Rebirth of the fallen painter

It has been a long time since I painted a single stroke on the canvas.

Perhaps it is already too clear that my paintings are just a bunch of useless garbage.

No one has the passion to create a pile of crap.

When he was young, he could still be impulsive, but now, he already knows too well that he does not have the talent for painting.

He's not that stuff.

Oh, how ridiculous it is.

He is able to live to this day because of painting.Painting has always supported his goal of living.Not even the last hope now.

Perhaps, God has already made it clear that he hates such a stupid person.

There is one less person like him.

At only 20 years old, he felt that his life seemed to have come to an end.

Working in a fast food restaurant, the busy work makes the body exhausted.But this exhaustion is nothing, what makes him more painful is the loss of heart.

Just like at this moment, several shop assistants gathered together, talking and laughing.He stood where he was, feeling uneasy at all.

Of course he knew he was withdrawn.At first, the clerk tried to get close to him, and he also tried to respond.He worked hard to learn how to be friends with others, and worked hard to overcome his loneliness.

However, he has tried his best to find a way, but it is still useless.

Eventually, colleagues alienated him.

Looking at this harmonious scene, he felt only despair.

There is no other way.

He didn't know how to figure out how to relate to people.

He knew his heart was broken into pieces and he couldn't be calm.

It was as if a heart was floating in the air, lost its original persistence and self-confidence, drifted around, kept hitting rocks, and was dripping with blood.

He is so tired.

Extremely tired.Unable to fall asleep in the middle of the night, sitting blankly facing the wall.Crazy want to find someone to comfort, but there is no such person.He just stood up in vain, then sat down again.

Is there really a place for him in this world?

"Why hasn't your table been wiped clean?"

The lobby manager asked in a somewhat questioning tone.

Wu Bo was still as silent as a piece of wood.He was already going to wipe the table.It was only because there were too many guests to receive here that he couldn't draw his hand.He was still shrouded in cloud, but silently walked to the table and wiped it skillfully.

However, his gloomy appearance did not satisfy the lobby manager.The manager kept chattering, "You have to be self-conscious in doing things, everyone is an adult, and you have to be responsible for your work."

Wu Bo still wiped the table silently.He doesn't talk back, like all the anger has gone from him.

And the manager obviously didn't intend to take his dignity into consideration, even though there were people around him, the manager still reprimanded him loudly.

Wu Bo just kept silent.After finishing the work at hand, but the manager still had more ideas, he couldn't walk away, so he just stood there blankly.

From the corner of my eye, I saw a handsome profile face on the seat next to me.

Peach blossom eyes, bright smile, very sunny.

Such a smile seems to be very different from her own.Because he can't remember the last time he laughed.

As if noticing his observation, the man turned his head slightly to look at him, and after a while, those peach blossom eyes smiled at him.

Wu Bo was stunned for a moment, but he didn't smile back.

He couldn't remember the normal social etiquette, and he didn't believe that the man was smiling at him.

The manager just finished speaking, turned and walked out.Wu Bo was also going to clear the next table.

+++

After a busy afternoon, it was finally time to get off work.

Colleagues were packing up their things, talking and laughing in twos and threes.There are more than a dozen waiters, and there are three or four small circles inside.

And Wu Bo, as usual, doesn't belong to any circle.

He packed his clothes silently like a stone statue, his thoughts numb.

It had been like this for a long time, no one loved him, and he didn't want to love anyone else.So the whole person is in a state of numbness.

But the chatter of the people around him still reached his ears.

"Didn't you go to see your boyfriend's family yesterday, how is it?"

"It went well. It's my boyfriend's brother—"

"What's the matter, is it scary?"

"It's not scary at all. That man is too submissive, and his cowardly appearance is pathetic. He sat there alone at dinner yesterday, making people creepy."

"Hey, isn't your boyfriend very cheerful, why is his brother..."

"Who knows, maybe it's a genetic mutation. He's dressed in a rustic manner, with a timid look on his face, and I heard that his career has also failed. After studying in a university, it turned out that his job was not as good as that of my boyfriend, a technical secondary school student."

"Tsk, but I feel that this description is so similar to Wu Bo..."

The girl pushed her friend, "Keep down, don't you think he's over there?"

The friend nodded, did not know what to say in a low voice, and laughed with the girl again.

Wu Bo remained silent.It's just that the movements of his hands stopped, like a stone statue that doesn't even need to breathe.

He didn't know where he went wrong.

I can't become a cheerful and normal person, but I can't find my place of refuge.His fingers were trembling, and they were tightly clasped into the palm of his hand.

He didn't understand why his life was so painful.

+++

After all the people in the room had left, Wu Bo walked out slowly with his bag on his back.

After leaving the corridor, the night wind was bitingly cold.

He walked forward numbly.

But there is a voice, "hello~~"

The voice is full of clarity, but in Taohua's eyes, there is a charming style.

