Pheromone Deficiency Report
Chapter 15 "I Don't Love You"
It was already late when Gu Jinyi and Xie Huaizhou left the restaurant, the temperature outside dropped a little, and there was a kind of cold vapor on their faces.
They walked together in the alley, the road was very quiet, this place is not close to the main city, most of the tourists scattered, only singing and chatting came from the small bar on the side of the road.
Gu Jin also lowered his head all the time, watching the moonlight shining all over the ground, like pieces of silver.
He stepped on the moonlight and thought of Fu Chen again inappropriately.
He once told Fu Chen that if given the chance, he would like to take him back to the place where he used to study.
Now that he really came back here, the person beside him was not Fu Chen, but Xie Huaizhou.
Gu Jin also turned to look at Xie Huaizhou.
Xie Huaizhou noticed his gaze, turned his head and asked him, "What's wrong?"
When he asked this question, they had just left the alley, and the bright lights illuminated Xie Huaizhou's sculpted and handsome face.
Gu Jin also shook his head dully, "It's nothing."
He was really drunk today, and the aftertaste of the wine made his brain like a paste, but he didn't know it.
After a while, he whispered to Xie Huaizhou, "I don't want to go back yet, I want to take a boat."
He was talking about the pointed boats parked by the water, painted in bright jewel-like colors, specially for tourists to choose freely, and after paying with the optical brain, they will follow the sightseeing route.
He stared at the boat for a while, like a child watching candy in a glass jar.
Xie Huaizhou seldom saw Gu Jinyi look like this, so he immediately dragged Gu Jinyi to the water's edge, picked a peacock blue boat according to his wishes, and paid the star coins.
Because he was afraid that Gu Jinyi would not be able to stand firmly, he went up with Gu Jinyi in his arms, and Gu Jinyi was also obedient, hugging his neck obediently.
Anyone who reads it will think that they are a pair of lovers who fled at night.
They wandered aimlessly in the boat.
Now the water surface is very deserted, no longer crowded with boats like in the daytime, and there are few tourists on the shore path.
Gu Jinyi lay obediently on the armrest, looking at the scenery on the water with erratic eyes. He would occasionally murmur to Xie Huaizhou, saying that he had been to a certain place, and that the wine in that tavern was terrible, and it was mixed with water. is a liar.
Xie Huaizhou also listened quietly, looking at him almost indulgently.
When passing a stone bridge, Gu Jinyi suddenly stretched out his hand, pointed to a church on the bank and said to Xie Huaizhou: "This church is the place where the female governor of Roselle met her lover 200 years ago. So This church is regarded as a symbol of love, and all couples who come to the church will never be separated."
Xie Huaizhou raised his eyes and saw that this church was small and pure white. Although it was very beautiful, it seemed to be no different from other churches.
Human beings are like this, wishful thinking to attach romantic colors to things without emotion.
But he soon heard Gu Jinyi beside him quietly added.
"This legend is false. Rand College couples almost always come here. In the end, nine out of ten couples broke up after graduation."
Xie Huaizhou laughed dumbfounded.
It's an unsurprising ending.
He asked Gu Jinyi in a low voice: "Then have you been here before?"
He didn't mean to be jealous, but he was still jealous.
Gu Jinyi is so outstanding, whether it is in the Rand Institute or in the streets and alleys, there are many people who admire him one after another, trying to trick him into going to this church to grow old together.
It took Gu Jin a few seconds to understand what Xie Huaizhou meant.
He lay on the railing, staring blankly at the church.
The church in the dark of night is not as lively as it was during the day, but because it is a holy place for lovers to worship, there are always flowers at the door of this church. One after another couples make wishes here, thinking that they will never change their minds.
"No, I haven't been here."
He forgot the existence of Xie Huaizhou in an instant, looked at the church and said to himself, "When I was 20 years old, I wanted to bring someone here, and I wanted to go into the church with him and offer a bouquet of flowers. I know these things are What makes no sense is something that idiot couples would do. But I still want to do it with him."
Gu Jin also stared at the pure white chapel, the moonlight clearly showed the tears on his face.
