Unpretentious campus essay

The light in the garage was dim, and the blue security light on the car door faintly shone on the snow-white face among the white clouds, looking ghostly and eerie.Lei Jinlong suddenly remembered that when he was in high school, he climbed onto Huang Heyuan's bed in the middle of the night. Unexpectedly, Bai Yunjian was lying on the bed.Bai Yunjian patted his head, with an expression as if his head was a watermelon, which could be slapped without breaking it.

Lei Jinlong was scared, but he was suspicious? He was afraid that Huang Heyuan was pretending to be drunk to test his loyalty.Today? He can hand over Huang Heyuan to his perverted ex-boyfriend. Tomorrow? He can sell company secrets. The day after tomorrow? He will be fired!He can't lose the job!

"No? All right...unless Huang Heyuan tells me to go." Lei Jinlong said, "You wake him up."

Bai Yunjian glanced at him, then turned around and raised his hand to pat Huang Heyuan's face.

Huang Heyuan's stomach ached from the alcohol and his head ached, but his heart was much more uncomfortable than his body. He thought Lei Jinlong was touching his face in a daze. He was very irritable. He kicked off his shoes and lifted his legs. Kick out, "Go away!"

Bai Yunjian was kicked to the side of the car door, didn't he? With another fire in his calm heart, he grabbed Huang Heyuan's left ankle and pinched it hard.Huang Heyuan was in pain, frowning, holding his knees and shrinking his feet.

Only then did Bai Yunjian realize that both of Huang Heyuan's black socks had a hole, exposing two big toes symmetrically.

In high school, Huang Heyuan had many cute and colorful socks.What impresses him the most is that Huang Heyuan has a pair of socks embroidered with various small expressions on the toes, with a crying face, a smiling face, and a questioning face... He lay side by side on the bed with him, crossed his legs, and named his toes one by one. Show him a melodrama, and laugh while acting.Torn socks, Huang He is far from? Will? Wear it a second time, and sometimes even throw it away if you don’t bother to wash it.

His socks changed too, no? Cute.

"It's so hot..." Huang Heyuan muttered, straightened his legs and put them on his thighs, and slid down like a boneless one, as if he was going to sleep.

Bai Yunjian stared at Huang Heyuan's feet for a few seconds, lowered his head and sniffed, then raised his head, slightly parted his lips, his eyes?

If Gu Haiyu's stinky feet are taken as a standard weight and measure, Huang Heyuan's jio is probably equivalent to 0.5 Gu Haiyu.Huang Heyuan's socks are not only cute, but also smelly!

"I'm hot..." Huang Heyuan grabbed the hem of the sweater and lifted it up. Because of the high collar, the narrow collar covered his head, and he took it off for a long time? He couldn't take it off, but his face was sullen and annoyed. He has to kick his feet, or in other words, he kicks between the clouds.

Bai Yunjian leaned over and tore off his sweater.The sweater rubbed off static electricity, crackling, and when the sweater was pulled off, a hairy head was exposed.Huang Heyuan finally felt comfortable, flattened his body with a groan, and fell asleep with his neck tilted.

"The Yellow River is far away..." Bai Yunjian knelt between his legs, slowly bent down, from? neck to? belly, sniffing carefully.

In the past, Huang Heyuan always had a faint milky scent on his body, even if he didn't apply anything, it smelled very comfortable.But now, his body exudes a strong smell of alcohol? and the smell of tobacco, as well as the faint smell of perfume.

Is it his fiancée's perfume?That's right, he was a straight man in the first place, he was forcibly turned into a bender, now he's back on the right track? Is it normal?

Huang Heyuan's behavior is so reasonable, his father has an accident and disappears unintentionally, so pitiful, so unlucky, even his anger seems to be unreasonable.

Huang Heyuan has done his best to him, and even sent him a text message saying sorry, and he will not contact him again. It is his wishful thinking that they have not broken up, and he believes that Huang Heyuan will come to him after he wants to leave.

There is no feeling that will not change, just like he thought he was infatuated, but when he really saw the Yellow River is far away, what was churning in his heart was not liking, but resentment.

"The Yellow River is far..."

Bai Yunjian touched Huang Heyuan's hot face, trying to reunite him with the boy he liked in high school, but no matter what, he couldn't do it.

"Do you like your fiancée?" Bai Yunjian asked in a low voice, "Why... have you changed?"

His voice has changed, his figure has changed, his hairstyle has changed, his clothes have changed, his scent has changed, his personality has changed, and his heart has changed.

He had read a dissertation before.A person likes a doll very much. The doll will be dirty and broken, so he will put patches on the doll. More and more patches will spread all over the doll. In the end, is the doll still the original doll?

Don't Bai Yunjian? I know, he only knows that his questioning posture is ugly, but no matter how ugly it is, it can't be ugly? The dark purple thermal underwear that is far loose and baggy across the Yellow River.

