Ever since seeing Yan Heng and Pei Ji holding hands intimately last night, Pei Qian's thoughts were flying wildly, and all her thoughts were about Pei Ji and Yan Heng.

Although Pei Ji and Yan Heng are both men, Pei Qian didn't think about why the two men were together or not. Her thoughts were relatively pure.

If Yan Heng was really with Pei Ji, then there would be another person in this world who was very, very, very good to her brother.

Her brother will be accompanied later.

Pei Ji has a cold personality, he doesn't seem to be warm with anyone, he is indifferent and alienated to others, it is difficult to make friends, even so far, there is no one who can approach his heart and make him completely open his heart.

Just like Pei Ji was worried about Pei Qian's body, Pei Qian couldn't let him go, fearing that he would be lonely.

I'm afraid that after his death, my brother won't even have a single person to speak his mind to.

Although she knew that Pei Ji now had a family and loved him, Pei Qian still knew the difference between relatives and lovers.

If Yan Heng can really stay by Pei Ji's side all the time, whether it's a man or a woman, it doesn't matter at all to Pei Qian.

It is good to have someone, so that her brother will not be lonely in the future.

Her brother, because of her burden, has already had a hard time.

Naturally, she would not be jealous and make trouble unreasonably just because someone was nice to Pei Ji.

Even if her life is not long, Pei Qian also hopes that there will be someone who can talk to Pei Ji by her side.

Maybe it's because Pei Ji is not here now, the little Pei Qian couldn't hide her distressed face towards Yan Heng: "My brother is really good, but they all have prejudices when they look at him."

After hearing Pei Qian's words, Yan Heng was stunned for a moment:

"Who...are they referring to?"

As far as Yan Heng knew, whether it was at the school's house or at the Angel's House, the little principal was treated well by most of the people.

Looking at him with prejudice, Yan Heng could only think of Ren Feihang who was expelled for a moment.

Pei Qian looked up at Yan Heng, her big eyes seemed to be considering whether Yan Heng was trustworthy or not, and whether she could say something to him.

Finally, what she saw last night flashed before Pei Qian's eyes.

At that time, the light was dim, Pei Ji and Yan Heng were facing the door sideways, Pei Qian did not see their expressions clearly.

But her brother Pei Qian knew that if he didn't want to, he would never let anyone hold hands.

Yan Heng said that the two of them are not together yet, but Pei Qian knows that her brother probably also likes big brother.

It's a matter of time to be together.

Pei Qian originally thought that Yan Heng was a good big brother, good-looking, gentle, and good to her, but now with his relationship with Pei Ji, her affection for him doubled.

So Pei Qian came up with the answer in a few seconds. She pinched her fingers and sighed like a grown-up: "They mean those people from before..."

Yan Heng's throat twitched, and he felt that Pei Qian's next words would not be as pleasant as the atmospheric topic just now.

Pei Xiu told him a lot about Pei Ji before, but they were all investigated secretly, and the information was not complete.

If they wanted to say who knew Pei Ji's past best, Pei Qian definitely had the most say.

They depended on each other and spent the most difficult years together.

It's just that Pei Qian's health is not good and she is young, neither Pei Xiu nor Yan Heng have ever thought of asking her about the details of her life.

They were afraid that Pei Ji would recall those unpleasant memories, so they naturally felt sorry for this little girl.

Now that Pei Qian gnawed her own mouth, it was naturally the best.

However, regarding Pei Ji's past, Pei Qian didn't know how much Yan Heng knew, so she simply started from the beginning: "Because of my poor health, I was thrown at the gate of the orphanage when I was born, and it was my elder brother who was less than nine years old who hugged me going back..."

Pei Qian told Yan Heng that the orphanage she and Pei Ji stayed at was because of its remote location and limited local economic development. The orphanage was also small and dilapidated. There were less than ten employees in it, but there were many adopted children.

Because of the remoteness of the country, many abandoned babies were born, and most of them were girls or babies born with serious diseases.

Just like Percy.

Under such circumstances, Pei Ji, who was beautiful, delicate and healthy, was naturally the most popular with those adopters.

At the very beginning, even the employees of the orphanage liked the well-behaved Pei Ji very much, and often praised him.

This also caused the children in the orphanage to feel that it was unfair and began to isolate Pei Ji.

And this kind of isolation is not temporary, until Pei Qian grows up and becomes sensible, this phenomenon still exists.

Sometimes the things done by the ignorant children are even more terrifying and creepy.

