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The moment Chen Feiyue got into the car, Lu Chenxing also got into the co-pilot.

Chen Feiyue didn't get angry immediately, but looked at him with interest:

"What do you want to do? Are you here to scold me?"

"Tell me what's going on with Gu Ran? He used to be in good health, why is it so easy to get sick now, and why did he suffer from stomach bleeding before?"

There is only one way to deal with Chen Feiyue, whether you ignore his scolding or disgust, just treat him as crazy.In addition, he is a "good guy" who has no scheming and values ​​love and righteousness!

"Why should I tell you? Lu Chenxing, let me tell you carefully, don't bother him. He was fine at first, but when you appeared, he became ill again. It seems that after you have known each other for so many years, he treated you again. For the good sake, let him go!"

Indeed, I don't know whether Gu Ran has been good or not in the past five years, but it is also true that they have killed him twice in just two months of meeting.He had a cold and a fever, and he had a stomach attack. I was so annoyed to death!

but,

"I love him, why let him go?"

Only then did Chen Feiyue get really angry.

"I still want to ask you?! Why did you betray him? When you had sex with that woman, did you love him? Do you have him in your heart?"

"When did I have sex with others? Don't talk nonsense!"

"Gu Ran has seen it, you and that woman did a good job in the dormitory!"

Lu Chenxing was at a loss for words, he couldn't explain it, what Gu Ran saw should be the scene he thought, but that was all, there was no follow-up.Of course, if you think about it in another way, you will also be unbearable when you see this scene, and you will definitely think that something happened.

I was wrong!It's all my fault!A mistake that can never be made up for in a lifetime.

Chen Feiyue was angry with Lu Chenxing, but seeing him showing such a sad expression, he couldn't help feeling a special feeling.

It's disdain, hate, or sympathy, emotion, mixed flavors.

"Lu Chenxing, do you know? When I heard my best friend admit to me that he is...his sexual orientation, I was really stunned and couldn't accept it. Later, it was still Lingling. At that time, she still It's not my wife, she persuaded me."

"Actually, she was the first to find out that something was wrong with you two. She was surprised and angry when I said that I wanted to cut off contact with Gu Ran, and said that I shouldn't deny my friendship with Gu Ran for so many years because of this. Yes, I The two talked about everything, even if I had a girlfriend, if I changed a girlfriend, I would show him first."

"At that time, I was always worried about him. Why was he always alone, without a girl to take care of him? In fact, he was very optimistic, independent, and mature. Don't look at him carelessly, his thoughts are hidden in his heart, so after so many years , didn’t tell me a word.”

"Thinking of this, I suddenly figured it out. It turned out that I wasn't angry because of his sexual orientation, but because he didn't tell me what was on his mind. I'm his best buddy!"

"I think about all these years, he treats you kindly, tolerates you, and holds you in the palm of his hand. That's really different from my buddy. After all, he beat me for you."

Speaking of this, Chen Feiyue glared at Lu Chenxing again. Once this person starts the chatterbox, he must finish the conversation.

"I thought again, and thought again that the person he likes is you, so I suddenly felt relieved. You have been together for so many years, you will definitely, you will get better..."

Lu Chenxing heard the other party's choked tone, and his eyes gradually lowered from looking directly out the front window.

"Unexpectedly, not long after, I suddenly bumped into you hugging someone else, do you remember? That time at the subway station, the other party was a woman. At that time, I was very angry. If you like women, why would you Lied to Gu Ran? But when I told him, do you know his reaction? He still thought I misunderstood you and told me not to care about your affairs. I almost turned against him!"

"Do you know how uncomfortable he was when he confirmed that you betrayed him? He fled to Canada, and after two months he couldn't bear you, and then came back from Canada, secretly went to school to see you several times, and heard from others It's painful for you to lose love, and it's even more painful for him."

"After that, I gave up on myself, smoked and drank, played games all night at night, did not go to the internship unit to sleep in the dormitory during the day, and had irregular schedules. Finally, one day my classmates found me fainted in the dormitory. If I found out later and sent me to the hospital later, I would have been scared I don't know what will happen! He is such an outstanding person, but he barely graduated in the end."

"Lu Chenxing, why don't you tell me not to hate you? Almost ruined my best friend! He has been depressed for a long time and finally got his life and work on the right track, and you show up again! Did he owe you in his previous life? "

Concentrating on pouring out all the words that had been in his mind for a long time, Chen Feiyue touched his face, took a deep breath to adjust his emotions, and concealed his reddened eye sockets.

And beside him, Lu Chenxing's tears had already wet his sleeves, but he lowered his head, so Chen Feiyue couldn't see the tears on his face.

Gu Ran suffered so much because of himself.And after five years, how to explain to him?

Tell him that because my father was terminally ill at that time, we were not allowed to be together, so as to threaten to give up the treatment, and I did not allow myself to tell him.

I have to tell him that I kept it from him at the time because I was afraid that my father would go to his school to cause trouble. Who knows how big waves and public opinion this kind of thing will cause. He is so good, how can he be ruined like this!

