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"Ting Lan."

"Huh?" Xu Tinglan seems to have gotten used to this address, feeling that this is a state of reciprocity.

"Have you...have you ever had friends before me?" Li Siying's intuition told her that Xu Tinglan had been in a relationship before, because when she kissed Xu Tinglan for the first time, she was the one who was guided.

Although I was kissed in a daze at the time, it didn't affect the replay afterwards.

"I dated one", Xu Tinglan didn't intend to hide it, lovers shouldn't hide anything, since Li Siying asked, she said: "During my sophomore year, we were together, with a senior."

"Then why were you assigned?" It seems that all interviewers like to ask candidates why they left the previous company.

For the one I love, I always want to know the reason for the breakup of my ex, and so does Li Siying.

This is not the first time Xu Tinglan has answered this question.After graduating at that time, many people thought that they would get married as a matter of course, but they did not wait for their wedding invitation, but they waited for the news of their breakup.

"After the internship, the two places were separated, and the two of them were busy with their own affairs, the life circle, the work circle, the intersection became less and less, the complaints increased, and the relationship faded." This is said calmly, as if It's just telling a very distant story, which has nothing to do with me.

This is true, but not all.

Li Siying knew very well that Xu Tinglan had always been serious about her relationship, and they must be with someone she liked very much, so they would be together, so it was absolutely impossible for her to break up so casually.

Li Siying has an exquisite heart and can always grasp the essence and key of things, asking: "What is the last straw that broke the camel's back?"

Xu Tinglan glanced at Li Siying, the girl's eyes were as clear and clean as the water of Qiandao Lake, and her distress for herself was beyond words.

"If you don't want to say it, you don't have to force it." Li Siying saw Xu Tinglan's hesitation in her heart. She didn't have to know the gossip, she just wanted to know more.

Breaking up means touching the bottom line of a certain party's relationship. She wants to know what Xu Tinglan can't tolerate the most in love, and she will never repeat the same mistakes.

"I saw the text message between him and another woman in his mobile phone." Xu Tinglan told the real reason, her eyelashes trembling slightly, revealing the ups and downs of her mood.

I don't know why, when I told others that I broke up because my relationship faded, my heart was already calm, but when I really said this last straw, I still felt a needle prick in my heart.

It turned out that it wasn't that I really didn't care anymore, but that I got used to avoiding the serious, and always avoided the wound.

Li Siying's eyes drooped, and she could feel that when Xu Tinglan said the reason behind, her whole aura became depressed.Suddenly, I regret bringing up the old matter again, and I don’t know how serious it is to get to the bottom of it.

In fact, there are different reasons for breaking up, but in the final analysis, many times it is because I don’t love and fade away, so I do all kinds of things that hurt each other.

So Li Siying felt that the latter question was really redundant, and it reminded her of her unhappiness in the past.

"I'm sorry." Li Siying apologized as she pulled Xu Tinglan into her arms.

"It's nothing, I don't regret when we are together, and I don't regret when we break up, so there is nothing to care about."

"Siying, since we've said it, there are some things I need to let you know." Xu Tinglan closed her eyes and opened them again, as if she had made a decision.

Li Siying was startled, feeling a little uneasy and looking forward to it.

From the beginning to the end, she felt incredible that Xu Tinglan had changed her sexuality and accepted herself, but she never had the courage to ask.Getting her "Don't let go" is like grabbing a life-saving straw, paranoidly asking myself not to ask more.

Li Siying felt that what Xu Tinglan was going to tell her was related to this.

"Your feelings for me are delicate and considerate, which moved me. If you say you are tempted, I already had that kind of thought for you in the third year of high school." Xu Tinglan started seriously, and couldn't help it as she spoke. She blushed suddenly, and her pale cheeks turned a little bloody.

She straightened her voice and continued: "I have already had a failed relationship. On the surface, we are a match made in heaven and earth, but in the end we are still separated from each other. What's more...you and I are not favored by anyone in terms of identity, age, and gender." Yes. So even though I like you, I didn't agree to be with you."

Xu Tinglan carefully observed Li Siying, and found that she just lowered her eyes slightly and didn't react too much, and then said: "If you are reckless and willful, I may be better, and it confirms my guess. It was just a spur of the moment."

"But you have a forbearing personality. You are sensible and considerate and make me feel bad. No matter how hard you feel in your heart, you will never cause me trouble, and you will not find me to vent. If I reject you, you will stand a little far away from me. Don't talk to me, just look at me. Like a deer in the forest, pure and innocent, knowing that there are thorns ahead, but not shrinking back." When Xu Tinglan said this, her eyes were as gentle as water, holding Li Siying's hand hand, stroking her palm.

"So... I said to myself, follow your heart. Maybe after you are 30 years old and miss you, you will never like someone so much again in your life, and you will never meet such a good person. But then Will...I have never had a suitable opportunity to find you, or I dare not find you. I haven't contacted you for a long time, and even though I know your recent situation, I don't know whether your feelings for me are still the same. "

"Until that time when I met you in the hotel, your eyes, as warm as ever but restrained, told me everything clearly."

Xu Tinglan propped herself up, left Li Siying's embrace, turned around and gently pressed her on her body, reached out and stroked her young face, and said affectionately: "Siying... If you have someone you like in the future, you must tell me, Don't wait for me to find out by myself, or I will feel betrayed. You tell me first that your feelings for me have faded, and then you like others, and I will feel better..."

Xu Tinglan somewhat understood the reason for the stabbed feeling in her heart just now, not because she remembered the old things, but because she was afraid, afraid that the same thing would happen again.

From joy at the beginning to heartache later, Li Siying's eyes were red when she heard it at the end.Not holding back anymore, he sealed Xu Tinglan's mouth with his own lips, and sealed her heartbroken words behind her.

Before Xu Tinglan finished speaking, she was suddenly kissed by Li Siying. Thinking that she was still suffering from a cold, she wanted to push her.But this time Li Siying stubbornly did not let go.

Xu Tinglan's teeth were closed. On the one hand, she was shocked by Li Siying's sudden enthusiasm and felt that she was about to be conquered. On the other hand, she was afraid of infecting her with the cold, so she dared not cater to her.

Up to the lips, feel the wet liquid.

Li Siying hugged her tightly with her arms, pressing her to her, but kissed her softly like cherry petals in spring, tremblingly sucking Xu Tinglan's lips, gently, bit by bit, and then again Let go, like caring for a treasure.

"No... there won't be such a day..." From the trembling lips, small whispers escaped.

Xu Tinglan's words made her heart surge, and her heart was scalded by her teacher.She never knew that her teacher was gambling her best years on a relationship.Her teacher had already prepared for the worst, and then went out of her way to be with herself.Li Siying understands that no amount of vows can make Xu Tinglan counteract the most fearful worry in her heart. She can only hope that in the years to come, she can love her well, protect her, and live up to her.

Xu Tinglan felt Li Siying's strangeness, and wanted to see what was wrong with her, but she fixed the back of her head, and their lips were inseparable.

Xu Tinglan sighed, as if sensing Li Siying's emotions, she gave up struggling.A pair of hands changed from a rejecting posture to an embracing posture, and fell back into Li Siying's arms again.

With lips and teeth attached, Li Siying kissed almost devoutly.What can she do to make her teacher treat each other so wholeheartedly.She can only express her feelings and respond to her lover with soft kisses.