He whispered: "I used to love him very much and wanted to grow old with him forever. But he doesn't want me anymore."
In an instant, he changed back to his 20-year-old appearance, young, with a green and childish face remaining, loving someone innocently and fearlessly.
Xie Huaizhou's heart suddenly jumped wildly, staring fixedly at Gu Jinyi's tearful side face.
The night was so quiet that he could even hear the chaotic voices in his heart.
He knew that Gu Jin was also drunk, and what he said might not be true.
But he still couldn't help it, and asked dryly: "If that person appears in front of you again now, are you still willing to bring him?"
Gu Jinyi still looked at the church.
At this moment, he couldn't tell who was next to him again.
How could someone have such a voice like Fu Chen?
But the moonlight was too bright for him to indulge in the past.
He shook his head in pain: "I don't want it anymore. He lied to me and broke up with me. I have been looking for him for a long time, but he ignored me."
There was a heartbreaking sadness in Gu Jinyi's voice.
Xie Huaizhou was frozen in place by the sound, turning into a silent sculpture.
He heard Gu Jinyi say something vaguely after a brief pause.
"I don't want to marry him anymore, and I don't want to grow old forever."
Gu Jin also smiled at Xie Huaizhou with tears in his eyes, his vision was blurred by tears, and he mistook Xie Huaizhou for Fu Chen again.
He said to "Fu Chen": "Do you know? I married someone else later, and I had a very lovely child. I am very, very happy."
I've had a good time without you.
Not being married to the person you love is not so scary.
I'm not withered, I'm not heartbroken, I'm still alive and well.
He tried his best to smile, which would have been more convincing if his face wasn't covered in tears.
"I don't love you anymore." He said firmly.
This sentence is obviously very light, but it is like thunder hitting the calm water.
Xie Huaizhou was so hit that he woke up in an instant.
Time is like a shining river, lying between him and Gu Jinyi, laughing at his overthinking.
He has long since become a stranger, not qualified to make Gu Jinyi stop crying.
He stretched out his hand and gently wiped away Gu Jinyi's tears.
The tears were warm, but quickly turned cold.
He had a lot of things he wanted to say to Gu Jinyi, but if he missed the right timing, he would never have the chance to say it again.
After a while, he whispered: "He didn't want you. But he is a bastard. Forget about him."
He asked Gu Jinyi: "I will love you again instead of him, okay?"
Gu Jin also didn't answer whether he was okay or not.
Because when he asked this sentence, Gu Jinyi was too tired from crying and fell asleep in his arms.
He is very light, leaning on Xie Huaizhou's body seems weightless.
The sound of water murmurs, and the world is silent.
Xie Huaizhou looked at the church on the shore again. In the past 200 years, he did not know how much love and parting this church has witnessed.
Surrounded by the familiar sea-flavored pheromone, Gu Jin had another long dream.
In the dream, he returned to the nursing home and found a bloody, unconscious person in a nearby forest, which looked dangerous at first glance.
He didn't know why he brought this person back, maybe because he had just been diagnosed with a genetic disease at that time, and he had to drop out of the command department, his life became a vast ashes, and his courage became more courageous.
He took the man back to his convalescent cottage, gave him a simple bandage, fed him precious healing potions, and hid him.
When this person was sleeping, he found that this person had a half-burned ID card with the word "Fu Chen" written on it.
Holding the burnt card, he thought wildly about how to deal with Fu Chen if he was a bad person, whether to hit him with an iron pan or spray him with a stun spray, he thought quite seriously and was eager to try.
But after waking up, Fu Chen did not become a bad person.
He turned into a cold and strong bastard, made him squeak, and then took him in his arms and kissed him.
Fu Chen forbade him to drink alcohol, forbid him to stay up late, forbade him to skip breakfast, but he would also hold him to see the glass exhibition in the town, and buy him a beautiful glass box to hold his only little treasure.
He made love with Fu Chen every night when the stars fell.
He likes Fu Chen's eyes, those black eyes are full of his reflection, looking at him is like looking at some unique treasure.
