Tigers ban coveting

Chapter 77 He Can't Blame Anyone

The words "The bones are already cold" fell down, and Ling Junhan's face changed suddenly.

He always thought that it was because he was born in winter that the word "cold" was added to his name.

Later, when he was sent to the Beast Soul Project and escaped back, it was also a snowy day.

Even the two encounters with Duan Wuxin were on very cold days in winter.

He often laughs at himself and thinks that maybe he has had an indissoluble bond with Dahantian all his life.

However, I never expected such a deep meaning hidden in it.

There is really no need for Li Yingyi to lie to him, as long as he goes back and confronts his parents, the answer will be revealed.

But who is his biological father?

Why does his father, or rather Ling Xu, hate him so much?

When I took Duan Wuxin home last time and mentioned the child by chance, the parents' gaffe suddenly seemed to have a reasonable explanation.

But this secret is really clueless, and no relevant flaws have ever been revealed.

There are too many problems in his heart, and his mind is a mess. He only wants the truth.

Ling Junhan forcibly controlled his trembling lips, trying to stay calm.

He quietly looked in Li Yingyi's direction. The man was carried away from one left and the other right. The moment the door closed, he was still showing arrogance to him.

That look seemed to say: Look, it's all your retribution for provoking me!

Duan Wuxin turned around and grabbed Ling Jiamu's sleeve, and kept asking: "Who's bones are already cold, huh? Why can't I understand?"

"I don't understand either. He said that my brother's name means this. Is he commemorating someone? Why have I never heard of it from my parents." Ling Jiamu looked at Meng Yusen blankly, "Can you understand?"

Meng Yusen shook his head, with a confused expression on his face: "I'm also confused, so I'll ask Junhan later."

The trial was declared over and the judge had left.

Ling Junhan walked quickly to the auditorium, grabbed Duan Wuxin's wrist and walked out, his whole face was pale.

"Hey, brother, wait for me, where are you going?" Ling Jiamu hurried to catch up, and asked anxiously: "What did that pervert tell you? Don't believe him, he just jumped around before he died."

With his lips tightly closed, Ling Junhan strode out of the court, lowered his eyes and took out the cigarette case, his fingers trembling, he could hardly hold the cigarette.

He flicked the lighter with a cigarette in his mouth. The wind blew violently, and he couldn't light it for a long time.

Meng Yusen raised his hand to light a fire and helped him light it, keenly aware of his friend's strange emotions.

He squeezed Ling Junhan's arm, feeling the muscles under the uniform tremble slightly, "Junhan, what's the matter? Who is Li Yingyi talking about?"

"I have to go home." Ling Junhan took a deep puff of the cigarette and let it out, the smoke filled the air.

Ling Jiamu snorted, his face full of bewilderment, "What are you doing at home now? Mom hasn't come back after going out for two days. Dad is probably here."

"I just want to ask him for clarification." Ling Junhan bit his cigarette butt, looked at Ling Jiamu through the lingering smoke, and suddenly laughed.

I used to joke that the two of them didn't look like biological brothers.One is talented and intelligent, and the other is a bit dull. I didn't expect a word to become a prophecy.

"Brother, I don't think you're in a normal mood right now. I'll accompany you back." Ling Jiamu frowned, looking him up and down, always worried.

Duan Wuxin hooked his palm and squeezed it flatteringly, "I'll go with you too, no matter what happens, we'll be here."

Ling Junhan was still hesitating and didn't answer.

Meng Yusen leaned over and told Ling Jiamu: "The court asked me to make up a research institute report to prove that I have to go back first. You two are optimistic about Junhan. He is not in a good condition now. I am really afraid that something will happen to him."

The two children nodded in unison and looked at the man with a cigarette in their mouth.

Ling Junhan pursed his lips, unable to say anything to refuse.

But even he wasn't sure if the hidden truth would embarrass him.

After a long time, he said, "Jiamu, call Dad and say we'll be there in 10 minutes."

Maybe from now on, he will never be able to call him dad calmly again.

When Ling Xu received the call, he was tending flowers and plants in the yard.He had known for a long time that today was Li Yingyi's trial day, and he felt a vague uneasiness in his heart.

The secret that had been hidden for more than 20 years was about to be reborn soon, so he booked a trip for Ji Mei to go out to play in the first two days, and specially paid it off.

When the brothers and Duan Wuxin arrived at the manor, he calmly cut the flower branches and watered them one by one with the watering can.

Only then said: "What's the matter, let's go in and talk."

Ling Jiamu didn't smell anything unusual, but just recounted today's trial carelessly, showing off with joy as he entered the door: "Dad, you don't know how ugly that old pervert looked when he was sentenced, and finally he is going to get him It's such a joy to die."

"Jiamu, stop talking and drink some tea." Ling Xu sat on the sofa in the living room, staring at Ling Junhan, waiting for him to speak.

