiyu's gaze, and slowly lowered his head, as if he began to focus on observing the ground, preaching while walking.

"In the past few days, I have carefully thought about the time when I was with him in college and what happened these days. Xiao Yi has indeed always been very nice to me..."

"I said you are slow! He obviously likes you, but you didn't realize it yourself."

"Damn! Don't say I'm dull, okay? I haven't had any experience of being liked by a man, how can I think about it?" The voice couldn't help but amplify a little, and Wang Yang raised his head vigilantly and looked at Xiao Yi, who was walking in front of him, didn't react at all. Fortunately, he probably didn't notice the two of them.With a sigh of relief, Wang Yang lowered his voice again, and continued to answer Qiao Feiyu's words in a low voice.

"So, I've been thinking about it over and over for a long time these days..."

"Oh? What do you want to do?" Qiao Feiyu asked curiously.

"..."

It seems that I remembered that these days, especially recently, my heartbeat would speed up for no reason when I was facing Xiao Yi, and a strange throbbing was born in my heart. After being kissed, my face would become hot and hot, 800 years There was nothing so embarrassing, which made Wang Yang scratch his hair irritably, and sighed as if resigned to his fate, "Maybe I like him too."

"what??"

Qiao Feiyu thought about how a straight man like Wang Yang might react to Xiao Yi, but he didn't think that Wang Yang accepted it so quickly, and he didn't have any longer mental struggle or straight man's reaction to gay. Are things struggling with rejection and fear?

Well, I should have struggled in the past few days, but I accepted it too quickly, right?The two of them fell in love so smoothly?

"You figured it out so quickly, are you planning to come out?"

Glancing at Qiao Feiyu who was really surprised with a shocked expression on his face, Wang Yang seemed to feel more at ease after expressing his entangled feelings, and asked Qiao Feiyu: "Aren't you happy to see this? Could it be that you want me to reject Xiao Yi, or the ending where the two are embarrassed and never get along?"

"I'm just shocked that you went from straight to curved so quickly..."

"Ha, you said it yourself, everyone has a mountain in their hearts~"

Wang Yang raised the corner of his mouth and smiled angrily, and then said: "I was too slow to notice it before, but now that I think about it, I should have always had a crush on Xiao Yi, or I wouldn't have kissed him or something. , I don’t feel repelled. It’s not that I haven’t dated girls before, and I don’t seem to have any special feelings when we’re together. Now I’m with Xiao Yi, after I think about it, I think it’s pretty good. Stay with him It's good to be together. Anyway, I have no father or mother, so I don't need to carry on the family line, and it's okay to be with a man."

"You, your personality is really refreshing..."

It is indeed the person I have set my eyes on from the very beginning, unlike other people who dodge and evade after knowing it, or alienate and entangle their hearts, but seriously dissect the thoughts in their hearts, and face the feelings that ordinary people seem to be difficult to accept. And quickly made a decision to face his own choice without procrastination.

"Then you, have you told him?"

Now that the two are in love with each other now, and it seems that they haven't seen any big difference between the two of them getting along with each other, Qiao Feiyu couldn't help but ask Wang Yang who made his bold and bold words about coming out of the closet.

"Uh...not yet." He raised his head and carefully glanced at Xiao Yi in front of him again, but was caught by Xiao Yi who was alert and looked back behind him. Wang Yang quickly shook his hand, expressing that it was nothing. thing.

Xiao Yi, who was standing in front, frowned suspiciously before turning his head back and continuing to walk forward.

"Huh──" Wang Yang exhaled nervously.

"Since you both like each other, why don't you say it?" Qiao Feiyu's eyes widened in surprise when he heard Wang Yang's words, not knowing what Wang Yang was still thinking about.

"I don't know why, but I always feel that if I tell him now, something ominous will happen to me..."

As Wang Yang spoke, his body shook involuntarily, his intuition and sixth sense gave him warning hints in his mind.It's better to delay for a while, and then find a good time to say it...

"This one……"

Well, thinking carefully about Xiao Yi's usual possessiveness and the way he stared at Wang Yang, Qiao Feiyu suddenly understood, and felt that it would be better for Wang Yang to say it later.

Before Wang Yang had a clear feeling for Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi had already taken advantage of him. If he really confessed his feelings, Wang Yang would not know that Xiao Yi, who had been thinking about him for a long time, would give him up. What is it like...

After thinking about this, Qiao Feiyu finally raised his hand in understanding, wanting to pat Wang Yang on the shoulder as a sign of comfort.

However, he was frozen by Xiao Yi's cold eyes that suddenly turned his head and shot at him. He hurriedly lowered his hands embarrassingly, and blessed Wang Yang in a sympathetic tone: "Then I wish you two happiness..."

"Your words sound disgusting..."

Wang Yang felt goose bumps all over his body.Still wanting to reply to Qiao Feiyu, Xiao Yi, who had been walking in front, turned around and walked to Wang Yang's side.

"What have you been saying?"

"Haha, I didn't say anything, I just discussed where it would be better to go to City C after going out, because Qiao Feiyu's family also has a house there, and he has lived there for a few years, and he can be our guide at that time, so Just chat for a few more words, right?" Wang Yang winked at Qiao Feiyu.

"Oh, that's right, if you don't have a place to live in the past, you can live in my house first. I have a lot of vacant rooms there, haha." Qiao Feiyu quickly and consciously stayed with Wang Yang when he saw Xiao Yi coming over. After walking a certain distance, he politely smiled and spoke to Xiao Yi.

"Don't waste time." Frowning, Xiao Yi felt a little strange about Wang Yang's unnatural expression, and reminded them not to just talk.

"The chat is over, so what, let's move on! Xiao Yi." Pulling Xiao Yi's arm, leaving Qiao Feiyu, who was dripping with cold sweat and smiling stiffly, Wang Yang dragged Xiao Yi forward, and now he didn't want to Xiao Yi found out that he likes his tangled topics.

Seeing Wang Yang take the initiative to approach his body, Xiao Yi felt a little better. Although his expression was still so paralyzed, Wang Yang had already noticed that his mood was better, so he tightened Xiao Yi's arm even more, and pulled He walked quickly to the front, the dirt road that had slowly appeared man-made traces.

"What's the matter? What were you talking about just now?" Lin Jie, who was following curiously, stepped forward and asked Qiao Feiyu who was wiping the cold sweat off his brow.

"Hey, you are a child, don't worry about our adults' affairs." After folding the handkerchief and putting it back in his pocket, Qiao Feiyu pretended to be deep and said to Lin Jie.

"……Pooh!"

Lin Jie immediately expressed his contempt for Qiao Feiyu's pretended deep look, what?Don't think you are old, just treat him as a child, okay?Anyway, he's already eighteen, but he's old enough to shoot someone who kills people, so if he doesn't want to talk about it, he doesn't want to talk about it, hmph.

Feeling bored, Lin Jie passed Qiao Feiyu and walked forward, too lazy to ask him any more questions.