brightest star in the sky

The first working day after the New Year's Day holiday happens to be Monday.Both Lu Chenxing and Gu Ran returned to normal work, and each went back to work in the company.

Although when I went to the company to pick up my laptop last Tuesday, I was cared for by my colleagues for a long time, but today I officially went back to work, and I was surrounded by everyone for a long time, which made me very embarrassed. The relationship with my colleagues has always been mediocre, but when something happened, I realized that the big family of the company is still quite warm.

"Mr. Lu, the tape on your head is 3M, right? Last time my son got a cut in his brow, he also used this, and I want to recommend it to you!" A female colleague from the finance department who is a mother tell him.

"Well, I don't understand either. My family bought it for me." Lu Chenxing replied.

The family members... um... I will also show affection, if Gu Ran hears it, he will definitely go to the sky.Lu Chenxing secretly thought amusedly.

"Mr. Lu, you are not in our WeChat group, shall we add it?" Another male colleague asked.

"Okay!"

^_^ I am in a good mood, sure enough, with Gu Ran, everything will be better.

"Hey, Mr. Lu, you know, right? The boss came to the company to work overtime last Saturday. It's really hard work."

"Saturday?" Lu Chenxing looked surprised.

"Well, I also came to work overtime that day, and I saw the boss. I lost a lot of weight and looked haggard. Oh, I should rest for a while and come back again. My mother fell down the year before last, and she also had a concussion and dizziness. It’s been several months! I don’t know if I’ll come today.”

Just as he was talking, a colleague saw Ma Jikang walking in from the outside, and the people chatting together immediately disbanded on the spot.

It can be seen that the other party's condition is really not very good, and he has indeed lost a lot of weight. Seeing Lu Chenxing, both of them nodded as a greeting.

Lu Chenxing wanted to ask, did he go to the airport on Saturday?I also automatically made up the plot in the idol drama, the lovers broke up due to a misunderstanding, one was about to leave by plane, and the other hid in a corner of the airport and watched him secretly.

Ah, by the way, I forgot to ask that colleague just now when he saw the boss working overtime at the company. Zou Yue left in the afternoon. If he came to the company, did he really not go to the airport?

why?Work is more important than loved ones?Of course not.I have always heard Gu Ran say that Ma Jikang likes to escape, but I didn't expect it to be to this extent.But now that the person who loves him has also escaped, doesn't he regret it in his heart?Or did he really let go and want to end this life and get married?

If so, there is nothing wrong with it, after all, everyone has the right to choose their own life.

What Gu Ran said is right, the two of them are already very lucky to think like this!

Sighing silently in his heart, Lu Chenxing temporarily let go of his thoughts and devoted himself to work.

Although I worked from home last week, I basically didn't miss any work, but there are still many things that I can't handle at home.It was already 07:30 in the evening when Lu Chenxing was about to shut down the phone. He sent a message to Gu Ran just now, and he said that it will be ready soon.

At this point, almost everyone in the company has left, except the boss's office lights are still on.How do you work for such a long time without getting dizzy?

After hesitating for a while, he still knocked on the door of Ma Jikang's office.

"Come in."

Hearing the boss's voice in the office, Lu Chenxing opened the door and walked in.

"Chenxing, are you still off work?"

Ma Jikang looked up and saw him, his tired expression was obvious.

"Well, things are done, wait for Gu Ran to come and pick me up."

The other party smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, as if nodding.

"You have something to say to me? Sit down." Ma Jikang motioned him to sit on the sofa next to him with his eyes.

Lu Chenxing walked over and asked him while sitting down: "Why don't you rest at home more? I heard from my colleagues that you came to the company to work overtime on Saturday."

It was only when I said it that I realized that I originally wanted to care about the boss, but in the end it seemed to be asking a teacher for a crime.Fortunately, Ma Jikang didn't look unhappy when he heard it, but just kept silent for a while.

He didn't speak, and Lu Chenxing felt uncomfortable sitting. He lowered his head and didn't know whether to find a reason to go out, or continue to stay here and wait.

"I went to the airport on Saturday." Ma Jikang said suddenly.

Hearing this, Lu Chenxing looked up at him, "Why didn't I see you?"

"I didn't let you see it."

It's really an idol drama!

Lu Chenxing looked at his desk only to find that the laptop was closed. From his own angle, he could see the corner of the desktop, which was also closed. There were no paper documents on the desk, so the boss did not Not working?

Ma Jikang didn't look at Lu Chenxing, but kept staring at the phone in his hand, as if in a daze.

"If you hadn't sent me a message that night, I wouldn't have known."

"He walks so fast."

"Don't even tell me a word."

"It's so cruel."

"Just go."

Ma Jikang's voice was very calm, as if he was talking to someone in the room, more like talking to himself.Lu Chenxing felt very uncomfortable and worried about him even more.

"Actually, boss, Zou Yue may not come back."

Ma Jikang finally raised his head and smiled at him, but he just forced a smile.

"Do you know what he told me in the hospital that day?"

