Age Soft GL

On Sunday, Li Siying went out with emotions so complicated that she couldn't explain it clearly.

The two made an appointment to meet directly at the hospital.

In the third city hospital, there was a faint smell of disinfectant.

They received ID cards at the age of 16. If they didn't have ID cards, they would definitely have to be accompanied by their family members.

However, Li Siying felt that for such a big matter, it is better to tell the family what to do if something happens.

She accompanied Zhou Xiaoyao to the queue, had already made an appointment, and went directly to the place where people flowed to get the medicine.The nurse said that it was the medicine for opening the palace, let Zhou Xiaoyao take it first, and then waited aside, and would call her name when it was her turn.

After all, Li Siying and Zhou Xiaoyao were only 16 years old. Sitting among a group of women waiting for an abortion, it was quite awkward. After all, the youthfulness of 16 years old cannot be concealed.

Zhou Xiaoyao seemed a little uncomfortable, and kept clutching her stomach.

"What's wrong?" Li Siying went to help her, and when she touched her hand, she suddenly felt very cold.

"It's okay, but my stomach is not feeling well, and I'm a little nervous..." Li Siying could feel Zhou Xiaoyao's whole body trembling when she spoke.

Li Siying sighed, feeling overwhelmed by the overwhelming pain in her heart, so she had no choice but to wrap her arms around her shoulders and let her lean into his arms.

When it was Zhou Xiaoyao's turn, the nurse called her name. Zhou Xiaoyao took out a sanitary napkin from her bag, handed the bag to Li Siying, and followed the nurse into the room.

After about three hours, Li Siying who was waiting was about to ask the nurse. Didn't the TV say that the abortion was painless in 3 minutes, although Li Siying also knew that she needed to lie down for a while after the procedure.

At this time, the door of the operating room opened, Zhou Xiaoyao supported the door frame, her face was pale and bloodless.Li Siying was so frightened that she hurried forward to support her.

"Didn't you say it's painless? Why..." Li Siying was a little at a loss in panic, and helped her to sit on a chair beside her.

"The anesthetic is over...it hurts," Zhou Xiaoyao said weakly.

Li Siying was so distressed that she could only let her rest on her own for a while.

"Siying..." Zhou Xiaoyao closed her eyes and called softly.

"Well, I'm here." Li Siying's chin rested on Zhou Xiaoyao's forehead, and the woman in her arms was as weak as a flower that had been damaged by wind and rain.

"Yu Qingji broke up with me."

It took Li Siying about a minute to digest this sentence, and her chest was gradually replaced by anger.

"...Bastard", almost gritted his teeth and spit out these two words. Li Siying's eyes unconsciously formed mist, and she secretly raised her hand and wiped it.

The two of them didn't speak any more, and they rested for another two hours, and it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon.

Li Siying went to the window to get the medicine for Zhou Xiaoyao, and then helped Zhou Xiaoyao out of the hospital. Li Siying thought about it and took a taxi. Fortunately, the hospital was not far from Zhou Xiaoyao's house, and she had enough money in her pocket.

In the taxi, neither of them spoke. Zhou Xiaoyao leaned against Li Siying's arms and closed her eyes quietly.

Li Siying put her arms around Zhou Xiaoyao's shoulders, really wanting to rub this woman into her body.There is a strong desire in my heart, which is growing.

If I endured it for three years, suddenly, I couldn't bear it anymore.

After sending Zhou Xiaoyao home, Li Siying took the bus back home and arrived home at almost 8 o'clock in the evening. Fortunately, Li Siying has always been good. She said that she was going out with her classmates today and it was a little late. Her parents didn't say anything, and asked Li Siying if she had eaten.

Li Siying didn't have much appetite, so she said she had eaten and went back to her room.

She squeezed the phone, her palms were sweaty. This thought kept rolling in her heart when she was in the taxi, making Li Siying feel like a stone was pressing on her chest.

After suffering like this, at 10 o'clock in the evening, Li Siying finally made up her mind and called Zhou Xiaoyao.

"Siying?" Zhou Xiaoyao's voice was soft.

"Hmm... are you feeling better?" Li Siying found that she was shaking uncontrollably, her breathing was a little difficult, and she forced herself to calm down.

"Well...it's much better, it doesn't hurt anymore. It's just a feeling of exhaustion."

"Xiaoyao..." Li Siying swallowed.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"You... do you know that you are very important to me?"

"...", the phone on the other side was quiet for a while, "I know, you have always been very good to me."

"Then do you know... do I... like you?" Li Siying felt her heart was about to jump out of her throat. The longer a relationship is suppressed, the more difficult it is to express it. Exhausted all my energy.

"Well... I know." Zhou Xiaoyao's voice was gentle and clear, and Li Siying seemed to feel Zhou Xiaoyao smiling slightly on the other end of the phone.

She knew...she always knew...but why didn't she say it, why did she act as if she didn't know, there was only one answer, she didn't intend to accept her love.Li Siying lay slumped on the bed, tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes, all the way to her ears, wet her temples.

