Doomsday Lost

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Gone.

After a man loses himself for the first time, he may think more about happiness. Most men regard this as a sign of maturity. The growth from a boy to a man is a ceremony worth celebrating.

But women are more entangled, maybe a little happy, a little sad, and a little cautious about the future. From a girl to a woman, even if the love is eternal, that night is more about the nostalgia for the past.

The mentality of men and women is too far apart, really too far.

But at this time, it was our Su Xiaoyue who bid farewell to his first time. Although he was a boy, the person who took his first time was also a man. Should we celebrate?

Su Yue is not a woman, he doesn't miss the past, but looking at Xiao Jingqing who is still driving a car and smoking, his heart is still a little uneasy, is it really worth it?

If there is love, my heart will not be so sad.

If it's just a transaction, but in the future, there may not be a result.

With such a mood, Su Yue and Xiao Jingqing finally fell asleep on the lap of the man next to him after being tired from the quarrel.

When I fell asleep, I would dream of being chased by zombies for a while, being pointed at by my parents who had been dead for a long time and scolding me for embarrassment, and dreaming of Xiao Jingqing taking off my clothes and doing that kind of thing again .

Su Yue in the dream was a good boy who would only run away blindly or cry out in grievances, but Xiao Jingqing in the dream still upheld his habitual evilness, letting himself be both happy and ashamed moaning in his arms .

It is said that men bleed but not cry. Su Yue is just a boy who has not grown up yet. In his dream, he still couldn't control his eyes from falling down his cheeks.

"Wake up, Su Yue, wake up." Xiao Jingqing had been driving for seven or eight hours straight, and even hard-working people needed to stop the car to take a rest.Su Yue was really tired, but there must have been something wrong with the air conditioner, and it didn't turn on the heat, so he had to wake him up too to avoid catching cold.

"Hmm...um..." Su Yue was sleepy now, and it was still uncomfortable to be woken up by Xiao Jingqing. He muttered and pushed away the hand that was slapping his face.

"It's painful. If it hurts, why did you have to be so stupid in the first place?" Su Yue heard Xiao Jingqing say this while half asleep, rubbed his eyes, and found that the corners of his eyes were moist, and wiped them indiscriminately. Shaking his face, Su Yue wrapped his body in clothes, sat up and asked Xiao Jingqing, "What did you just say?"

"It's nothing, just put on your clothes." Xiao Jingqing opened the window slightly to let the smell of smoke escape from the car.

"You must think that I did it on my own." Su Yue put on the clothes that had been thrown everywhere by him one by one, pretending to be indifferent.

"Don't mention this, what are your plans for the future?" Xiao Jingqing's eyes were a little blurred, and he didn't know what he was thinking. He just looked at the darkening sky in the distance, showing no emotion.

"I didn't plan, anyway, I'm alone. If you don't want me, I'll live by myself. Will I be eaten by zombies?" Su Yue has already figured it out. If Xiao Jingqing just doesn't want to take him with him, can he be Do you really want to stalk and cry like a woman?I am a man, although I have had a relationship with that Xiao, but I will not have children, what happened just now, I think I was bitten by a dog.

When Xiao Jingqing heard this sentence, he just smiled, but Su Yue's pretending to be strong reminded him of the person he fell in love with back then.That's how it was in the first place, leaving him alone, and causing grief that was ultimately irreparable.Of course, Su Yue couldn't compare with him at all, but apart from everything outside, what's the difference between them?

The same is not smart, the same pretends to be strong, and the same wants to rely on oneself.

The only difference is that Su Yue is still alive, while the other person died in that unstoppable crime.

Some people can't come back to me, some things can't be forgotten, the only thing I can do is to escape far away, leave some people or things I don't want to think about, and go to a new environment, Start a new life.

Sometimes, Xiao Jingqing also thinks that there is nothing wrong with the outbreak of the zombie virus, so that he can completely bury his past among those disgusting monsters.In this way, it is really good.

"If I ask you to follow me, you have to promise to be absolutely obedient, to do things through your brain, and not to be willful. Can you do it?" Xiao Jingqing threw the cigarette butt out of the window, and then solemnly said to Su Yue.This is not soft-hearted, human beings have always been strange things with different opinions, they clearly think that Su Xiaoyue is useless, but they still want to keep him by his side.

Is it loneliness, or is it the guilt towards that person from the bottom of my heart?Xiao Jingqing himself couldn't figure it out, but he felt much more comfortable after making such a decision.

