Age Soft GL

Xu Tinglan has already developed a habit. Every time she receives a composition, she always picks out Li Siying's to read.

At first, it was because Li Siying's writing was too heavy, and it contained too much emotion, which always surprised Xu Tinglan. How could such mature and restrained writing be written by a high school student.

She always pays special attention to her because she cares about her students.

After Li Siying's essays became normal, Xu Tinglan liked to read her essays again.I always feel that in her essays, there is a faint admiration for someone.

Although she doesn't encourage puppy love, but Li Siying likes it so carefully, without affecting her grades, Xu Tinglan doesn't interfere.She also gossiped several times to know who this person is, and it is worthy of her Chinese class representative's concern.

After receiving the composition text this time, she also took out Li Siying's to read first.

As soon as it was opened, a photo fell out.The person in the photo is me.

This was taken by a friend when she went to Wuyi Mountain once.At that time, the school's official website wanted to publish the news that he was selected for the Spring Silkworm Award, and he needed a photo of himself, so he submitted this photo at that time.

So, did Li Siying download her own photo from the school's official website, and then print it out?

Xu Tinglan looked at the photo, then at the essay, and suddenly felt a thunder in her mind.

Li Siying likes herself?

Xu Tinglan put the photo back into the notebook with trembling hands. The notebook that she had read in various ways before was like a hot potato. Xu Tinglan wished she had never opened it.

But she is a teacher, she can't act like nothing happened.

What does it mean that Li Siying clipped the photo in the composition text?Are you confessing to yourself?

It's not that Xu Tinglan has never been confessed by a student, and not long ago she was confessed by Weng Zhewen, which made her a little upset.

But in her view, these are impulsive manifestations of innocence.She just needs to refuse clearly and politely, keep a good distance, and when the student graduates and enters a wider world, this relationship will naturally be diluted.

But why this time, after suddenly realizing it, it hurt like a knife?

Xu Tinglan closed her eyes, her temples throbbed and throbbed in pain.Bits and pieces of that child flashed through my mind.

When did this start?

The more I look back, the things that were normal in the past seem to be carrying the child's heavy feelings at this moment.

If it wasn't for today's photo, Xu Tinglan would never have thought about that.Li Siying behaved too normally in front of her, never overreached, and always cared just right.

It was this natural feeling that made her more and more slow-witted, so that she didn't realize when the child had feelings for her other than teacher-student affection.

Xu Tinglan sighed secretly: Sure enough, the relationship between teachers and students should be maintained on the line of the relationship between teachers and students.It was because I didn't know how to measure Li Siying's sexual orientation, but I still got so close to her.

Xu Tinglan went to the Chinese class in Class [-] in such a muddle-headed manner. After the students in the class finished reading the text twice, Xu Tinglan did not recover in time. cover up as an excuse.

After class is over in a hurry, I return to the office.

After hesitating again and again, I opened the composition book again, but was shocked to find that the photos were gone.

It can't be that other teachers took it. Could it be that Li Siying took it back?Why did she take it back?Don't you want to show yourself this photo?

Xu Tinglan thought about it carefully, and it seemed that this possibility was more likely.

Li Siying has always hidden her thoughts for herself so deeply that she never found out, and it makes no sense to suddenly confess to herself.So it is very likely that for some reason, Li Siying forgot to include this photo in the composition.When she remembered it, she secretly took it back.

To prove it, Xu Tinglan asked the English teacher beside her calmly, "Hey, did Li Siying come here just now?"

The English teacher nodded: "Yeah, why did you take the wrong homework book? It seems that I went to change it and hand it over."

really……

Xu Tinglan sighed heavily in her heart.

So, too.She didn't want to let herself know, so she pretended not to know.

It's just that in the future, we need to be careful.Li Siying is now a sophomore in high school and will soon be a senior in high school. She can't deliberately alienate her, it will make her feel overwhelmed or even counterproductive, but it's impossible to get along like before.

Need to slowly, slowly, pull yourself out.

At 12 o'clock in the morning on April [-]th, Li Siying wished Xu Tinglan a happy birthday.

Soon Xu Tinglan replied, different from last year, this time she replied: "One year older again."

Li Siying typed: "Every age group has her unique charm. Just like you now, you are like a rose in bud." Thinking about it, I felt it was too sensational, so I deleted the latter sentence.

