brightest star in the sky

An empty house cannot be called "home".Because no one will wait for me to come back, and no one will accompany me to eat, and no one will greet me with care.

Whether it's doing it yourself, ordering takeaway, eating from street shops or fast food restaurants, it's up to you to decide and be free.

Loneliness, these two words Lu Chenxing couldn't feel, because he was used to being alone since he was a child, no friends, no parents to care about, only grandma.How can a person who has not experienced the kindness between people and the warmth between classmates feel lonely?

When the only relatives and lovers around me leave me one by one, then I finally taste the taste of loneliness.Lu Chenxing thought that he would suffer from depression, or at least have a mental illness or something, but he didn't.

It may be because there is still a mother who needs to take care of himself. He once wanted to take her home to live in, but was told by the Jingwei Center that his mother was a patient with severe mental illness and had to be hospitalized.

People with severe mental illness are aggressive and suicidal thoughts are common.Hospitalization is also protecting patients. If there is no one at home to take care of them 24 hours a day, if the unconscious patients go out and get lost and cannot come back, or the disease causes harm to others, it will have serious and irreversible consequences.

It was because of this that the Lu family had not been allowed to apply for discharge from the hospital for so many years. There was an elderly person, a child studying, and an adult who needed to earn money to support the family. They simply did not have the ability to take care of a patient with severe mental illness 24 hours a day.

Another point is that patients with antipsychotic drugs will have many strong drug reactions when they use them. If there are no medical staff around at this time, the trouble caused by drug reactions will be great.But it is different in the hospital, which is relatively safe and secure, because doctors and nurses are all around.

Considering all these, and the rejection of the Jingwei Center, Lu Chenxing had no choice but to give up.The only thing I can do is to work hard, earn more money, and give my mother more protection and support for her life there.

Therefore, when Gu Ran said that he wanted to stay with him by himself, Lu Chenxing's nose suddenly became sore.In fact, not only is he alone, but so is Gu Ran!All these years, he was alone with no one to take care of him.

Sick and injured, except for Chen Feiyue and Zou Yue, who can take care of everything by his side?

No matter what I do, I don't feel anything, but once I press it on Gu Ran, I feel very distressed.

"What's the matter? Your eyes are red, are you tired? Go take a shower, okay?"

Lu Chenxing stood still for a long time, but fortunately Gu Ran was slow to react now and didn't think much about it.

"Well, you go and wash first. After washing, you will feel more comfortable. I will rinse the cup first."

"Okay, then I'll go first."

Seeing him enter the bathroom, Lu Chenxing also went to the kitchen to wash the cup from which he drank honey water just now.When the two first came back, Lucky was still sleeping in a daze, and staggered over to lie beside them, but now he woke up, following Lu Chenxing's feet and turning around.

"What's the matter Lucky? Are you hungry? Didn't I feed you before leaving in the afternoon?"

Lu Chenxing went to the living room to look at the water basin and food basin next to the kennel. There was water and food, so it wasn't because he was hungry or thirsty.

"Could it be that you want to go out?"

Since Gu Ran moved back home, he took Lucky for a walk in the neighborhood every morning and evening. Even if he came back late from get off work, he would take him out once, so that he could gradually develop the habit of not going to the toilet at home.

So Lu Chenxing walked to the door of the bathroom, and there was the sound of rushing water. He was afraid that the people in the shower could not hear him, so he raised the volume and said:

"Gu Ran, I'll take Lucky down for a walk."

The voice of the people inside came out immediately with the sound of water, "No need, it has been in the dog toilet, I just cleaned it up before taking a bath."

Now that he has already gone to the toilet, the one who turned around was probably acting like a baby and wanted to hug him. Just as Lu Chenxing wanted to hug Lucky who was at his feet, Gu Ran's voice sounded again.

"Chen Xing, I forgot my pajamas and underwear, please deliver them for me."

. . .

Lu Chenxing remembered that Gu Ran did not take anything and went directly to the bathroom just now, and he was also confused, he didn't know what he was thinking at the time.

But why is this person still like this?In the past, I didn't know how many times I gave him clothes when he was taking a bath. Either I didn't take this one or that one, and I didn't make any progress for so many years!

How did he live in the past few years?Don't they all come out naked to get clothes to wear?Lu Chenxing made up the picture in his head, and found it a little funny and hot.

"Morning Star, did you hear that?"

"I heard you, wait a minute."

Lu Chenxing agreed, and went to the bedroom to find pajamas for him.

"Lucky, wait a minute, I'll hug you later, and go find clothes for your brainless dad first."

Remember that the pajamas are placed on the single sofa next to the bed, and the clean underwear is in the drawer of the wardrobe.Lu Chenxing picked up his clothes and heard the sound of water in the bathroom also stopped. It must have been washed, and he was afraid that he would be cold, so he thought about sending the clothes in quickly.

It wasn't until I opened the bathroom door and saw the clothes all over the floor and Gu Ran wiping himself in the shower room that I didn't even realize that I broke in without even thinking about it.

