The joy of rebirth

The feeling of being close to the hometown is timid.Tang? Song Zhiwen's poem "Han River": "The audio books outside the mountains are broken, and after winter and spring, I am more timid when I am close to the hometown, and I dare not ask people."

Xue Yan walked out of the small town's train station, his heart tumbling continuously.Sitting still on the seat outside the station, it has been about four or ten minutes.

Everything in front of me is no longer familiar.He left here with his parents when he was seven years old, and only came back two or three times when he grew up.Up to now, it is not bad to be able to remember the address.

...Shouldn't you come back?Xue Yan rubbed the center of his eyebrows with his hand, and smiled wryly.The person who is most likely to hurt yourself in the world is not others, but the closest person.At that time, the scene of my father holding a knife and letting me go away has been hidden in my heart.Even after so many years, even if "things are different and people are different" can be used to describe this world... I am still timid.

Many passers-by were secretly looking at the handsome boy sitting by the roadside.An aunt who sold drinks watched him for a long time, and greeted him: "Boy, what's the matter? Tell aunt?"

Xue Yan raised his head in surprise, the people in this place are really different from those in big cities.If it is left in those big cities, I am afraid that no one will come to see it even if you are dizzy on the side of the road. You are worthy of calling 120 or 110 for you.

"Ah, I'm fine." Xue Yan stood up awkwardly.

"It's okay, you can sit here for a long time? Why don't you go home?"

"..."

The aunt looked at him, and said hesitantly, "You don't mean to be at odds with your family, do you?"

"...That's right."

"Hey! What kind of overnight feud can there be at home! Hurry up and go back!"

"Yes." Xue Yan thanked the aunt, and walked to the station with the purchased things.

Sitting on the shabby bus, Xue Yan thought—just say that he is a student of Ke Xin, and his parents can't drive him out anyway!

Looking out from the car window, far away is the apartment building where my family lived.Xue Yan looked at it and felt that his eyes were a little wet.

The ground of the community is a bit dirty, the gatekeeper is playing mahjong in the house, and doesn't care much about the people who come in and out.There are all kinds of advertisements on the wall, and it feels very lively.

After going up to the fifth floor, Xue Yan stood in front of his house, not daring to knock on the door.The anti-theft door is still the one in my memory, as if all these years were just a blink of an eye.The upper part of the door is a screen window. I vaguely remember that when I was a child, I liked to pick that screen very much, and I once dug out a big hole.My father didn't scold himself, but smiled and patted his head, saying that our Xiaoxin even has different preferences from others, and he will definitely have a future...

Before I was ready to knock on the door, the wooden door inside opened.

Zheng Aiqin was about to go out to buy some vegetables, and when she opened the wooden door, she saw a handsome young man standing outside the iron gate, her eyes fell on the ground and she didn't know what she was thinking.When the young man saw her looking at him, his eyes suddenly turned red for no reason.

"Ah... hello, I'm Teacher Ke's student."... But I really can't remember what I said next.Xue Yan clenched the bag in his hand with some annoyance.

"Xiaoxin's student?" Zheng Aiqin was stunned for a moment, then seemed very happy, and immediately opened the door to welcome Xue Yan in. "How did you get here?"

"Oh, I'll come and see the elders, and I'll send you some things along the way." Xue Yan carefully searched for an excuse in his heart.

"Send something?" Zheng Aiqin told him to sit down on the sofa, and went to find a cup to pour water by herself, her movements were a little awkward.

"You don't need to prepare water, I'm not thirsty..." Xue Yan stood up awkwardly.

Zheng Aiqin smiled, and her silver-white hair quietly reflected the sunlight, causing Xue Yan's heart to ache.

"Auntie, look, this is the scarf I bought for you." Xue Yan rummaged through the large and small presents, and took out a square box.

Inside the box is a lavender square scarf, which is very beautiful.Xue Yan remembered that her mother liked lavender the most.But the one I gave her at the beginning has been thrown downstairs from the window by her father.

Zheng Aiqin took it with a smile, took it into her arms and looked down at the silk scarf.A few tears fell clearly on the box.

