Unpretentious campus essay

Six hours after Huang Heyuan left, Bai Yunjian experienced the feeling he had when he lost contact with Huang Heyuan seven years ago.Lost, bored and anxious, absent-minded about everything.He used to hate this state very much, wishing to uproot the Yellow River in his mind, it took him a long time to understand that this is the price of loving and being loved.Moreover, the situation is different, he and Huang Heyuan have not? Completely cut off contact.

Bai Yunjian opened WeChat and stared at the chat page between him and Huang Heyuan.

Huang Heyuan's profile picture is a piece of blue sky, while? His profile picture is a cloud like cotton candy.The portraits of the two are very middle-aged and elderly. Only by putting them together can you taste the taste of the couple's portraits.

Bai Yunjian wanted to send a message to Huang Heyuan, but he thought he must be very busy, so it was better not to distract him. Just as he was about to quit, his phone vibrated suddenly.

"Sunflower" patted you, chirp!

Sunflower: My king is here!

Bai Yunjian raised the corners of his mouth unconsciously, bowed his head and typed: "Yes. Be careful."

Sunflower: Yunjiang, I have to put away my phone and call you at night!

Foxy: Good.

Huang Heyuan will probably be so busy that the sky is dark, but he is too idle to be moldy.Sitting by the hospital bed, staring at Huang Zhenhua.

Bai Yunjian was not sure if Huang Zhenhua knew that he and Huang Heyuan were lovers now.

If you don't know, he can say "love the person you want to love, even if it's a man".

If he knew it, when did he know it?If it can be seen that Huang Heyuan is his precious only son, would he be so calm?

Bai Yunjian didn't know, and he didn't dare to test it easily. He always stared at Huang Zhenhua when he had nothing to do.

Huang Zhenhua felt terrified when he saw it.All his knowledge of gay men came from the news, and he didn't feel like he was a good bird.But his son just likes him, and they are still together after so many years. He has no other choice but to accept it.

"Xiaobai," Huang Zhenhua chatted bravely, "Have you and Xiaohuang traveled anywhere in these years?"

Is he testing my relationship with Huang Heyuan?Bai Yunjian pushed his glasses, and honestly shook his head, "No."

My son is the ultimate otaku, and I didn't expect to find a boyfriend who is also a nerd, and it seems to be a good match.Huang Zhenhua smiled helplessly, "Did you stay at home during the holidays?"

"Ah."

"Do you have a photo of Xiao Huang in your phone?" Huang Zhenhua asked, "I have been lying in bed for so many years, but I don't feel bad about other things. It's good to be alive. The most regrettable thing is that I don't have any photos of Xiao Huang. We grew up together, can you show your uncle his photo?"

"..." There are indeed a lot of photos of Huang Heyuan in his mobile phone, Huang Heyuan's messy hair early, chest muscles with hickey marks, Huang Dazhileng who finally got up, and the two people interlocking their fingers. Hands?, Jio wearing new socks, and? The picture of sleeping face after crying just now...

After looking at these photos, Huang Zhenhua might want to jump up on the spot.

Huang Zhenhua understood too much from the enigmatic silence between the white clouds, his old face turned yellow, "Don't show it to uncle...you young couple should pay attention to privacy!"

Little, young couple...he knew...when?Huang Heyuan obviously didn't say anything to Huang Zhenhua.

Bai Yunjian slowly sat up straight, as if he was facing an enemy, "When did you...know?"

"Huh?" Huang Zhenhua was stunned for a moment before he figured out what Bai Yunjian was asking, and asked in confusion, "Didn't Xiao Huang tell you? He told me in high school that he liked you..."

Bai Yunjian: "..."

In the blink of an eye, something that he had ignored before suddenly popped up in Bai Yunjian's mind.

Huang Zhenhua went to worship Huang Heyuan's mother in the middle of the night because he had a quarrel with Huang Heyuan.

Why are you fighting?He never? Asked Huang Heyuan why he quarreled with his father.

"Before you were attacked, you had a conflict with Xiao Huang," Bai Yunjian heard his own heartbeat, "Is it because of me?"

Huang Zhenhua also understood.Huang Heyuan concealed the reason for the quarrel, probably because he was afraid that Bai Yunjian would have a burden in his heart, so he chose to bear it alone.

"Actually, it has nothing to do with you." Huang Zhenhua comforted, "In the final analysis, it's my fault. I have a strong desire to control, and sooner or later I will quarrel. This is about our father and son, and has nothing to do with you."

Bai Yunjian did not speak.He remembered that when Huang Zhenhua's accident happened, Huang Heyuan blamed himself so much that he cried every day.In his tears, is there any element of regret being with him?Did he? Didn't hate him?

Bai Yunjian didn't know, he only knew that Huang Heyuan swallowed this matter thoroughly, and didn't cast any shadow on him.

Looking at Bai Yunjian's obscure expression, Huang Zhenhua vaguely came up with a guess.His son is pissed off, he looks fierce, but in fact the most important thing is affection. After his accident, has he really been with Xiaobai all the time?

I saw my son getting along with Xiaobai before, and I felt that the relationship between the two was very good. Holding hands? You can feel a feeling of throbbing.However, if we were really together for seven or eight years, holding hands would be like holding hands with our own left hand and right hand, wouldn't it feel like we just fell in love!

"You..." Huang Zhenhua felt a little heavy. He always thought that his son was accompanied by someone all these years, but it didn't seem that way.His son is most afraid of loneliness, and he is spoiled by him so foolishly, he can't imagine how Huang Heyuan survived all these years alone.

"Did they separate later? They were only together recently..."

Bai Yunjian was silent for a moment, raised his eyes to look at Huang Zhenhua, and said slowly: "No. We have been in different places for several years, but we haven't separated yet."

After Huang Zhenhua went for rehabilitation training, Bai Yunjian chewed all the peppermint gum on his body, deleted and deleted in the WeChat chat box, but still did not send a single word.He didn't know how to express his feelings, but he suddenly missed Huang Heyuan very much.

Bai Yunjian opened Taobao and ordered a pair of red high heels and a long black dress.Bai Yunjian didn't have the nerve to tell Huang Heyuan that he had been his sex/fantasy object for the past seven years.He had already thought about what posture he was going to use for the first night with Huang Heyuan.

Bai Yunjian quit Taobao, and clicked twice on Huang Heyuan's profile picture.

The small piece of blue sky trembled twice, and a line of small gray words appeared under the page: You patted "Sunflower", post it!