So he fell into this love, mistakenly thinking that he was also very lucky.
Although suffering from a genetic disease, although he lost his senses, he dropped out of the command department.
But the gods gave him such a good lover, willing to love him with everything in this wild land.
If Fu Chen hadn't abandoned him later without saying a word, he might have become the happiest unlucky guy in the world.
Gu Jinyi had this dream for a long time, but when he woke up the next day, he completely forgot about last night's experience and this dream.
The first thing he saw after waking up was Xie Huaizhou sitting by the window, still wearing yesterday's clothes, with a slightly tired face, looking at him silently, as if he hadn't slept all night.
He was taken aback, his head hurt from the hangover, he hissed, and asked Xie Huaizhou, "Why are you sitting there?"
He sat up in bed and looked around, but couldn't remember coming out from behind the "Tide" restaurant, only that Boss Todd wished him a happy marriage.
He asked Xie Huaizhou strangely: "How did we come back yesterday? Did I drink too much?"
Xie Huaizhou looked down, and asked him, "Don't you remember what happened yesterday?"
Gu Jin also looked ignorant, trying hard to recall, but it was just blank.
He shook his head in embarrassment, "I don't remember. Am I crazy about drinking?"
Xie Huaizhou blinked lightly, his eyes were light blue.
He stayed up all night guarding Gu Jinyi, seeing Gu Jinyi's reaction at this moment, but he couldn't tell whether he was happy or despairing.
He looked at Gu Jinyi for a long time, which made him feel uneasy.
After a while, he explained to Gu Jinyi in a half-truthful way, "We're not crazy about drinking, we took a sightseeing boat after we came out, and we didn't come back until midnight."
Gu Jin also felt relieved, turned over and got out of bed to wash up.
While he was washing, Xie Huaizhou opened the curtains, looked at the bright sunshine outside, and dialed the secretary's optical brain.
"Help me arrange a place."
After hanging up the call, Xie Huaizhou stood in front of the window for a long time, slowly finishing a cup of hot black tea.
The black tea is warm and ironed, but it can't calm the restlessness in his heart.
The author says:
I also made minor repairs to the previous chapter, but not much.
Pheromone Deficiency Report
They walked together in the alley, the road was very quiet, this place is not close to the main city, most of the tourists scattered, only singing and chatting came from the small bar on the side of the road.
Gu Jin also lowered his head all the time, watching the moonlight shining all over the ground, like pieces of silver.
He stepped on the moonlight and thought of Fu Chen again inappropriately.
He once told Fu Chen that if given the chance, he would like to take him back to the place where he used to study.
Now that he really came back here, the person beside him was not Fu Chen, but Xie Huaizhou.
Gu Jin also turned to look at Xie Huaizhou.
Xie Huaizhou noticed his gaze, turned his head and asked him, "What's wrong?"
When he asked this question, they had just left the alley, and the bright lights illuminated Xie Huaizhou's sculpted and handsome face.
Gu Jin also shook his head dully, "It's nothing."
He was really drunk today, and the aftertaste of the wine made his brain like a paste, but he didn't know it.
After a while, he whispered to Xie Huaizhou, "I don't want to go back yet, I want to take a boat."
He was talking about the pointed boats parked by the water, painted in bright jewel-like colors, specially for tourists to choose freely, and after paying with the optical brain, they will follow the sightseeing route.
He stared at the boat for a while, like a child watching candy in a glass jar.
Xie Huaizhou seldom saw Gu Jinyi look like this, so he immediately dragged Gu Jinyi to the water's edge, picked a peacock blue boat according to his wishes, and paid the star coins.
Because he was afraid that Gu Jinyi would not be able to stand firmly, he went up with Gu Jinyi in his arms, and Gu Jinyi was also obedient, hugging his neck obediently.
Anyone who reads it will think that they are a pair of lovers who fled at night.
They wandered aimlessly in the boat.
Now the water surface is very deserted, no longer crowded with boats like in the daytime, and there are few tourists on the shore path.
