Pheromone Deficiency Report

The medicine given by the doctor took effect very quickly, and Gu Jinyi's fever disappeared after a while, and the redness of her cheeks also faded a lot.

But he never woke up.

He had a very long dream, in which he seemed to want to live all his short life of the past twenty years.

He saw his five-year-old self walking into the Gu family's villa by the corner of his mother's skirt, and his 22-year-old self, who burned photos of his past after marrying Chu Miyun, and his 25-year-old self, sending Chu Miyun Xiaonian went to kindergarten, and stood outside the door for a long time like every doting father...

But all these scenes eventually disappeared one by one, and they were only frozen at Chu Miyun's funeral.

On a rainy day, he stood in front of the tomb in black, surrounded by malicious people in all directions.

But this time Xie Huaizhou didn't come, he didn't show up in front of him with that marriage contract.

The person who came was his lover when he was 20 years old, just like when they met back then, with an indifferent and taciturn face, not handsome, and the smell of pheromone is very weak, if you don't distinguish carefully, you may even be mistaken for beta.

He came in the rain, also dressed in black, like a thin and straight poplar, silently holding the umbrella on top of his head.

"I'll take you home." The man said to him lightly, without the surprise of reunion after a long absence, and without the deep and passionate love of the past.

Just such an ordinary sentence.

Gu Jin also stared at him blankly, he had deliberately not remembered this person's name for many years, it seemed that this way he could bury the past more thoroughly.

But the moment he saw this person's face, his name came up again from the bottom of his heart, engraved in the position of his heart.

Fu Shen.

The person he loves is called Fu Chen.

Gu Jin also didn't speak, just looked at each other with him, the long umbrella was on top of his head, shielding him from all the bitter wind and rain outside.

Fu Chen has been very calm, apologizing to him on his own: "I'm sorry, I came a lot later than the agreed time. But I will do what I promised you. I bought a small house on another planet and brought There are gardens, swings, and terraces, where you can see the stars when the weather is fine, and you can invite friends to play when you are free."

He repeated Gu Jinyi's 20-year-old dream word by word.

Then, after a pause, he stared into Gu Jinyi's eyes and asked in a low voice, "Yiyi, are you coming with me?"

Gu Jin also waited for this sentence for many years.

He once thought he would never hear it again in his life.

He swore never to forgive the person in front of him, and never see him again until death.

But he has never been promising, and a single sentence made him burst into tears.

The man's hand was spread out in front of him, wide and dry, carrying all his unwillingness and expectations.

He stretched out his hand uncontrollably, wanting to put it up and grab the future he had lost.

But just when he touched that slightly cold palm.

Fu Chen, who had always looked at him calmly, as if he had never loved him, dissipated like a blue smoke.

Without warning, without a word, just like when he was 20 years old.

The long-handled black umbrella fell to the ground, and the rain poured down on his head and face, drenching him completely.

……

Gu Jin also woke up.

The moment he opened his eyes, what he saw was Xie Huaizhou looking down at him. He was completely different from Fu Chen, with handsome features that could be regarded as a sculptor's masterpiece, high nose and thin lips, and a pair of ruthless eyes.

But maybe because he was still in a dream, he actually saw Xie Huaizhou as Fu Chen in an instant.

He felt absurd in his heart, but he was uncontrollably sad.

And Xie Huaizhou looked at him with complicated eyes, stretched out his hand to touch the corner of his eyes, and said in a flat tone: "You are crying."

This is a declarative sentence.

Only then did Gu Jinyi realize that his face was covered with tears, and he even wet the pillow.

He stared blankly at Xie Huaizhou, Xie Huaizhou asked him why he was crying, but he didn't answer, just sat up from the bed dully.

It was warm in the house.

This is not the G6 star, not the rainy funeral, the person next to him, nor the lover who abandoned him when he was 20 years old.

Gu Jin also knew what he should say.

Xie Huaizhou was very kind to him, helped him keep Chu Miyun's inheritance, helped him take care of Chu Xiaonian, and was considerate of him in every way.

He shouldn't be unresponsive to him.

But the smell of pheromone on Xie Huaizhou's body prevented him from waking up from the dream just now.

He even felt that he was still having a fever, otherwise why would his heart hurt so much?

Xie Huaizhou saw that Gu Jinyi kept silent and did not force him, but took his temperature for him, turned around and brought Gu Jinyi a glass of warm water.

He was just dealing with work, so he wore glasses and looked calmer and more distant than usual.

But his voice was very gentle, as if he had deliberately suppressed it.

He asked Gu Jinyi: "Did you dream of Chu Miyun? You cried a lot just now."

It was the most plausible explanation he could think of.

Gu Jin also looked at the cup in his hand, was silent for a while, and then gave a soft "hmm".

He acquiesced to this reason. He didn't want to mention "Fu Chen" to anyone. This was a mistake in his life, and he might never let it go in this life.

Xie Huaizhou blinked his eyelashes, and asked him again: "Do you miss her very much?"

Gu Jin also knew that he was asking about "her", Chu Miyun.

He really misses Chu Miyun now, because if Chu Miyun is still around, he will definitely scold him for being so stubborn.

But he curled the corner of his mouth palely, and said, "Maybe, I miss him a little bit."

He thought he had completely buried the past, but his dream easily exposed his disguise.

It really makes people... lose face.

Xie Huaizhou was silent for a while, and did not speak again.

The room was so quiet that only the sound of breathing could be heard.

He has been by Gu Jinyi's side since the afternoon, and Gu Jinyi has always been very good. He didn't realize that Gu Jinyi was crying until he heard the slight sobbing sound. He cried depressively and carefully, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

He heard Gu Jinyi say a few words vaguely, which sounded like "Don't go..."

do not go.