Ling Junhan stared straight at him, and said straight to the point: "At the beginning, you were the one who sent me to the Beast Soul Project, right?"

Duan Wuxin stared at him with wide eyes, and was in a daze for a moment, "What are you talking about, how can you be an uncle for such a brutal experiment?"

"That's right, brother, that old pervert must be fanning the flames again, you really believe it." Ling Jiamu took a sip of tea, leaned lazily on the sofa, and took a pillow to play with.

The corner of Ling Xu's mouth moved slightly, he let out a long sigh, and admitted, "It's me."

Ling Jiamu: "What the hell? What's going on?"

"Li Yingyi said, I am not your own, can I know the truth?" Ling Junhan remained expressionless, and decided to get straight to the point.

Ling Jiamu was shocked again, dumbfounded.

Ling Xu lowered his eyes, a tangled expression appeared on his usually calm face.

He murmured: "He told you everything, Jun Han, I'm sorry for you."

Although I have been doing psychological construction, the moment I learned the truth, my inner castle still collapsed.

Ling Junhan gritted his teeth and said, "Don't apologize in a hurry, I want to know what happened."

"You are indeed not my own. You are the child of Meimei and my brother. When she was just pregnant, my brother died in battle. At that time, she was very young, very scared and at a loss. However, she insisted on When the child was born, it was said to be a gift from her brother. Even your name is in memory of her brother..."

Ling Junhan sneered, his biological father is an elder brother, no wonder he looks quite similar to Ling Xu, so he is also a blood relative.

It's just this relationship, ironic and helpless.

Ling Xu fell into memory, and his expression was in a trance for a moment, "She was only eighteen at that time, and the scandal of a young lady from a famous family getting pregnant out of wedlock is intolerable. I...I have liked her for a long time, so At this time, it is despicable to take advantage of the situation."

"So you...you feel disgusted when you see me, so you try every means to get rid of the beast spirit, and you wish for me to die, don't you?" Ling Junhan's eyes turned red, and his nails dug into the flesh of his palm, almost drawing blood.

"Meimei didn't agree to my marriage proposal until you were four years old. In the next few years, she was still very good to you, and she would occasionally mention her brother. I was obsessed with ghosts at that time, thinking that without you, Meimei would forget the past and be single-minded. Love me. So impulsively, I contacted Li Yingyi to send you away. But later, I regretted it. Meimei was crying every day and sent someone to find you like crazy every day. Only then did I realize that I was real I made a mistake." Ling Xu lit a cigarette and smoked in silence, his face full of remorse.

Ling Jiamu finally understood the relationship between Wanwan and Wanwan, and yelled: "Dad, what are you talking about! How could my brother not be your own? You have always been very kind to him, haven't you?"

Ling Xu said: "Yes, I found Li Yingyi later and wanted him to send Junhan back, but he said that he had already run away, and he didn't know where he was. It wasn't until two years later that the two white tigers took you back. You finally came back to us when you were delivered to your doorstep."

"If I didn't run, I might really die inside. You really wanted me to die, didn't you?" Ling Junhan twitched his lips, and at the moment when he learned the cruelest truth, his heart was unexpectedly calm.

It turns out that people are selfish when facing their own interests, and no one can be surprised.

In this emotional chase, he is like a dispensable victim.

It's ridiculous and ironic.

Ling Xu took a long breath of smoke, stretched out his hand to grab Ling Junhan's hand, and said in a low voice, "I really went astray for a while, and for the next ten years, I have been trying to make up for it and find the best for you. Teacher, try to provide the best quality of life. I know that you may not be able to accept it, and you may not be able to forgive me when you learn the truth. Every time I think of this, I can’t sleep at night and suffer.”

Ling Jun coldly snorted, and looked up at him, "Your obsession almost cost me my life. If I hadn't been sent to Beast Soul, Xinxin's parents wouldn't have been caught for sending me back, and his parents wouldn't have been caught. You won’t die. Butterfly effect, it’s really not something that can be written off with one mistake.”

"...I don't blame you." Duan Wuxin grabbed his hand and warmed his cold hand with the palm of his hand, "I said before that Li Yingyi has been following us for a long time, even without you, we will sooner or later." If you get caught, don't blame yourself."

Ling Junhan moved his lips, but did not speak.

Ling Xu looked at Duan Wuxin again as if asking for help, and pleaded: "I know Junhan loves you very much, you can persuade him, it's okay to hate me, but don't let Meimei know that I sent Junhan away, she If you knew it, you'd be crushed."

Duan Wuxin shook his head and refused, "I can't persuade him, I respect any of his ideas."

Ling Xu said with difficulty: "She loves this family very much, and she also loves Junhan very much. After Junhan was sent back, she prayed for the two white tigers every year. Later, when she saw Xinxin's live broadcast, she thought it might be some kind of death. I watch it regularly every day and make a wish. She is really a good woman, and I don't want to make her sad."

