The lure of the wolf

Spring is here and the snow is starting to melt, which theoretically means warmer weather.But the process of melting snow is very slow, not to mention, the cold brought by snow melting is really annoying.

Jiang Yue went out early in the morning, skipping, jumping and stamping his feet to go to class. He really didn't want to go to this unlucky first class, but he couldn't help it. This class is a professional class, and the teacher's biggest hobby It is the roll call, and you need to roll the roll three times in a class, just in case someone walks around in the middle of the class.

When he entered the classroom, Xue Ya bumped into milk. He smiled at Xue Ya. After not seeing him for a while, Xue Ya lost a lot of weight: "Finally made up your mind to lose weight?"

"Come on, I have something to tell you." Xue Ya patted him, walked out of the classroom, and stood on the edge of the corridor looking at him.

"Can't we talk in the classroom, I'm freezing to death," Jiang Yue complained, but still followed, "Let's talk about it first, if it's those nonsense, I really don't want to listen to it, it has nothing to do with me."

"Yo, is it okay?" Xue Ya clicked his tongue twice, a little upset, "You were brought out by Lin Rui, so when you mention you, brother Lin's face turns cold, so it's okay now."

"That's different, Brother Lin is Brother Lin, what's wrong is what's wrong, let's talk about it," Jiang Yue reached out to Xue Ya's bulging coat pocket, and took out a few hot steamed buns without hesitation. Open the bag and eat it, "How many times have I told you, eat less Xiaolongbao, you can see that you are not growing after eating..."

"Jiang Yue, you die!" Xue Ya raised her voice and cursed.

"I won't die," Jiang Yue swept a few small cages into his mouth, and smiled while swallowing. This roar attracted many students to stop and watch. As for the relationship between lovers, he moved closer to Xue Ya, "What's the matter?"

"I'm leaving." Xue Ya said.

Jiang Yue suppressed the desire to spurt out all the steamed buns that he hadn't finished swallowing, and patted his chest for a long time before opening his mouth: "Let's go? Where are you going?"

"Go to the boss's side. Things have just stabilized now. I want to go back and help."

Looking at Xue Ya's calm face, Jiang Yue had nothing to say for a while. He had expected that Xue Ya would leave. She is a competent hunter. When she said she was going to leave, Jiang Yue felt a little uncomfortable. She had been a classmate for more than three years, and it had been almost a year since she was misunderstood as a couple, so she said she was going to leave.

"When?" Jiang Yue thought for a while and asked, he didn't intend to persuade him, this matter has nothing to do with him, it was Xue Ya's decision, just like he refused to go back to the boss.

"The day after tomorrow, have dinner with me in the evening. I'm going to Dingchuan, so we won't have much time to see each other in the future." Xue Ya straightened her hair that was blown by the wind, "Although it's not far away... just take it as a ride."

"Sure, whatever you want to eat, Xiao Long Bao will be enough."

In the evening, I had dinner with Xue Ya and drank wine. The two of them hugged the wine bottle and recalled the details of the past three years. On the way, they had a dispute because of their different views on this matter. Xue Ya smashed the wine bottle on On Jiang Yue's forehead, he shut his mouth obediently. It's not that he couldn't avoid it, but he felt that after Xue Ya left, the relationship between the two would never be like it is now, so he gritted his teeth and resisted.

After taking the half-drunk Xue Ya home and throwing her on the bed, Jiang Yue went out, looked at the opposite door, hesitated for a moment, took out the meal card from the cafeteria, and unlocked the old-fashioned lock on the door.

The rent that Xu Bei paid was not yet due, and the landlord didn't know that there was no one living there, so it remained vacant.Jiang Yue walked around the room, and it was all dusty. He walked into the bedroom, hugged the big bear doll Lang Jiu bought, and went out.

He doesn't live in the dormitory now, and he's about to start an internship. He rented a house to live in, and he thought that if he knew that Xu Bei's house hadn't been returned, he should have lived with him directly, and he could save a few months of rent...

It was not too late when I returned to the residence, and the lights were still on in the houses of the residents in the house, and I could hear laughter or couples quarreling and so on.

Jiang Yue held Xiong in one hand and took out the key to open the door. When he entered the door, he felt that something was wrong. He quickly patted the light switch with his hand. When the light turned on, a black shadow rushed to his eyes, and something cold was on top of it. down his throat.