"Why do you get married?" Bai Yunjian put one hand on Huang Heyuan's head, pinched his face, "Wake up, open your eyes and answer me!"

The wig in the white clouds hangs down, itching on his face, Huang Heyuan opens his heavy eyelids, shakes his hair, and squeezes out a word from his lips, "Water..."

"what?"

"...I want... water."

Huang Heyuan's lips were so dry that the skin could even be seen bloodshot.In the past, didn't his lips look like this, soft and moist, easy to kiss.

"Who do you want to feed you water..." Bai Yunjian lowered his head, took his dry lower lip in his mouth, and licked it lightly.Huang Heyuan turned his face subconsciously, and the next second his chin was pinched by a cold hand, his tongue invaded his mouth, biting and sucking, he couldn't breathe, he raised his hand to grab Bai Yunjian's head, and pulled it off. With a wig on his head, he turned to push his shoulder, uttering words vaguely, "...let go..."

Bai Yunjian raised his head and licked his lips, "I don't? I like the taste of your mouth."

Huang Heyuan's lips were numb and sore, probably bleeding from a broken skin, he raised his hand to wipe the drool flowing down the corner of his mouth, and said hoarsely, "...I'm sorry."

Bai Yunjian suddenly remembered the last message Huang Heyuan sent to him, "I'm sorry." There was no news after that, which made him feel uncomfortable every time he heard or saw the three words "I'm sorry". ?Comfortable.

"You, just say sorry?" Bai Yunjian laughed, "You said you would like me forever, and then you don't want me anymore. Huang Heyuan, I really don't like to be loved by others." abandon."

"...I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Huang Heyuan said, "Did I do it? Yes. I can give you any compensation you want."

"Is it?"

Bai Yunjian hated his memory very much, seven years passed by in a flash, and every bit of getting along with Huang Heyuan was as fresh as ever, as if it was just yesterday?

"Huang Heyuan, do you still remember? Remember, at around 12:10 on the evening of October 23, 04, you found out that I was c, and had a big fight with me in my dormitory."

"I said yes? Pay back your reward money. You throw? The bank card I gave you on the ground, and say that you can pay back the money! How will you pay back the heart you gave me!" Bai Yunjian laughed, "Now I will put? This sentence Words? Give it back to you, the heart I gave you, how do you return it?"

Huang Heyuan opened his eyelids, but couldn't control them? He closed them, pinched himself, and forced himself to stay awake, "You, you say it again..."

"have nothing to say."

The air conditioner was whistling, the air in the car was dry and warm, but Bai Yunjian's hand, on the contrary, was damp and cold, sticking to Huang Heyuan's stomach like a snake.He actually has such obvious abdominal muscles, hehe, what's the use, it's cheaper for others.

"Huang Heyuan, I want to fuck you." Bai Yunjian pulled out Huang Heyuan's belt and patted his face, "This is the compensation I want."

"...What..." Huang Heyuan frowned, "Zha Gong..."

"No Zagong!"

Bai Yunjian suddenly realized that he was not indifferent. Every time Huang Heyuan uttered a word, his anger increased.None of the words that came out of Huang Heyuan's broken mouth were pleasant!

He could feel it very clearly, and his face was shaking when he spoke, "You...really feel that I and Zagong are together. Don't you have any dissatisfaction or jealousy? You don't even have words? Ask I was just drunk."

And he, because of Huang Heyuan's fiancée, became jealous and resentful beyond recognition, and his mind was twisted.It's really, really ridiculous.He doesn't feel sorry for himself, because he doesn't like Huang Heyuan any more, and the reason why he is angry is simply that he is unwilling.

As long as you get it, you can let it go.It's like playing a game. After clearing the level, you won't? Will? Think about it any more.

And he can let it go right away.

……

There was a gap in the window of the driver's seat. Lei Jinlong had been standing by the side and looking around. He thought Huang Heyuan was testing him, but he didn't expect it? Faintly saw Bai Yunjian take off Huang Heyuan's pants, and Huang Heyuan's consciousness seemed to be clear , Did not struggle to resist.

No? Yes, what's the situation? !

Lei Jinlong raised his hand and touched his neck.There are a few raised scars there, which are the injuries he scratched before jumping off the building.From then on, whenever he encountered tense things, he would touch those scars subconsciously.It reminded him to be a good person, so that if he saw Zheng Xiao again, he would have the face to invite her to dinner.

Therefore, he wants to stop this pervert Bai Yunjian.

Lei Jinlong stepped forward and slammed on the car window, "Boss Huang! Baiyunjian! Let him go! I'm calling the police!!!"

The car window lowered halfway slowly, revealing half of Huang Heyuan's face, his temples were full of sweat, his black and thick eyebrows were twisted, the corners of his eyes were red, and his eyes were moist and empty.