You can put the ash scraped off the wall into your bowl.

It can push you down slides and stairs, regardless of whether there are sharp dead branches horizontally underneath, and hard concrete stairs can kill people.

Also in winter, I can laugh and wet your quilt, grab your food, and plant the wrong things I did on you without any psychological burden.

Making faces and pissing off passing stray dogs with gravel, and then shutting you out, leaving you alone to face the barking dogs...

Under the long-term unified targeting and isolation of the children in the courtyard, Pei Ji gradually lost his love for laughing and began to become a loner.

The staff in the yard only felt that the child grew more crooked and gloomy, which is not an exaggeration. After being stared at by Pei Ji for a long time, he would even feel frightened and uncomfortable.

So the staff's attitude towards him was naturally not as kind as it was at the beginning, saying that he was wild and unruly, no wonder no one wanted to adopt him these years.

Kong has a popular face, but he doesn't know how to use it.

Later, at night, Pei Ji was shut out again by the kids in the courtyard 'pranking' him, and picked up Pei Qian who had been discarded.

Pei Qian's arrival meant that this old and small orphanage had to eat one more person and spend money to see a doctor for Pei Qian.

The dean of the orphanage was even more dissatisfied with Pei Ji, a child.

Even talking about the bad past now, Pei Qian still has a small flame burning in her heart, but her eyebrows are lowered: "Actually, in recent years, there have been many good families wanting to adopt my brother, but my brother is worried about me and is unwilling to follow me."

Pei Qian was picked up by Pei Ji, so if they isolate Pei Ji, they naturally don't want to see little Pei Qian.

The little Pei Ji didn't know why she cared so much about Pei Qian, and said that it was okay to adopt him if she wanted to, but she had to bring Pei Qian along.

Even if he is adopted, Pei Ji will try every means to get back. In the words of the adopter, he just doesn't know how to raise her.

Pei Qian's illness costs money, and no one is willing to adopt a sick child back, no matter how well-behaved Pei Ji is.

Therefore, the matter of adoption is left alone every time.

After Pei Qian became more sensible, she knew that she was a blood-sucking vine wrapped around Pei Ji's body, imprisoning him in place, unable to go anywhere.

I am a burden, the chief culprit who caused him to work so hard for so many years.

"...If it wasn't for me, my brother wouldn't have been in the orphanage for so many years..."

Pei Qian's voice became lower and lower, and the more she spoke, the more her nose became sour. She quickly lowered her head and quickly wiped her face with her hand.

Yan Heng's throat was sore and he felt uncomfortable in every possible way. He raised his arms to hug Pei Qian, patted Pei Qian's back lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Hey, it's not your fault. Don't blame yourself, you are already great. .”

Pei Qian wanted Yan Heng to feel sorry for Pei Ji, wanted him to treat her brother better, and also wanted him to understand Pei Ji better, so she remembered those things, those unfair treatment in the orphanage because of her insignificance, those "lonely and helpless" 'The children, what did they do to Pei Ji, they all told Yan Heng.

Pei Qian personally dug up the scar that had finally healed with time, and showed it to Yan Heng dripping with blood.

Hearing Pei Qian, a participant in Pei Ji's past, talk about these details is much more impactful than listening to Pei Xiu talking about Pei Ji's life in general through the screen.

Yan Heng almost forced himself to sit here, listening to Pei Qian talk about how those children in the orphanage targeted and isolated their brothers and sisters.

Listen to how Pei Qian and Pei Ji shared a white flour steamed bun and spent the night in water.

Anger, helplessness, distressed... mixed feelings.

Yan Heng's heart seemed to be held by a pair of invisible big hands, squeezing it hard inch by inch.

Soreness, dull pain, and breathlessness.

When Pei Qian raised her head, her eyes were covered with mist. She wiped her face indiscriminately, and after calming down, she looked at Yan Heng: "Big brother, brother is afraid of thunder, do you know that?"

Yan Heng, who was immersed in negative emotions, blinked his sour eyes, met Pei Qian's gaze, pursed his lips and nodded, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know."

The first time the little dean stayed at his house was because of heavy rain and thunder. At that time, Yan Heng realized that Pei Ji was afraid of thunder.

Yan Heng still remembers Pei Ji's pale face and trembling appearance when he heard the thunder.

At that time, Yan Heng guessed that something bad must have happened to the little principal on a thunderstorm night before, which made him instinctively afraid.

Pei Qian asked Yan Heng again why she knew why, Yan Heng shook his head, Pei Ji didn't tell him anything at that time.