"I gave you a chance, but you still didn't dodge. How did Lin Rui teach you?" Shen Tu looked at Jiang Yue who was caught off guard with a surprised and angry expression, let go of his hands and fell back on Jiang Yue's bed.

"Uncle, can you not do this!" Jiang Yue was so frightened that he yelled after a long time, and threw the bear he was holding in Shen Tu's face.

He usually wouldn't be careless to this point, but because the fighting has basically subsided now, and the boss has also said that the werewolf is going to leave, and he will not pursue it anymore, so he is not wary of anyone at all.

"I always think vigilance should be engraved in my heart." Shen Tu caught Xiong with a smile, and took a look, "Did you go to Xu Bei to steal something?"

"Don't think that everyone is just like you, making mistakes for themselves." Jiang Yue took off his coat, poured himself a glass of water, hesitated after drinking, wondering if he should pour a glass for Shen Tu, "Good boy I am very concerned about this bear, and I want to take it to Dingchuan next time."

"I just drank it myself." Shen Tu smiled.

"... Uncle, you don't treat yourself as an outsider at all." Jiang Yue squinted at Shen Tu, a little helpless, "Why did you come here? I only rented a house, how did you find it?"

"I'm asking this, is it not easy for me to find someone, let alone in Anhe?" Shen Tu lay down directly on Jiang Yue's bed, and pressed the mattress with his hands, "This bed is good, with moderate hardness."

Jiang Yue heard something else, and suddenly became nervous: "What do you mean?"

"I'm going to stay in Anhe for a while and settle down a few werewolves," Shen Tu said calmly, "You know I don't have a place to live in Anhe."

"Can't you stay in a hotel! Don't you stay in a hotel every time you come?" Jiang Yue rushed forward and grabbed Shen Tu's arm, trying to pull him up, "Uncle, you can't stay with me, I really can't keep you... ..."

"What are you afraid of?" Shen Tu grabbed Jiang Yue with his backhand and exerted some force in his hand. Jiang Yue was pulled directly beside him. He looked at Jiang Yue's dodgy eyes, "What are you afraid of? Jiang Yue , You are a hunter, this is an unchangeable fact, and you cannot hide from it."

Jiang Yue was a little depressed, so he lay down on the bed and yelled on the sheet: "What do you know, you who only have wolves in your mind..."

After all the shouting, Shen Tu stayed in Jiang Yue's room in the end.

Jiang Yue didn't fall asleep in the middle of the night, he kept his ears up to listen to Shen Tu's movements.Shen Tu was still the same as before, not intending to sleep at all, standing in front of the window looking at the moon in a daze.

"Uncle." Jiang Yue couldn't bear it anymore and sat up.

"Huh?" Shen Tu turned to look at him.

"You know I'm not asleep."

"know."

"Even if you don't sleep, don't stand there all the time. I don't feel at ease. You can find a place to sit. I don't mind if you lie on the bed and squeeze with me." Jiang Yue hugged the quilt helplessly, "You Even pretending to sleep."

Shen Tu looked at him for a long time, was amused, went to bed and lay beside him, with his head resting on his hands: "It's all right now."

"Ah."

At dawn, Shen Tu was no longer on the bed, Jiang Yue searched in the room, but found no one, then looked out the window, Shen Tu was standing outside.Jiang Yue didn't hear the door lock, and he didn't know whether Shen Tu went out through the window or the door.

Hearing the sound of Jiang Yue opening the window, Shen Tu turned around: "Don't go to class today, go somewhere with me."

Jiang Yue wanted to say something but didn't say it, he just washed and put on his clothes and followed Shen Tu out the door.

Shen Tu didn't say where he was going, but just kept walking in the direction outside the city, and started running when he reached the outskirts where there were few people. Jiang Yue followed him without saying a word. Shen Tu must not come to him just because he didn't want to stay in a hotel , but what else could happen in this meeting, he couldn't think of it.

Shen Tu didn't stop until he reached the river outside the city.This is a river that crosses the city of Anhe. The water is very deep, and the thick layer of ice has not yet melted. Jiang Yue looked at Shen Tu: "What are you doing here?"

Shen Tu didn't speak, looked distracted looking at the ice surface, took a long time to take a deep breath, let it out slowly, and said, "Do you think winter is particularly comfortable?"