She should have thought of it earlier, Zhou Xiaoyao has always been a delicate and sensitive woman, how could she not know her own thoughts.It's just that I have been unwilling to face it.

"Siying...I'm not in the mood to think about this right now, can you...give me some time to slow down?"

For a moment, Li Siying thought that she had heard it wrong. For the first time in her life, she experienced the feeling of a bright future, like a lost ship passing through the fog and finally finding the shore where it landed.

In the next moment, Li Siying wanted to slap herself. She had just broken up with Yu Qingji, and so many things had happened. She must not be in the mood to think about it. Didn't she just take advantage of it?

She didn't say no, she didn't say no, she didn't say no.Li Siying had this thought over and over in her heart, her heart was both sour and sweet.I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Siying...let's...get along like this first, you...give me some time to think about it."

"Well, well... Xiaoyao, it's my fault, I shouldn't have told you about this at this time." Li Siying suppressed all the overflowing emotions in her heart and said.

"You...why are you so stupid..."

Li Siying didn't know how the call was hung up. She only knew that she had suppressed her feelings for three years and got a response. Although Xiaoyao hadn't accepted it yet, Li Siying felt that she was not hopeless.The phrase "Why are you so stupid" was a little resentful and shy. Although Li Siying didn't see Zhou Xiaoyao's expression, she could hear it, she could hear it.

If she wasn't at home, Li Siying really wanted to scream.

For the next week, Li Siying and Zhou Xiaoyao kept exchanging text messages every day, but they didn't make phone calls. I don't know if they were both a little embarrassed.

Zhou Xiaoyao would also take the initiative to send text messages to Li Siying, which was rare in junior high school.

Zhou Xiaoyao: "Have you eaten yet?"

Li Siying: "Eat, how about you?"

Zhou Xiaoyao: "I've eaten, and I'm reviewing. The pressure to repeat the study is relatively high."

Li Siying pinched the phone, hesitated, and sent a message: "I want to hug you, you are so distressing."

Zhou Xiaoyao: "Then you come~"

Since the last abortion, Li Siying and Zhou Xiaoyao haven't seen each other for two weeks. Li Siying decided to surprise Zhou Xiaoyao this week.

On Saturday, Li Siying went out after having lunch. She decided to find Zhou Xiaoyao. She didn't ask Zhou Xiaoyao if she would be at home on the weekend, but Zhou Xiaoyao said that it was hot recently and she didn't want to go out, so she guessed that Zhou Xiaoyao should be at home.

Knocked on the door, it was Zhou Xiaoyao's mother who opened the door: "Hey, Siying, are you here to look for Yaoyao?"

Li Siying and Zhou Xiaoyao are good friends in junior high school, so they have met both parents in many parent-teacher meetings, and they have also visited their respective homes to play a few times, so they are no strangers.Zhou Xiaoyao's mother also had a good impression of Li Siying.

Li Siying smiled politely: "Yes, Auntie, is Xiaoyao at home?"

Xiaoyao's mother: "She went out in the morning, I don't know if she will come back, or if you come in first, I'll call and ask."

Li Siying: "Oh, it's all right, do you know where she went?"

"Just your junior high school classmate, Shi Wen, who came to see her, probably went out to play."

Li Siying forced a smile on her face: "Okay, okay, then I'll give her a call. Please be busy, I won't go in."

Zhou Xiaoyao's mother didn't say anything when she saw Li Siying's insistence. She turned around and went back to the house to get Li Siying a bottle of iced fruit oranges.Li Siying took it with a smile, thanked her, then turned and walked back.

Li Siying sent a message to Zhou Xiaoyao: "I just went to your house to look for you, and my aunt said that you and Shi Wen went out."

After 2 minutes, Zhou Xiaoyao replied: "Well, he came to me, he... confessed his love to me today."

Li Siying suddenly felt, why is it so cold today, the fruit orange in her hand seemed to freeze her heart.

"Then what do you think?" Li Siying tremblingly typed and sent.

"I don't know, I just think that he is quite nice."

Li Siying smiled self-deprecatingly, this is really a joke in the world, it turned out that it was just her own wishful thinking for two weeks.It's just self-indulgence.

Li Siying felt that her confession that day was a dream, only her own crying and laughing, nothing to do with others.

A person can live a life of failure and humbleness, but he must always live soberly.Li Siying felt that this was already a very tactful rejection, so tactful that it was as if it had never happened.

A relationship always has to go through a severe overdraft before the parties solemnly bid farewell. Because they are young, they are willing to give, and because they are young, they are unwilling to give like this. Repeatedly, after so many sleepless nights, they finally come together silence.

That night, Li Siying didn't cry, it turned out that this was the reason why she let go of her three-year love.Should I thank Zhou Xiaoyao, or should I hate her.It doesn't matter anymore, neither love nor hate will be handed over to that person.