The wealthy young master fell in love with me by selling miserably

It was as if the surrounding air had been sucked out in an instant, leaving only the cold squeezed from all directions, which made him almost suffocate.

He didn't even dare to breathe, he lowered his head little by little, clutching the gift box tightly, as if he was afraid that Shen Fei would find him, and he knew that everything was futile.

He screwed up.

He screwed everything up.

Shen Fei will appear here, probably the "surprise" mentioned in the morning, pretending to be a driver and appearing in his driver's seat, driving him to a suitable place, and giving him a surprise, it seems that Shen Fei will do it thing.

He didn't want to destroy Shen Fei's mind so much, but he had already destroyed it completely.

He finally understood why Zong Yuyan looked at him in astonishment when the car drove away, because he recognized Shen Fei who was driving under the light.

The painful reality beat him dizzy, and the lack of oxygen in his brain caused by not daring to breathe caused him to slam into the car window, and he quickly held on to the car door with his fingers to avoid fainting.

But even with such an inescapable sound, the interior of the car was still as usual, only the sound of the dashboard ticking, as if nothing could shake the man in front of him.

Obviously not usually like this.

Normally, even if I coughed, I would get nervous greetings from the other party.

But now, the man's tense side face in the rearview mirror was like a sharp knife, piercing his heart fiercely.

This is retribution.

Paper can't contain fire, and the relationship that started with a lie will eventually end in reality.

This is his crime and punishment.

The car was driving slowly on the bustling road. On both sides of the street were couples enjoying the sweetness of Qixi Festival. The shops were covered with warm lanterns, but the bustling neighborhood seemed to be separated by a thin car door.

Shen Fei didn't speak, Ning Yiqing couldn't figure out his thoughts and didn't dare to speak, and didn't know whether Shen Fei really wanted to recognize him, even when he was splashed with sewage all over the Internet, he was not as bleak as he is now helpless.

His heart was pounding, his fingers were unconsciously groping on the leather seat, and suddenly he touched something, and he saw through the light that it was a petal, a fresh rose petal exuding fragrance.

He hurriedly lowered his head and didn't dare to look any further, didn't dare to think about it, when the car drove into the underground parking lot, it was as if he was ushering in his public execution.

Shen Fei pressed the handbrake, leaned on the seat, and didn't say a word.

Ning Yiqing couldn't see his expression from this position, but the quiet atmosphere was like a tiger that could tear him apart at any time.Ning Yiqing was really scared, so scared that she didn't know what to do, so she rushed out the door as soon as the car came to a complete stop, until she rushed into the elevator and seemed to regain a little bit of oxygen.

Don't be afraid, calm down.

Shen Fei didn't say anything, maybe he didn't want himself to find out that he was the one driving the car, and wanted all this to disappear in the memory of the two of them as if it had never happened.

The rationality of an adult tells him that this is the best way, and some things are difficult to maintain once they are broken.

He sat slumped on the sofa without turning on the light, and the moonlight crept in from the window and crept onto his back and shoulders, illuminating his pale lips from the cold.

He didn't know what he was thinking, let alone what to do, he just sat quietly, as if time could stop there.

The cell phone on the coffee table suddenly lit up. He didn't move, but just glanced at it. It was from Jiang Man.

Jiang Man: Happy Qixi Festival!Have you received any surprises?

Jiang Man: Going back to the company is a lie to you hahahaha, are you satisfied with the new driver?

Ning Yiqing had no expression at all. If Jiang Man was here, he would probably be frightened by his appearance, because no one had ever seen him with such a dead expression.

After a long time, he stood up slumped, and walked towards the bedroom like a walking dead.

He didn't know what to do, he always felt that if he lay down and closed his eyes, maybe everything would be over.

But the moment he pushed open the door, a flickering light suddenly shone over. On the floor were love hearts made of small lanterns. The walls and ceiling were covered with decorative balloons. On the desk was an exquisite cake, bright red. The ribbons were tied into beautiful bows, and Ning Yiqing didn't even have to walk over to see the red hearts.

There were postcards all over the floor and bed. He bent down and picked up the one at his feet. It was a photo of himself on it. He didn’t even know when the simple home clothes were taken. He subconsciously flipped to the back of the card. Sure enough, I wrote a row of words.

"My first video with brother!"

It turned out that it was the picture that Shen Fei cut down during their video.

He picked up another photo, which was also his own photo, but the text behind it was replaced with "The 10th day with my brother!".

He suddenly couldn't help picking up the scattered postcards, all of them were of himself, smiling, sleeping, working, wearing stage costumes, and wearing aprons. Focus on Shen Fei's record.

"The 52nd day with my brother!", "The 100th day with my brother!", "The 136th day with my brother!"...

Then there is the last and only photo of Shen Fei scattered on the bedside. He is smiling brightly in front of the camera, and he can be infected by that bright smile even through the photos. This time it is written on the back—— "Every day of brother love."

"I always thought that falling in love with my brother was the luckiest thing for me, but then I realized that getting my brother's response is the luckiest thing for me! I know that I am not good enough, there are many naive places, and I can't solve everything for my brother. , I’m not a good match with my brother, but I’m sure that my love for my brother will not be lost to anyone, and I will try my best to give my brother the best! Every day from now on, I will continue to love my brother until the last moment of my life! PS : My wish on Qixi Festival is to hear my brother say he loves me!"

