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Her stomach throbbed intermittently, Li Siying couldn't sleep well, her head struggled drowsily between half-sleeping and waking up.

Li Siying was afraid that Xu Tinglan would be worried, so she didn't dare to tell her that she was sick, but now she desperately wanted to hear Xu Tinglan's soft words to comfort her, even if she could only hear her soft breathing.Li Siying's heart was about to clump together, and the more she thought about it, the more wronged she became.

After the drip was finished, Li Siying was supported by her parents into the taxi home.Yao Lian asked her what was wrong, but she just waved her hand feebly as an answer.It was as if his soul had been sucked out of his whole body, and he curled up and looked out the window, immersed in missing Xu Tinglan.

After arriving home, Yao Lian asked her if she had any appetite for some porridge. Li Siying originally wanted to go back to the room without saying a word, but in the end she shook her head at her mother, and then went back to the room with her back bent and her stomach in her hands.

Yao Lian looked at the back of Li Siying returning to the room, felt sad for a while, and then fell into deep thought - thinking about it carefully, Li Siying has always been well-behaved, a caring and sensible child since childhood, and has never had such a fierce conflict with herself.The trouble has reached the point where swords are on the verge of breaking out, and it is not simply the fault of one party.

Li Siying worked at the unit until August No. 20. During this time, she went home after work every day. Although she really wanted to find Xu Tinglan, she had a conversation with her mother first. Since she promised her mother to come home on time, she did not dare to make trouble.

During this period of time, Xu Tinglan often appeared downstairs in Li Siying's company, and deliberately parked the car in a parking space that was far away but could see the door at a glance, just to take a look at Li Siying from a distance.

Li Siying got off work on time these days, Xu Tinglan saw her figure at a glance, and she didn't know if it was her own illusion, but she always felt that Li Siying had lost a lot of weight these days.If she came out with her colleagues, most of the time she still had a faint smile on her face, but if she went out after get off work alone, she would have a gloomy look on her face, making her look depressed.Thinking about it this way, the smiling faces when walking with colleagues are probably just forced smiles.

Xu Tinglan really wanted to appear in front of Li Siying suddenly, talk to her, and even hug her quietly in the car for a while.But Xu Tinglan couldn't, as the older of the two, she had to know how to restrain herself.If she showed reluctance, it would probably make things even more difficult for Li Siying and disrupt her rhythm.So Xu Tinglan always watched Li Siying get on the bus, and then she drove back by herself.

As long as she could see Li Siying, Xu Tinglan's restless heart would be a little calmer.What Xu Tinglan is most afraid of is Li Siying's conflict with her parents because of this incident, and the two sides will do some extreme behavior. Fortunately, her child has always been more forbearing and restrained, and he is very calm when encountering problems. Now in this seemingly calm situation Although still choppy.

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On the last day of Li Siying's internship, she and Ning Jie explained the current follow-up status of potential customers.Because Sister Ning took her with her in the first place, she knew a lot about the client's situation. In addition, Li Siying was a college student who came for an internship. He hesitated for a while, but after all, he couldn't overcome the flood of lovesickness these days, so he called Xu Tinglan.

"Siying?"

"Ting Lan, where are you now?"

"In the Shuixiuyuan community. What's the matter?" Xu Tinglan would go to Li Siying's company in the evening these days, in order to avoid her father's suspicion, so she lived alone in the rented house during this time.

"Then I'll go find you, and you wait for me in the house."

Xu Tinglan originally wanted to drive here, but Li Siying was afraid of delaying time, so she insisted on letting Xu Tinglan wait at home.Besides, she hasn't seen Xu Tinglan for so long, and she really wants to hug her, it's not appropriate to be outside.

For the first time, Li Siying didn't take a bus, so she hurriedly hailed a taxi, and within half an hour, she arrived downstairs at Xu Tinglan.

