brightest star in the sky

That night, Chen Feiyue took the initiative to chat with Gu Ran privately in the game.

This was the last time we met. After Chen Feiyue confirmed Gu Ran's sexual orientation, the two of them contacted for the first time. For more than half a month, even in the game, they played their own ways, neither talking nor sending messages.

But today, Chen Feiyue suddenly got mad at Gu Ran.

Leaping over the horizon: Gu you are a fool*.

Different fireworks:. . .

Gu Ran was a little confused, why did he start cursing?

Different Fireworks: Did I provoke you? ?

Leaping over the horizon: I think you are too stupid, I can't help it!

Now Gu Ran quit, what the hell!He grabbed the cell phone on the table and dialed it.

The call is connected.

"Chen Feiyue, did you take the wrong medicine?"

Chen Feiyue: Damn it!It's the same as that person surnamed Lu said!The tone is the same!

Still struggling in my heart whether to tell the other party what I saw and heard just now, the voice on the other end of the phone came again.

"Did you miss me? Hahaha~ I still think brother, I treat you well? Can my girlfriend play games with you?"

"Chen Feiyue, talk! Do you feel that you treated me too much that day, feel guilty and don't know how to step down, deliberately scolding me to attract my attention?"

"Let me tell you, I paid the bill that day. You left without finishing your drink. I finished it for you. Although I drank it, it is still my treat. You have to come back. I forgive you."

Chen Feiyue still didn't speak, thinking that this person is really good at flirting, why didn't he know how to use it on girls, he had to be confused with that surnamed Lu!

"Hey! Chen Feiyue, are you dumb? If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence!"

Still no sound.

"If you don't talk anymore, I'll take Lu Chenxing and me as you to accept me!"

"Gu Ran!" Chen Feiyue suddenly called out.

"Yo, you finally stopped being dumb!"

"I ask you a question, and you answer honestly."

"what is the problem?"

"Have you ever f*cked any tricks with me?"

. . .

This time, Gu Ran was stunned for two seconds.

"I'm going to Nima, roll as far as you can! Look at your sharp-mouthed monkey cheeks, can you not disgust me?"

Unexpectedly, after being scolded, Chen Feiyue let out a breath, as if relieved from a heavy burden.

"Then I can rest assured! We are still brothers!"

. . .

"Who do you take me for?!" Gu Ran was furious.

"My brother!"

"Then what the hell did you say just now? It gave me goosebumps!"

"Can you blame me? Who told you that you like men?"

"Then I can't like it just because I'm a man? Could it be that you like it just because you're a woman?"

"It makes sense, but it's unlikely, okay! Just pretend I didn't ask."

"...Damn, what logic do you have, you're mad at me!"

"Okay, stop scolding, and tell you something serious."

"what's up?"

"About Lu Chenxing."

……

Before the summer vacation was approaching, Gu Ran asked Lu Chenxing to have supper outside the school, and mentioned the matter of traveling together.

"Chen Xing, Chen Feiyue will go to Yunnan with his girlfriend in July. Let's go too. Did he invite us to go together?"

Lu Chenxing ate the kebab and took another sip of iced Coke.

"Come on, why don't you tell my dad?"

"I've made up my mind. Let's say I'm going with my college classmates. It's only five days. You don't have to worry about the cost. I've saved everything. Let's go together, okay?"

If I used to be very happy, I would be very happy to travel with Gu Ran, but now, my father is sick at home, how could I leave him and go out to play by myself?What's more, he was so opposed to being with Gu Ran.

"Then you won't go to Canada to visit your parents during the summer vacation?"

"Go, we've only been to Yunnan for five days, and I'll go to Canada when I come back. Chen Xing, come with me!"

"Forget it, my dad will keep an eye on it, it will be bad if he finds out."

"But we've never traveled far together. I really want to stay with you for a few more days. It's been a long time since we've been together. Don't you want to?"

"But I didn't say it, my dad..."

"Okay, don't talk about it. If you want to go, we can find a way. If you don't want to go, you won't go."

Gu Ran was very disappointed. He and Chen Feiyue planned together for several days. Taking this opportunity, he and Lu Chenxing could relax, because it was obvious that there was a distance between each other.

After this semester, the number of times we meet together is very small, and the information is often sent, but it is almost impossible to see each other on weekends and holidays, and there is even very little news. I don't know how I survived.

Finally, I had a chance to go out to have fun and promote the relationship, but I was rejected.

This reminded Gu Ran of what Chen Feiyue told him not long ago, that the girl named Ling Jie might have been to Lu Chenxing's house.

It's impossible to say that I don't mind, I really mind!Very mindful!Because the other party didn't tell me about it, but I didn't ask Lu Chenxing to question it either.

Gu Ran said to himself that this should be a misunderstanding, maybe Ling Jie met friends or relatives here by chance, if he asked Lu Chenxing himself, he would be upset, and would say that he didn't trust him and missed him.

However, there is another possibility that I dare not even think about it. What if they really have it?I dare not confirm it myself!

And now that his proposal was rejected by Lu Chenxing, Gu Ran couldn't describe how he felt.Sour, bitter.

Let go of the outing, and after that, until the summer vacation, Gu Ran didn't even look for Lu Chenxing.

And Lu Chenxing didn't have time to take care of it at all, because his father's illness suddenly became serious, and the pain lasted for more and more time, so he could only keep increasing the medicine to suppress it, and the surgical index rose a bit.So the doctor initially arranged to have the first surgery in August.

When Lu Chenxing contacted Gu Ran again, the summer vacation had already passed for a week, and Gu Ran was almost disheartened.

"Gu Ran, are you still angry with me?"

It was almost midnight when I received this news, and Gu Ran was blowing the wind on Binjiang Avenue, but he was in a daze and lost in thought.

"can I call you?"

Lu Chenxing stood up and looked into Lu Haitao's room. He was already asleep. He walked into the bathroom and closed the door before replying to Gu Ran.

"it is good."

Almost a second later, the phone vibrated, and the word "Gu Ran" on the caller ID made Lu Chenxing's nose sore.

Haven't heard his voice for a long time.

"Xing Xing, I miss you very much, do you miss me?"

Gu Ran's voice was a little hoarse, and there was a gust of wind coming from the phone.

"Gu Ran, where are you? I miss you."

My father's illness has weighed on me like a mountain and I can't breathe.Lu Chenxing couldn't help telling Gu Ran several times that he really wanted someone to rely on, a place where he could take a breather!

But thinking of his father's attitude, he backed down again, and could no longer provoke him, because his illness had reached the most critical moment.

"I'm in Binjiang, the night we started together, that location. Are you coming?"

"Gu Ran, I..."

I would love to come, but I dare not.

Silence enveloped the two of them like a bucket of black invisible curtain.

When Gu Ran's heart became cold, he said:

"Xingxing, go to bed early, I'm going to Canada tomorrow. Wait for me to celebrate your birthday when I come back."

"Remember I love you."

Before Lu Chenxing could reply him, he hung up the phone.

And Lu Chenxing stared blankly at the interface where the call ended for a long, long time in the bathroom.

The next day, Gu Ran flew to Canada and stayed there for a month.

When he came back, it was already August.The two in the middle also sent some messages intermittently, not many times, but at least they let each other know that they are missing each other.

On the day Gu Ran came back, Lu Chenxing went to the airport to pick him up, which made Gu Ran very happy. Of course, he didn't know that Chenxing picked him up at the price of lying.

He misses Gu Ran so much.

The two hugged for a long time in a corner of the airport, until the complaints, doubts, and sulking about each other disappeared.Then, in the bathroom stall, they finally kissed for the first time in months.

Also the last time.