"You are afraid that after she finds out, your marriage will come to an end." Ling Junhan looked straight at him, and said, "Don't worry, I don't intend to break it on Mom's side, but everything you have done, although I can understand, but I can't forgive for the time being."

Ling Jiamu looked at him sideways, a little flustered, "Brother..."

"Okay, I've figured out what I need to know, take care." Ling Junhan got up, and pulled Duan Wuxin's wrist with a cold face, "Let's go."

"Jun Han, I really regard you as my own child now, can I still be a family like before?" Ling Xu stood up, his back slightly bent, and looked at him with pleading eyes.

Ling Junhan pulled out a far-fetched expression, "Besides, I am not biological, and now I seem a little out of place."

"What are you talking about, no matter how you say it, you were born by your mother, why not your own." Ling Jiamu hurriedly grabbed him, "Brother, don't think about it, we are still as good as before, aren't we?"

Ling Junhan pushed his hand away, and said with difficulty, "I won't be able to slow down for a while, give me some time."

Duan Wuxin quickly went up to hold his hand, nodded to the two, and said goodbye politely, "Then let's go first."

The two walked out the gate holding hands in silence, when a gust of wind blew outside, causing the branches to sway.

Ling Junhan moved slowly, not knowing where to go.

Ling Jiamu chased him out with his slippers on, panting, grabbed his arm, and forced him to stop, "Brother, don't rush away, I have something to tell you."

"What do you want to say? If you want to persuade me to forgive, then there's no need." Ling Junhan turned to look at him, and finally understood why Ling Jiamu was always so innocent.

It turned out that from the root, the two of them were never the same.

Even if you want to be treated equally, there is still a difference after all.

"No... I didn't want to persuade you."

Ling Jiamu scratched his head, trying to ease the atmosphere, "I said, why are you so smart and I am so stupid, so you are not a father. Brother, I know you have disliked me since you were a child, but I have always admired you and regarded you as a big brother from the bottom of my heart Look at it. Although there is a little change in the relationship now, it doesn't matter to me."

He raised his eyes, stared at Ling Junhan, and said sincerely: "I don't care if you recognize Dad or not, you will always be my brother. If I do, you can't deny it."

Ling Junhan was teased, poked his shoulder with his finger, and snorted coldly: "You still buy and sell by force."

"Well, anyway, I have such a personality, stupid, but I know who treats me well." Ling Jiamu rushed over and hugged him regardless, "If you don't want him anymore, we will see you in the barracks later, anyway, our superiors and subordinates , you can't get rid of me."

Ling Junhan hummed, raised his hand to ruffle his hair, and complained in a low voice, "I used to say that you are stupid, but now it seems that you are really stupid."

Ling Jiamu smiled embarrassedly, turned his head to look at Duan Wuxin, a little shyly and frankly called out the name he couldn't change, "Sister-in-law, I will leave my brother to you, he may not be in a good mood for a few days, Look at him more. I... I'll go back first. "

After he finished speaking, he ran back quickly without waiting for anyone to reply.

"He must be shy." Duan Wuxin stared at his back and raised his eyebrows slightly, "Finally my son has become a sister-in-law."

Ling Junhan withdrew his gaze, feeling mixed feelings, and fumbled for cigarettes in his pocket again.

At this moment, he still can't blame anyone, whether it's his own parents or Ling Xu, but it's all a trick of fate.

But just because he couldn't complain, he was so panicked that he couldn't find an exit.

Today, more than 20 years later, he belatedly lost his own father.

The unmasked one, the soldier who died in battle.

He once thought that he got the love from the best parents in the world, but he didn't expect that it was all out of compensation. This truth made his heart ache.

He shook out one, bit it in his mouth, flipped the lighter and lit it.

Duan Wuxin stretched out his hand to snatch it, and held it jerky in his hand and said, "Stop smoking, if you feel uncomfortable, you can give me a hug."

He stretched out his arms on his own initiative, hooked Ling Junhan's neck, and said softly: "If you don't want to see them, then don't. If you don't want to forgive, then ignore it. I respect your thoughts. But, we are not sad okay?"

"Smoking can calm people's mood." Ling Junhan replied avoiding the seriousness.

He didn't know how to describe his complicated mood for a while.Especially in the face of Duan Wuxin who lost his parents, too much analysis will only make people sad.

So, she just hugged him loosely, bent down to snatch the cigarette back.

Duan Wuxin raised his hand, took a bite into his mouth, raised his head and pressed his lips against his, coughed again and passed the light smoke.

Ling Junhan opened his lips slightly, feeling the bitterness of tobacco on the tip of his tongue.

And in this infinitely prolonged pain, I finally tasted a hint of sweetness that seemed to be absent.

Duan Wuxin kissed the corner of his mouth carefully, and said: "I don't need cigarettes anymore, you have me, I will comfort you, and I will love you.".

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