Rebirth of the fallen painter

Ren Xi was almost unconscious, just sitting silently, as if turning into a statue.He didn't think about where Wei Zicheng is now, nor did he think about whether Wu Yao took Wei Zicheng's documents.He seemed to be incapacitated.Scenes of sweetness spent with Wei Zicheng in the past, and the Wei Zicheng who Wu Yao said had "planned long ago" took turns in his mind.It seemed that such a long relationship was just a joke of his own wishful thinking.

In this small dark room, the air full of dusty smell was unbearably obscure.The light leaked in from the small window, from the cold moonlight, slowly turned into the light red of the morning glow, and then turned into bright gold, the small room became brighter, making the room even more messy.In the pile of miscellaneous things, the complicated life of "Ren Xi" in the past is looming.

Ren Xi didn't make a move, he was overwhelmed by the memory of the room and there was no room for him.

And the Wei Zicheng in this memory made him feel so strange.The Wei Zicheng he saw was completely different.

He thought, no wonder Wei Zicheng can be the actor.Wei Zicheng can show a completely different appearance, but it also makes you feel that you are deeply loved.

What a realistic acting.

He never found the slightest flaw.

He went to the study and took out the printer.Almost masochistic, he printed out the photos in the notebook, and then flipped through them one by one, looking at Wei Zicheng's smile.

He thought, maybe he had never known Wei Zicheng before, so he should get to know him well.

Before I knew it, it was past ten o'clock in the morning.He felt terribly tired, and his mind was in turmoil.He stood at the door of the bedroom for a while, but finally he didn't have the courage to go in.There are too many visions of Wei Zicheng there.He walked to the living room, then lay down on the sofa, silently looking at the extremely gorgeous ceiling.

The door was suddenly opened, and the dazzling sunlight broke into the hall.Familiar footsteps came in.

Wei Zicheng's voice came over, "Ren Xi?"

No one answered.

Wei Zicheng obviously came in a hurry from the film crew. He poured himself a glass of water, and then walked over, "Usually you always say that I am lazy and don't pay attention to work, but today you disappeared and were late for more than three hours. Wang An was very angry at the scene. It's terrible, it's ten times harsher than before, and Shen Weiwei is about to die from his torment. Let's go quickly. Otherwise, Shen Weiwei will probably find us desperately tomorrow."

Ren Xi lay on his side on the sofa with his eyes slightly closed.Wei Zicheng noticed something was wrong, then walked over, and touched Ren Xi's head with his hand, "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?"

Ren Xi looked haggard, his eyes were darkened, and his face was full of exhaustion.He turned sideways, then reached out and waved Wei Zicheng's hand away.

Wei Zicheng hesitated, and then smiled, "I see, are you angry that I didn't come back last night? I assure you, I am absolutely not fooling around with anyone. I spent the whole night with my father and my elder brother Deal with things. Originally, I wanted to come back, but I really couldn't leave."

Ren Xi still only closed his eyes, but the slight trembling of his eyelashes revealed the excitement in his heart.

Wei Zicheng stretched out his arms and hugged him, "Don't worry, I'm done with those things at home. From now on, I will sleep with you every night, okay. Besides, I really want to hug you..."

Ren Xi suddenly opened his eyes, "That's enough, how long do you want to act?"

Wei Zicheng looked at Ren Xi with his eyes open as if he couldn't understand what he was saying at all.

Ren Xi said, "You already knew I wasn't Ren Xi, why did you act on purpose? Let me tell you, the Ren Xi you miss is already dead! No matter how much you deceive me, he still won't come back gone."

Wei Zicheng was slightly startled, and suddenly smiled, "You said you're not Ren Xi? Xiao Xi, are you confused?"

Ren Xi froze, sat up, pulled out the stack of photos from the paper bag on the table, and put them in Wei Zicheng's arms, "I know, you love this 'Ren Xi'. You love him so much, so come here Investigate me as a counterfeit."

