Overwhelm the gangster

I was an orphan in life, and a lonely soul in death.I don't know if it's because I have too much resentment or because I'm too attached to feelings, but I've been standing where I died as a wandering soul.

I really want to see my former lover Fang Qian again, but for some reason, no matter how I walk, I can't get out of this intersection that will kill me.

And Fang Qian hasn't appeared here since my death.

I can only see sporadic news about him from the newspapers thrown away by others. I know that he has made the gang bigger and bigger, that he has more and more enemies, and that his beautiful face is getting colder and colder. I also know that he has always been safe, but I also know that he misses each other just like me.

So every time I look at him in the newspaper, I can't help but feel uncomfortable. I really want to stand in front of him and say again, Fang Qian, I miss you very much. I can't go to heaven or hell if I think about it. Stand here and suffer.

I don't know when I will disappear, and I don't know if I can see that person again in this life... Sometimes I think in a daze, maybe one day I see from the newspaper that Fang Qian is accompanied by someone, maybe then I will I left with peace of mind, but I don't know when this day will come, maybe it's impossible to wait for another cycle.

Speaking of Fang Qian, he has always been that kind of beautiful and delicate character, no matter now or before.

People who have never met Fang Qian will think that they look like a dog, but those who have met Fang Qian know that compared to him, he is a pheasant next to Fenghuang and a weed next to Rose.

The first time I met Fang Qian was when I was five years old. I was taken back from the orphanage by Fang Qingfeng, the leader of the West City, to be a godson. shallow.

I was about the same age as him, but at that time Fang Qian was like a lifeless doll, looking at me motionlessly, with no expression, and no focus in her beautiful eyes.

Later I found out that Fang Qingfeng had just killed his mother and snatched him back to the West City, but he was frightened, and he didn't move or eat for several days, as if he was waiting to die.

Fang Qingfeng had no choice but to obey the psychiatrist, and took a child of the same age from the orphanage back to be with Fang Qian.

"Remember that I gave you my life, stay with him, and don't betray him in this life." Fang Qingfeng patted my shoulder and said at that time, I always remember those words.

I stayed by Fang Qian's side for a year, and he gradually let go of his defenses and talked to me. Fang Qingfeng was a little happy when he found out that Fang Qian was no longer so closed, but Fang Qingfeng also told me that Fang Qian should not rely on me too much. Because he is the young master of the West City, and I'm just a dog raised by Fang Qingfeng, he naturally didn't want Fang Qian to rely too much on me, but when Fang Qian left me, he didn't speak, and he had no choice but to let us go.

Fang Qingfeng treats his own son like an enemy, not to mention others, Fang Qian and I have been training together since childhood, now that I think about it, it can really be called devil training.

Of course, the reason why I haven't gone crazy or died in that environment is because Fang Qian is enough to protect me.

When I was six years old, Fang Qian and I went to school together.

On the first day of school, I got into a fight for him, because the chubby fellow in the same class and a group of people scolded Fang Qian, saying he was a wild baby that no one wanted, and that he was a bastard. care.He gave me my life, and I don't allow others to insult Fang Qian like this, so the result of the fight that day was that I knocked out two of Xiaopang's front teeth... From then on, when Xiaopang saw us, we hid.

At that time, because of Fang Qian's status as the young master of the West City, no one played with him, the teacher was afraid, and the parents of his classmates tried to avoid it...even though he was exquisite and beautiful.

At that time, I held his hand and said that I would never leave him for the rest of my life. Fang Qian smiled at him, really beautiful.Looking at his smile, I thought, if anyone dares to speak ill of him in the future, then I will beat him until he dare not speak up. This idea followed me until I died.

Fang Qian and I seem to be inseparable all the time, Fang Qian is indifferent and ruthless, and I always follow him quietly. People who have met us say that I am Fang Qian's shadow, and I just laughed and said nothing.

This kind of life lasted until our third year of high school. At that time, almost no one in the gang was my opponent, and Fang Qian never made a move.

When I was there, Fang Qingfeng was betrayed and escaped alone with wounds, leaving Fang Qian here. From then on, Fang Qian and I lived a life of being hacked and killed.

If I can't read the book anymore, it would be nice to survive.

During those days, I hacked people, and Fang Qian's hands were stained with blood. There was nothing I could do. My life was at stake.

At that time, in order to make a living, I did hard work on the construction site, robbed other people's bread... I even sold and sang on the street, in short, I tried all ways to make money.It's just that when I was making money, I was afraid of being recognized by the people in Dongcheng, and I was terrified all day long, but every time I cuddled with Fang Qian, I felt very warm in my heart.

This kind of life lasted for half a year. On Fang Qian’s birthday, we spent time in a dark basement. That night I took out the crumpled tenor to buy a small cake and a bottle of white wine. The face is slightly red, very beautiful...

When I woke up the next day, his body was in a mess, and my things were still in his body... I was shocked for a long time before I realized what happened. I hurriedly pulled out of his body, cleaned him carefully, and then sat down. Looking at him in a daze on the bed, I remember that I was drunk last night and seemed to have used force. Fucking him is a fact.