After getting out of the car, Li Siying almost trotted towards the community. When she got downstairs, she saw Xu Tinglan in a long white dress standing at the entrance of the corridor waiting for her.The moment he saw Xu Tinglan, he calmed down Li Siying's restlessness and crazy longing when she came all the way.Li Siying adjusted her breathing, and walked quickly towards her in three steps at a time.

Seeing Li Siying's figure, Xu Tinglan smiled and walked towards her holding a parasol.

"It's such a hot day, what are you doing down here?" Li Siying took the umbrella and walked in with her.

"I know you don't know how to hold an umbrella, and you're not afraid of being exposed to the sun on such a hot day." Xu Tinglan put her arm around Li Siying's wrist and walked side by side with her.

After getting on the elevator, Xu Tinglan opened the door. The moment she entered, Li Siying felt the coolness of the air conditioner.

"Sit down, I'll pour you a glass of water." Xu Tinglan put down her umbrella and was about to pour water.

As soon as she turned around, a pair of arms bound her waist, followed by a momentum, Xu Tinglan couldn't help taking a small step forward.

Li Siying hugged Xu Tinglan tightly from behind. The grievance and sadness of this period of time could no longer be restrained. Only when she hugged Xu Tinglan tightly could she feel that her heart was still beating alive.

"Don't be too busy, let me give you a good hug." Li Siying closed her eyes, sighed and buried her face deeply into Xu Tinglan's neck, entwined with her, looking for her fragrance.

Xu Tinglan is a very special existence to her, she will be obsessed with Xu Tinglan, sometimes thinking of her feels like a torrent, and she will also be quiet because of Xu Tinglan, no matter how difficult things are, how big the middle is If it is obstructed, she can also smile lightly and go all out.As long as Xu Tinglan is with her, all of this is nothing. As long as Xu Tinglan is with her, she can go on this road without hesitation.

Xu Tinglan didn't say anything, just let her hug her quietly for a while, then turned around, hugged her gently, and comforted her silently.

A thousand words are not worth a hug.

After hugging for a while, the two sat on the sofa. The two snuggled up beside each other. Li Siying held her shoulders, enjoying the rare time quietly.

"I might have to leave later, so I can't have dinner with you." Li Siying explained guiltily: "My mother has been watching me very closely these days, and told me to go back after work..."

Xu Tinglan held her hand and comforted her: "It's okay. Don't worry at home. Anyone who encounters such a thing will find it difficult to accept it for a while."

Li Siying was touched by Xu Tinglan's tenderness and consideration, and asked, "Then when you confessed to your uncle, did you also have such a stiff fight?"

Xu Tinglan shook her head, and said with a soft smile: "That's right, when you first met him, it wasn't long before you confessed to him with me, and he didn't say anything. I'm not young anymore, as long as I'm serious Yes, he will support my choice."

Li Siying sighed with emotion: "I feel that I have used up all my patience these days. I really wish I could put myself back in my mother's stomach and let me reincarnate to choose my parents again. I have never seen such a stubborn person." ..."

Xu Tinglan heard her talking more and more shameless, couldn't help straightening up, and said with a smile: "How do you talk, it's not big or small."

Scratching the tip of Li Siying's delicate nose, she joked, "Uncle and aunt are also afraid that you will be deceived by an old woman like me."

"I think you're just talking nonsense, what kind of old woman, don't say that about yourself." Li Siying knew she was joking, but she didn't want to hear her say that, and expressed her dissatisfaction with a dark face.Then he figured out something from Xu Tinglan's words just now, and said: "Besides, you called uncle and aunt just now, and you have descended a generation, how dare you call yourself old."

Xu Tinglan didn't think much about it just now. When she was in high school, in front of Li Siying's parents, she was called "Siying's mother" and "Siying's father" among her peers. Now she is with Li Siying and says " Your parents" Well, I always felt that my birth was a bit different, I felt that they were two irrelevant people, so I changed my words reflexively, and I felt a little embarrassed when she exposed it like this.

Li Siying didn't dare to stay with Xu Tinglan for too long, and her mother also knew that she was resigning today, so she would probably go home early.Xu Tinglan had no choice but to send herself to the bus station, and the two parted ways.