As for Ling Jie, because of her father's illness, she accepted her help again and again, and because of her father's deliberate matchmaking, she caused a lot of misunderstandings in the eyes of others, and because of her momentary confusion, she actually wanted to make sure she was real. is a total gay!

But what happened?Gu Ran still suffered so much!What was the purpose of what I did in the first place?

What's more, my self-esteem made it impossible for me to tell him everything I had endured.No matter how you say it, I feel that I am doing it for myself and gaining sympathy.

"I only like him, and I have never changed my mind."

Thousands of words, only this sentence.

"Then why did you do it?"

Chen Feiyue asked him seriously.

"It's between me and him, and I think I can tell him myself one day."

Lu Chenxing also answered the other party seriously, with firm eyes.

Chen Feiyue didn't know whether he should trust the other party or not, but in the final analysis, he really couldn't control this matter. No matter how much he didn't want them to have anything to do, he could only be anxious. He also knew in his heart that other than the parties involved, no one else could handle the relationship. way to blend.

Although this Lu Chenxing has known him for so many years, he has never seen through him.

Sighing, Chen Feiyue finally gave up and confronted Lu Chenxing again.

"Let's go, I'll take you back on the way."

"No, I don't intend to go back."

However, Lu Chenxing raised his hand to open the co-pilot's door, and walked towards the elevator closest to him in the underground parking garage.

Chen Feiyue looked at his back, remained expressionless for a while, and drove away from the hospital.

Back in the infusion room, there seemed to be fewer people. Gu Ran had already returned to the infusion hall from the corridor outside. Wang Yang borrowed a hospital bed from somewhere and let him lie on it with a coat on his body. Fell asleep.It's just that Wang Yang was not by his side, and he didn't know where he went.

Lu Chenxing wiped the wet sweat stains on Gu Ran's forehead. He must have been quite uncomfortable. His brows were still frowning when he fell asleep. He was reclining, with a drip hanging on his left hand and resting on his abdomen. Chen Xing touched his fingers and felt a little cold, so she squeezed them in the palm of his hand to keep him warm, only to realize that there was another coat under his head, which should be Wang Yang's.

After three o'clock in the morning, the hospital was very quiet, not as noisy as earlier.Not long after, Lu Chenxing heard footsteps.He looked up and saw that it was indeed Wang Yang, who was only wearing a light gray sweater, and there was still a layer of fog on his glasses.

Seeing Lu Chenxing, Wang Yang didn't show a very surprised expression, but just reached out and handed him a cup of coffee in his hand, and the other hand was still holding a disposable cup, which should be hot water.

"Just now he was clamoring for water, and I didn't bring a cup, so I went to the 24-hour convenience store opposite the hospital and asked for a disposable cup, and bought a cup of coffee by the way."

Lu Chenxing didn't take his coffee,

"Oh, then you can drink, I'm not sleepy."

Wang Yang smiled, and put the coffee and water cups on the chair next to him.

"I walked around and I'm not sleepy anymore."

"It seems to be asleep. I'll change a cup of hot water when he wakes up."

He looked at Gu Ran who was breathing evenly, and sat down too.

When Wang Yang was looking at Gu Ran, Lu Chenxing looked at him secretly. His extremely stable temperament was the same as the feeling he gave him when he first met him back then, but the strong bookishness back then faded, replaced by a more mature and reliable masculinity .

In a short period of time, Gu Ran's arrangements were properly made, seemingly unhurried and steady, but Lu Chenxing could feel that the other party was actually very anxious and worried, even no less than himself and Chen Feiyue. He just won't show it.

It can be felt from his flustered expression when he came out of Gu Ran's elevator, his trembling fingers when he took out the key to open the door, and his anxious tone of calling Gu Ran an idiot when he saw him.

"Are his fingers cold?"

Wang Yang asked suddenly.

Only then did Lu Chenxing realize that the other party had been watching him pinch Gu Ran's hand for a while.Those eyes were dazed, and there was an urge to forbear, as if he really wanted to warm him up.

Lu Chenxing ignored it.

"Well, it's related to hanging water."

"It should be fine, don't worry too much. The symptoms are different from the previous one. Maybe this time it's gastroenteritis, and gastroenteritis is also very painful, and he is very afraid of pain."

The previous time Wang Yang mentioned probably refers to the time of stomach bleeding. Moreover, he also knew that Gu Ran was afraid of pain. Gu Ran would never tell others about this kind of thing. It's hard to hold on so that it doesn't hurt, and when I come back to myself, I keep acting like a baby.

Lu Chenxing was very unwilling to imagine that he would do the same in front of Wang Yang.

"Lu Chenxing, do you have many questions you want to ask me?"

He didn't know that he had been staring at Wang Yang's shoes in a daze for a long time, until the other party talked to him.

Without denying it at all, Lu Chenxing directly asked the question.

"Why do you have the keys to his house?"

Author's gossip: Thank you for your support, okay!