Gu Jinyi lay obediently on the armrest, looking at the scenery on the water with erratic eyes. He would occasionally murmur to Xie Huaizhou, saying that he had been to a certain place, and that the wine in that tavern was terrible, and it was mixed with water. is a liar.
Xie Huaizhou also listened quietly, looking at him almost indulgently.
When passing a stone bridge, Gu Jinyi suddenly stretched out his hand, pointed to a church on the bank and said to Xie Huaizhou: "This church is the place where the female governor of Roselle met her lover 200 years ago. So This church is regarded as a symbol of love, and all couples who come to the church will never be separated."
Xie Huaizhou raised his eyes and saw that this church was small and pure white. Although it was very beautiful, it seemed to be no different from other churches.
Human beings are like this, wishful thinking to attach romantic colors to things without emotion.
But he soon heard Gu Jinyi beside him quietly added.
"This legend is false. Rand College couples almost always come here. In the end, nine out of ten couples broke up after graduation."
Xie Huaizhou laughed dumbfounded.
It's an unsurprising ending.
He asked Gu Jinyi in a low voice: "Then have you been here before?"
He didn't mean to be jealous, but he was still jealous.
Gu Jinyi is so outstanding, whether it is in the Rand Institute or in the streets and alleys, there are many people who admire him one after another, trying to trick him into going to this church to grow old together.
It took Gu Jin a few seconds to understand what Xie Huaizhou meant.
He lay on the railing, staring blankly at the church.
The church in the dark of night is not as lively as it was during the day, but because it is a holy place for lovers to worship, there are always flowers at the door of this church. One after another couples make wishes here, thinking that they will never change their minds.
"No, I haven't been here."
He forgot the existence of Xie Huaizhou in an instant, looked at the church and said to himself, "When I was 20 years old, I wanted to bring someone here, and I wanted to go into the church with him and offer a bouquet of flowers. I know these things are What makes no sense is something that idiot couples would do. But I still want to do it with him."
Gu Jin also stared at the pure white chapel, the moonlight clearly showed the tears on his face.
He whispered: "I used to love him very much and wanted to grow old with him forever. But he doesn't want me anymore."
In an instant, he changed back to his 20-year-old appearance, young, with a green and childish face remaining, loving someone innocently and fearlessly.
Xie Huaizhou's heart suddenly jumped wildly, staring fixedly at Gu Jinyi's tearful side face.
The night was so quiet that he could even hear the chaotic voices in his heart.
He knew that Gu Jin was also drunk, and what he said might not be true.
But he still couldn't help it, and asked dryly: "If that person appears in front of you again now, are you still willing to bring him?"
Gu Jinyi still looked at the church.
At this moment, he couldn't tell who was next to him again.
How could someone have such a voice like Fu Chen?
But the moonlight was too bright for him to indulge in the past.
He shook his head in pain: "I don't want it anymore. He lied to me and broke up with me. I have been looking for him for a long time, but he ignored me."
There was a heartbreaking sadness in Gu Jinyi's voice.
Xie Huaizhou was frozen in place by the sound, turning into a silent sculpture.
He heard Gu Jinyi say something vaguely after a brief pause.
"I don't want to marry him anymore, and I don't want to grow old forever."
Gu Jin also smiled at Xie Huaizhou with tears in his eyes, his vision was blurred by tears, and he mistook Xie Huaizhou for Fu Chen again.
He said to "Fu Chen": "Do you know? I married someone else later, and I had a very lovely child. I am very, very happy."
I've had a good time without you.
Not being married to the person you love is not so scary.
I'm not withered, I'm not heartbroken, I'm still alive and well.
He tried his best to smile, which would have been more convincing if his face wasn't covered in tears.
"I don't love you anymore." He said firmly.
This sentence is obviously very light, but it is like thunder hitting the calm water.
Xie Huaizhou was so hit that he woke up in an instant.
Time is like a shining river, lying between him and Gu Jinyi, laughing at his overthinking.
He has long since become a stranger, not qualified to make Gu Jinyi stop crying.
He stretched out his hand and gently wiped away Gu Jinyi's tears.
The tears were warm, but quickly turned cold.