Looking up at Xue Yan, Zheng Aiqin was busy wiping away tears while laughing: "Look at me, I really..."

Xue Yan also laughed, quickly changed the subject and asked, "Where's your husband?"

"Oh, he's gone to class. He'll be back in a while." Zheng Aiqin looked at the silk scarf again, and said sincerely, "It turns out that Xiaoxin has such a good student as you."

"Well, Teacher Ke helped me a lot." Xue Yan scratched the back of his head.

"Then you don't need to buy so many things. It's so heavy, it's good if you have the heart to see it."

"It's okay, and it's not too heavy." Xue Yan took out some yellow young fruits, a specialty of Songcheng, "Try this, our specialty."

……

Xue Yan helped Zheng Aiqin go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.On the way, Zheng Aiqin kept asking him what he likes to eat, Xue Yan smiled and said that he was not picky, and felt more and more sad.He wanted to talk about some dishes his parents loved, but he couldn't name a few.In fact, I have asked my parents many times in the past, but every time I was prevaricated by "what to choose" and "all delicious".They may not really be able to tell what they like to eat, but the Son of Man himself doesn’t know how to pay attention—my mother said that “sesame sauce noodles are delicious with cucumber silk”, and probably said a lot of such things—but he himself In fact, I don't really care about it. I take it for granted that they really like to eat everything.

Passing by a small shop selling buns, Zheng Aiqin stopped.

"The fresh meat buns here are delicious. Do you like steamed buns? Shall I buy you some to try?" Her eyes narrowed with a smile, and the lines on her face became more obvious.

Seeing that the store was clean, Xue Yan nodded, "I'll buy a few, but I want to show you something at noon, so I'll just buy two yuan."

——The above is sorted out

The text of the following 43 chapters:

Half a month later, the small villa is ready to move in.Occasionally, people who walk past the house will always take a look inside.The plants in the yard are lush and eye-catching.

It's time to move in.

Qi Yang finished his day's work very early, and went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of flowers when he returned home.

The flower seller smiled and handed him the flowers, gossiping: "For your girlfriend?"

Qi Yang shook his head, with a hint of warmth in his eyes: "No, give it to my lover."

When I got home, I unexpectedly didn't see Xue Yan's figure.Xue Yan has no class this afternoon, so he should be at home at this time.Open the shoe cabinet, and the shoes on the side prove that the owner is indeed at home.

Qi Yang turned his head and looked into the room, and saw the little fat boy rushing out with a "meow meow".In the past two weeks, it has been pretending to be melancholy on the balcony of the study, looking like "the cat is haggard for food".At this moment, he voluntarily gave up the cold war and tried his best to "meow" at Qi Yang.

"?" Qi Yang put on his slippers and shouted, "Xiaoxin?"

After a few seconds, there was a feeble response from the bedroom.

Throwing the flowers aside in surprise, Qi Yang walked quickly into the bedroom.In the room, Xue Yan's face was pale, curled up on the bed wrapped in a quilt like a shrimp.

"What's the matter? Where is it uncomfortable?" Touching Xue Yan's forehead, it wasn't very hot, but his pale face showed that he was very uncomfortable.

"... I ate something bad... I had diarrhea several times..." The sick Xue Yan lost his usual rationality, and his moist eyes looked innocent and aggrieved.

"...I'll take you to the hospital, come on, get up." Qi Yang wanted to hug Xue Yan even under the quilt.

"..." Xue Yan shook his head, obviously not cooperating.

"Forget it, I'll call the doctor over."

He took out his mobile phone and dialed the doctor's number, then approached Xue Yan, "Is it hard?"

"Well, I feel sick to my stomach..."

"Shall I rub it for you?"

Before Xue Yan could express his opinion, some cold hands had already reached into the quilt.

"Hmm..." Xue Yan snorted uncomfortably, your hands are already cold, and you want to add to the chaos.

Fortunately, the quilt was very warm, and Qi Yang's hands warmed up in a short while.He didn't dare to use too much force, so he lightened his force and slowly rubbed Xue Yan's stomach clockwise.