"I guess my brother didn't tell you." Pei Qian whispered:

"When I was four years old, the first time I got sick so badly that I went into shock, it was a thunderstorm with heavy rain..."

What Pei Qian suffers from is medulloblastoma, which is common in children, and it is a rare case discovered before the age of one. It is a malignant tumor in which cancer cells grow and spread very rapidly.

From the time she was diagnosed to the present, Pei Qian has been fighting against the serious illness for more than ten years. There are national policies, and there is no need to worry about the treatment of the disease. Therefore, although she is weak and often falls ill, she has lived to the age of four safely.

When she was four years old and Pei Ji was not yet 13, it was raining heavily that day. The two brothers and sisters stayed away from the crowd and stayed in the cafeteria. Pei Ji secretly fried rice for little Pei Qian who hadn't eaten enough at night and was yelling hungry in the middle of the night.

Neither brother nor sister dared to turn on the lights for fear of being discovered by others.

During the meal, Pei Qian, who was fine, suddenly fell ill, and the little Pei Ji also panicked. Her first reaction was to seek help from adults, and she ran out while holding her.

It was also a rainy day with thunderstorms and thunderstorms. I had to go from the cafeteria to the dormitory to find adults, and I had to walk through the unsheltered dirt playground.

Pei Ji didn't care about the cold rain that hit his head. He was only worried that Pei Qian, who had no movement in her arms, shouted loudly. There was a slight splash in the air.

When the flustered Pei Ji finally opened the door of one of the female employees, Pei Qian was already exhaling more than inhaling.

After a period of chaos, Pei Qian who was sent to the hospital was out of danger, but Pei Ji was inevitably beaten.

More than ten years ago, the management of all aspects of the welfare home was not as strict and formal as it is now. It is very common for employees to vent their anger on children.

Anyway, as long as there are obvious marks on the face.

Speaking of this, Pei Qian's tears that had been rolling around her eyes finally couldn't hold back, and fell down like broken beads: "I didn't know until I woke up, because my brother took me to the cafeteria to cook for me in the middle of the night, the dean was very angry , called him a thief, stole from my house, and blamed my brother for my illness, they beat him..."

Pei Ji, who was not yet 13 years old, was treated as a thief and accused of almost killing Pei Qian. The adults were disturbed in their dreams in the middle of the night, and vented all their anger on Pei Ji.

Little Pei Ji curled up in the corner, covering his stomach and head. From his angle, he happened to see the half-open window diagonally above.

On a rainy night, the sky is so dark that you can't reach your fingers. It seems that there are beasts that can eat people hidden in the depths of the night. It is frightening and instinctive.

The sound of thunder and rain, whipping and scolding, numbness from body pain, accompanied by crying and screaming from someone who didn't know, Pei Ji spent a night with a deep memory.

Pei Qian told Yan Heng that after that day, Pei Ji also fell seriously ill and lay in bed for several days.

Pei Ji never told Pei Qian about these things, he thought she didn't know, but there is no impenetrable wall in the world, she actually knows everything.

She had already pieced together the truth from everyone's few words of discussion.

But he has to cooperate with Pei Ji to pretend that he doesn't know anything.

Self-blame and guilt weighed on Pei Qian's heart like a mountain, and now she finally found a vent, her tears couldn't be shut off as if a valve had been opened, and she began to speak illogically nonsense to Yan Heng.

Said it would have been nice if Pei Ji hadn't picked her up back then, her life was a disaster, but she was afraid of death, the medicine was so bitter, and the treatment was so painful, she was reluctant to part with her brother, she wanted to grow up, and wanted to repay Pei Ji.

He also told Yan Heng to treat Pei Ji well, don't let him down, the two of them must be good together, and help her take good care of her brother...

Pei Qian talked a lot, and fell asleep when she was tired from crying.

After carrying Pei Qian back to the room to sleep, Yan Heng returned to his home with a gloomy expression.

Aunt Lin came out after finishing her work, and found that the two people on the dining table hadn't finished eating noodles, especially Yan Heng, who hardly touched his chopsticks.

Aunt Lin, who didn't know what happened, frowned and sighed, saying it was a waste.

……

Pei Ji, who was listening to the lecture at school, took the time to look at his phone during the intermission, and then saw Yan Heng sent him a message a few minutes after the lecture: [Pei Ji, I miss you. 】

Pei Ji frowned immediately, and typed two seconds later:

【What’s wrong with you? 】

Yan Heng usually calls him the little dean in a dragging tone, and the number of times he calls him by his name can be counted on the fingers of the fingers.

