brightest star in the sky

Early the next morning, Gu Ran was woken up by the doorbell, and looked at the wall clock in the living room, it was only seven o'clock.

Gu Ran decided to ignore the annoying doorbell and continue to sleep.But the man still pressed it relentlessly, and pressed it more and more frequently.No way, let's open the door, otherwise the neighbors should have a problem.

Gu Ran stood up slowly, and couldn't help swearing. I didn't feel it yesterday, but I woke up with a sore body, probably the aftereffect of a few falls.

The doorbell has turned into a slamming door, is it crazy?

Gu Ran opened the door with a grin, and cursed: "You crazy! I told you to come later..."

When he saw who was coming, Gu Ran was dumbfounded.

"Morning Star? Why are you here?"

Lu Chenxing held a plastic bag in his hand, it looked like there should be some breakfast in it, and he was carrying a schoolbag behind him, seeing Gu Ran standing there stupidly, he ignored him and went in to change his shoes.

"Did you wake up? Go in and sleep for a while." Lu Chenxing said to him as he entered the room.

"No, I asked you why you came here?"

Lu Chenxing was angry, originally he kept his eyes down and didn't look at him, but now he was a little annoyed when he kept asking questions.

"Why am I here? Can I not come? Look at you, your clothes are covered in blood and you haven't changed, your head looks like a chicken coop. How did you sleep on the bed?"

Then, he looked into the bedroom.

The bedroom is clean, the bed is flat, and I haven't slept at all!Looking at the sofa again, it looks like a dog rolled over. . .

"You slept on the sofa yesterday? You are not afraid of catching a cold!"

"Ah~" Gu Ran sneezed cooperatively.

. . .

The weather in early May required a jacket over the unlined clothes, so he just lay down all night in long-sleeved clothes.

Lu Chenxing's nose was sore, it was all his fault, he just walked away yesterday.

When Gu Ran saw Lu Chenxing, he was shocked and excited. He thought that this person would never talk to him again. After being insulted like this yesterday and being confessed by a friend of the same sex, he could still appear in front of him?Could it be a dream?

At this time, Lu Chenxing's eyes were red, and he obviously didn't sleep well.

Gu Ran felt distressed.

"Chen Xing, don't be angry, it's my fault."

"Shut up!" Lu Chenxing wiped his tears.

"What's wrong? Don't cry, okay?" Gu Ran became anxious, and the person he liked shed tears in front of him again.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have said that to scare you. I... I won't say it again. If you want, we are still friends. I won't mention it again, okay?"

Lu Chenxing didn't speak.

"If you don't want to, then I... I will stay far away, and I will never disturb you again." Gu Ran's eye circles were also red, it was his fault, why was he so impulsive yesterday?

In fact, I knew very early on that I was different from other boys, and I also knew my sexual orientation very early on. He had no interest in girls in that regard.

When he returned to China, he was already 16 years old and knew everything.Lu Chenxing was the first classmate he met and knew. He may not have fallen in love with him at first sight, but he was quickly attracted to him, whether it was him or his experience.

During the more than two years with him, I like him more and more, I like his strength, his persistence, his seriousness, I also like his awkwardness, his little temper, and I like his star-like twins even more. s eyes.

Take care of him, pamper him, and don't let him suffer a little bit of grievance or hurt, even if these grievances and hurts are brought to him by yourself.Because he has suffered enough.

The secret that was originally intended to be kept secret forever, was revealed so easily, and I felt both regretful and helpless.

"But how can I ignore you?"

Lu Chenxing said suddenly.

"I... besides you, who else is there?"

Gu Ran stepped forward and hugged him, of course with his right hand.This person is so distressing!

"Don't be afraid, I will always be with you, as long as you still need me."

After a moment of silence...

"Gu Ran." Lu Chenxing called him.

"Ok?"

"You stink!"

Gu Ran:. . .Let go immediately.

"Gu Ran, I...I haven't figured it out yet." Lu Chenxing said with his head down.

"It's okay, before you figure it out, we are all friends, and everything is up to you to decide."

Gu Ran rubbed Lu Chenxing's hair, feeling soft in his heart, and his stars grew taller again.

