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"At noon, do you still have porridge?"

"if not?"

Lu Chenxing glanced at him with raised eyebrows, cleaned up the dishes on the table, and took them to the kitchen to wash.

Wang Yang's house is not too big. It has two bedrooms and one living room. The decoration is not bad. The kitchen and the living room are connected to make it open, which makes it much more spacious.But the open kitchen is not suitable for cooking Chinese dishes, the oily smoke is too heavy, so Western food is very suitable.As for Lu Chenxing, when he saw this place, he knew that the food was rarely cooked, and it was very clean.

So, how can Gu Ran continue to live here?I have a bad stomach, and I have eaten takeaway food for several years. Is this still okay?

While washing the dishes, Lu Chenxing was pondering how to persuade Gu Ran to go back. He had no confidence in himself, and every time he couldn't convey his meaning, it made Gu Ran angry.

Gu Ran was still sitting at the dining table, seeing him washing a porridge bowl and a pair of chopsticks for a long time, thinking that since he hadn't seen him for a few years, this person's cleanliness probably got worse...

Looking at it, I can see that Lu Chenxing is actually in a bad mood.

"Did you not sleep well last night?"

Hearing Gu Ran's voice suddenly, he didn't react immediately.

"what?"

"I asked you if you didn't sleep well last night?" Gu Ran repeated impatiently, why does this person always like to be in a daze.

For some reason, Lu Chenxing suddenly remembered that in the past, Gu Ran acted like a spoiled child to himself, which always made him feel soft-hearted, maybe he could try it himself?

"Well, I didn't sleep last night."

He didn't hear Gu Ran's reply, so Lu Chenxing wanted to continue selling, but he was not used to it. He never told anyone about his hard work and sadness, not even to Gu Ran, but now it's not for Chasing Gu Ran?There is nothing to be ashamed of in front of him!

So, he swallowed his saliva and continued:

"I didn't actually leave yesterday, but you fell asleep and didn't know it. Then you thought you wanted breakfast, so you went home to cook porridge, and then waited for the supermarket to open early in the morning to buy meat floss and pickled cucumbers. Then I just came here to wash your clothes, and you will wake up after a while, and I will get you something to eat, and then wash the dishes..."

Gu Ran: ...

I just asked you if you didn't sleep well last night, why don't you give me the daily account?

Thinking about it carefully, Lu Chenxing is really different from before. Except when he taught himself a lesson, when did he say such a long series of words to himself?

Gu Ran saw that the other party's face was a little red, and thought it was a little funny, but in the end, he still felt a little distressed.

"Thank you for your hard work, I have troubled you so much, hurry up and go back to rest, I can just have porridge at noon, Chen Feiyue just sent me a message saying that he will bring me food in the evening."

"What can he eat?" Lu Chenxing thought he was here to buy takeaway for you!

"His wife will do it."

"Oh, he's married?"

Having not contacted for many years, Lu Chenxing really did not know that Chen Feiyue was married now.

"Well, the child will be one year old next month."

"Oh."

Lu Chenxing stood there for a long time without moving.The dishes and chopsticks have been washed long ago, and the tabletop has been wiped clean. It seems that there is really nothing to do.

"Aren't you going yet?"

"You chased me?" Lu Chenxing carried out his grievances to the end.

"I see that you are blue under your eyes, go back and rest." Gu Ran didn't look at him, and crossed his hands on the table, but his tone meant that he could not object.

"But, I'm so sleepy, I can't drive anymore."

Gu Ran:. . .

Now, Lu Chenxing's face was completely red.

Gu Ran understood, he just didn't want to leave!I wanted to say that you can take a taxi, but when I saw him standing there blushing, looking cautious and expectant, I really felt worried.

"Gu Ran, can I stay with you?"

I'm even more worried...

"Then get you a blanket and sleep on the sofa for a while."

Lu Chenxing didn't dare to look into Gu Ran's room, so he would reveal that he wanted to sleep in bed...

Forget it, take your time!

"Ok."

"Follow me to the room to get it."

Gu Ran stood up, and suddenly felt a little nauseous, probably because of eating, his stomach began to churn again, and he continued to fight nausea.

Lu Chenxing paid attention to his every move, and immediately noticed that his face was not right again.

"Do you want to vomit? I'll help you go to the bathroom. It's okay. The doctor said last night that this will happen. In fact, it's best not to eat if you have gastroenteritis. If you feel really hungry, just eat a little porridge. It's okay if you vomit."

Gu Ran couldn't bear it any longer, and asked Lu Chenxing to help him to the door of the bathroom, then went in and closed the door by himself, he really didn't want the other party to watch.

After vomiting, I was really hungry again immediately, and my whole body was weak, and my feet were drifting when I walked.Lu Chenxing helped him onto the bed again, seeing that his lips, which had just recovered a little blood color, turned white again, he held Gu Ran's hand distressedly, and found that his hand was also cold.

"Gu Ran, I'm sorry, it's my fault for letting you eat those things."

Gu Ran wanted to withdraw his hand, but the other party's grip was tighter, Lu Chenxing's voice was hoarse, like a cat's paw scratching his internal organs, forcing himself to give up the action.