Wei Zicheng flipped through the photos with a complicated expression, "I don't know what you are trying to prove with these photos. These are photos we took together in the past."

Ren Xi felt pain in his heart, "I am not Ren Xi at all."

Wei Zicheng smiled and said, "Aren't you Ren Xi? That's right, you are indeed a different person after being poisoned. But others will suspect, don't I know?"

Wei Zicheng stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him.Ren Xi only felt that the embrace was like flames, but also like ice.A day ago, he was still so nostalgic for this embrace.But at this moment, this embrace almost made him tingle all over.

Wei Zicheng took Ren Xi's hand and attached it to Ren Xi's waist, "Here, there is a scar. It was when we went camping together. On the way up the mountain, you accidentally fell down. I wanted to pull you, but it fell on you A long and narrow wound was drawn on your body here. You scolded me bloody, and swore you would never talk to me for the rest of your life. I sent you to the hospital as a dedicated free servant. The next day, you All the lovers were called together, and they took turns here as if they were shopping in a vegetable market. How about you, flirting with them vigorously. At that time, I was almost mad at you. But, every time you change your dressing, you look so painful Pale, I feel very distressed, and then I will continue to be your servant."

Ren Xi pursed her lips, trying to escape from the burning embrace, but she couldn't escape, but her eyes were filled with tears, "Don't tell me these things."

Wei Zicheng hugged him, "I don't know who else would have this wound except my Ren Xi."

Fog welled up in Ren Xi's eyes, "Enough, I know you love him."

"Him? I know you have forgotten a lot of things. But you are still you. You have never changed." Wei Zicheng whispered in his ear, "We hugged each other for so many nights, don't I know who you are? ?"

"I said I'm not him!"

"You are very slender, with thin hands and feet. You look beautiful naked. But you always complain that you have a few light-colored moles on your arms and legs, and you still make a fuss about removing them. Only later After entering the medical room, you said you were afraid of pain and escaped again."

Ren Xi only felt that the boundless cold enveloped him.It turned out that what Wei Zicheng loved was always Ren Xi.What he loves is not the self in his body at all, but the afterimage of Ren Xi in the past.Even though "Ren Xi" had been wiped away, Wei Zicheng even stubbornly loved this body.

Ren Xiwu pushed him away.He looked at Wei Zicheng and said word by word, "You love him very much. But he is dead."

Wei Zicheng smiled, "I know you would think so. Do you think I love someone else, not you at all?"

Ren Xi's hands were trembling slightly, unable to speak at all.

"Actually, at the beginning, I also had doubts. Because you have changed too much. I also made some so-called plan to find out who took you away. But then I found out that no one took you away. You are you. You just lost your memory."

"I'm leaving. I don't belong here."

Wei Zicheng ignored Ren Xi's struggle, hugged him tightly, held his hand, and then pointed to the cheerful and sunny Ren Xi in the photo, "I do love this Ren Xi. But don't think that I love someone else .Because this is you. You are him. You just have amnesia now, and you have forgotten everything about your past, so you think I love someone else."

Ren Xi's voice trembled, "Please, let me go."

Wei Zicheng hugged him tightly, "Ren Xi, I have always loved you and have never changed. Even if you lose your memory, you are still you."

Ren Xi seemed to have fallen into the ice swamp, and the surrounding drift ice was like a sharp cone, piercing his skin and piercing his heart.

Ren Xi said hoarsely, "Wei Zicheng, I'm really not Ren Xi."

Wei Zicheng ignored it and just said, "You look too weak, I'll get you something to eat."

Ren Xi's voice was hoarse, "Really, I am another soul. When I committed suicide, the ghost caught me wrongly. Then let me go on Ren Xi's body."

Wei Zicheng was taken aback, his expression froze for a moment.

Ren Xi said, "You love 'Ren Xi', not me."

Wei Zicheng stared at him for a while, then suddenly laughed, "You can tell this kind of joke? Ren Xi, I really admire you. Today, you have a bit of the same mischievous spirit as before."

Ren Xi roared, "I'm not him!"

