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Diary of a Secret Lover (Part 2018) Sunny December 12, 24

Recently, in a serious relationship, the big brother helped me get the flowers sent by the courier again today, hahaha for the fourth time in a month, ignore his angry little eyes.Of course, today is not for spreading dog food, simply because this day is worth commemorating.

The 22nd is the winter solstice, and the custom of eating dumplings in the south is much weaker than that in the north. As the image ambassador of the northern customs of the research group, of course, we must seize today's opportunity to promote it.Resisting the idea of ​​making dumplings by myself, I followed the advice of the first senior sister and chose the most authentic dumpling restaurant. After eating it, I felt pretty good, and I will order from this restaurant next year.The first senior sister is now recognized as a top student in the third research and second research, and also the koi of our entire research group.The painting must be the key point, and there are "numerous" thesis projects in her hand. She has never counted how many papers she has in total, and she gets scholarships and bonuses every year.Other than that, the only difference between her and the senior sister in charge is that she has an ordinary hobby.It is said that there are no restaurants that she has never eaten in the major canteens of the school and the surrounding streets and alleys. Many research groups come to ask her opinions when they have dinner together, and they are even famous outside the school. So you have to ask which dumpling restaurant is the best. her opinion.Last time I saw a gym card on her desk, and now I am a member there, with rich equipment and a good fitness atmosphere. I later found out that it is the most cost-effective among the seven gyms near the school.It seems that in school, if you want to live a good life, you have to hold the thigh of the first senior sister tightly.

Today is exactly one month since Wang Li and I have been together.

I never thought there would be a romance segment after the last bloodbath episode.

She is in her senior year, which shouldn't be easy, but because she has won a place in the school for insurance research, her senior year is very leisurely.After that dinner, I still often go to the library. The difference is that my deskmate is fixed.We will make an appointment the day before, and whoever arrives early will help to occupy a seat. If we have time, we will have dinner together, and then go for a walk on the playground or on the lawn.I go to the gym about five times a week, and she is about the same, so we made an appointment in the strength training area to push iron together. I feel that she is a novice, but her mastering ability is not bad, and I feel a little bit after nearly a month.

On the night of the 23rd, we made an appointment to see an old movie "Farewell My Concubine". I have thought about it four times, and this time it is the fifth time.I proposed to watch the movie, and after thinking about it for so long, I decided to check it out.The movie lasted nearly three hours, and she watched it more seriously, while I was a little distracted from the beginning, and then basically stared at the screen mechanically.I don't know if it's because the movie is heavy, so she kept silent after it came out. I wanted to speak a few times but I felt that it was not good to mention it all of a sudden.So we have been silent.

"Fake overlord, is it real concubine Yu..."

"Hmm..."

"We won't be. From the first moment I saw you, I knew we were gay, so you don't have to walk too much, just run straight to me."

I froze completely, opened my mouth slightly, and lost my words. The remaining memory now is only a few wisps of white water mist produced by my breathing, floating upwards, very much like my excited and nervous soul at that time, soaring with pride!Slowly watching my figure who was stupefied in her eyes getting bigger and bigger, when I happened to meet her, I closed my eyes and focused on responding.

Now I can't forget that night, the soft and fragrant feeling made me feel like I had a toffee in my mouth for the next few days.A few days later, she actually had an in-depth taste with me with orange-flavored sugar in her mouth. My God, what kind of taste is this? I feel that the way she looks at me is very strange recently, but I don't have time to think of her, just enjoy being in love.

This Christmas, the research team is going to make an appointment to make a hot pot meal by themselves.We've only been together for a month, and I haven't planned to fully disclose it. After all, it needs to be carefully maintained at the beginning, but I don't know why I always feel that Baby Li is not happy, but before I can respond, she continues to study by herself with a smile.My feeling is not wrong. In fact, it seems that I have not cared much about other than my girlfriend in the past two months.I went to the lab to do experiments no more than three times a week, and my roommate reminded me of some notifications. I even forgot the time and was late for a group meeting once.So today I feel a little uncomfortable at the hot pot banquet, and getting along is not even as natural as the first meeting.In order to try my best to show that I participated wholeheartedly, I deliberately turned off my mobile phone, chatted with people around me more, and listened to interesting stories of the research group.When it was over, it was already 11:30 in the evening, and it was almost twelve o'clock. When I turned on the phone, I found a lot of unread messages and missed calls.I feel a little headache, hey, I didn't accompany my girlfriend.

Diary of a Secret Lover (Part 2018) December 12, 22 Yin

I've been in a bad mood lately, even a little bit bad.

The rented house suddenly leaked a few days ago. I went to the property to apply for repairs, but it took two days to reply to me.The same is true for work, the company in city S still rejected me, and the company in city H, which is a surefire one, has already passed, so I now face a choice: should I give up the company in city H and continue to wait for the school's spring recruitment?I still chose to settle on City H. City H is a relatively good first-tier city in the north, and it is a completely unfamiliar environment for me.Although the company's benefits are not as high as those in S City, its attitude towards fresh graduates is still very good.Forget it, let me tangled up again.

