Yufan, who was driven home by the boss, stood between the two gates and hesitated, not knowing which side of the house he should return to.

Suppose I go back to the place I used to live in, this small apartment with one bedroom and one living room——

The advantage is that you can avoid the embarrassment that will inevitably arise when you see what is wrong.

The self-esteem that was stripped off last night has not had time to heal, and it is still dripping with red water.Temporary separation can give yourself some time to let yourself forget.

The disadvantage is that I can't confirm it at the first time, but it's safe and sound.

Also, when Kefei found out that he didn't return to his side, nine out of ten would think it meant that he wanted to break up with him.If Kefei just kept silent and didn't come to look for him again, then he, who couldn't be ashamed, might never go back there again.

So, what if you go back to where Kefei lives?

Yufan put his hand on the doorknob of Kefei's apartment and found that his hand was trembling slightly.

The state inside should maintain the same messy and miserable state as when I hurriedly left and went to work, right?

On the big bed in the dormitory, the pillows and mattresses are full of smells and traces left after love.

There were also sheets that were wet and sticky from countless ejaculations, all crumpled into balls and scattered on the floor.On the side are sex toys and belts for stuffing the buttocks.

I don't even want to touch it again, that toy that makes me feel extremely embarrassing... being inserted into my body by something like that, making such a cry in front of a man... even being a man, no, what a person should have The moral bottom line can't be kept... Like a four-legged beast in heat, it is obscene and shameless.

Gritting his teeth, Yufan suddenly turned the doorknob downward.It's impossible not to clean up those things.

Although he didn't want to touch it anymore, but he didn't want anyone other than himself - especially if he always liked to find an outside cleaning company to help clean up that mess of gutters!

Walking into Cheng Kefei's home, Yufan was surprised to find that the room was clean and tidy, the windows were bright and clean, the floor was shiny, and the air smelled of lemon, like a sample house.

After being stunned for a few seconds, Yufan had a bad premonition, could it be... took a few big steps, rushed to the bedroom door, and opened it with a "bang".

Sure enough, someone sorted it out.

Spotless new sheets, new pillowcases, neatly and evenly spread on the mattress, also covered the slush claws that fell over.

Completely erase, delete, every depraved obscenity on this bed last night—

"...Speak, I can give you everything you want, as long as you say you will resign."

The whistling motor sound stirred in the body at a fixed frequency.

The stuffed honey hole is constantly stimulated by mechanical cold vibrations, like being forced to stand on a jogging machine, the flesh folds can't even rest for a moment, and can't stop the misery of flooding, twitching, and sucking plastic toys action.

"Uh...uh, uh...don't..."

The head, which was not good at thinking, was forced to a dead end by the man's words and orders again and again.

The brains of prisoners who have been repeatedly tortured to extract confessions have turned into a puddle of white paste under inhuman torture, and they can no longer remember the correct answers.Just grabbing the only answer of "absolutely not to say" and "absolutely not to agree" and jumping stitches to answer.

"No? Who are you trying to deceive, liar?"

Pull out the plastic toy and replace it with the man's fiery clone.

The wet top just bumped against the swollen chrysanthemum bud, and the petals quickly let go, accepting it with joy.

"Huh? Ahhmmmmmmmmmm..."

"Huh? Is this not necessary? See for yourself... How did you swallow me in and entangle me... Is that called not?"

Looking at the part where the man combined with himself, he took a deep breath.

Jiping's completely relaxed organs revealed obscene flesh, which squirmed in response to the man's pumping.

The avatar entered with a gurgle...the folds of flesh shrank greedily.

Pull back and pull out...wrap it tight.

My soaring avatar swayed in the lower abdomen following the man's violent thrusting and swinging.

"Ahhmmmm...don't,don't...will die...I will...ahmmmm..."

The picture of myself being like a meat skewer, being stabbed to death by a man's clone, kept playing in my mind.

"Will you die? Then die. I will die with you... on this bed... If you refuse to agree, then I will keep doing it until we both die here..."

"Hey!... Hey... Don't... No..."

Sobbing and sobbing, uncontrollable tears followed.

"You know there is only one way for me to stop, say it, Yufan, say it!"

"Don't...don't don't don't..."

Yufan shivered, rubbing his arms with both hands.

This "no", he said all night, until finally the man backed down - partly because it was time for the man to go out to work, and he had to end this long night.

——The most ironic thing is that he is really not what a man thinks he is, and he is so stubborn that he refuses to resign.In fact, he didn't know what he said at all, and he didn't remember what he answered.