Xu Tinglan did not reply afterwards.

When school was over the next day, Li Siying guarded Xu Tinglan nervously holding a gift.She tried to look as calm and natural as possible.

"Why don't you go back here?" Xu Tinglan saw the gift bag in Li Siying's hand from a distance, her eyes flickered.

Li Siying held up the gift bag and said shyly, "Hey, happy birthday."

Xu Tinglan was holding the computer bag in his left hand, while his right hand was hanging straight, and he didn't pick it up.A trace of unbearableness flashed in her eyes, and she said with a smile: "Didn't you agree last year not to give gifts?"

Li Siying raised her hand, a little embarrassed, but she still pretended to be calm and said: "I bought everything."

Xu Tinglan took a step forward, resisting the urge to touch the child, and changed the computer bag into another hand, but still didn't pick up the gift: "If you really want to give it, after graduation, you can give me a bouquet of carnations."

Li Siying did not expect that Xu Tinglan would really refuse, she had a faint feeling that Xu Tinglan might have seen that photo.Just when he was hesitating, I heard Xu Tinglan say gently: "Hey, it's not good for the teacher to accept gifts from students. It's not good for others to see. Other teachers and students may gossip."

Li Siying specially chose to come here when it was deserted, because she was afraid that people would see that it would have a bad influence.Although there were still students in twos and threes, as long as Xu Tinglan took the gift over, such a small bag would not attract people's attention at all.

But she didn't speak, just put down the gift bag silently.

"Go back early." After Xu Tinglan finished speaking, she left without looking back.

From that day on, Li Siying gradually discovered that Xu Tinglan no longer took the initiative to send her messages.

The text messages I sent in the past are also returned to one out of five times, and the reply speed is very slow, often half an hour before I receive a reply.I haven’t replied to the QQ message I sent in the past for a long time. I asked Xu Tinglan, and she said that she didn’t have time to go to QQ. After a long time, she explained to herself that she was going to be a senior in high school next year. The class is large, and there are a lot of lesson preparation content, which needs to be prepared in advance.

Xu Tinglan will still talk and laugh with her, but without the gentle gaze, and will reply to private messages, but the frequency is reduced, and she will give herself a reasonable explanation for any abnormal behavior, but all of this makes Li Siying have to Suspicious, she is like a detective, suspicious, but can't find conclusive evidence.

Li Siying felt more and more that Xu Tinglan had seen the photo.However, if Xu Tinglan saw the photo, why was she still so calm when she saw herself?

Gradually, this feeling of doubt became bigger and bigger, and turned into a feeling of restlessness, which caused Li Siying to often lose her mind when she was in class.

In Chinese class, she carefully observed Xu Tinglan's every move, every frown and smile, trying to capture her eyes, expressions and movements.

In other classes, it was just thinking hard, replaying everything about Xu Tinglan in the Chinese class, and analyzing the meaning behind it like a cocoon.

Just like watching a movie, slow motion, looping over and over again.She believed more and more that Xu Tinglan had seen that photo.

In the monthly exam in May, Li Siying's score suffered from Waterloo for the first time in history.From the top ten in the previous class, I fell to the 5nd in the class, and there are 32 people in the class.

The most obvious subject is mathematics, which is directly failed.

Other students may not feel it, because it seems to them that they have fallen from the upper middle level to the lower middle level.

But for Huang Qingqing, Li Siying's performance this time was too abnormal. Thinking of Li Siying's frequent ecstasy recently, Huang Qingqing is sure that Li Siying has something on her mind!I sighed again in my heart, after all, if I am a good student, I can regress by more than 20, so I don't even think about my half-baked grades.

In fact, Li Siying didn't want to do this either, but she couldn't help thinking about Xu Tinglan.

She finally admitted that the puppy love will actually affect her studies, because the unexpected situation in the secret love will make it difficult for her to cope with it, so she panics.

She was lying on the table slumped, the sun had begun to rampage in May weather, and the camphor and laurel trees outside the window were so green that they were about to drip oil.The sun has never thought about restraining itself, it thinks this is its generous gift and gift, deliberately ignoring the suffocation and discomfort its flames bring to others.

Li Siying wondered if she would be like the sun to Xu Tinglan.What she gave was not what the other party wanted.