"Okay, I know you're very tired these days. It's not the first day I've met you on purpose to find fault with me. You can do whatever you want."

"..."

"Since you don't want to be Ren Xi today, what should you call me?"

Ren Xi didn't speak.Seeing his tired appearance, Wei Zicheng put him on the sofa again, and then brought him milk.

Ren Xi took the milk, took a sip, and suddenly burst into tears.

Wei Zicheng looked at him and said, "You are really too tired today. You don't have to go to the production team." Ren Xi didn't respond at all, just bowed his head to the milk and wept.Wei Zicheng said, "I'll stay with you at home today. We don't have to think about the crew. Let Wang An get angry if he gets angry. Anyway, he doesn't torment us once or twice."

Ren Xi wanted to laugh, but tears flooded him.

He didn't want to see Wei Zicheng.But he still has to act, and he has a lot of scenes with Wei Zicheng every day.Besides, he was depressed and had no intention of acting at all.With Wang An's harsh standards, it is natural for the two of them to do it all over again.In this way, the time for the two to act together has been greatly lengthened.Whether he is uncomfortable or in pain, he still has to act with Wei Zicheng, rehearse the play, and discuss the characters in the play.He can't forget that it was Wei Zicheng who helped him get this role.All of this made him feel like he was in the fire of hell.

He is still greedy for the warmth of the past.He knew that as long as he accepted that he was treated as the shadow of another person, Wei Zicheng would always treat him well.All the sweetness of the past will continue forever.

Sometimes I wonder if he just needs to follow what Wei Zicheng said, pretending that he is the former Ren Xi.Maybe it's better for each other that way.

After this happened, he was still reluctant to break up with Wei Zicheng.Even he himself has to despise himself.

He tried his best to concentrate on filming.Fortunately, Wang An was as harsh as ever so that he had no time to care about him.He only pretended that he was the character in the play, and faced Wei Zicheng with this face.Every time after filming, Wei Zicheng would always find a chance to have a word with him.He also only pretended to be the gloomy younger brother who had to maintain a good relationship with his older brother.

This day was a rare day off for the entire crew, and he locked himself in the study alone.Wei Zicheng was knocking on the door outside, he didn't know it, but Wei Zicheng said that this time it was Wang An who asked him for something.He just went out.

When we got off the car at the entrance of the hotel, there was a gust of cool wind.Ren Xi shrank back slightly, his hands were pulled together because of the cold.Many guests gathered at the entrance of the hotel.Most of these people are dressed in expensive clothes, and most of the women are in thin skirts.Men only wear simple dresses.These clothes are not enough to resist the cold wind. At this moment, these people, like Ren Xi, have to endure such a cold wind because of a small accident at the door.

Wei Zicheng came over and blocked the wind for Ren Xi, "Your health has been very bad these days, and you might get sick after being exposed to the cold."

Ren Xi raised his eyebrows and remained silent.This is Ren Xi's usual expression these days, as if Wei Zicheng around him is completely empty.He frowned, and although he didn't say anything, his lips were turned white from the cold.Suddenly his body felt warm, but it was Wei Zicheng who took off his coat and put it on him.His voice was dry, "No need." He looked at Wei Zicheng who was only wearing a single shirt, and said hoarsely, "You also wear very little."

Wei Zicheng said, "Don't push me any more. Do you want to go to the hospital?" He looked at Ren Xi's thinner face and frowned, "I think I should take you to the hospital to have a look. You It's been getting worse lately."

Ren Xi turned his head and stared blankly at the vehicles passing by on the street.

Wei Zicheng squeezed his hand tightly, "I know you think I like someone else because of those photos. But Ren Xi, you need to figure out one thing, the person in the photos is you. I love you all the time. It's all you."

Ren Xi responded vaguely, unwilling to talk about this topic again, and just said, "You brought me to the hotel today, what's the matter? Where's Director Wang?"

"There is no such thing as a director." Wei Zicheng smiled and said, "I'll let you meet my parents."