At that time, I kept doing it and overdid it, and couldn't bear so much excessive pleasure. The brain, which was almost disabled, set up a protection mechanism and interrupted my memory and thinking ability.

This marathon of hours of almost non-stop lovemaking—even though I hadn't been whipped or tortured from beginning to end—was like a torture beyond the limits of the body.

The most tragic thing is that the body is filled with the sweet aftertaste provided by a large amount of love essence, but the heart is not as satisfied and peaceful as before, and it is full of doubts.

Doubts about whether this relationship can last, doubts about whether you love it or not, and whether you can do this to yourself because of love, or...

These suspicions fermented in his heart, making him feel so cold and lonely...

There was a "click" sound from the entrance hall.

Oops!Yufan hurriedly turned and left the dormitory——just as Kefei walked into the living room, he confronted him.Both of them stopped abruptly, and when they first met, they both saw embarrassment in each other's eyes.Yufan turned his eyes away first, he would rather look at the floor of the living room than look at him - that would remind him of what he looked like in the eyes of the man last night.

After a few seconds, Kefei opened his mouth. "Are you OK?"

Yufan slowly turned his gaze back to the man, looked him up and down silently, and breathed a sigh of relief. "Are you okay?"

Ke Fei looked puzzled.

"I'm asking, how did the boss treat you?"

I heard that gangsters know how to fix people?It might not be obvious from the outside, but maybe a few ribs were broken on the chest hidden under the T-shirt.

May raise eyebrows. "You know that I went to the "Tsar Club" to find you?"

"When you arrived at the club, I was still there. The boss asked me to come back to rest first, and he will entertain you instead of me." Honestly.

He pulled his lips resentfully. "So that's it." After a pause. "I'm fine. I talked to your boss a few words and then I came back."

"A few words? You didn't say anything that would make him angry, did you?"

Sullen. "Why don't you ask, what did that guy say to make me angry!"

Yufan stomped his feet, but Cheng Kefei still didn't understand the situation!

"You don't want to go to the 'Tsar Club' again."

To avoid the same situation from happening again next time, Yufan decided to tell him the truth that he had previously concealed.

"Our boss... the boss of the 'Tsar Club'... is a gangster. If you still cherish your life, don't mess with him again."

Kefei was stunned, and then said, "Are you working for a damn underworld?"

"You make it sound like I've become a hooligan." Yufan clenched his jaw. "I have made an agreement with the boss for three chapters, so even if he is a hooligan, it will not have any influence. I will still be my male publicist."

"Thick? I think that must be a very binding clause, which can make gangsters who have no law in their eyes obediently obey."

Yufan stared at Kefei's unruly face in annoyance, took a deep breath, and spoke calmly. "I don't want to argue with you about the same old issues. As long as I'm a cowboy, you'll never accept me, right?"

But not a low spit. "I hope you resign, it's not that I can't accept you."

"Really? But I can't tell the difference." Yufan lowered his eyes and said, "Maybe, we should separate for a while and think about what we each need."

Yufan's suggestion was definitely silent.

That's the sauce.Yufan thought - everything is over.

I never thought it would be such a painful thing to be separated from someone.

It seems that the bones and the flesh are separated abruptly, and it seems that they have cut themselves in half and become a walking dead.

If it wasn't for Yufan still having a job where he can concentrate on his performance, shut up in that small house every day, listening to the movement next door like a stalker, suspicious... he would go crazy sooner or later, right?

No, maybe before going crazy, I would pry open the door of the next room, slip into Cheng Kefei's bed in the middle of the night, and ask him to "pick me back" again.

It doesn't matter even if you turn your head back and don't behave like a man should.

He just misses very, very much, the colorful world like a kaleidoscope that he must lead him into and know.

I miss sitting in front of the TV, listening to him explain in a deep voice the documentary that he thought was dull but actually very informative.

Miss them soaking in the same bathtub, playing with each other's feet, competing to see who can get the other person up first.

I miss the heartbeat of another person under the quilt, which can be counted, listened to, and beat together.

Yufan no longer doubted, he knew that he loved that guy very much, even if Cheng Kefei was like a cold-blooded devil that night, there was no way for Yufan to hate him and stay away from him.

But he doesn't know how to "go back in time"?

After resigning from the Cowherd, everything will be fine, but will "he" be taken back?

Maybe during the time of separation, Ke Fei, who has many women around him, has already found his next date?