"You... let's go." Huang Heyuan snorted, his brows furrowed even tighter, "No? Never mind."

After finishing speaking, the car window went up, but Lei Jinlong still didn't? He forgot to perform his duties as a secretary, and quickly patted on the car window, "Mr. Huang, you? Both of you are drinking! How do you go back?!"

Huang Heyuan: "..."

The car window was closed to isolate Lei Jinlong's voice, Huang Heyuan watched him scratching his ears and going away, relaxed, and took a trembling breath?

Have you been drinking between Baiyun?Huang Heyuan sat on his lap, and smelled it a little closer. He smelled the smell of red wine.

Can't you see? He was drinking when he came out.Huang Heyuan laughed in a trance. Bai Yunjian used to like to hang out with people when he was drunk, and also liked to talk loudly? But now he has evolved.

It hurts just to poke it with half a finger.

Bai Yunjian stopped moving soon, and the other free hand went to the front.

"No? Don't worry..." Huang Heyuan said, "Do you want to be hard?"

"..." Bai Yunjian raised his eyes, aren't his glazed eyes filled with disbelief and anger, "You, why..."

"No? Sorry, no? I know when," Huang Heyuan smiled bitterly, "I became impotent."

"...You bastard. You don't treat me too? Is that okay?! You used to clearly..." Bai Yunjian pulled out his fingers, and frantically grabbed Huang Heyuan's collar and tore it off.Huang Heyuan didn't respond at first, but then as if remembering something, he raised his hand and grabbed the neckline, "Don't tear it... This underwear costs more than 100."

"I'll pay you." Bai Yunjian said, tearing Huang Heyuan's collar apart, he saw a thin silver chain around his neck, Huang Heyuan quickly moved his hand down, holding the pendant under the silver chain, Pretending to be nonchalant, he tore off the pendant and held it tightly in his hand.

Even if it was only for a moment, Bai Yunjian recognized what the pendant was.

Is part of the molecular structure of dopamine.

The other part? The pendant, in his place.

The last time he and Huang Heyuan saw each other was on his birthday?

The day before his birthday, he slept at Huang Heyuan's house. Huang Heyuan was going to bed at eleven o'clock, but he wanted to be the first person to wish him a happy birthday, so he stayed up until midnight.

Huang Heyuan asked him to wait five minutes in a room with balloons and flowers.

Just after zero o'clock, Huang Heyuan opened the door wearing a magician's gown and a magic hat with sequins.

"Yunjiang!" He jumped up and down, the hair on his head trembling with joy, "Happy birthday! Happy birthday to you!"

The magician's dress is a little too big, probably worn by Huang Heyuan's father, the cuffs are long enough to cover half of the palm, very cute.

Huang Heyuan took him to the basement and performed a water tank escape for him.

Acting is dangerous.The water covered the neck of the Yellow River, and he patted the water tank in horror. He swung his chair and smashed the glass.

At this moment, a cool thing stuck to his neck.No? I don't know when, Huang Heyuan stood behind him, and put on this dopamine necklace for him in an awkward and intimate way. "I give you happiness!"

"Why only half?" he asked.

"Because it's a couple's necklace!" Huang Heyuan touched his pocket, "Ah...the other half is in my room, I forgot to bring it here."

In front of Huang Heyuan's desk, he personally put on this chain for him.

The fracture of the pendant is inlaid with a small magnet. If the two pendants get closer, they will combine together to form a complete dopamine structure.Dopamine, a neurotransmitter, can give people happiness and pleasure, just as the Yellow River is far away from him, and he is far away from the Yellow River.

On a summer evening, the wind was blowing, Huang Heyuan's wet hair was damp and cold, and the wind rolled up the thin window screen. He touched Huang Heyuan's hair and kissed him.

Slap.It's the sound of the dopamine pendants hanging from the two of them gently linking together.

……

From summer to winter, seven years have passed, and the pendant still hangs in Huang Heyuan.

"Why are you still wearing it?" Bai Yunjian looked at Huang Heyuan with piercing eyes, "Didn't your fiancée let you buy a new one?"

"I don't have a fiancée, where did you hear about it?" Huang Heyuan suddenly raised his hand and tugged on Bai Yunjian's neckline.

Empty, nothing.

Huang Heyuan was not? How disappointed? It was expected. After all, Bai Yunjian did not wear it when he usually watched the live broadcast. Why? Today? They? Met? This pendant popped out of nowhere.

"I threw it away." Bai Yunjian said.

"Oh." Huang Heyuan pinched the pendant, and the chemical bond connected to Nh2 made his palms hurt. He pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled, "Are you still doing it?"

"No? I did."

Huang Heyuan fell from Bai Yunjian's lap, leaning against the car window with a splitting headache, and fell into a drowsy sleep.