Wu Bo looked at that strange face, unable to react.

Tao Huayan laughed, "Hey, don't say you don't remember me. We just met this afternoon."

silence.

"In the restaurant, you were clearing the table, and I smiled at you. You haven't forgotten." Peach Blossom eyes widened on purpose, with an exaggerated expression inside.

"Oh," Wu Bo recalled that bright smile, the darkness in his eyes remained the same, "What's the matter?"

Tao Huayan asked with a smile, "Are there any arrangements now?"

"..."

"If it's okay, let's find a place to have a drink."

silence.

Wu Bo couldn't understand the situation at the moment.

Taohuayan is the most confident and good at dancing.Such a person would never have any interaction with him.

"If I'm not wrong, you should also be gay—"

There was a smile in Taohua's eyes, but for some reason, the smile didn't reach his eyes.Different from the bright smile that came from the heart in the afternoon, this smile was only on the surface, and there seemed to be some dark pain hidden underneath.

"Maybe." Wu Bo said.

Tao Huayan smiled deeply, stretched out his arms to embrace Wu Bo, squinted his eyes and smiled, "Well, I won't make any detours anymore. Can you accompany me tonight?"

One night stand?

But who is the person in front of him, he has no idea.

Tao Huayan said, "Trust me, you will need someone to accompany you tonight."

Wu Bo was silent.

"Looking at you standing here just now, you looked like you were about to cry. It made me feel distressed." Peach Blossom Eyes embraced Wu Bo's shoulders, pressed the young body into his arms, and said with a smile, "How do you look like this?" I'm lonely, I probably want to be alone tonight."

"Why, you chose me."

"Because I was tempted when I saw you." Peach Blossom Eye said sweetly.

Wu Bo was a little numb.

Peach Blossom Eyes is still smiling, but that smile seems to be on the verge of collapse, "Hey, promise me. If you also reject me, I will really feel bad."

He didn't refuse, and followed the sweet-talking man obediently to the hotel.

Of course he knew that the words of love at first sight were just false sweet words.

However, he is so lonely.

The whole world is bustling with noise.It was as if he was the only one, abandoned on the outskirts of the world.

He felt like he was going crazy.

+++

The hotel is an ordinary business express hotel.

Tao Huayan took out his credit card and paid.From his signature, Wu Bo knew that his name was Wen Yan.

When the two entered the room, Wen Yan smiled and said, "You should wash first."

Wu Bo nodded and came out after washing, but saw Wen Yan sitting beside the bed in a daze.The originally handsome face was covered with only a layer of darkness.

"I ve done washing."

Wen Yan was taken aback, then turned around, but with his usual smile, walked up to Wu Bo, and kissed him on the cheek, "Wait for me, I'll come out right away."

That kiss made Wu Bo's heart skip a beat.

But he knew such dudes.Every move can be seductive, and when people can't extricate themselves, they have already lost interest in you.

However, even knowing it was short-lived, he couldn't refuse.

Because he has nothing, he can only rely on false tenderness to barely keep warm.

Wen Yan came out not long after, and saw Wu Bo half lying on the bed.With a smile on the corner of his mouth, he rolled onto the bed and hugged Wu Bo's naked body.

The unfamiliar touch made Wu Bo tremble slightly.And he, who had never been seen before, could not respond to Wen Yan's seduction skills except trembling.

Wen Yan didn't mind his stiffness, she just hugged his body gently and asked, "How old are you?"

"20."

Wen Yan narrowed his eyes and said with a smile, "Very young." He looked at Wu Bo's youthful and tender face, and kissed that lips, "A young body is always very exciting. .”

The two embraced each other slowly.Passion-desire gradually heats up, making the heart beat faster.

Limbs entangled, blood spurting.

From the little pain at the beginning of entering, to the overwhelming pleasure later.

Under the abdomen, it seemed that the heat was slowly coming in and out.

Wu Bo felt feverish all over his body, and his mind went blank.

"Is it comfortable?" Wen Yan's voice became hoarse and magnetic.

"En." Wu Bo panted somewhat hastily.

His youthful appearance made Wen Yan laugh, and he asked, "Have you forgotten about being unhappy?"

Wu Bo was startled, his expression gradually cleared up, and his eyes gradually darkened.

"Haven't you forgotten?" Wen Yan smiled, "Looks like I have to work harder."

The ambiguity in that tone made his chest feel hot, and his head swelled a little.

Wen Yan smiled and said, "Because I also want to forget those irrelevant things."

And as Wen Yan said, he caressed the trembling body beneath him more intensely.The pleasure became more and more turbulent, gradually occupying the entire brain.

Right now, at this moment, there is only the tightly entwined body, without any unhappiness or sadness.

+++

When I woke up the next day, the room was already full of sunlight.Wen Yan next to him was putting on his shirt, and his slender fingers slowly buttoned it up.The sunlight coated his figure with a layer of gold, making the whole figure seem transparent.