He lowered his eyes, suppressed the churning emotions in his heart, raised his hand and rang the call bell on the bedside, and said to Gu Jinyi: "Since you don't have a fever, let's get up and have some dinner to replenish some energy."

Gu Jinyi still looked at him dully, with red eye circles, eyes like washed gems, after a long while, he nodded obediently.

"Thank you." Gu Jinyi's voice was very hoarse, but he still didn't forget to thank him.

But Xie Huaizhou didn't want to hear his thanks at all.

Dinner came quickly and was eaten at the dining table in the living room.

Considering that Gu Jinyi's appetite has not recovered much, the dinner is soft and light porridge, but there are dozens of dim sum and side dishes. I am afraid that Gu Jinyi will not find a taste he likes.

The meal was exceptionally dull.

After a while, Gu Jinyi thanked Xie Huaizhou in a soft voice: "Thank you for taking care of me all afternoon, for causing you trouble, I was supposed to go to the art exhibition, but I..."

But before he finished speaking, Xie Huaizhou interrupted him.

"You don't need to thank me, no alpha will leave a sick partner alone," Xie Huaizhou said lightly, "this is the alpha's responsibility."

Gu Jin also knew that Xie Huaizhou was trying to comfort him, but nothing could repay the kindness.

But a few minutes later, Xie Huaizhou seemed to remember something, and said to him, "I'm going on a business trip next Wednesday, so prepare yourself and come with me. It will take about a week."

Gu Jin also nodded quickly, "Okay, I will ask the studio for leave."

Xie Huaizhou didn't say anything, he was more silent than Gu Jinyi today.

After eating, he gave Gu Jinyi a supplement left by the doctor.

This is not for fever, but for Gu Jinyi's weakness.

He watched Gu Jinyi drink the supplement, and put a candy in Gu Jinyi's palm like rewarding a child.

"Your reward," he whispered, "supplements are bitter."

Gu Jin also looked at the round little candy, and wanted to say that he was not afraid of suffering, and no one coaxed him to take medicine since he was a child.

But when he was in the nursing home, Fu Chen would give him a pudding after he finished drinking the medicine.

But he didn't say anything in the end. He tore open the package and put the candy in his mouth. It was the strawberry flavor he liked.

Xie Huaizhou saw that he ate the candy, so he stood up and went back to the desk. After finishing the last bit of work, he went to the balcony to smoke.

The balcony is a floor-to-ceiling window, and Gu Jin can clearly see Xie Huaizhou's back from the bed.

Tall, with broad shoulders and narrow waist, looks thin but muscular, giving people a sense of security.

In fact, he had discovered before that Xie Huaizhou's back was so similar to Fu Chen's that he could hardly tell them apart.

In fact, during the years when he was married to Chu Miyun in G6, he didn't think of Fu Chen so often.

Ever since he begged Fu Chen for the last time before going to the operating table, but got no response, he began to avoid everything about Fu Chen.

The days in G6 star are very peaceful, and after a long time, he will become numb, and he can pretend that he doesn't love him very well.

But ever since he came to Baidi Star and came to Xie Huaizhou's side, these memories of him seemed to be slowly awakened.

Xie Huaizhou's pheromones, Xie Huaizhou's back, and Xie Huaizhou's little unconscious habits all reminded him of Fu Chen.

He knew that it was disrespectful to regard one person as another, but when he looked at the back of Xie Huaizhou smoking on the balcony, his heart ached uncontrollably.

He even wondered if it would have been much easier if he had fallen in love with Xie Huaizhou back then. At least Xie Huaizhou looked like a gentle and responsible person, and even if he had to abandon him, he would have a decent ending.

Xie Huaizhou smoked seven or eight cigarettes on the balcony.

He hasn't smoked so much for a long time, because Gu Jin doesn't like the smell of cigarettes either.

But he's in a really bad mood today.

He looked at the bluebells in the garden with a blank expression, and thought to himself that it seemed useless to be a gentleman.

He is trying his best to play the gentle and decent person that Gu Jinyi likes, but it is of no use, Gu Jinyi is not crying for others in his bed.

Xie Huaizhou's expression darkened, the cigarette in his hand flickered in the night, accumulated a long period of soot, tremblingly broke from it, and fell on the window sill.

Gu Jinyi's teary eyes are beautiful, but as soon as he thinks that those tears are shed for others, the dark side of his heart wakes up like a volcano under the sea.

He was still warning Xie Ke not to act recklessly two days ago, but today he was thinking, why should he pretend to be a good person, anyway, it will be fake in the end.

If he wanted to wait for Gu Jinyi to gradually forget about Chu Miyun by himself, how long would he have to wait?

He was really unwilling to exchange his rescue for Gu Jinyi's obedience, because that was not what he wanted, even if Gu Jinyi slept with him, it was not out of willingness.

But to deal with a soft-hearted Gu Jinyi, there is not only one way to repay him with kindness.

He knows Gu Jinyi too well, understands every little habit of him, and also understands all his weaknesses.

He extinguished the cigarette in his hand, turned around, and looked at Gu Jinyi in the French window.

Gu Jin also wore soft champagne pajamas, sitting on the bedside reading a book, his face was still a little pale, but the light coated his face with a layer of honey-like pale gold.

Xie Huaizhou watched him silently for a while.

Probably because his gaze was too aggressive, Gu Jin raised his head and looked at him.

Xie Huaizhou smiled at him lightly, like a mask carved on his face.

But it was too far away, and Gu Jin couldn't see clearly.

The author says:

Sister Chu, Mr. Xie's number one imaginary enemy.

Pheromone Deficiency Report