"I don't think so. I'm afraid of the cold, and it's basically spring now." Jiang Yue squatted beside Shen Tu, also looking at the ice.

Shen Tu smiled and began to take off his clothes, coat, sweater, and then pants...

"Uncle, are you going to play hooligans or run naked?" Jiang Yue picked up the clothes that Shen Tu threw on the ground one by one and put them together, "You brought me here early in the morning just for this?"

"Playing hooligan?" Shen Tu threw the last piece of clothes to Jiang Yue's hand, leaving only a pair of underwear, "Are you playing hooligan?"

"Well, a beautiful young man in his prime like me..."

"For a while, I don't want to play now."

"Depend on!"

Shen Tu went to the ice and squatted down, smashed the ice with his hand, and as the ice stubble splashed, the ice cracked, which was heard far away on the empty river, Jiang Yue frowned, This man was crazy, suddenly came to dig ice for winter swimming in the weather of more than ten degrees below zero.

After smashing it a few times, the irregular cracks on the ice surface gradually spread out. Shen Tu only used a few strokes neatly to make a hole in the ice surface, and wisps of white mist came out.

Jiang Yue watched Shen Tu jump into the hole, and sighed: "Okay, so you came here to commit suicide..."

When the cold river water enveloped Shen Tu's body, he felt relaxed.

He gently opened his arms, and slowly sank into the depths of the river, the surroundings became darker and darker, only a few faint rays of light shot into the water from the cracks in the thick ice layer, refracted in the water. A strange line.

Shen Tu quietly watched the bubbles floating from his mouth rise up one by one, and finally disappeared. Only at this time can he feel at ease and truly peaceful.

Only this kind of cold piercing into the depths of his body can make him feel his own existence.

Shen Tu, the road is chosen by oneself, maybe you gain more than you lose, maybe you lose everything but get nothing.

We are not ordinary people. Once we make a decision, there is no room for turning back. No matter what the result is, we can only bear it ourselves.

Do you understand?

Do you understand, Shen Tu couldn't answer Lin Rui's question at that time, maybe he can answer now, I understand.

When he turned to leave, there was no answer, but when Lin Rui turned to leave, he had an answer.

When Lang Jiu firmly said that he just wanted to be an ordinary person, and when he said he didn't want to watch Xu Bei die, he suddenly felt very tired.

Lin Rui used to say that he was tired.

Now he is also tired, he has seen too much killing, too much hatred, the anger, unwillingness, and despair in the eyes of those werewolves, entangled in his heart like a nightmare, what he wants to change is not his own destiny, but It is the souls who want to be free.

Now everything seems to be over, his heart suddenly emptied, what is the meaning of his existence, he has no accurate judgment.

If he could choose again, would he stay with Lin Rui to accompany him quietly, or would he still turn around and leave? This question has always weighed heavily on his heart. Every time he thinks about it, it feels like a wound has been torn open, painful Can't breathe.

Still will leave.

Lin Rui said that some things are deep in your bones, you can't hide them, you can't escape them, they follow you like a shadow for a lifetime.

Consciousness was a little fuzzy, Shen Tu looked at the few gleams of light that were getting farther and farther away from him, and his heart was surprisingly quiet. At this moment, he really faced himself. For the unreasonable so-called freedom in the hunter's eyes, the price he paid was What, only he himself knows.

We are all human beings who cannot live for ourselves.

The river that had been quiet all around suddenly changed. The water was broken into countless small bubbles, which scattered around like fireworks and flew upwards.

Jiang Yue's face appeared in front of him.

Shen Tu was a little surprised, quietly watching Jiang Yue's approaching face, until Jiang Yue grabbed his arm, he came back to his senses, and followed Jiang Yue to the surface of the water.

But he soon found that Jiang Yue couldn't bear it, his heartbeat was chaotic, and it started to slow down. He quickly leaned over, hugged Jiang Yue, and lifted him out of the water with half a lift.

"Are you crazy!" Shen Tu carried Jiang Yue to the river bank, took off his clothes soaked in the cold river water, and put his own clothes on him.

"You..." Jiang Yue's face was pale, his lips were a little purple from the cold, his teeth kept fighting up and down, and he almost bit his tongue when he opened his mouth, and it took a long time before he made a sound, "It's just...crazy..."

"Why did you jump down?" Shen Tu really couldn't understand, he put his arms around Jiang Yue and rubbed his hands on his body.