"It's none of your business, and it doesn't have to be what you eat. It may also have something to do with the meal you ate last night. I don't know. My stomach is very sensitive now, but this time it's more serious. I didn't pay attention. .”

"Gu Ran, can you go back to your own house? I will take care of you in the future."

Lu Chenxing finally said it, but it was a surprise to Gu Ran.

"I'm fine here, and it's close to work."

"What's the matter? I think you must eat irregularly, which is why you get sick so easily. Why don't you go back to your own house?"

Gu Ran is like a rebellious child, he will hate whatever the other party says.

"Where do I eat irregularly? I eat well. My aunt will come to cook once every other day. Lu Chenxing, you care too much! I said it is my own problem, not you. Those caused it!"

Gu Ran didn't tell the truth. In fact, the aunt did come to cook every other day, but because she often didn't come back to eat, cooking gradually turned into cleaning.

Lu Chenxing had already seen from the cleanliness of those stoves that this was not the case at all, Gu Ran must be lying.

"Why do you want to live in his house? Why can't you live in your own house? What are you doing with him?!"

Gu Ran found that his hand was still being grabbed by him, and he didn't know where the strength came from, and he lifted Lu Chenxing's hand away.

"How am I like him? I live in his house and pay his rent. I take advantage of him?"

Lucky, who had been nestling in the living room, heard the master talking loudly, walked over wagging his tail, and looked at Gu Ran curiously, but this time he didn't see the gentle expression his master had shown him in the past.

He likes you, even if he is married, he still likes you, so are you still willing to live in his house and pester him endlessly?

Lu Chenxing didn't dare to say it out loud, and when he said that the two of them were going to quarrel, he could only step on the brakes.

"It's nothing, you haven't taken the medicine yet, I'll get it."

Gu Ran didn't want to say anything to him at first, but when he saw the other party turned around and went out, he died down.I didn't ask him what he meant.

It's just that Lu Chenxing didn't really want to stay anymore, fearing that he couldn't help but say something and cause the two of them to quarrel.

"I'll go back first, and come back later in the afternoon. Can I accompany you to the hospital to hang water?"

"No need, Wang Yang will come to pick me up. I don't need to be accompanied by two people. I'll be fine if I hang up for another day."

"That is to say, you don't want to see me anymore?"

Looking at Lu Chenxing standing at the door of the room, his thin figure easily gave him an impulse.

How can I not want to see you?I wanted to see you but I was afraid of seeing you, so I ran away!

Lu Chenxing's soft hair hangs down on his forehead, his resolute eyebrows, sad eyes, high nose bridge, and straight corners of his mouth. There are so many contrasts on one face, but they are so perfectly combined.

He is the star that draws itself to him.

Once, this star belonged to me, but later, it left me.

It has been a long time since I saw this star, and now, he appeared again.

Will it still be mine?

I feel a little pain in my heart, ever since Lu Chenxing appeared, buried in his own feelings, he has to jump out to be a monster from time to time, which makes him embarrassed and helpless.

Should he be accepted again?

Did he really think it through?

It's not that I intend to be hypocritical, to embarrass him, to take revenge on him, it's just that I know that people like me are special and are not accepted by most people.

I have heard and seen too many tragedies. Some people dare not admit it all their lives, and some people admit it but are cast aside by the world.

And I am really so lucky to be accepted by my parents and friends, and the one I like happens to be the same kind of person?

It is no longer clear whether this sense of distrust is for Lu Chenxing or for himself.

That's why while avoiding his concern again and again, at the same time suppressing his urge to be desperate.

One step forward is an abyss, one step back is a bottomless pit.

What should I do?

"Gu Ran, do you really not want to see me?"

Lu Chenxing, who couldn't wait for a response for a long time, had red eyes, but was stubborn that tears would fall, but his whole body was stretched to the point of breaking.

Facing Lu Chenxing like this, if he can nod this way, he will really become a god!

Gu Ran cursed secretly in his heart.

Forget it, he decided to follow his heart and let nature take its course.Thinking so much, my brain is going to explode!

"No, I just want you to go back and rest. Didn't you stay up all night?"

Lu Chenxing's stretched body finally relaxed, but he asked again pitifully:

"Then I'll come to you when I wake up, okay?"

Really lost to him!

"As you please!"

Lu Chenxing pursed his lips, wondering why this person's tone changed from moment to moment.

"How about I wait until you fall asleep before leaving?"

Thinking about leaving him at home alone, I still don't feel at ease!

Unexpectedly, when he looked at Gu Ran again, he had already pulled the quilt over his head, and he was completely huddled in the quilt, and he didn't want to talk to him anymore.

So, Lu Chenxing waited silently, and after a while, the other party stopped tumbling, and after a while, he walked over to see him gently, and pulled off the quilt, and sure enough, Gu Ran had fallen asleep.

His face was still pale, and his closed eyes were no longer as indifferent as when he was awake.Gu Ran had a gentle appearance, a sunny boy, although now he has dark circles under his eyes and looks a little haggard, his quiet appearance creates an illusion that he still belongs to himself.

Lu Chenxing didn't dare to touch him, but couldn't help approaching him again and again until a light kiss landed on the other's forehead.Then, holding a heart that was beating faster and mixed with sweet and sour, he pulled away and left.

Author's gossip: Thank you for your support, okay!