After a long time, Xue Yan sighed softly, "It's much better, stop." After saying that, he rubbed his head on the pillow, feeling grateful for the relief of the pain in his body.

Qi Yang didn't take out his hand, he still rubbed and pressed it slowly.

When the doctor arrived and rang the doorbell, Qi Yang took his hand away.

"Slight food poisoning, it's nothing serious." The doctor taught some medical knowledge seriously, and only when Qi Yang sent him to the door did he sneer: "You let me run over for such a small matter?"

"You have superb medical skills." Qi Yang explained with a smile.

"I am so skilled in medicine that I came here to solve the problem of diarrhea."

"...The three-day vacation you asked for last time has been granted."

"Hehe...how embarrassing this is. It's actually my honor to make a little contribution to the president...Since the president is so generous, I'd rather be respectful than obedient." The doctor changed his face very quickly, holding the medicine box happily gone.

Qi Yang looked at the medicine left by the man, it was a common medicine for diarrhea.

"Xiaoxin, take medicine."

Put the capsule into Xue Yan's mouth, and feed him a half glass of water.Half an hour after taking the medicine, Xue Yan's complexion improved a lot, and he was already trying to get out of the quilt.

"Lie down for a while? Are you hungry?"

Shaking his head, he has been lying down for half an afternoon. "...a little hungry, what time is it?"

"It's not until eight o'clock. I'll make some porridge for you. Also, this is for you." Qi Yang handed the rose to Xue Yan.

The little fat boy jumped onto the bed, squatted down next to Xue Yan, and looked at the bouquet of roses together.

"What day is today?" Xue Yan regained his energy and asked while holding the bouquet.

"It's not a holiday, I just want to send you off."

The night slowly deepened, and the whole city was immersed in the night.

"... Shall we move to the villa?" Qi Yang sat by the bed, reaching out to touch Xue Yan's cheek.

Xue Yan turned his back to him, kept silent, closed his eyes slightly and pretended to be asleep.Qi Yang didn't let him go, and lowered his head to bite Xue Yan's mouth.

"Um...you..." Xue Yan tried to push him away, and then covered his face with the quilt.

Qi Yang smiled wryly, and stretched out his hand to fish the man and the quilt into his arms. "This villa was renovated just to live with you, otherwise I would have sold it long ago."

The person with the silkworm baby under the quilt was silent for a while, then suddenly asked, "...can we still be together?"

"...Why not?" Qi Yang pulled back the quilt and looked into the man's dark eyes.

"It's because of me, your parents...you should blame me. Besides my parents, I have another pair of parents now..." Xue Yan said, his eyes darkened.Those words were not only said to Qi Yang, but also to himself.Those deepest worries in my heart never completely disappeared.

"My parents...it's because I failed to handle it well and let them discover our relationship at an inappropriate time. I'm sorry for them and it has nothing to do with you..." Qi Yang stroked Xue Yan's hair, "I treated you at the beginning. In that way, there is no way to forgive yourself, but you deliberately ignore your feelings subconsciously. In short, I am wrong for all mistakes... Sometimes I think about it, as if I am not qualified to be with you anymore. You are very Young, with new friends and...but I'm old, and I can't even accompany you to the end..." The voice that seemed to be talking to himself gradually faded, and the always decisive person had never felt so inferior.Perhaps, he is really dragging Xiaoxin down...

Before Qi Yang could finish speaking, Xue Yan suddenly retracted into the quilt, not wanting the man to see his teary face.Can this old man pretend to be pitiful any more? !In the dark, Xue Yan sniffed, and said "I can't accompany you to the end", it was just nonsense.Wiping away tears on the quilt, Xue Yan lifted the quilt and threw himself on Qi Yang.

"You know you're sorry for me, right?" The atmosphere of Xingshi's questioning was very strong.

"……Know."

"Do you know you have to make up for it?"

"……Know."

"That's good, you will belong to me in this life. Your money is my money, and my money is still my money. Do you understand?"

"……clear."

"I want money."

"it is good."

"I want to live in a villa."

"……it is good."

44. The passage of time in the extra episode...

The author has something to say: After finishing it, there are only more than 5 words left.Uh, could it be that half of my words are nonsense.