I don't expect him to accept such feelings, and I am willing to settle for the next best thing and be his friend.

In fact, Lu Chenxing thought about it all night, and he could almost be sure that he also liked Gu Ran. Otherwise, why was he not angry at all after he said that yesterday, and he didn't feel any discomfort. He was just surprised. Have self-doubt.

But he didn't want to jump to conclusions easily, he was afraid that he was impulsive, and he was also afraid that he might misunderstand himself.Because he knew that Gu Ran was serious.

Gu Ran fought twice because of him. The first time he was punished, and the second time he was sent to the hospital because he was worried that he would travel halfway around the world to come back to see him. He was misunderstood and dumped his girlfriend just to celebrate his birthday by offending a friend. child.Not to mention the little things that are good to yourself every day.

He believed in him, so he had to give him a serious answer, instead of lying to tie him up, in that case, he would feel distressed.

"Wait until we get into college, okay? I... I'll give you the answer."

"Okay, it's up to you to decide."

With such a result, Gu Ran is already very satisfied.So he laughed.

Gu Ran's smile is so clean and sunny, and his crooked eyes are especially attractive.

Lu Chenxing didn't dare to look too much, for fear that he would be deeply involved.

And Gu Ran saw the blush on Lu Chenxing's fair face, and wanted to touch it with itchy hands, but his reason told him not to die.

"Chen Xing, I... I'm hungry." Gu Ran's aggrieved voice broke the ambiguous embarrassment.

Lu Chenxing blushed and said, "Go wash your face and brush your teeth first, I'll wash your hair, then wipe your body, eat your breakfast, take your medicine, and then lie on the bed and sleep again."

"Well, fine, but I want to take a shower."

bath. . .Lu Chenxing didn't dare to wash him.If it was last night when Gu Ran didn't say anything, I really planned to give him a bath, but after talking so much and thinking so much, I couldn't bathe him without distracting thoughts.

Seeing Lu Chenxing's face turning red and white, Gu Ran didn't dare to tease him anymore.

"I'm just kidding, you can wipe my body later, I can rinse my lower body by myself, squeeze toothpaste for me, and wash my face, okay?"

"it is good."

How did you become so obedient, Gu Ran thought amusedly.

By the time Gu Ran was cleaned up and went to bed, it was already nine o'clock.Gu Ran was very tired, and fell asleep after lying on the bed. Lu Chenxing looked at him for a while, and then began to wash his clothes and trousers again. The blood-stained clothes were not easy to take off because the hands with the plaster were cut off.

Lu Chenxing didn't sleep much last night, so he cleaned the sofa and lay on it for a while to catch up on sleep.Until almost noon, Chen Feiyue came.

Lu Chenxing opened the door for him.

"Hey? You're already here?" Chen Feiyue asked in surprise when he saw him.

"Hush, take it easy, Gu Ran is still sleeping." Lu Chenxing motioned the other party to keep his voice down.

"You haven't woken up yet? Then why did you come in? Didn't you leave last night?" Chen Feiyue asked while taking off his shoes.

The questioner has no intention, but the listener has the heart.Lu Chenxing felt nervous for a while.

"No, I will bring him breakfast in the morning, and he will go to bed after eating."

"Oh, then why are you nervous?" Chen Feiyue looked at Lu Chenxing strangely.

"Why am I nervous?" Lu Chenxing also stared at the other party.

"Forget it, talking to you is very boring and easy to get angry."

Lu Chenxing was speechless.

Chen Feiyue stood at the door of Gu Ran's room and looked at him, then went back to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

"Has he taken the medicine?"

Lu Chenxing: "Yes, I ate."

Chen Feiyue: "You didn't complain of pain when you slept last night, did you?"

Lu Chenxing. . . "Tell me I didn't sleep here last night! I came at seven in the morning."

Why is this person always thinking of clichés?

Chen Feiyue smiled, "Oh, I'll just ask casually."

Two people who don't have a good relationship, one is sitting on the three-seater sofa, and the other is sitting on the single sofa next to them, and they don't feel that they have any common language.

"Chen Feiyue." Lu Chenxing spoke first.