While in a trance, Wen Yan turned around and found him awake, so he walked to the edge of the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, stroked Wu Bo's messy hair, "Are you awake?"

Wu Bo nodded.

Wen Yan said, "Is your body okay? Does it matter?"

My limbs ached badly, and my back also had a dull pain.But there should be no physical injuries.Wu Bo shook his head.

"That's good." Wen Yan said with a smile, "You were so tight last night, I wondered if it was your first time."

Wu Bo's face was a little red, and he was still unable to talk about that aspect so loudly.

Wen Yan, however, seemed to find his shyness amused, pinched his cheeks twice, and smiled again, "What an innocent young man."

Wu Bo was repeatedly called young, but Wen Yan himself was handsome, coupled with his outstanding clothes, he could not tell his age at all.

Just as he was thinking about it, Wen Yan only said softly, "I have something to do in the morning, so I'll leave first. You continue to rest here, and if you're hungry, call room service. The money will be on my account."

Wu Bo was silent and didn't speak, but Wen Yan just smiled, got up and scooped up the bag, and left the room.

The room, which was originally full, suddenly became empty.

+++

Wu Bo didn't sleep for long, because he was going to work soon.When he got up, his body was very sore, but he didn't care.After washing and washing, he found a wallet next to him.

Refined genuine leather with a small luxury logo on it.In the wallet is 1000 yuan in cash and several golden credit cards.

He remembered that Wen Yan used this wallet when he swiped his card last night.It should be that Wen Yan accidentally forgot the wallet here.

A business card fell out of it—Wen Yan, the manager of Xingcan Gallery.

Wu Bo is very familiar with this gallery.It always exhibits the works of the most popular painters of the moment.Sometimes some unknown newcomers are selected, and the newcomers selected by the boss can always become a hit.

Wu Bo was startled, he didn't expect Wen Yan to have this identity.

He didn't have the idea of ​​asking Wen Yan to help him, because although Wen Yan was considerate in everything, the bed matter was extremely gentle.But the two just met by chance and had nothing to do with each other.

All he had to do was return the wallet to Wen Yan.

Wu Bo wanted to call Wen Yan, but because he had to rush to work, he could only leave the house in a hurry.I want to say to put the wallet at the front desk, but the front desk thinks the money is expensive, so Wu Bo should hand it over to Wen Yan himself.

Wu Bo had no choice but to rush out with his wallet.

Then, it's a busy day.

Same exhaustion, same out of place.

The originally relaxed mood became a little numb.

He didn't know if he shouldn't have slept with Wen Yan last night.

Because soaking in suffering all the time, and getting out of suffering for a second, and then suffering endlessly.

Of the two, who is more painful?

Now I feel a little relaxed and happy, but soon, it will turn from happiness to suffering.The process is equally maddening.

Several mistakes made him reprimanded by the store manager in public.

He still endured it silently.

Because he no longer knows what to do.

By the time I got off work, I was already exhausted.Everyone in the locker room has left.

He didn't remember until he touched the wallet in his hand.He took out his mobile phone and called the mobile phone number on Wen Yan's business card.

The phone rang only twice before the phone was picked up. Wen Yan's voice was always charming, "Who is it?"

"it's me."

The other side said with a smile, "My young master loves too many concubines, I really can't remember all of them. Dear, you have to report your name."

Wu Bo was stunned for a moment before slowly saying, "I'm Wu Bo."

There seemed to be some doubts over there, "Wu Bo?"

"I went to the hotel with you last night."

There was an instant silence.For a brief moment, there was no speaking.The silence was particularly abrupt, as if it had been stated over and over again that Wen Yan didn't want to hear the phone call from his one-night stand.

Just as Wu Bo was about to speak, Wen Yan smiled, "It's you."

"..."

"Sorry, I didn't catch it just now."

"It's fine. I..."

There was no rush over there, but Wu Bo didn't have a chance to speak, "Honey, I think there is one thing I want to explain," Wen Yan's tone was still smiling, but it made people tense, "Last night It was a pleasure. But, our relationship only lasted last night."

Wu Bo opened his mouth, but felt that his breathing was a little disordered, and he couldn't speak for a while.

Wen Yan said gently, "Wu Bo, everyone is an adult, I think you also understand the nature of last night."

Of course I understand.

Last night was just a one night stand.

After a one-night stand, it is very unethical to pester the client again.

Wu Bo himself didn't have the extravagant hope of continuing to develop with Wen Yan, but hearing him be so clear and clear, he still felt agitated.

Wen Yan seemed to be waiting for Wu Bo to speak.Seeing that Wu Bo hadn't spoken for a long time, Wen Yancai said worriedly, "Wu Bo?"

Wu Bo took a slow breath, and then said slowly, "Wen Yan, you lost your wallet at the hotel. I called to see your business card. If you are free, come and scoop it up."