[HP] Devil is alive

Originally, the Malfoy family planned to take Snape over, but Snape refused.

Messiah could understand that the atmosphere in the Malfoy house might make Snape uncomfortable.When he was at school, Heber sent a lot of snacks and candies every day, one for him, one for Lucius, and one for Snape.Many times, Messiah saw conflicting expressions in Snape's dark eyes... Some love for Snape, even better for him than his old family.But in the end, it wasn't his own... Snape was such a self-respecting person, whether he liked it or not, it was a mixed blessing for him.

"For now... no." Snape finished, continuing to look down at his present.

Out of the corner of his eye, he could see the platinum boy sitting quietly at the side, looking at him with gentle and tolerant eyes that were extremely inconsistent with his age, maybe he hadn't noticed it himself.

——He won't go to Endless City so early, at least not now.It's just a pretense that you haven't attended a dance or are not used to it.He himself knows...he is not enough, to enter the endless city, to share the worries of his teacher, he is not enough!

Fortunately for Snape than Laila, there were only a few people in the eyes of the Messiah, no matter how much weight, true or false, Snape could always feel the care of the Messiah for him.Then when he wants to repay, Messiah will choose the most direct way - repay, even if it is not to him.This returned love will finally be received by the Messiah.

And Laila... probably Yashin would sacrifice him if necessary.His teacher even paid for himself... Of course, Laila is also willing to sacrifice for his teacher.It's just that I still feel empty in my heart...

The little rabbit closed his eyes and fell asleep as if tired.

Leila——

The call of the old man came from the bottom of his heart.

I am here, teacher.

I never left...really, never left...

Laila, come see me as soon as possible.

The great sage's always benevolent voice had a hint of majestic order.

ok, teacher...

The body temperature of others, even if it warms me now, will still cool down in the end.

Only the temperature that burns into the soul... can make him hug all the time, and fall into hell with the soul.

……

The boy in the mirror was wearing a black dress, his long hair was tied up with a dark green silver-edged ribbon, his overly delicate face looked a little transparent under the light...

"Baby Mia, are you unhappy?" Hebe dressed up stood behind Messiah, and the small feather fan in his hand brought a burst of elegant fragrance.

Messiah shook his head with a smile, just thinking that he would see Tom in a while, so close, it felt like a dream.

His current mood is very contradictory. On the one hand, he feels that his task has been completed, and it is just and inevitable that Tom is like a stranger to him.On the one hand, he felt lost because of this strangeness... Messiah had to admit that he had a small hope in his heart, and he couldn't lie to himself...

If only I could be like the old one with Tom.

It would be great if Tom still treats him like Anyang did before.

If only they could be together forever.

--forever.

He was already tired of the short time in each life, this life was just an accident, which made him see Tom again, and gave birth to a feeling called longing again... But what about the next life?What about the next life?The original divine body could not be retrieved, and the only false body was destroyed. Sooner or later, the body of any creature would collapse because of his soul. Once the soul left the body, the curse would follow.

Since he was destined to lose... Messiah thought, maybe he didn't have the courage to face the pain of losing after gaining.

"Baby, you don't look very good," Heber put his hand on Messiah's shoulder, "If you have any troubles, I hope mom can help you."

"It's nothing...Mom..." Messiah looked at himself in the mirror. In this never-ending reincarnation, he could only go on as the only demon in the past...

Behind the young man, the woman in fine clothes put one hand on the young man's shoulders, sighed and bent down, bringing herself closer to the young man, and said in a soothing tone: "Mia, my baby...you know, In your grandpa's house, I'm the most useless one - there's always a lot of kids in the big family, and people like to compare themselves to each other. I don't have very strong magic, very bright mind, not the prettiest one, not even manners The most perfect. But you see, the one with the most magical power has already gone to see Merlin, the smartest one is still working hard for a high-level position in the Ministry of Magic, and the most beautiful... It's a pity that the beautiful she has no home now, Life is very chaotic. And me, your grandpa always loves me the youngest. Then I married your father... Hehe, inexplicably, it seems that suddenly he appeared, like the prince in the book. He put Doing everything well, very thoughtful, very romantic, love me very much. We have your brother, like the Malfoy family for many generations, a family of three... I feel... I feel that my life is complete like this, love me Husband, smart and sensible son..."

Hebe's eyes were red, crystal tears rolled down drop by drop, he cried and smiled happily, "One day your father said that he would give me a daughter...of course there was no daughter in the end, I had a second son. Mia... Although you are not very obedient, but... I still love you, the day I saw you at the train station... I am very happy, your eyes and face are so similar to mine... Mia, you can be like me again I'm a little bit, even if nothing is good, nothing will be. You are a mother's child, I don't want a great, great son, I want a happy baby, Mia...you can put what you don't like Let it go...or tell us, we will help you together, okay?"

"...I will." Messiah replied slowly. The woman's tears dripped on the back of her hand and penetrated from the skin. Although it was already cold, it burned all the way to the bottom of his heart.

Apart from this sentence, Messiah doesn't know what else to say...

"Oh, don't tell your dad that I cried, so that he won't let me come next time." Heber took out his handkerchief and wiped his eyes. He didn't know whether it was from embarrassment or from crying just now. The natural color makes the already very beautiful woman look extraordinarily moving.The mother patted Messiah on the shoulder, and said proudly: "Okay, Mia, the children's pranks at Christmas can be forgiven, we will say that you went to your grandfather's house."

"I..." Messiah knew very well that Heber's words represented the wishes of his father and brother. For a big family, this is unimaginable...

indulge...

"Before your father finds out, I'm going to touch up my makeup. Baby, remember to come back early at night?" Heber kissed Messiah's cheek and left in a hurry.

Messiah stood in front of the mirror, looking at the expressionless "self" on the opposite side, backed up, backed up again... He fell on the bed, pulled up the quilt to wrap himself tightly, just like the one Hebe gave him just now Like a hug.

Lovely devil, you are letting yourself go.You disgusting, greedy bastard!

Congratulations, the eye of truth is gone, you can say to yourself: who knows the truth of what they have paid for me?Maybe it was just in exchange for a contract?

Heh, in fact, you didn't think about what to do to them at all, you were just asking for, enjoying, and squandering blindly.You like it, you don't have to do anything, but everyone treats you well!

How disgusting, you are a demon?What a disgrace!

That's why the father wants to lock you up, you deserve it, it's really embarrassing!

do you remember?At the very beginning, when you opened your eyes for the first time, the way your father looked at you clearly wanted to destroy you!

"terribly sorry……"

I'm not the perfect son of God...

"Sorry……"

I can't even do demons well...

Messiah closed his eyes and let himself curl up tightly in the quilt, just like the beginning of every birth...

He remembered something from the past, something small, something he thought he had forgotten.

He is the Son of God...

But he was not the Son of God that the father hoped for and the people expected. All of his other four brothers did better than him.

he is a devil...

But damn it, he looks less and less like a devil!Damn he wanted to be like other humans from the beginning!

But he is not human...

He has always been nothing, not a god, not a demon, and not a human...

[Volume [-]: Shadow of the Nightmare]