In fact, there is another thing that makes me depressed, no, I can’t say depressed, but there is no better adjective than depressed to describe my mood. I am stuck in my heart, and I can’t let it go. It’s a secret I broke through last month.

I didn't want to go back to school that day, but I suddenly remembered that I didn't get an important document, so I had to go back to school in a hurry.The laboratory building is relatively close to the north gate of the school, so I got off at the north gate and walked inside.That road is quite lively at eight or nine o'clock in the evening, but after eleven o'clock, the north gate will no longer allow traffic, and it will gradually quiet down.It was almost eleven o'clock when I arrived at school. Although the road was not too dark, the shadows of the trees were swaying and it was too quiet.

I was very scared at that time, but if there is a sudden shadow on the road, it is more terrifying than no one on the road.I buried my head and hurried forward, and suddenly saw two people under the tree in front of me. I was so frightened that I couldn't hold my phone anymore. I held back my fear and stared at it. I felt a bit like what I often saw downstairs in the girls' dormitory when I was in college. Lingering.Gan, what are you doing scaring people if you don't sleep out at night.I planned to pretend I didn't see them and continue walking, but when I got close to them, I suddenly recognized the back that was leaning towards me, and the most important thing was that the girl she was kissing was actually a girl.Not quite sure, I stared at it for a few more seconds, then turned around and ran out of the school before the north gate closed.

Of course, I didn't run away or be afraid, just, really just a very complicated feeling, coupled with unbelievable, but not difficult to understand, even recalling some of Xu Runyun's daily life.I think I already knew that, didn't I?

The best thing I could do was to say nothing, since she didn't see me anyway.But now every time I see her, I reflexively think of that day.It's not the dry wood and fire in the school under the dark lights, but holding the girl's face very gently and carefully, and the other hand should be just gently hugging... Ah, I'm going crazy, why should I go back to school? That day.

The progress of the experiment this month is not as fast as last month.Fortunately, she is busy recently, so she only comes to the laboratory every one or two days to complete the tasks I left behind.Every time our eyes met, I always felt that she was signaling me with her eyes: Did you see it all, and why did you know about it.I don't know if she noticed that I was avoiding sight, and I didn't feel obvious about myself.

Today is the winter solstice, our family does not have the custom of eating dumplings during the winter solstice.In the evening, she planned to go home after finishing the experiment, she slid her seat, leaned over and invited me to eat dumplings.According to my current complicated mood, I shouldn't have agreed, and I had many excuses, but she saw that I had been hesitating, and she actually acted like a baby! ! !Gan, that soft "Sister Yanhan".She usually speaks with a clear voice, and she is always full of smiles, but when she reads English, she likes to lower her voice to speed up her speech. Today, when she is acting like a baby, she deliberately brings a little nasal sound.Why doesn't she do dubbing, welcome to Himalaya FM.My brain system showed rejection, but when she walked away triumphantly, I knew the words of approval had been spoken.

I went to that dumpling restaurant for the first time in the evening, and tasted a dumpling filled with pork. The meat content is not too much, and it is fragrant but not greasy. It seems that sesame oil is added to add a touch of umami.Song Hang was originally sitting on my left, but someone suggested to drink a little wine later, so those who drank juice and beer sat separately again, and she changed to be next to me.I suppressed the unilateral embarrassment and chatted with her about the experiment, but somehow the topic turned to how much I just ate.She laughed that I only tasted two pieces of each stuffed dumpling.I like to arrange dinner time after the gym, about 07:30, so I am not very hungry when I eat dumplings at six o'clock today.She suddenly smiled at me, said it was seven o'clock, then got up and left.

As soon as she left, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that my face was not so stiff anymore, and somehow my hunger suddenly surged up.But the dumplings on the table were cold, and drinking beer was too hot, so I planned to make a salad for supper when I went back.Half an hour later, she returned to her seat and handed me a hot cake in a plastic bag.I was startled, and looked up at her. She didn't look at me, but she just showed the white marks on the right cheek. Looking carefully at her dark down jacket, some places were stained with white powder.She wiped her sweat, pretended to drink water, and came over and said: "I can't help but want to rub the flour, and make a pancake by the way, you can taste it while it's hot, and give a comment."

When I was young, my family opened a noodle shop for a while, and it was near the school, so the business was pretty good in the morning.Usually people will come to the store one after another starting at 45:45 in the morning, but I have to get up at [-]:[-] and go to the store to help before [-]:[-].That was still the memory of the sixth grade of elementary school, many of which have been blurred, but I can't forget that one morning I woke up with a cold and felt dizzy when I was served noodles to a customer, but fortunately there was a kind person next to me to stabilize the plate. A little bit of soup dripped down the edge of the plate into the palm of my hand.

I have already forgotten the feeling at that time, but now that this cake is in my hand, it is so hot that I can’t grasp it, which makes my pain nerves instantly sharp, and at the same time, it is accompanied by tear glands. I feel that even if there is only a little wind blowing my eyes, My tears will flow down.And she was just like the kind-hearted person at that time, just as warm and soft looking at me and smiling.

What should I do, whether it is life or work, the paper is also, and her, what should I do.