A girl who is more obedient and cuter than herself, and maybe knows how to act like a baby better.It is possible for Kefei to marry her, and she can also give birth to a baby for Kefei, and the two of them will conceive a new life together - this is something that Yufan will never be able to do for Kefei in his entire life.

Thinking of this, Yufan's head froze.

Maybe if you separate from yourself, Kefei's life will be happier?

Don't get back together, is it a good thing for him?

Yufan is in a dilemma.He couldn't look back, but he couldn't stop thinking about how to turn back.And, very despicably praying to God, it would be best if a Cheng Kefei fell from the sky, so that he could pick it up, pack it up, and take it away.

How can God realize such a despicable wish for me?

Yufan knew very well that he was dreaming, that real life would not be so easy, and no matter how much he waited, it was impossible to wait for a miracle.

"...Wine?" She said softly.

There was some noise in the ears.

"...I said pour wine." Slightly angry.

Yufan, who was as stupid as a log, didn't know that someone was talking to him, and he didn't pay attention to Ai Xiao who was sitting next to him, desperately giving him hints.Poor Ai Xiao has winked hundreds of times, and her face is almost cramp.

"You are in a daze, three ducklings! Pour me wine, do you hear me!"

After being ignored again and again until the end, the female customer couldn't help getting angry, stood up to take a full breath, and then roared--as a result, not only the male PRs in the box were almost deafened, but the whole PR shop could also hear her "Hedong lion" Roar.

"Deng Yufan, this month is the first time you have been complained by customers that you were absent-minded when picking up customers, do you remember?" the manager asked helplessly.

He shook his head sheepishly.

The manager held up a stack of customer complaints in front of him. "Yes, coincidentally, I can't remember either, because I can't count them all!"

In the last sentence, the manager almost yelled directly into his ear, and Yufan was still humming deep in his ear.But also thanks to this gift, the manager's long speech, like the sound of buzzing bees, sounds quite melodious and hypnotic.

"enough."

The big head just came out of the big boss's office, put one hand into the sleeve of the suit jacket, and looked like he was about to go out.

"Being dazed is a personal characteristic, and some female guests love it. As long as you don't assign Deng Yufan to those female guests who don't like it and come to complain, won't it be fine?"

"Boss, you really let Deng Yufan go too far..." The manager couldn't help complaining that it was difficult for him to lead people like this. "You can't give him special treatment just because he is..."

"It's your job to settle the dissatisfaction among the cowherds, not mine." The boss finished speaking nonchalantly, and then turned around and patted Yufan on the shoulder. "work hard."

"Yes, boss. You go slowly."

With a wry smile, Yufan watched the boss leave.

Back in the staff lounge, Yufan was not greeted with friendly eyes.

"...Some people are really lucky!" You said.

"That's right! If you make a mistake, not only will you not be scolded by the boss, but the boss will also support you." I said.

"Boss, I've been scolded, woo, woo, woo..." Playing role-playing, pretending to cry.

"Oh, so good, so good, Xiuxiu!" Rubbing the other person's chest with her big hand, she pretended to be obscene and said, "Does it still hurt? Do you want to come to my house at night? I can comfort you well .”

The same rice feeds a variety of people, and the cowherd is of course divided into thousands of kinds.Moreover, in the eyes of some people, those who make "ducks" are those guys who have no ambition and want to rely on women to make a living. Duck shop = public relations shop is the gathering place for such kind of goods, and the standard is naturally lower, which is simply a pile of garbage. collection.

Yufan has worked in two men's public relations shops, and has seen no less than a hundred cowherds, and he has to admit that no matter how carefully selected, the standards will still vary.

Buddha needs gold clothes, and people need clothes. It is a pity that some people still smell rancid even if they wear expensive suits.

"Oh, what a fun act!"

Coincidentally, at this moment, Ai Xiao walked in, and he immediately clapped his hands and applauded.

"It's a pity not to show such a beautiful play to the boss. You guys wait here, I'll invite the boss to come over."

Several cowherds who were still ridiculed and ridiculed just now got up and left in a hurry.Others who were watching a good show hurriedly pretended to be nonchalant and chatted and joked, but they didn't dare to make eye contact with Ai Xiao and Yufan.

"Really, this is the top class in kindergarten?" Ai Xiao sighed after staring at those who uttered bad words. "Don't take these silly things to heart. If you are serious with them, you will lose."

Yufan smiled. "I know, it will be compared with bad water, only bad water. I don't care about those things that smell bad and stinky."