Ning Yiqing's tears fell drop by drop on the postcard, blurring the black handwriting.

It turns out that Shen Fei has always noticed that he has never said "I love you" to him. It turns out that he is not ignorant, but just foolishly feels that what he has done is not good enough.

He was deceiving himself and others, so why not Shen Fei?They are all trying to speculate on each other's heart with a hint of luck.

He no longer dared to think about what kind of mood Shen Fei used to write these words, and what kind of mood he used to hear that desperate answer from his own mouth.

He didn't know how much Shen Fei had prepared for this day, and how many words besides postcards he wanted to say to himself. I want to think about Shen Fei's mood when he left these things.

The house was turned into a mess by him, as if a thief had entered, and the postcards, gift boxes, and stickers scattered all over the floor were like thorns, piercing his heart.

Until the last sticker was also found, he seemed to have lost his mind, desperately thinking where else, there must be more than this.

Then, he thought of the petal he touched in the car. He didn't find any flowers in any corner of the house, but there were petals there.

He immediately stepped on his shoes and rushed out the door. He ran all the way to the underground parking lot. The sensor lights lit up row by row. Turning around the stone pillar was his parking space, but when he turned the corner and saw the rear of the car, he suddenly stopped. up.

Shen Fei was leaning on the open trunk, with two slender and straight legs crossed together, behind him was a sea of ​​flowers stuffed to the brim, and the blooming flowers seemed to fill the whole parking lot with fragrance, refreshing and refreshing, but they couldn't keep warm Two people standing here.

Ning Yiqing moved her lips, Shen Fei heard the voice and looked over, the two looked at each other, only then did Ning Yiqing see that there was still a lighted cigarette in his hand.

He never knew that Shen Fei could also smoke, at least Shen Fei had never smoked in front of him.

But now, Ning Yiqing thinks of Zong Yu's words that he saw before he left, followed by those words like a nightmare

"What's the difference between you treating him now and the me at the beginning? Aren't you afraid that he will become the second me?!"

Shen Fei didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, letting the cigarette smoke in his hand linger, as if time stood still.

"You're back..." he said softly.

Ning Yiqing's fingers turned cold, "Why are you still..."

"I do not know either."

Shen Fei interrupted him, his voice was very calm, his understatement made Ning Yiqing shudder.

"I don't know why I'm still here, maybe... just waiting for my brother to come back! When my brother thinks it through, come back and see me."

"Shen Fei."

Ning Yiqing took a few steps forward, but stopped instantly when she met Shen Fei's gaze looking up.He saw that the sockets of Shen Fei's eyes were red, and those beautiful eyes were bloodshot, and he heard a faint choking sound after Shen Fei's Adam's apple slipped.

"In fact, I should be happy. I am happy that brother is back to see me."

"What I'm most afraid of is that tomorrow morning, my brother will say good morning to me as if nothing happened. What should I do? I really don't know what to do. If my brother chooses to ignore me like that, but he is still willing With me, how am I going to keep this drama going?"

"Because I know that my heart is with you, and if you tell me back, I won't be able to leave."

Ning Yiqing couldn't bear it anymore, rushed over and hugged Shen Fei fiercely, his heart seemed to be broken into pieces, only by hugging Shen Fei hard could the pain there be less intense.

Shen Fei also hugged him back, the hands he hugged his back were so hot and tight, as if they would be lost from his fingertips if he didn't pay attention.

"I'm sorry Shen Fei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I really worked hard, I've been working hard to be with you... But, but I don't have a heart, I really don't know how to love someone, even if we are together No matter how happy we are, as long as we are separated, I will feel that everything is not real."

The loneliness when being alone will whip his sore spots over and over again, making him realize that love is so exhausting for him, and only thinking about nothing is the best strength to live.

But since there is no heart, why does it hurt so much?

He cried bitterly in Shen Fei's arms, and wondered why he was the one who cried so hard?Shouldn't the person who was hurt the most be Shen Fei?

Shen Fei didn't know what mood he was in, he was hurting his own pain and Ning Yiqing's pain at the same time, but he soon discovered that the temperature that wet his clothes was more painful than his own pain.

The person in his arms was trembling, such a thin body was all attached to him, as if without him he would dry up and die.Let him realize that even his own self, which is riddled with holes, is the hope of this life.

"I won't leave brother."

He heard himself say, "When I was away, I kept thinking, at least I still want to enjoy my kindness to you, at least I still feel happy when I'm with me... Wouldn't it be the same as when I first confessed to my brother?" Is it the same as yours? It doesn’t matter if you get rejected, you have to try to be nice to him and let him fall in love with you, that’s what I said to myself at the time.”

"It's the same now."

"As long as my brother still feels happy being with me, I won't leave."

Or if he couldn't leave, even if it was such a pain, it would be thousands of times better than letting him leave Ning Yiqing.

It's just going all over again, nothing to be sad about.

"I'll make you fall in love with me, brother."

The author has something to say: So, in fact, it’s not that abused, hahahaha, I’m worried that everyone’s ability to be abused is relatively poor...

Xiaofeifei is always very powerful at critical moments!

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感谢在2021-01-2620:46:16~2021-01-2718:26:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles at a loss; 1 bottle waiting to return; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!