In the next few days, Li Siying started to prepare for the start of her junior year, and Yao Lian was very careful. If Li Siying went out, where she was going, and when she would return, she would ask them clearly, which was different from the casual attitude she used to ask. Very different.However, her tone was much softer. The last time Li Siying was in so much pain with her stomach that she didn't tell them anything, it really scared them a lot, and they didn't dare to press too hard.

Yao Lian's education level is not high, but she usually likes to watch TV, and remembers the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law and the plot of the deep palace drama as clearly as an endorsement, and she can draw inferences from one instance.No, hard ones are not good, so they come soft, and they don't turn their noses up all day long, but sigh, and talk about things in front of Li Songnian when they have nothing to do.

"Hey, I'm old, you say my daughter is not married, what do the neighbors think of me, where should I put my old face."

"It is said that my daughter is a caring little padded jacket. In the past, when I was suffering, I had nothing to eat or drink. I couldn't bear to drink a bottle of coconut juice given to everyone in the unit, so I secretly hid it back for her. I don't have anything else to hope for. I hope she gets married in a good and prosperous way, what evil do you think I have done..."

Every sentence is not spoken to Li Siying, but it will always reach her ears verbatim.It's not that Li Siying doesn't know that if she wants to be with Xu Tinglan, it will indeed embarrass her parents, but shouldn't a family overcome difficulties together?Do you disregard your own happiness for the so-called face among neighbors, relatives and friends?

Hearing this every day, Li Siying's ears were almost calloused, but there was nothing she could do.She knows how well her mother treats her. Of course she is willing to be filial to her mother all her life. When her mother is old, she will also take care of her mother, but it is impossible to "filial piety" with the happiness of her life, and there is no such reason.

At the end of the month, the unit settled the salary and remitted it to Li Siying's bank card.Normally, the salary should be remitted on NO.15 of the next month, but Li Siying has already resigned, and the salary will be settled to her within ten days, so I called her at the end of the month in advance, and there was 2900 yuan.

Li Siying originally planned to use the first pot of gold in her life to treat Xu Tinglan to a big meal, and divide the rest into three red envelopes, one for each of her parents and grandfather. Although it is not much, the elders get the first salary of the younger generation , the meaning is always different, and most of them will feel comforted in their hearts.

But when the text message said that the card had reached 2900 yuan, Li Siying's heart was not disturbed.She went to the bank silently, took out 2500 yuan from the ATM machine, and when she passed by a convenience store, she bought a big red envelope with gold framed words "Good luck" and stuffed 2500 yuan into it. .

In the evening, when Li Songnian called Li Siying to eat, Li Siying respectfully put the red envelope on the dining table in front of her parents.

Li Songnian and Yao Lian looked at each other, only to hear Li Siying say in a flat tone: "This is the salary of my summer internship, for you. After I graduate, the salary will be deducted from the living expenses, and the rest will be given to you on a regular basis. In order to support me, you used to After suffering so much, being a daughter has to grow up, and I have to find a way to honor you and repay your kindness." At the end, she glanced at Yao Lian and added with a half-smile, "Is that so, Mom?"

Yao Lian couldn't be happy when she heard these impeccable words. They were all good words, but they sounded so awkward.The four golden characters of "Great Auspiciousness" on the red envelope are particularly eye-catching, like a silent mockery.Gritting his teeth, he chewed the rice, but couldn't say a word in depression.

It feels like an old hen has been worshiped by a weasel for a year.

Li Siying knew that she shouldn't treat her mother like this, but listening to her nagging intentionally or unintentionally in the past few days, let alone how depressed she was, it seemed that whether she was filial in her life depended on whether she could bring back a boyfriend.

I thought that the most difficult thing to overcome on this road should be the secular prejudice in society, but I didn't expect that the biggest obstacle came from my own family.My mother kept saying that she had committed crimes, but what did I do wrong?

Li Siying tossed and turned on the bed, thinking, when will this knot that bothers them all be untied?