Age Soft GL

There were still two days before leaving school, and Li Siying had nothing to do, so she went online to read novels.Suddenly remembered that Huang Qingqing found the post bar of her school that day.She knew that her class was Xu Tinglan's second class, so she really wanted to know about her past, even if it was sporadic.

With the mentality of trying, Li Siying searched the name of No. [-] Middle School on Baidu.

Sure enough, I found the official website of No.[-] Middle School.

However, the section is relatively simple, just some introductions in the school, and then some developments in the campus, such as the admission information of the new class.

Li Siying clicked on the "Gardener's Style" section, and there were twenty or thirty articles in it.

Li Siying looked at it line by line, and suddenly her eyes lit up, and her heart jumped up, both expected and unexpected, as if she had discovered some great secret.

The name of this article is "Pengshi Spring Silkworm Award Xu Tinglan".

Li Siying knew that such an excellent teacher as Xu Tinglan would definitely not be unknown.After clicking in, a photo is printed in front of my eyes.

The background is the green mountain top, Xu Tinglan is standing beside a boulder, her long hair is loose, hanging down her shoulders like a curtain.The upper body is a short waisted ice silk striped T-shirt, the lower body is a pair of skinny jeans, and a pair of blue sneakers.

Smiling shallowly towards the camera, the clouds are calm and the wind is light, not stained with dust.

Li Siying looked at this photo fascinatedly, and sighed secretly: It's like bewildering Yangcheng and fascinated Cai.

The accompanying text is as follows: Xu Tinglan, a first-level middle school teacher, teaches high school Chinese.As a language teacher, she teaches humorously and has achieved remarkable results; as a class teacher, she devotes herself wholeheartedly, combining leniency and strictness.She has always worked hard in the education field with the dedication of spring silkworms, and is committed to making students' hearts full of sunshine...

Although this article is well-known and praised repeatedly, Li Siying still feels that Xu Tinglan's excellence has not been written.No matter how many words are used on her, there will be a sense of paleness and powerlessness.

Li Siying right-clicked to save the photo, and copied it to a USB flash drive.

The young girl's mind is delicate and appropriate, she just wants to keep the beautiful moments about that person.At that time, she didn't actually think about what to do in the future, she just thought about secretly liking her as much as possible without causing trouble to Xu Tinglan.

On the first day after school started, Li Siying took a USB flash drive to a photo studio near the school and asked the boss to develop the photo.

Li Siying carefully clipped this photo in a blank notebook.This is her concern, her feeling, and her hope.

She suddenly remembered a piece of news she had seen before, saying that after the penguin mother gave birth to the penguin eggs, she would give the eggs to the penguin fathers to hatch, and some penguin fathers would break or lose the eggs because they were young and inexperienced.At this time, the self-esteem of the penguin father will be hurt, and they will deceive themselves to take a stone, pretend it is their own egg, and then hatch.

Li Siying felt that she was a silly penguin who picked up a piece of illusion to comfort herself in winter.Sometimes she would thank Zhou Xiaoyao, for the three years of liking Zhou Xiaoyao, she has cultivated her forbearance and restraint.Otherwise, I'm really afraid that I can't hold back and do something that embarrasses Xu Tinglan.

Just like that, I fell in love with her calmly until I understood what to do next.

Recently, Li Siying has been thinking more and more about a question: what should I do in the future?

Her parents belonged to a very conservative generation, and to them it was natural and unquestionable to carry on the family line.Every stage of everyone has its own planned path.

Li Siying's mother has always wanted to buy another house near the city center in Pengshi, as Li Siying's future wedding house.Although they still have two sets of resettlement houses, the location of the resettlement houses is relatively remote, and they are renting them out.After all, it's just this one daughter. Although this should be something the man will do in the future, he can't help but want to give Li Siying more material conditions.

Because Li Siying is also in high school now, her mother would sometimes talk about this matter in front of her, and wanted to ask Li Siying's opinion. After all, buying another house would almost mean bankruptcy, and she might need a loan.The pressure at home will be a little heavier.

When Li Siying heard it for the first time, she was shocked, because in her opinion, this problem was still a long time ago.She didn't want a wedding room, and she had an instinctive resistance in her heart.When my mother mentioned it again and again, even if she had a good temper, she felt irritable.

How was she going to tell her mother that she wasn't interested in men, but her female teacher?

Li Siying actually doesn't hate boys, but she has never been tempted by a boy. Her intuition told her that she couldn't fall in love with a man.

Once I was really bored and couldn't help but yell at my parents who were negotiating to buy a house: "Don't worry, I won't get married!"

Li Siying's personality has always been relatively docile and well-behaved. Although Huang Qingqing said that sometimes she would show a wolf with a big tail, she gave the impression of a very calm person to outsiders.

I don't know where to start, but Li Siying can't help losing her temper at home, especially when it comes to buying a house.

Li Siying's mother was very surprised by Li Siying's reaction, but comforted herself by saying that children are innocent and haven't thought about it.This also reflects from the side that there is no puppy love, and I am happy.

After Li Siying's father saw her lose her temper a few times, whenever her mother wanted to discuss buying a house in front of the family, he would wink at her and signal to discuss it when the child was away.He also thought about whether Li Siying's abnormal behavior was a rebellious behavior in adolescence, but his intuition told him that it was not that simple.

That night, Li Siying had a dream.

She rarely dreamed, the last dream was the nightmare about homework before school started, and she dreamed of Xu Tinglan.

This time, in the dream, it was a cool and humid rainy day. I walked under the dim night light, without an umbrella, and looked up to see the slender rain slipping through the yellow light.

Why are you here, why don't you go home at night?Parents should be worried, right?

No... The self in the dream remembered that she was kicked out, and her parents didn't want her anymore.

Because she yelled out her inner voice to her parents hysterically: I like women!

She didn't mention Xu Tinglan to her parents, she knew she couldn't.

She seemed to remember her mother's crying that almost collapsed, her father's unbelievable eyes, they frowned, let themselves think carefully before going back, and they were not allowed to go home before thinking clearly!

Li Siying was floating on the street like a lonely ghost. Cars passed by one after another, splashing muddy water from under the tires, splashing on Li Siying's rain-soaked clothes.

I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on my face, and the road in front of me was blurred.

At this time, I vaguely heard someone calling my name.The voice is anxious and worried.

Li Siying turned her head and found a slender figure running towards her in the rain.

When I got closer, I saw clearly that it was Xu Tinglan.

All my persistence and pretense fell apart at that moment, and I threw myself into her arms, crying, "My parents don't want me anymore! They don't want me anymore!..."

Feeling a pair of warm hands gently patting his back, he comforted him softly: "Don't cry, don't be afraid..."

Li Siying cried hoarsely, sobbing: "They don't want me anymore, no one in this world wants me anymore! The whole world has abandoned me!"

Xu Tinglan's warm and windy voice floated in her ears, softly: "How could it be, I'm here, no one will want you."

She didn't know how long she had been crying in Xu Tinglan's arms, but she only remembered that Xu Tinglan kept comforting herself and patted her back gently.

When Li Siying woke up, it was raining lightly outside, and the sky was still dark, and there were bursts of spring thunder in his ears, rumbling continuously and long.

She lay on the bed, closed her eyes again, and carefully recalled the scene in the dream just now. Her restless heart was soothed by a word in that person's dream.

I'm afraid even she doesn't know that this feeling has penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and it has become a kind of spiritual sustenance on which to live without knowing it.