Overwhelm the gangster

He doesn't understand anything, the world is beautiful in his clean and innocent eyes, he thinks that Yang Chen is dead, I should live well, can't he understand, I killed the one who always liked me A person, from his previous life to this life, he has never had a good time, and should such a person live a good life?

He looked at me worriedly, probably because he had never seen me so angry. In the end, I really didn't want to get angry with him, because it was unnecessary, and because it was my own fault, and it shouldn't be attributed to others. I waved my hand tiredly and said, "Go back..."

He hung his head and packed the drawing board, then left. When he was making the room, he turned his head, looked at me with clear eyes and said, "When do you leave, I will give you the money."

"No need, I'll be leaving soon." I flatly refused, "You can keep the money to buy drawing boards and paints."

He lowered his head, looking a little aggrieved, finally he closed the door and left a sentence, he said: "I know you don't like to hear it, and I know you are sad, but if you like someone, you don't want to see him sad Yes, if there is really such a saying, the person who likes you must want to see you laughing, he can't be with you in this life, he will definitely wait for you in the next life, because he knows that only you are left in this life A person, you will be very painful, he will not want you to suffer, so, you put him in your heart and live well is the best miss for him."

After he finished speaking, the door was closed, and I remained silent in the room.

Then I packed my luggage and decided to go back to China that night, because I realized that coming to London was the wrong choice.

When I got on the plane, I suddenly thought of this innocent man, I don't know his name yet, but he taught me a lesson.

After returning to China, I invited Fang Tong to dinner, and Fang Qian naturally followed. The two were still very affectionate. When Fang Qian faced Fang Tong coldly, his eyes softened unconsciously, while Fang Tong had a loose expression. When the face is shallow, the corners of the mouth will show a happy smile, and the warmth index between the two almost shines in my eyes.

Fang Tong peeled the prawns for Fang Qian and asked, "When will we leave again?"

I was silent for a while and smiled, "I don't intend to leave."

Fang Tong looked at me in surprise and said, "Have you figured it out? Have you had an affair abroad?"

Fang Qian snorted coldly, Fang Tong hurriedly looked away from me, and continued to peel the shrimp for him, the expression on Fang Qian's face softened a little.

"No, I just feel that I was too decadent in the past." I smoked a cigarette and said lightly, "I think I should be responsible for myself."

Fang Tong nodded and said with a smile, "It's good that you can think so."

We were talking, we were eating quietly, Fang Qian and Fang Tong occasionally whispered something, now facing that Yang Chen's face, I found myself calm, my heart still hurts, but not so much anymore Heartbreaking, because the soul of this body does not belong to Yang Chen, he is just a skin...

Later, I was very busy, busy with work, busy with taking care of my parents, and occasionally went on a blind date to find a partner as they wished. My parents had great expectations of me, but after seeing my decadence in those years, They feel that as long as someone wants me in this world, they will ask for nothing.

I just laughed lightly when I heard this, and didn't say anything else.

The days passed by slowly, and I almost forgot those days when I was running outside. The boy I met in London gradually became blurred in my mind, and what I think of most is the rain in London.

But I am still very grateful to that child in my heart. He opened up the wound in my heart severely and gave me a reason to live well.

I still think of Yang Chen, but instead of feeling sad every time I think about it, I feel that we will meet one day, these days are not bitter, but sweet.

This kind of life lasted for three years.Three years later, there was a painting exhibition in Beijing, which was said to be held by a famous painter.

I just watched the flash news on TV, and for some reason, I thought of that young man in London at that time. I think if it was him, he would definitely have such achievements in the future.

I remembered the address, and on the day the art exhibition opened, I drove there unconsciously.

I came early and there were not many people, so I parked the car and walked in. The outside is full of landscape paintings. The paintings are very beautiful and warm. It always makes people feel very sunny. I like this style of painting. Go inside When I was sleeping, I accidentally bumped into someone. I quickly apologized, and he said, "It's okay." Then he stretched out his hand and said, "My name is Wen Yun."

This is a person with a very elegant temperament, about 20 years old, and wearing a pair of glasses, which makes him look more gentle.

And the name is a little familiar, I thought about it for a while and smiled and said: "You are the painter of this art exhibition, it's an honor to meet you, my name is Huang Zhao."

I stretched out my hand, but he withdrew his hand, frowning slightly, looking at me with a trace of dissatisfaction, I raised my eyebrows, and he said, "Did you really forget me?"

I looked at him carefully, and saw the young man in London from his eyebrows.It's just that the boy is shy, but this one is calm.

"It's you." Suddenly, I opened my mouth.

He smiled and said: "It's me, I have been looking for you, and I don't know your name, I only know that you live in this city, so I came here to hold a painting exhibition, I thought maybe we would meet, I didn't expect , I'm very happy that you're really here." He said as he took my hand and walked inside.

It is full of figure paintings, and that figure is me, with eyes already painted on, and it is full of spirits, because of this pair of eyes, the people in the whole painting appear a little more spirited.

I was stunned, and he said: "The you now are the same as I thought at the beginning, so it should be you."

Putting away all the emotions in my heart, I looked at him and said seriously: "Speaking of which, I should thank you, it is you who made me what I am now."

He smiled, and overlapped with the shy boy in his memory, he said: "Huang Zhao, I...I like you. I liked you at first sight. You don't need to persuade me, and you don't need to say that we can't, I I just want to tell you that I have liked you for three years, and I just want to tell you."

I was shocked, and I have to admit, I've never come across such a confession, and a person like it.

He looked into my eyes and said: "You can refuse, but I can also chase you. I know there is someone in your heart, I don't mind, and I don't ask for an afterlife, I just want to be with you in this life." After finishing speaking, He stepped forward and kissed my lips...

I... ran away.

Then, Wen Yun in my office sent those portraits of me, and I put them away, but I didn't see him again.

After Fang Tong heard about this, he called me, his tone of teasing was gone, and he said, "There is such a person, why don't you try to accept it?"

"I……"

Fang Tong interrupted me: "Don't talk about age, gender is not a problem, what does age matter, besides, I heard that he liked you for three years, how many three years of life can be wasted? If you think it's okay, Think about it, feelings can be cultivated slowly."

"..." I fell silent.

Fang Tong sighed and said: "You know, it is impossible for Yang Chen to come back. Now that there is someone who can take care of you, I think he will agree."

I turned off the phone, opened the paintings sent by Wenyun, and looked at them one by one. Finally, I drove to his art exhibition. He stood at the door with a warm and elegant smile. When he saw me, his eyes curled up, very beautiful .

"I was watching you the day you left, but at that time I didn't have the capital to pursue you, we were too different, and you would never believe me, so I kept watching you leave. Now, I won't Let go, I will always be by your side and accompany you." Wen Yun looked at me and said softly.

I looked at him, my heart softened suddenly, I think I should give him a chance, maybe the love between us is not equal, but I still like him a little bit in my heart, so we should at least try, because Like I said, I'm going to start living again.