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In mid-July, Li Siying asked Xu Tinglan to eat out.

When Xu Tinglan saw Li Siying holding a bouquet of carnations, she couldn't help covering her mouth with her hands, with mixed feelings in her heart.

"This is what you said before, don't return it." Li Siying smiled and stuffed the flowers into Xu Tinglan's arms.

Xu Tinglan recalled that this was still her sophomore year in high school, and Li Siying wanted to give her a birthday present. After she refused, in order not to make her feel particularly sad, she said that if she really wanted to give something, she could give her a bouquet of carnations after graduation.

Unexpectedly, the child has not forgotten so far.

In the restaurant, at this point, there are neither too many nor too many people.A few lights were attracted.

Xu Tinglan took it with a slightly blushing face. There were light pink, light yellow, and white carnations, decorated with lilies and gladiolus, which were pure, elegant, and fragrant.Secretly: Fortunately, it's not a rose.

Li Siying watched Xu Tinglan take the flowers, her eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles.

"Do you have any plans for the summer vacation?" Li Siying wanted to ask Xu Tinglan out for fun. She had never been out of this province until now.

More importantly, she had something to say to Xu Tinglan.

"In mid-August, the school will organize teachers to go to Chengde Mountain Resort for a few days." Xu Tinglan's eyes were a little dodgy. She didn't understand what was contained in the child's fiery eyes.

Li Siying: "During the spring outing before, didn't you say that there are places worth seeing over Qiandao Lake, why don't you go to play together for two days?" When the school organized the spring outing before, it was Qiandao Lake.She regretted at the time that she drifted with the crowds for a day, but she didn't have a good look at the real scenery.

It's not that Li Siying didn't notice Xu Tinglan's hesitation, but it doesn't matter, even if Xu Tinglan doesn't agree, she will still find a chance to explain it to her.

In the third year of high school, Xu Tinglan's change of attitude towards Li Siying gave her hope.

Looking at Li Siying's expectant eyes, Xu Tinglan still couldn't bear to refuse after all.The two of them will go to Qiandao Lake for three days and stay for two nights in about a week.

Unfortunately, when Li Siying and Xu Tinglan got home after dinner that day, they received a call from their uncle saying that their grandfather was about to die.

Although it was hard for Xu Tinglan to agree, it was obviously too unfilial to go out to play at this time.

Li Siying and Xu Tinglan explained the situation. Xu Tinglan told Li Siying to stay at home at ease, and there would be plenty of opportunities to go out to play in the future.

Within two days, Li Siying's grandfather went there.It's a peaceful walk, and it's also a joy or a funeral.

Because Li Siying's grandfather has been living in the country with his uncle and the others, the funeral process follows local customs, such as reporting the funeral, encoffining, placing the coffin... all these things need to be arranged for several days.

Fortunately, it was also summer at that time, and it was not long before the coffin was laid to rest.

Li Siying has been staying at her uncle's house for the past few days, and she doesn't understand the custom of funerals, so she will follow what the adults tell her.During the past few days of the wake, I basically couldn't sleep at night, and I had to get up every few hours to kowtow in front of the mourning hall.Li Siying curled up on the sofa at her uncle's house and lay down with her clothes on for a while.

Before encoffining, all relatives need to go to the temple. From the uncle’s house to the temple in the village, there is a road of about 1.5 kilometers. Along the way, a red candle and three pillars must be inserted on both sides of the path every few meters. Fragrance.Li Siying took a small basket, which was also filled with red candles and fresh incense, and followed the adults all the way to the temple with two panda eyes on her face.

Looking back, I looked at the small flames along the way, meandering, as if they were guiding the way for my grandfather.

Li Siying's grandfather has been paralyzed in bed for many years, and his feelings are not very deep, so there are not too many emotional fluctuations during the wake-up. In addition, he has not been able to sleep well for a few days, Li Siying felt that the only thing left was exhaustion. .

Several adults cried for a while, and the candles flickered, and the sorrow and joy continued.But Li Siying didn't burst into tears, so she had to lower her head when the adults were crying.

It wasn't until the day of the cremation, when the funeral home dragged her grandfather's body into the cremation room, that Li Siying realized that she would never see her grandfather again in this life.

The bits and pieces of vague impressions from my childhood suddenly flooded back like a movie playback.

At that time, my grandfather's legs were still good. Every time he saw Li Siying, he would always take out crumpled banknotes from his trouser pocket, one yuan and fifty cents, and let her go to the small shop to buy food, while the general in his trouser pocket was nothing. A few dollars and a pack of cigarettes.

From Li Siying's home in the country to my uncle's, I have to pass a small lake.Once, an unknown family released a goose in the lake. When Li Siying was passing by her uncle's house, the goose took the white and tender Li Siying for some reason, and swooped over from the lake to kill her. Peck Li Siying.Along the way, Li Siying ran to her uncle's house crying in fear and terror. When her grandfather heard that a goose was bullying her granddaughter, she immediately picked up a hoe and went to kill that evil animal.In the end, Li Siying didn't remember whether the goose died or not, but she only remembered her grandfather's righteous indignation at that time.

After my grandfather's legs got bad, many people would come to see him with gifts. My grandfather always stubbornly kept some good things and would give them to Li Siying when she came. My cousin who was about the same age as me never went there... …

When the door of the cremation room was closed, Li Siying didn't have time to follow in. She went to the corner by herself to wipe away the tears she didn't know when.

After her grandfather's work is done, Xu Tinglan will go on a trip with the school.The matter of Qiandao Lake was put on hold.

During the period, after Xu Tinglan sent a text message to Li Siying to mourn, there was nothing else to say.

Li Siying would send some text messages to Xu Tinglan as usual, but Xu Tinglan's reply was very simple every time, as if she was perfunctory as a routine, giving a "read" attitude.

At first I thought it was Xu Tinglan who was playing out of town and it was inconvenient to reply to text messages, but when Li Siying recollected it, Xu Tinglan became a non-stick attitude again, just like the sophomore meeting in high school. Puzzled.

Why did the relationship before, which was obviously very harmonious, suddenly return to the pre-liberation overnight.

Li Siying couldn't help wondering whether Xu Tinglan had ever lived in her heart.Or is it all for the sake of graduating smoothly?Doesn't she have any personal feelings for herself?

In the last few days, she didn't send any text messages to Xu Tinglan.

Li Siying wanted to ask clearly in person.

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