Jiang Yue didn't speak, but kept trembling with his eyes closed. It was still very early in the morning. Although there was sunshine, the temperature was still very low. After soaking in the frozen river and then fishing it out, he could barely recover.

"Go home first." Shen Tu directly carried Jiang Yue on his body.

"No..." Jiang Yue frowned, "You're really...naked...running...ah..."

Jiang Yue was carried home by Shen Tu, and was wrapped in a quilt like a rice dumpling. After more than an hour, he finally recovered, and his face slowly turned red.

He took a sip of the hot water handed by Shen Tu, took a breath, and after making sure that his teeth were no longer fighting, he yelled at Shen Tu: "Uncle, are you crazy!"

"Huh?" Shen Tu was taken aback by his shout, and raised his eyebrows, "Shouldn't I ask you this, are you crazy, why did you jump down?"

"Ask me? Do you know how long you have been down? Ten minutes! You are a wolf, no matter how awesome you are, you are not a fish," Jiang Yue was very sad and angry, tears were about to come down, he was watching Shen on the shore Staring at the river in Tutu's clothes, he finally panicked, "I don't know what you're doing! You thought you were going to commit suicide and asked me to watch..."

"So long?" Shen Tu didn't pay attention to the time, he didn't realize how long he was in the water.

Jiang Yue has never liked to show his feelings in front of people, and always greets people with a smile on his face.

He doesn't want to have anything to do with werewolves or hunters, he just wants to live his life peacefully, even if this life is only superficial.But at the moment when he felt that Shen Tu might not surface again, he suddenly couldn't control himself, some people and some things had already existed in his life beyond the scope of a mere werewolf and hunter.

After relaxing now, his tears unexpectedly slipped down, and he wiped his face casually: "Uncle, I have no relatives, so I have always regarded you and Brother Lin as my own brothers, do you know You know what it feels like to see you soaking in ice water for half a day without coming up!"

Shen Tu was silent, and looked at Jiang Yue for a long time before slowly coming over and sitting by the bed, reaching out to hug Jiang Yuelai, and patting him on the back lightly a few times to comfort him.

"I just don't want to be a hunter. Even if you say go, I won't go back to the boss. In my opinion, this matter is over," Jiang Yue buried his face in his chest, with a nasal voice, " But no matter what, Brother Lin and you are very important people to me..."

"Got it," Shen Tu patted him, "I really don't know how long I've been down there, I just thought about something down there."

"Do you have to be cold to think about things?" Jiang Yue continued to complain in a nasal voice, "I can't find you if I jump down, you old man is still floating in the water, you are not under the entrance of the cave, I really feel like I'm going to suffocate to death .”

"Do I have to wait until now if I want to commit suicide? If I really wanted to die, I wouldn't have left Lin Rui." Shen Tu said softly, but Jiang Yue didn't answer. Be a brother?"

"Well, what's the matter, it's enough to save face." Jiang Yue raised his head, touched the clothes on Shen Tu's chest in embarrassment, and was wet by his tears.

"Have you always called your brother uncle..." Shen Tule said, "Lin Rui and I are called juniors by you."

Shen Tu stayed at Jiang Yue's house for three days, lying next to Jiang Yue every night and pretending to be asleep. Jiang Yue didn't sleep well, and he always talked in his sleep, and couldn't understand what he was saying.

During the three days and nights, Shen Tu only understood one sentence, he didn't want to be like Brother Lin.

Shen Tu looked at Jiang Yue's frowned eyebrows in a dream, sighed, and pressed lightly on his brows.

No one wants to live with so many things on his back like Lin Rui, even the child he brought out with his own hands...

"Are you going?" When Jiang Yue got up, he saw Shen Tu standing in front of the window, dressed neatly. It seemed that everything had been arranged and ready to leave.

"Ah."

"Back to Dingchuan?"

"Not necessarily..." Shen Tu smiled, tapped lightly on the window with his fingers, "Turn around."

"Travel?" Jiang Yue jumped off the bed.

"Travel?" Shen Tu was stunned for a moment. Is this travel? He never thought about it, "That's it."

"When are you coming back?"

"do not know."

"still coming back?"

Shen Tu thought for a while, then turned around and leaned against the wall, with some imperceptible gleams in his eyes: "I promised Lin Rui."