Looking at Fang Qian who was sleeping soundly, I really couldn't tell what it was like.

He is the kind of person with a cold face and a very proud heart. I thought he would kill me when he woke up.

At that time, all I thought was that once in a lifetime was enough.

I like Fang Qian, from the first time I saw him, I don't know when this kind of love changed in getting along, until this day I couldn't control the desire in my body and fell in love with him.

It's not that I didn't expect his response in my heart, but I didn't dare to speak after all... During this period of wild thinking, Fang Qian woke up. After he woke up and punched me, he began to put on his clothes and didn't say anything else.

That punch hurt a little, but at that moment I suddenly understood that he was being shy.Otherwise, with his temperament, he would have killed me with one shot. At that moment, I was so happy that I couldn't express it. I hugged him in my arms, Fang Qian struggled for a while and let me go.

After hiding in Tibet with Fang Qiandong for half a year, Fang Qingfeng came back after killing him, and Fang Qian became the high young master of Xicheng again, but in my eyes, he was a cold and awkward lover.

When Fang Qingfeng found out about our relationship, he pointed a gun at my head. Fang Qian folded his arms and sneered and remained silent.Fang Qingfeng didn't dare to shoot after all, but he slapped me and called him a white-eyed wolf.I bear it silently, in a way I am indeed a white-eyed wolf.

That night Fang Qian pulled my hair and said, "Forget it this time, remember, no one will hit you again in this life except me, Fang Qian." I was silent for a while, smiled and nodded, and put my arms around him Rolling on the bed, kissing his neck, doing the most intimate gestures between lovers on the bed...

Although Fang Qingfeng came back after a betrayal, he must have been severely injured, and some people couldn't hold back the scene. Coupled with the blow from Dongcheng, many people wanted to replace him.He wants to train Fang Qian, but Fang Qian is still young after all, and his heart is not in the underworld. What Fang Qian wants is to grow old together with me, but to be the young master of the gang. No one will allow him to think so That's all.

When I was 20 years old, at Fang Qian’s birthday party, someone raised a gun and united with people from Dongcheng to betray Fang Qingfeng. In the chaos, the two sides started shooting. I took advantage of the chaos and dragged Fang Qian out to kill him. When I walked down the alley, I couldn't walk anymore, and squatted on the ground panting.

Because in that chaotic shooting, I was shot twice in the chest. It was already the limit to get here. There was too much blood flow, and I was too tired. I propped up my eyes and looked at Fang Qian's flustered and shocked look. , said the last sentence to him is to live well, and then fell to the ground... When I stood here again, the place was already covered with blood, and my body was chopped into a human shape, and finally the body was taken away by the police , I don’t know where to throw it, but fortunately, Fang Qian escaped...

On Fang Qian's birthday, from spring to winter, he bloodbathed Xicheng and Dongcheng, and became famous in one fell swoop... It's just that he has never been here, and I have been standing here waiting for him.

Today is Fang Qian's birthday again, it's raining, and it doesn't feel like the soul is standing in the rain.

Today may be destined to be a restless night, pedestrians pass by in a hurry.

When it was getting dark, a few hooligans dragged a high school student and threw him into the alley. The high school student was a student from a nearby high school. He often walks in this area. I am familiar with him. His name seems to be Yang Chen. Love to cry.

The gangsters started to fight with the man still on the ground, cursing at the same time: "Damn, you dare to move the person the boss likes, you are getting impatient."

There was no seriousness in the attacks of several people, and Yang Chen's head bled very quickly.

After playing for a while, a person on the side frowned and took a puff of smoke and said, "Forget it, let's go." He was wearing the same uniform as Yang Chen, and he seemed to be from the same school. Stopped his words, and kicked Yang Chen each before leaving.

Yang Chen lay on the ground curled up and didn't make a sound from the beginning to the end, his head was bleeding, I looked at it and frowned, I'm afraid that part of the bleeding would be hopeless.

But I can only watch him bleed, because I'm just a ghost who can't get out of this forbidden place, and I can't do anything about these things.

At this time, I suddenly thought that maybe I would have a companion.

At this moment Yang Chen slowly opened his eyes, glanced at me, opened his mouth for a long time but did not make a sound.

I looked at his mouth carefully and saw him say, live for me.

Live for me, finished speaking silently, Yang Chen closed his eyes, at that moment I suddenly thought of Fang Qian, did he ever watch me fall into his arms so helplessly, telling him to live with blood dripping Yes, at this moment, deep despair surrounded me, and I suddenly wanted to see Fang Qian very much, no matter which way we met.

At this moment, my head suddenly sank, and my mind went blank. When I came back to my senses, I only felt pain all over my body. In the haze, I felt that I was bleeding, and I couldn't move even if I wanted to stand up. The rain kept hitting me, which was very uncomfortable.

For a long time, I felt a light appear, it was a light, I opened my eyes hard, and what imprinted on my eyebrows was a face full of boredom and worry.

I slumped down and thought, maybe I can really meet Fang Qian.