He had a lot of things he wanted to say to Gu Jinyi, but if he missed the right timing, he would never have the chance to say it again.
After a while, he whispered: "He didn't want you. But he is a bastard. Forget about him."
He asked Gu Jinyi: "I will love you again instead of him, okay?"
Gu Jin also didn't answer whether he was okay or not.
Because when he asked this sentence, Gu Jinyi was too tired from crying and fell asleep in his arms.
He is very light, leaning on Xie Huaizhou's body seems weightless.
The sound of water murmurs, and the world is silent.
Xie Huaizhou looked at the church on the shore again. In the past 200 years, he did not know how much love and parting this church has witnessed.
Surrounded by the familiar sea-flavored pheromone, Gu Jin had another long dream.
In the dream, he returned to the nursing home and found a bloody, unconscious person in a nearby forest, which looked dangerous at first glance.
He didn't know why he brought this person back, maybe because he had just been diagnosed with a genetic disease at that time, and he had to drop out of the command department, his life became a vast ashes, and his courage became more courageous.
He took the man back to his convalescent cottage, gave him a simple bandage, fed him precious healing potions, and hid him.
When this person was sleeping, he found that this person had a half-burned ID card with the word "Fu Chen" written on it.
Holding the burnt card, he thought wildly about how to deal with Fu Chen if he was a bad person, whether to hit him with an iron pan or spray him with a stun spray, he thought quite seriously and was eager to try.
But after waking up, Fu Chen did not become a bad person.
He turned into a cold and strong bastard, made him squeak, and then took him in his arms and kissed him.
Fu Chen forbade him to drink alcohol, forbid him to stay up late, forbade him to skip breakfast, but he would also hold him to see the glass exhibition in the town, and buy him a beautiful glass box to hold his only little treasure.
He made love with Fu Chen every night when the stars fell.
He likes Fu Chen's eyes, those black eyes are full of his reflection, looking at him is like looking at some unique treasure.
So he fell into this love, mistakenly thinking that he was also very lucky.
Although suffering from a genetic disease, although he lost his senses, he dropped out of the command department.
But the gods gave him such a good lover, willing to love him with everything in this wild land.
If Fu Chen hadn't abandoned him later without saying a word, he might have become the happiest unlucky guy in the world.
Gu Jinyi had this dream for a long time, but when he woke up the next day, he completely forgot about last night's experience and this dream.
The first thing he saw after waking up was Xie Huaizhou sitting by the window, still wearing yesterday's clothes, with a slightly tired face, looking at him silently, as if he hadn't slept all night.
He was taken aback, his head hurt from the hangover, he hissed, and asked Xie Huaizhou, "Why are you sitting there?"
He sat up in bed and looked around, but couldn't remember coming out from behind the "Tide" restaurant, only that Boss Todd wished him a happy marriage.
He asked Xie Huaizhou strangely: "How did we come back yesterday? Did I drink too much?"
Xie Huaizhou looked down, and asked him, "Don't you remember what happened yesterday?"
Gu Jin also looked ignorant, trying hard to recall, but it was just blank.
He shook his head in embarrassment, "I don't remember. Am I crazy about drinking?"
Xie Huaizhou blinked lightly, his eyes were light blue.
He stayed up all night guarding Gu Jinyi, seeing Gu Jinyi's reaction at this moment, but he couldn't tell whether he was happy or despairing.
He looked at Gu Jinyi for a long time, which made him feel uneasy.
After a while, he explained to Gu Jinyi in a half-truthful way, "We're not crazy about drinking, we took a sightseeing boat after we came out, and we didn't come back until midnight."
Gu Jin also felt relieved, turned over and got out of bed to wash up.
While he was washing, Xie Huaizhou opened the curtains, looked at the bright sunshine outside, and dialed the secretary's optical brain.
"Help me arrange a place."
After hanging up the call, Xie Huaizhou stood in front of the window for a long time, slowly finishing a cup of hot black tea.
The black tea is warm and ironed, but it can't calm the restlessness in his heart.
The author says:
I also made minor repairs to the previous chapter, but not much.
Pheromone Deficiency Report
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