"Bad water?" Ai Xiao held his stomach, laughed loudly, and patted his shoulder vigorously. "Well said! Bad water." Laughed for three or four minutes before stopping.

"...In other words, I'm much relieved to hear that you still have the strength to hurt those guys."

Hearing his suddenly serious words, Yufan opened his eyes and stared straight at the senior.

"I don't know what frustrating things you have encountered. The boss said that some customers are just cowherds who like to be in a daze. He may be right. The word "healing" is popular now. But I haven't seen any female customers. , would like to find a haggard and depressed cowherd to accompany drinking." He said earnestly.

"Laughing senior..." His concern made Yufan's throat choke, and he was almost speechless.

"Okay, don't shed tears. No matter if it's a man's or a woman's tears, I'm afraid!" Ai Xiao hurriedly raised his hands in surrender and said, "Here, cheer up and cheer up!"

Yufan nodded vigorously as an answer.

"The Tsar's Club", in the men's restroom.

"Did you hear that? That guy is openly in the lounge, laughing with Ai Xiao that we are bad water!" The man kicked the urinal angrily.

"Nonsense, of course I heard it!" He gritted his teeth. "We are now the laughing stock in everyone's eyes! Wherever we go, we laugh! It's all because of that guy surnamed Deng!"

"Ai Xiao is the number one in the store, so it's okay to be looked down upon by him. What kind of onion is the surnamed Deng? Isn't he just a bitch who is often at the bottom of the list, but pretends to be high, sucks the boss's LP, and walks through the back door! Why do I have to be laughed at by that guy? What qualifications does he have? I can't figure it out!"

These words expressed the aspirations of several people present.

"In my opinion, we should give him a little 'education of love'."

"Do you mean to cover him with a cloth bag?"

"Shh, you idiot! It's good to know, why are you talking so loudly? You want to let the whole world know what we want to do?" After cursing, he immediately said: "Hey, go to the toilet by yourself , if you see the manager or bodyguards, notify them immediately."

"I'll go! You guys have to tell me the plan later!" One person volunteered to walk out of the toilet.

The rest of the people immediately formed a small circle, discussing enthusiastically how to punish the rookie and how to give him a blow.

"Then it's settled!"

In the end, Qiao decided on the way to teach the lesson. After the props were prepared by whom and one of them said, "Wait, when are you going to do it? What day?"

After all, it was a mess of impromptu thought, and when such a crucial question was thrown out suddenly, no one knew how to make a decision.

"... How about Tuesday?" Suddenly, one of them suggested. "That day was the day after the public holiday, the business was the lightest, and we closed early, so we had a relatively long time to proceed."

"I think it's good, anyone have another opinion?" asked another. "Okay, then Tuesday!"

Everyone folded their hands together. At this moment, in order to deal with the arrogant rookie, this group of rabble formed an alliance for a short time.

"Deng Yufan, let's see how long you can be arrogant!"

Running a pet supply store is not easy, but as the dean of an animal hospital, Kefei's life pace is actually unimaginably tight and busy.

The "Fresh Garden" with fixed start and end hours is fine. Except for the occasional inventory that will affect the time to return home, the rest of the time is normal.

But the hospital side is completely different.Although Kefei's operation is not a 24-hour emergency animal hospital, sometimes he and his assistants have to take turns to observe and take care of animal patients who are in critical condition and need to be admitted to the hospital for surgery.

Also, for some patients who are admitted to the intensive care unit of the ICU after surgery, they have to sleep directly in the lounge in the hospital to cope with the conditions that may change at any time, and they are there as they come.

A month is usually as long as half a month, and as little as ten days or so, but it's because I can't control the time when I can go home, and I can't even go home.

Trying to get home on time for dinner is a myth.

However, when he and Yufan lived together, he always overcame all difficulties and sat down at the dining table on time.Even if he had to rush back to the animal hospital after dinner, he didn't find it hard.

This in the end is why?But looking back at those days now, I feel incredible.

Yufan didn't ask him to come back for dinner, but when it was dinner time, if he was in the hospital, he would start to fidget, thinking——

Ah, that kid didn't know what he cooked today?

The table is full of rich dishes, and the picture of sitting in the restaurant alone is more worrying than sitting in front of the TV and eating bento alone, and it is even more irresistible.

However, maybe that kid doesn't care about eating alone.It's just me looking for a reason to go back and have dinner with him.

right.This kind of emotional reaction is like raising a puppy. When the owner goes out to work, he is always worried about whether the dog will be empty and lonely when looking after the house by himself. In fact, it is the owner who feels empty, and it is also the owner who feels lonely.On the contrary, the dog is the one who is content.

