brightest star in the sky

A few days before the senior high school entrance examination, it entered the rainy season, and the weather was stuffy and humid.

Lu Chenxing's family lived on the first floor, and it was an old house. In this season, there was a musty smell in the room.

Gu Ran invited him to go to his home on weekends to review his homework. If there is nothing to do at home at night, he can go there and do homework together.

Lu Chenxing told grandma, and grandma was very happy, saying that Xing Xing's friend, how nice!

Grandma has met Gu Ran before. During the Spring Festival this year, Gu Ran's parents came back from Canada. They have already learned about Gu Ran's life in China through the Internet video calls with their son on weekdays. some of his friends.One of them was called Lu Chenxing, who was mentioned by Gu Ran the most, and they also knew more about the situation of Lu Chenxing's family.

Gu Ran's parents are abroad, but they have a lot of communication with their son. They have a video call almost every day, and they say a few more words when they have something to do, and they don't say a few words when they have nothing to do.They sent Gu Ran back to China because they still want their son to develop in China in the future. It is too hard abroad, and they still feel more secure in their own country.After graduating from university, he will lay a good foundation in China. If the two of them can't do it, they will sell the company. Part of the money will be left to his son to start a business, and the rest will be pensioned by himself and travel around the world.

Gu Ran's parents are respectable people. When they came back this time, they specially brought some gifts for Lu Chenxing's family. A down jacket is for Grandma Lu, chocolates are for Chenxing, and a bottle of local specialty ice wine is for Lu Chenxing. dad.

Gu Ran didn't dare to send the things directly to Lu's house, otherwise Chen Xing would definitely kick him out, but sent them out step by step, first he took some chocolate to coax him to eat one, Chen Xing said it was delicious, so he took two whole I gave it to him, and said that I would bring some to the students in the class to try when the school started.

Father Lu was driving, and ice wine was not suitable for him, so Gu Ran changed it to "Maple Syrup" by himself. It is also a specialty of Canada and has high nutritional value.

And that down jacket, he said his mother bought it for a friend, but when he came back, he found that it was too small to give away. He thought it was too wasteful. Look at the size, Grandma Lu should be able to wear it. I will give it to grandma next time. go.

Everything Gu Ran said was so natural. Although Lu Chenxing was embarrassed, he was still a little moved, especially the down jacket for grandma. Grandma is afraid of the cold at this age, and she wears it one by one every winter. A sweater, and the cotton coat on his body has been worn for several years. He checked the size of the clothes at Gu Ran's house, and it was indeed the size that grandma could wear.

"Then can you tell your mother, I'll buy it..."

Before Lu Chenxing finished speaking, he was interrupted by Gu Ran, "Okay, my mother won't ask for money, she will leave it to me to handle it, and when you have money, treat me to the cafeteria at noon." !"

After Gu Ran said that, no matter how hypocritical Lu Chenxing is, he will be offended. After all, the other party has been punished for him. ⊙﹏⊙

On the day I took Gu Ran back to give away the down jacket, grandma was very happy, and praised Gu Ran, saying that Xing Xing's friend is really good-looking and energetic, and he is a good boy at first glance!Grandma likes it very much.

This is Gu Ran's first visit to Lu Chenxing's house. Before that, he also proposed to visit his grandma, because they are friends, and they are the kind that Gu Ran considers to be good friends. They should be able to visit each other, right?

Lu Chenxing has been to Gu Ran's house for a long time, and he has been there several times before in order to tutor him in Chinese.Gu Ran's home is spacious and bright, with three bedrooms and two living rooms, two bedrooms facing south, a study room facing north, and two bathrooms.

In contrast, my husband's house on the first floor looked so shabby, with one bedroom and one living room, less than [-] square meters. Grandma slept in the bedroom, and I slept in the living room. Half of the patio was built for my father to sleep in when he came back. In fact, there is only enough for a bed and a chest of drawers.

He also regards Gu Ran as his good friend, and his only friend. In his heart, he regards Gu Ran more seriously, so sometimes he feels a kind of feeling from Gu Ran that he never feels in others. , called "inferiority", afraid that he would look down on him, afraid that he would not be worthy of being his friend.

However, it was also Gu Ran who slowly resolved his feeling that he was so kind to himself, from all aspects.Except for grandma and teachers, no one has ever praised myself, or such a compliment.

After taking the first place in the exam, he would say: "Lu Chenxing, why are you so good!" instead of "he's good at studying!" as he heard from other students.

After finishing his English tutoring, he got the questions right, and he said, "Lu Chenxing, why are you so smart!"

Gu Ran was telling him jokes, but he couldn't laugh himself, so he said: "Chen Xing, you have a personality, come on, give me a laugh!"

One day, Gu Ran praised that his eyes were very beautiful, shining like stars in the sky, that was a compliment he had never heard before, and no one paid attention to what his eyes looked like.

Another time, Gu Ran said to him: "Chen Xing, you should praise me too, otherwise I don't think I deserve to be friends with you!"

I'm ashamed to say it myself.Is he really that good in his eyes?

In fact, Gu Ran didn't know why, he just liked to make Lu Chenxing happy, and he felt that all his carefulness was used on Lu Chenxing.

Lu Chenxing is the most special boy he has ever met.

In the beginning, what attracted me was this person's innate temperament, with the words "Don't get close to strangers" written all over his body, cold, the harder it is to get close, the more curious he is.

Later, it was his experience. After learning about the situation in his family from his classmates, I wanted to get closer to him and understand him even more.It turned out that he had experienced so many cruel and painful things since he was a child, so his personality was so awkward, but he was so motivated.I can feel that from his classmates, he hasn't gotten the slightest warmth, and he doesn't even have friends.

But Lu Chenxing did nothing wrong!

Maybe someone once thought of getting close to him, but in this world, there are so many people who follow the crowd, once you hear most people talk about him in front of you and behind you, you will easily give up the idea of ​​being friends with him. No one is willing to approach him.

To be friends with him is to isolate yourself like him.

He knows that others don't like him, so how can he take the initiative to approach others?That will only make you look down on yourself even more.

Thinking of this, Gu Ran actually felt a little distressed.

If he doesn't want to be close to others, then he should approach him; if others don't want to be friends with him, then he should be friends with him.

Gu Ran has confidence in himself. He wants to help Lu Chenxing and be his friend. When he was abroad, he also had many friends. As long as he is sincere, he is not afraid that he will not make real friends.

Gu Ran thought, Lu Chenxing has touched his heart since the first time he saw him.Even his name attracts him, he is like a lonely star, hanging high in the sky, he has a pair of eyes with the same name, looking at him, waiting for him.

As for myself, there was no way not to walk towards him.