In fact, since I had a meal with Lu Chenxing that day, I have figured out a lot of things.Indeed, I am used to his coaxing, his sweet words and everything he does to me. All along, I have been using a prickly appearance to hide my inner anxiety. To put it bluntly, I don’t trust him, but Never really thought about what he did and what he endured for?

If he doesn't love himself, how can he accept those unreasonable, even sneering words and cold violence? Is he stupid?

He is not stupid, but he is too stupid.Not brave enough, not confident enough, even less courageous, overprotective.

If he doesn't know that extremes will reverse, he will also be tired!

Zou Yue hasn't contacted him for half a month. In fact, he was a little panicked. He originally wanted to find an opportunity to have a good talk with him, but because every time he quarreled, the other party showed weakness, so he couldn't put on airs, for fear of bowing his head once. , I will bow my head again and again in the future, just procrastinating day by day.

After the accident, I really wanted him to be by my side, but I couldn't see him because of my parents' obstruction. They even called the blind date Mr. Lin to drive Zou Yue away in anger.

Finally, I met him on the third day, but I didn't expect him to bid farewell to me.

He said he was leaving and was tired.I want to leave here, change the environment, and make a good career.

But I know that he is tired, desperate for himself, and wants to give up.

"Do you really want me to turn against or even break up with my family?"

This is what I asked him at the time.

"Kangkang, that's not the problem. You've never seen your own heart clearly. Neither can I."

After saying this, he left without calling or sending a message to himself.

"That's when I realized that I really lost him."

Ma Jikang's eyes were red.

"boss…"

Lu Chenxing originally didn't want to get involved in other people's emotional affairs, because this kind of thing can't be mixed up, but one of them is the boss who talks about himself, and the other is Gu Ran's cousin, and their experiences are so different from their own. I can't help but take it to heart.

"Do you really want to get married?"

Lu Chenxing's question was also what Ma Jikang had been asking himself all the time, so he couldn't stay at home anymore, with a long face all day long, causing his mother to wipe tears and his father to scold him.Of course, I can't answer the things that I can't figure out for so many days.

"I also thought that Gu Ran would never come back. It was impossible for me and him to be together again, but I still couldn't let him go. I also experienced being forced by my family to break up and talk to a girlfriend, but It turns out that doing so is painful as well as painful."

"They don't understand but we understand it in our hearts. This has nothing to do with homosexuality and heterosexuality. If you love someone deeply in your heart, might you turn around and fall in love with another person or even get married? Isn't this harmful?"

"Maybe some people can, but that's called looking for a spare tire. What's more, I said that I only love Gu Ran, and you also said that you only love Zou Yue. No one can do it except them!"

"Gu Ran left, let me see my feelings for him clearly, what about you?"

"I am very glad that I was able to find my lover back. You are more resistant than me and need more courage. This multiple-choice question can only be done by yourself. Do you want to face a world of inner loneliness alone, or do you have to worry about it?" Yue will accompany you to face the world full of gunpowder, and it is up to you to decide."

Ma Jikang froze in place after hearing all these words, obviously he didn't expect the other party to talk to him so much, he needed time to digest.But Lu Chenxing's cell phone vibrated at this moment.

Seeing the caller ID of the mobile phone, the expression on Lu Chenxing's face changed from cold to soft, and there seemed to be light in his eyes.

"Gu Ran, are you here?"

"Okay, I'll come down right away."

On the way home, Lu Chenxing told Gu Ran what he had just said to Ma Jikang, and the latter laughed.

"What are you laughing at? Did I say something wrong?"

"No, no, my Xing Xing is so good at talking, and he speaks well! I feel proud when I hear it."

"Tch..." Lu Chenxing couldn't believe what the other party said, but his face was a little hot.

"Xing Xing, if you confess your love to me, just confess to me. What's the use of telling others, and I can't hear you."

It's not that Lu Chenxing's face is getting hot, but it's about to smoke.

This person is really bad sometimes, and what he says always makes me want to hit him!Just as he was considering whether to do it now or go home, the other party poured cold water on his head again.

"By the way, Chen Xing, how are you thinking about going to Canada with me during the Spring Festival?"

"I... haven't figured it out yet. I'm still a little scared."

"What are you afraid of, you, it's not the first time I saw my parents, didn't we get along well then?"

Lu Chenxing gritted his teeth, "I was only a child at that time, okay? It's different now!"

"Why is it different? In their eyes, no matter how old we are, we are all children, whether you are in your teens or twenties."

What Gu Ran said made sense, but in fact, what he was worried about was not this problem.

"Gu Ran, I want to ask you a question, your parents...don't know about us, do they?"

"I know, I already knew."

"What? I knew it a long time ago, why didn't I know?"

Lu Chenxing was not a little shocked!How did Gu Ran's parents know?What are they thinking?Can you accept it?

"Ok!"

"Eh what? What does um mean? When did you tell them?"

Gu Ran looked at him jumping amusedly, and loved him so much.

"Think for yourself~"

"Gu Ran!"

"Hey, honey, I'll take you to eat something delicious!"

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Author's gossip: It seems that there is another chapter.