"Ok?"

"Do you know what happened to Gu Ran and Ji Wei?"

Lu Chenxing only knew that Fang Yu went to trouble Gu Ran because of Ji Wei yesterday, but he didn't know the real reason.

Since Gu Ran is with Ji Wei, why did he confess his love to himself?This is a question that he thought about all night but didn't understand, and he didn't dare to ask Gu Ran.

"Ah, I know. You don't know?" Chen Feiyue asked.

Lu Chenxing thought that if I knew, I would still ask you?Sure enough, we can't talk together, communication is very difficult!

Lu Chenxing stood up, walked towards Gu Ran's room, and gently closed the door.Back on the sofa again, he said to Chen Feiyue in a good voice:

"He didn't say anything, can you tell me?"

It was the first time that Lu Chenxing was so polite to him, he didn't roll his eyes or stare. Seeing that he was kind to Gu Ran, Chen Feiyue told him exactly.

It turns out that Ji Wei really likes Gu Ran, and has been chasing him since the first year of high school. She gave him many gifts in private, but all of them were returned.

Gu Ran is playful, except for class, in his spare time he either plays sports or spends time with his classmates, so there are very few opportunities to talk to him.Even after school, there is a fixed class of friends who go home together.

In fact, what Fang Yu said about seeing Lu Chenxing glaring at Ji Wei was true.It's just that he never said it to anyone.Not long ago, Ji Wei came to see Lu Chenxing, and that beautiful girl asked him, can she not ask Gu Ran to wait for him after school today, because she wanted to ask him to go with her.

At that time, Lu Chenxing just said to her coldly: "You should go to him directly and tell me what you are doing?"

Maybe my face was too cold and my eyes were too fierce at that time, but I didn't realize it.

Gu Ran still went home from school with him that day, as if nothing had happened.Lu Chenxing only thought that the girl hadn't gone to see Gu Ran.

In the beginning, Ji Wei could only talk to him when the two classes were in physical education class on the playground. Gu Ran was quite familiar with him, and he only said a few words if he could. Later, he found out that this girl would always He came to the court to bring him water, and sometimes food, and later, he deliberately alienated her.Unexpectedly, she started handing out love letters and gifts again.

In the physical education class that day, Chen Feiyue advised him to speak up clearly if he didn't like it, and avoiding it all the time was not an option.Lu Chenxing felt that what he said was right, so he found Ji Wei on the spot, and told her that he didn't want to fall in love, so don't waste time on him.

The girl started crying in front of him, and Gu Ran turned around in fright, neither comforting nor leaving, so she could only pass a tissue over.

Later, when Chen Feiyue scolded him, he couldn't tactfully tell the little girl that he insisted on using violent language. Gu Ran looked aggrieved, and he was already very tactful. Besides, it was you who said that you wanted to make it clear. Long-term pain is worse than long-term pain Short pain!

Ji Wei went to look for Gu Ran a few times later, Gu Ran didn't hide, it was really annoying if she didn't hide, she repeated the same words several times, but she couldn't give up.

For the last time, Ji Wei asked if she could be given three days to get along with each other after school every night, without going anywhere, just go to the library with her, if on the third day, he still didn't feel anything about himself , she gave up.

Gu Ran felt that as long as he survived these three days, he would be free in the future, so he agreed.

Ji Wei is very beautiful, and she speaks softly. She wholeheartedly thought that Gu Ran would definitely find out that she was good as long as she got along with her for a few days, but on the third day, Gu Ran still rejected her.

Chen Feiyue didn't know what happened after that, but he also had some opinions on Ji Wei.

"This Ji Wei has to make Gu Ran like her. Do you think it can be forced? Gu Ran was also annoyed by her. She said it was the last time before agreeing to her. But she was lucky and found someone to vent her anger. Beat Gu Ran like this!" Chen Feiyue got angry when he said it.

"Maybe it wasn't Fang Yu that Ji Wei was looking for, she didn't necessarily know that boy came to look for Gu Ran."

Lu Chenxing was a little guilty, but it was actually Gu Ran who made the first move, so there shouldn't have been a fight.He knew Gu Ran well, he endured it on the court, how he beat Fang Yu was all because of himself.