When sending messages, they never even typed their full names.

Pei Ji intuitively felt that Yan Heng was a little abnormal today.

Yan Heng on the other side seemed to be waiting by the phone for a message. After Pei Ji sent the message, he replied in seconds: [Are you done? 】

There was still the second half of the lecture, Pei Ji was typing in the chat box, but before the message was sent out, Yan Heng sent a second message, saying that he was now in the pavilion next to their school complex.

Pei Ji's fingers typing on the screen paused, and finally he licked his dry lips, and deleted all the words that were originally typed.

Cheng Weiyi and Lao Qi were just like the students around them, chatting enthusiastically about what the old professor had just said, but when they glanced away from the corner of their eyes, they found that Pei Ji suddenly got up to pack his things.

Cheng Weiyi thought that Pei Ji had forgotten that there was still a second half of the lecture, so he reminded him: "Youngest, the lecture is not over yet, where are you going?"

Putting all the things on the table into the backpack, Pei Ji walked out with the bag on his back, without looking back: "I have something to do, I won't listen."

After Pei Ji finished speaking, without waiting for Cheng Weiyi to speak, he pursed his lips tightly and left the auditorium with an expressionless face.

Lao Qi was stunned for a while, and said in a daze:

"The youngest...is there still such a rush?"

The youngest's appearance is similar to when Glasses was in a hurry to meet his girlfriend.

The glasses were also dumbfounded: "What happened? I didn't even listen to such an important lecture."

Cheng Weiyi frowned and shook his head, looking worriedly at the disappearing figure of Pei Ji.

Classmates and friends for more than two years, except for the last time Pei Qian fell ill, Cheng Weiyi has never seen Pei Ji show such a nervous expression.

The lecture is held in the auditorium, which is still some distance away from the complex building. Pei Ji and his school occupy a large area.

When Yan Heng came to the Xuesi Garden next to the complex building and saw Yan Heng on the bench next to the artificial lake, it was already more than ten minutes later.

Looking at the beautiful artificial lake, Yan Heng didn't know what he was thinking.

Pei Ji paused for a while, tightened his left hand holding the backpack strap, and then walked towards the man.

When approaching, Pei Ji deliberately stepped on a dead branch by the side of the road and made a 'click' sound.

Hearing the voice, Yan Heng turned his head and saw Pei Ji standing a few steps away.

Yan Heng twitched the corners of his mouth and said softly:

"Little Dean, you are here, is the lecture over?"

When Yan Heng turned his head, Pei Ji could also clearly see the other party's expression at this time.

How should I put it, Yan Heng's expression is the same as usual, there is still a slight smile on his face, he is still like a vixen who catches people's hearts, so attractive that people can't take their eyes off, but Pei Ji stares closely at Yan Heng's eyes After watching for a while, he frowned almost imperceptibly, walked towards him with a cold face, and said in his mouth: "If you can't laugh, stop laughing, it's so ugly."

After hearing Pei Ji's words, the smile on Yan Heng's face froze, and he looked up at him slightly without speaking.

Seeing Yan Heng like this, Pei Ji frowned even harder, stood still in front of him, and looked down at him: "What's wrong with you?"

The smile slowly faded from Yan Heng's face, and then he showed a smile that was uglier than crying, raised his arms towards Pei Ji, looked at him and said softly: "Little Dean, I feel uncomfortable, hug me me."

If it is said that Yan Heng is usually an aristocratic gentleman exuding this lazy and leisurely atmosphere, he is a seductive vixen.

Then he gave Pei Ji the feeling now that he was a down and out man who had lost all his wealth, a fox lying on the rainy ground after being injured, and his beautiful hair was wet.

In front of Pei Ji, Yan Heng, who always wanted to show his perfection, showed his fragile side to Pei Ji for the first time.

Seeing Yan Heng who raised his hand like a child wanting to hug him, Pei Ji froze for a moment, stood in front of him and looked at him, not moving for a while.

Just when Yan Heng thought he was being rejected indifferently by the little principal, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, with his arms lowered slightly: "Since you don't want to, then—"

Before Yan Heng could finish his sentence, Pei Ji suddenly took a step forward, clumsily but gently raised his arms to hug him.

— Then only I will hug you...

The last half of Yan Heng's sentence was stuck in his throat because of Pei Ji's actions, and he didn't have a chance to say it.

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