I'm really just an ordinary person

Osamu Dazai's work became a problem for me, and I went to several places, but I was not satisfied.

"Why do you have to let me work?" Osamu Dazai climbed up my window that night and asked.

"Because I don't want to raise a salted fish like you again." I said.

Osamu Dazai chuckled, and then said, "Xiao Chiyo, what are you afraid of?"

I'm afraid you'll die alone without me knowing.

"..."

"Let me guess? Is Xiao Chiyo afraid that I will succeed in suicide?" Osamu Dazai said with a smile.

"Yes, I'm afraid you'll kill yourself one day," I said.

"I'm very touched that Xiao Chiyo cares about me so much."

"Liar." I said without hesitation.

"Don't say such unsightly words at such a time." Osamu Dazai said helplessly.

"Sorry," I said.

"Why are you apologizing?" Osamu Dazai jumped in from the window, the moon behind him was big and round, he was like a bird, he would disappear from my world at any moment.

"Dazai, why did you commit suicide?" I asked.

"Yeah, why?" Osamu Dazai leaned back, as if he was about to fall, I hurriedly jumped off the bed to hold him.

Osamu Dazai, who was pulled back by me, looked at me, and suddenly laughed while covering his stomach.

I was a little angry at first, but now I can't get angry anymore.

"Don't scare me like that, I'll take it seriously," I said.

When Osamu Dazai heard this, he suddenly stopped laughing.

He sat on the ground with his legs crossed and looked up at me: "Chiyo, do you still remember when we first met?"

"I remember." Of course I still remember the unique first meeting scene.

"Why did you throw me back then?" Osamu Dazai asked, "You chose to let me commit suicide quietly at that time, why don't you leave me alone now?"

I said strangely: "Because you at that time were a stranger to me."

"So, are we friends now?"

"Isn't it?" I asked strangely.

Osamu Dazai smiled: "Of course. You are one of my best friends."

I also sat down, put my hands behind my back, posed in a comfortable posture, and said: "I am very domineering, once I recognize someone as my friend, I hope they can stay by my side no matter what. , If anyone disposes of his life without my consent, I will be very angry."

"I don't think I've seen you angry before." Osamu Dazai looked at me curiously, "Can you let me see it once?"

"You don't want to see that," I said. "I get angry badly."

"How serious is it?" Osamu Dazai was even more curious.

"The kind that can destroy the world." I said seriously.

"Wow, really?" Expectant eyes.

"Of course it's fake." I said sternly.

"Ah, Xiao Chiyo is broken." Osamu Dazai accused.

"It's your master who taught me well." I said modestly.

In the end, the two of us talked more and more, so we simply opened a bottle of wine and ordered some appetizers.

It was just the two of us, but because Oda Sakunosuke ran out of inspiration in the middle of the night and didn't sleep, he came down for a walk, so the two of us pulled us over to drink together.

"Are you getting up tomorrow?" Oda Sakunosuke asked.

"I don't have class tomorrow morning." I said, "Don't worry, I won't delay my study."

Oda Sakunosuke felt relieved.