Through the transparent glass of the foggy shower room, the other person's body loomed in front of his eyes. Lu Chenxing looked away, not knowing what to do, as if he was burned after just one glance.

At this moment, Gu Ran opened the glass door.

"Morning Star, thank you!"

He looked at Lu Chenxing, but what he saw was that the other party was standing there awkwardly, his face was already flushed, and he stretched out his hand to pass the clothes to him.

"Shy? It's not the first time I saw it."

Even if Lu Chenxing doesn't look at his face, he knows what kind of playful expression the other party has now. Every time Gu Ran shows such an expression, he will make himself angry from embarrassment, but his appearance is very seductive, and it is not wrong to make himself angry. No, she was so stupid that she couldn't speak words to scold him, she was really bullied by him!

But now it is not the past, I am also an adult, and I also have a strong desire for this person, everything about him is what I desire.After the WeChat incident, the other party should be very clear about what I think in my heart.

"What nonsense, I didn't!"

Gu Ran finally took the clothes in his hand, and wanted to turn around and go out, but in order to prove that he was not shy, Lu Chenxing just stood there straight.

"Aren't you shy that your face is so red?"

"Stop talking nonsense, put on your clothes quickly, and be careful not to catch a cold."

Gu Ran is a typical type who looks thin when he is dressed, and has flesh when he takes off his clothes. He also has a thin layer of beautiful muscles. It can be seen that he has been taking part in exercises frequently over the years, otherwise he would not be able to maintain such a good figure. , especially the curve of the waist and abdomen, it makes people want to bloody, and as for the lower part, I dare not look at it even if I kill myself.

Lu Chenxing felt that he had reached his limit. If he didn't go out, he might faint in the bathroom. He turned around and was about to leave, but he was pulled back.

"What are you doing out there? It's your turn to wash."

It might be because he just took a shower, but Gu Ran's hands were very hot, and the scorching heat penetrated into his skin through his clothes, making his heart beat even faster.Coupled with the fact that more and more heat in the shower room rushed out through the open glass door, Lu Chenxing felt more and more hot all over.

"How can I wash if you don't come out? Hurry up and get out." Shaking off Gu Ran's hand, he urged again.

Who knew if the man really wanted to tease him, or if he was still drunk, he just refused to let him go, walked out of the shower room without any clothes on, and hugged him wetly from behind.

"Go in and take a shower, I don't mind doing it again."

The warm breath breathed out beside the ears, making the fair ears a lovely blush.Gu Ran's head was indeed a little dizzy, he might as well wake up before taking a bath, it might be because of the steaming heat and a little head-on.With this strength of wine, I want to grind the opponent.

As for Lu Chenxing, he has always been unable to resist what Gu Ran wants to do by himself. Now it is obvious that he is inviting him to take a bath together. He can do it, but he has such a small inferiority complex.

Gu Ran's figure is too good, and his body like a door panel, would he like to look at it?In the past, everyone was still young. Although the other party was much stronger than himself, he was still young and young. But today, looking at Gu Ran, he has broad shoulders, smooth lines, and a tall figure. He looks like a sexy hero in a novel.

Gu Ran's face was pressed against his own, and he didn't know whether it was his face that was hotter or his own.The sound of running water sounded again, and it was he who turned on the shower again.

"Hurry up baby, I'm cold."

Lu Chenxing realized that his body felt hot because he was wearing clothes and being hugged by the other party, and also because of the dry heat emanating from inside, but Gu Ran was still naked, standing outside the shower room, watching from him circling himself On the arm, there are already some goosebumps.

"Then...then you let me go first, go inside and pour hot water."

Gu Ran was very obedient, let him go and walked back, while pouring hot water, while watching Lu Chenxing take off the clothes one by one with his back turned to him, first the knitted sweater, the close-fitting half-collar cotton bottoming shirt, and then It's trousers... Gradually, his eyes turned into admiration, admiring the winding scenery in front of him.

In the eyes of the other party, Lu Chenxing's lack of self-confidence was unreasonable.His white, creamy skin is almost flawless, his thin waist outlines a perfect back curve, and further down...then down are two slender legs and a buttocks shaped like a white peach in the middle.

Gu Ran's eyes turned slightly red, wondering if he was going to have a nosebleed, and pulled Lu Chenxing in who had just taken off his clothes.

Now, the ground is even more chaotic, clothes and trousers are mixed together regardless of you and me, scattered in all directions.Like two people in a shower room, sanity is at a loss.Although there was no drastic action, no one even spoke.One seriously washed his face with facial cleanser and shampooed his hair, while the other helped rinse the water. At this moment, Lu Chenxing applied the body wash himself, and Gu Ran helped him rinse from back to front those bubbles.

When the person behind him touched his back with one hand, Lu Chenxing trembled all over. It was too hot, not because of the water, but because the temperature of the palm was too hot.

Author's gossip: Thank you for your support, okay!