So, is it the dog who needs the companionship of the owner, or is the owner the one who needs companionship?Kefei smiled wryly, and it seems to be a step too late to discuss this issue now.

"Dean, let's go first!"

"Okay, thank you for your hard work. See you tomorrow."

Today, there are no patients who need to work overtime to take care of them, so it is necessary to let the employees get off work and leave first, and check out and count by themselves.There is no reason to "rush" home, but turn on the computer and let it run the program, print the report, and drink a cup of coffee while waiting.

Suddenly there was a light knock on the closed glass door of the pet store.

Occasionally, there will be some confused owners who forget to prepare food for their babies, and come to the door in a panic to replenish the food until the bottom is reached.

Don't think that you are doing meritorious deeds, walk across the dark shop and walk towards the glass door.

"have what--"

When he saw a guy in a black suit standing at the other end of the glass door, he didn't wait for the guy to turn around, but he already knew who this guy was.

Turning the lock on the door, Fu Ran asked, "What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to ask you, your plan for Deng Yufan." The owner of the "Tsar Club" answered him in a tone without any cadence.

Kefei immediately frowned. "If you ask, do I have to answer?"

"You are just 'separating' now, but if you continue to ignore him, you will really 'break up'. Does it matter to you?"

He spoke as if he had fully grasped the situation between himself and Yufan, and understood what was wrong between them.

No, even if he really understood what was wrong with the two of them, he didn't believe this damn mouse at all, how much he cared about it.

"We're closed."

I don't intend to continue to mess with him, but I have to close the glass door with my hands.Unexpectedly, when the man saw this, he immediately put a foot into the door and got stuck.

Kefei stared at him, wondering what the man's intentions were?

"I know you feel scared. The crimes committed by people on impulse and passion will eventually be retribution on themselves. The adrenaline subsides, wake up, under the white sun, and look back at your crimes——you I understand how beastly and beastly I am, I am not as good as a pig or a dog." The pair of three white eyes stared at Kefei with a gloomy and creepy look, said.

Shivering, goosebumps crawled all over Kefei's skin.

"Before that, you didn't know how far you could go. After that, you started worrying that you had no limits."

In the phrase.

The man's words spread all Kefei's worries under the sun.

...Maybe, we should separate for a while and think about what we each need.

When Yufan first said this, he didn't just think lightly: that's fine.

At that moment, they were both too anxious to repair that relationship, and it only made everything more rigid.

Time is sometimes the best medicine, which can heal all unbeautiful disputes and leave beautiful memories.

I am willing to wait patiently.When they have this leisurely mood and recall the beauty of being together, they can naturally restore the old relationship.

Unexpectedly, time is also a master at catalyzing wound ulceration.

However, within two days after separating from Yufan, the nightmare began to find him. What he did and said to Yufan, his own face, his own voice... were entangled in his conscience and tore him apart. Confidence in yourself.The longer the lapse, the more clearly I saw that I was out of control that night.

The rest, as the man said, is struggling between fear and longing.

The deeper he misses Yufan, the more intense his fear becomes.Fear that I will lose control again one day?If he didn't love Yufan so much, he might still be with Yufan.But now that he understands that he "loves deeply and takes responsibility even more", he is too timid to approach...

"How do you know?" Kefei raised his eyebrows and asked.

He easily saw through his deepest fears.Even Kebu himself, after many days of thinking, suffering and suffering, finally understood this unsolvable cycle of pain.Why can he guess it all at once?

"You and someone I know had a similar experience."

"...Did that person... come out?" I really want to know the "end" of that person, because that may be my end tomorrow.

The man turned his head and looked at a black Mercedes parked on the side of the road outside the pet shop, and murmured, "Well, you have to ask God."

"I thought you were here to give me an experience?"

Shake your head. "I just came to tell you that next Tuesday I made an appointment for Deng Yufan's last time slot for you. You can come and enjoy the time with him. But, if you don't come..."

"What if I didn't go?" Tsk, what a joke!

"You will be fine, but I can't guarantee that Deng Yufan will be fine." Withdrawing his foot, the man finished what he wanted to say, and told him "next Tuesday, don't mistake the date", just like when he came, left abruptly.

next Tuesday?

Kefei pursed her lips tightly, the will that had planned not to take the initiative to see Yufan became weak and began to waver.

--go?not going?

Hesitating, deeply confused heart, so painful that he couldn't breathe.

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