"You don't lie there, are you so good? Is it because I didn't wake up from a dream, or is your mind broken?" Now it's Su Yue's turn to not believe that Xiao Jingqing would be so kind to let him stay?Usually, when I begged him like that, I just got him a cold answer. This would be good, and I agreed casually. Could it be that doing that kind of thing is really effective?No!

"Forget it if you don't want to. I'll find a safe place and put you down in the car later." Xiao Jingqing looked at Su Yue's skeptical look, and felt funny in his heart. He took all the things he shouldn't believe into his heart , but he should not believe what he should believe.

"No! I can do it, so you can take me with you, Brother Xiao!" Su Yue can be regarded as reflecting this, and he doesn't care why, anyway, the surname Xiao agreed to take him on the road, so that would be fine , He will fight zombies, he will block bad guys, and he will eat, drink, and play all by himself.

The bad mood dissipated like a cloud of smoke, and Su Xiaoyue hadn't figured out why Xiao Jingqing would change his mind, but he was already holding Xiao Jingqing's arm, shaking it non-stop, with a big smile on his face.

At this moment, Su Xiaoyue was really happy. With his persistence, he finally got Xiao Jingqing's completely non-binding promise.

Xiao Jingqing looked down at Su Yue's smiling face, inadvertently touched the other's lips lightly, and habitually hugged Su Yue's waist with his palm.Su Yue was like a kitten whose tail had been stepped on, screaming and jumping to the other corner of the carriage. It seemed that Su Xiaoyue was still quite unaccustomed to the physical contact between two people.

"Hide whatever you want, and you've done what you need to do. Why would you be ashamed? Come here, give me a kiss, or I'll throw you out to feed the zombies." Xiao Jingqing smiled exaggeratedly, especially when he saw that he couldn't stop talking. Su Xiaoyue, who was rubbing his lips, was even more happy in his heart.

"Get away from me, throw me out if you have the guts! I'm not afraid, so I won't kiss you, you... you bastard..." Su Yue blushed, and did everything he should do, no It's just being bitten by a perverted dog, what's the big deal.

"Haha..." Xiao Jingqing had a smirk on his face. His originally gentle face now looked as evil as it could be. He directly pushed Su Xiaoyue on the seat next to him, and then hugged him horizontally. Then he opened the car door and carried Su Yue directly to the highway.

After several hours of driving, Xiao Jingqing has already driven the car to the Jiujing Expressway leaving Zhonghai City, and in about half a day, he will be able to arrive at the city where he once lived for a while.

"What are you doing? Let me down!" Su Yue struggled fiercely, twisting his body desperately like a loach in the mud, if he wasn't afraid of being beaten by Xiao Jingqing, he would have punched and kicked.

"That's what you said." Xiao Jingqing smiled badly, and let go of his hand, and then Su Xiaoyue fell miserably on the dusty highway.

"You did it on purpose!" Su Yue really hurt from the fall. The most painful thing was his butt, which was done by Xiao Jingqing before, and this time it will hit the ground first again. Su Yue jumped up without rubbing, All he wanted was to beat that bastard Xiao Jingqing who didn't know how to cherish people.

Xiao Jingqing directly grabbed Su Yue's hands behind his back, then kissed him lightly on the mouth, and then kissed him down the neck. Although Su Yue kept cursing, he actually cooperated actively in the end Xiao Jingqing's kiss tilted his head back slightly, his eyes full of love.

As Xiao Jingqing's palm directly penetrated into the inside of Su Yue's clothes, Su Yue leaned into Xiao Jingqing's arms, and said weakly: "Let me go today, if you do it again, it will break..." These words are rather scary, but realistic Of course it doesn't really break or anything.

Xiao Jingqing gently bit Su Xiaoyue's earlobe which was getting hotter and hotter, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I won't make you work too hard."

Su Xiaoyue really wants to cry this time, Xiao Jingqing is a beast in essence, even if he is a man, he can't do it twice in a row, it will hurt in the back!

While the two were entangled, a car suddenly rushed out from the front of Jiujing Expressway, with its bright headlights on, which dazzled the eyes in the darkening sky.

"What's going on?" Su Xiaoyue held Xiao Jingqing's hand tightly, not only didn't he feel a little bit happy about this sudden change, but also felt a bit of disgust in his heart for some reason.

"You get in the car first, if the situation is wrong, we will leave immediately." Xiao Jingqing said cautiously, he never expected such a situation to happen.The oncoming cars may not necessarily be survivors fleeing for their lives, but are more likely to be mobs born of evil.

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