The two of them had their own concerns and didn't know what to do next.One was determined that Fang Yu would be punished, and the other was afraid that Gu Ran would also be held accountable.

But both of them were worried about Gu Ran's injury.

"Lu Chenxing, do you think Gu Ran's hand will have any effect in the future? Can he still play?" Chen Feiyue asked.

"Take good care of him, and don't let him torment himself. I've heard people say that fractures will leave some sequelae, such as soreness in cloudy and rainy days." Lu Chenxing said.

The two were talking, when they heard movement in the room, Gu Ran should have woken up.

After a while, I saw the chicken nest appeared again.

"Huh? Are you two chatting?" Someone opened the door and asked Chen Feiyue and Lu Chenxing who were on the sofa.

"Is there any food? I'm hungry." Gu Ran scratched his hair with his right hand.

"Oh, Young Master Gu, this injury is not bad. It's quite natural to order people to work."

Chen Feiyue has been angry for the past two days, as if he had eaten explosives, even the wounded and sick were not spared.

"You don't take care of me, why are you here?" Gu Ran asked him.

"Why do you think I'm here, you are heartless!" Chen Feiyue rushed over as he spoke.

Lu Chenxing grabbed him, fearing that he would hurt Gu Ran, "Don't make trouble, let him go, watch him order, I'll order you some wontons to eat!"

Lu Chenxing said that he looked at him, and Chen Feiyue didn't know why he was looking at him. Later, he realized that this person really didn't stop, touching the plaster for a while, messing with the gundam in the room for a while, and asking him to give it to him by himself. Twist the bottle cap to drink, and run around without stopping.

When Lu Chenxing went to the kitchen to prepare lunch, the homeroom teacher called and said that he was going to visit Gu Ran's house in the afternoon.

Later, Fang Yu and the parents of the other two boys came along with the head teacher of Class [-], bringing medical expenses and fruits.

Because many students on the court that day could testify that Fang Yu and the others made trouble, and at the station, it was indeed Fang Yu who pushed Gu Ran to the ground first, plus the relationship between Gu Ran, Ji Wei and Fang Yu It was easy to explain clearly that Fang Yu and the other three were responsible, and they were inevitably punished.

And those stupid things that Fang Yu said at the station that day, it is impossible for anyone to mention them, and no one else will know. Originally, he was just talking nonsense when he was in a hurry.

After Gu Ran returned to school, Ji Wei came to class two to look for him again, and Chen Feiyue and a few classmates in the class didn't treat her well.But in fact, she just came to apologize. As for whether Fang Yu was found by her on purpose, no one knows. Maybe Gu Ran knew, but he didn't say anything, and the matter came to an end.

Then Gu Ran has another challenge, which is to live with his parents in Canada.

Almost every night, he would have a video call with his parents. During the two days when he was injured, Gu Ran found an excuse not to go online, and sent a message saying that the home network was down, and the mobile data was too expensive.

But after a few days, I couldn’t hide it anymore. Facing the worries and inquiries from my parents, I could only lie to them kindly that I fell while playing. Gu Ran even pulled Lu Chenxing aside. Lu Chenxing promised against his conscience. Gu Ran did not

Lying, and that he will take good care of him, Gu Ran's parents are relieved.

It is inconvenient to do anything with a plaster cast on her left hand. Auntie likes Gu Ran and takes the initiative to come to the house to take care of him overtime, so these two months can be passed smoothly, and Lu Chenxing will not be in a hurry.

But through this time, Lu Chenxing also knew how good Gu Ran can act like a baby!

"Chen Xing, is the scar on my head ugly? Will it affect your decision?"

"Chen Xing, will my brain be affected? Don't blame me for failing the exam!"

"Chen Xing, I want to pee, it's okay to take off my pants, but it's not convenient to put on pants..."

"Chen Xing, I really want to play ball..."

"Chen Xing, my hands in this plaster are a little itchy..."

"Chen Xing, I'm a little afraid that my arm is crooked, please comfort me, please give me a hug..."

Lu Chenxing: . . .